not improvin finger...

went 4 review ytd n waited 2 hrs there... hand xray showed not much improvements n doc said head swellin can go down faster w hot compress n it beta coz schs startin 1 wk lata -_-; doc changed e splint 2 an alumafoam supportin e top n bottom but its damn long, not effective n pressin on e fracture [thou requested by me by my v inteligent mum -_-;] so i switched 2 tyin e 2 fingers 2gether again... mon goin 2 gleneagles 2 fix another splint... hope after 1 mth it'll heal n by den i'll b back 2 norm... sian...

after tt went 2 mit kk n lianna 4 dinner @ bugis... ate e v8 chix baked rice; v chessy, had fried chix cubes n e rice tasted lk chix rice... e cheesy wedges wasnt bad as well... den walked ard n each of us bot 2 bks @ kino... den down 2 breko 2 nua n all of us started readin; dunno y... den hm liao... zzz...

back @ e gym 4 1 wk liao... damn slpy now coz oni zzz 4 7 hrs 4 2 daes... considerin whether anot 2 train lata... mayb goin over 2 kk's co bbq 2 38 lata... zzz...

e benq p50

e benq p50 windows mobile 2003 smartphone w all e connectivities: bluetooth, infrared, sd/mmc n WIFI!!! coupled w a mp3 player n a v clear 1.3mp cam [beta den o2s]

its e combo of o2 mini & o2 2s... n...

I 1 IT!!!
juz a mata of when'll it come 2 sg [if it'll]... -_-" n my last hp 4 2005 [if it launches tis yr in sg]

review by mobile 1
specs @ gsmarena
offical benq site
sellin @ tw eprice

fear...

start track: lush995

after e accident ive developed a fear/phobia: DROMOPHOBIA [fear of crossin]... i'll look mani x if im jaywalkin n'll look 4 traffic lites n zebra crossins than jaywalk... even if cars r far away... even crossin e 2 lanes outside e gym @ nite, i'll oso stone there den walk... pple ve 2 pat, push, grab or pull me over... or stand in front of me when standin in e mid of e lanes...

can sum1 2 tell me not 2 b afraid of e streets... 2 pull or tug me over... how m i gona drive??? i dun ve nitemares; im juz afraid of e streets...

all bcoz of 1 more step...

my coz of dromophobia

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maligned...

helped sum1 on photo bloggin anonymously n another comes along spammin abt her sayin her fren's fat so tt person tot it was ME!!!! juz bcoz e chatterbox ip's e 'same' [oni 3 octets r visible, e last was masked off]... ignorance abt ips nvm, dun blieve me nvm; juz dun assume tt i'll do sumthin lk tt... its norm 4 frenz 2 say 'beauty' stuff abt each other, mine isnt gd so i wont comment on others...

since im a spammer myself i xpected tis 1 dae so im not surprised... but damn e person tt said it... aniwae she didnt post her pics usin blogger/hello; stil usin fotobucket so she'll ve e naggin 'bandwidth xceeded' problem n tts NONE OF MY BIZ since its not my site; im not bein childish sayin stuffs lk these but its a fact...

sum pple tink they noe alot abt ip addressin... an ip add's made up of 4 octets/numbers... big hosts lk chatterbox use class c ip add 2 provide mani ip adds so e nums 165.45.241.* actuali blongs 2 a grp [how they define i dunno] aniwae e *'s e last octet tts masked so we'll nv noe wats it... if it diff, it means e 'owner's not e same... ip adds r unique so there wont b a duplicate unless they renew it...

bloody hell tink she noe alot abt it... aniwae 'e spammer' owned up but tt bitch stil tinks im bein psychotic contradictin myself... WAT E FUCK!!! aniwae i noe its not me n tts enuf... if i did it, i'll admit else no way... who e hell sane'll admit 2 stuffs he nv done b4? 2 humor pple? CRAZY EGO BITCH!!!

oni hello blogger ve unlimited bandwidth HOORAY!!!

sumthin interestin abt life...

bot tis notes holder frm bugis village, sourced frm thailand... e mind teaser's 2 place e notes on it, close n open it frm e other side n its 'strapped' on... WAH!!! so intriguin n u cant pull it apart yet dunno how its done... so e 3 of us bot 1 each hahaha ^_^ e 1 on e left's kbkb's aka kelvin, mid's mine n rite's kk's w synthetic leather...

e mini jap steamboat 4 2 @ e nasi lemak @ liang seah st [opp parco] ^_^ e soup's refreshin n e paper doesnt burn or tear w e soup; amazin rite? [i noe waraku @ ms & 吉 ji @ capitol ve sumthin lk tt] they r oso sellin self made soya bean milk n curd; v NICE!!! not v sweet n v smooth ^_^ try it if u go there, tink its called e.w or sumthin... located opp beavers o_0

internet & bloggin security...

xiaxue's blog got hacked on wed n its e 1st blog hackin case tt i heard of... heard of pples frenster gettin hacked, includin mine last yr but blogs!!! tts e 1st... she's 1st in most stuff in e bloggin realm... includin hackin...

i noe shes loudmouthed n crude but her blog isnt all tt wrong... she has e freedom 2 write wat she 1s, isnt e sg gov promotin freedom of speech n encouragin pple 2 SPEAK UP??? so wats e big deal abt her bloggin it?

internet = vast pool of informatN available 4 pple 2 view n discuss... pple can create, view, modify n discuss; isnt tt y e internet's created? 4 beta comm between pple of e 5 continents? when a content's posted, theres bound 2 b pple either lkin, dislkin or neutral abt it...

definitN of a blog:
a public web site where users post informal journals of their thoughts, comments, and philosophies, updated frequently and normally reflecting the views of the blog's creator.
more definitNs by google

since bloggin's abt personal views n viewers ve diff views there'll b +ve n -ve comments... as e owner of e content, its up 2 him/her 2 accept, take it as it is or b damn pissed by it... but tink again, they r posted by pple u dunno y b bothered by em? 庸人自擾; create problems n stress 4 urself, STUPID RITE??? but den again theres no waves w/o wind 無風不起浪, if there r -ve comments, theres definitely sumthin goin on... althou there r sum pple who r damn bored 2 spam pple's blog, sum tt r not, they r juz keyin down wat they tink abt it...

if a blog has a [chatter/tag] board or comments functN, it means tt its open 4 browsers 2 type comments rite? if u dun 1 ani1 2 post on ur blog, disable em...
ITS JUZ TT DAMN EZ!!!

back 2 e hack, no mata how 'bad' xiaxue's theres no nid 2 HACK in2 her email n blog rite... hackin's an internet commercial crime n can b traced by ips; althou isps r bound not 2 reveal subscribers info but cops stil ve their authority 2 do so... imagine all e contacts n blog posts all GONE!!! if its me i'll go nuts, not 2 mentN her...

commentin +ve or -ve stuffs on pples blog = freedom of speech n can b deleted by e owner as he lks; i comment too, +vely n -vely; but NO 2 hackin n intrusN of privacy... email spammin isnt an intrusN; its an IRRITANT!!!

rmb tt an internet published blog's open 2 e whole of e internet community n populatN viewin n commentin [if appliable], wateva pple comment +ve or -ve, take em as they r; read n throw... if u reali mind it so much, delete e comments den... ITS JUZ TT EZ

e same goes 2 bein an assertive human... dun xpect pple 2 give in 2 u all e time coz u r not a t-rex... 天天吃大魚大肉也會膩, 偶爾吃點青菜豆腐也不錯... dun let -ve comments drown u, lk its armageddon; no 1 dies of another man's words... but 2 sum it juz falls on deaf ears; 忠言逆耳... success'll blind a person's hart, mind n eyes; oblivious 2 e truth n facts, makin him unbearable [commonly seen in tv dramas]...

my post contents ve no structure or linkage 2 wats written, but i lk it n tts my style... every1 shld live 4 himself n ve his own style... life isnt abt livin 4 others n changin 2 suit em; its abt CO-XISTIN... learn 2 give n take... not everythin can b measured, sum cant b...

4 those who dunno whos xiaxue, she's over here --> e infamous sg blog celeb: 下雪

tis 570 words post took me 1 hr 2 type... tink im detoriatin liao... sigh~

e aftermath

my fractured crooked finger
















e conditN of my hand; c how crookeds e finger

went 4 review juz now... met joe n he sent me there [thx ^_^]... e x-ray report showed nothin wrong w e skull [^_^] but e left ring finger ve a misplaced fracture @ e tip joint... doc says it'll prob take 3 wks 2 heal... head bump went down alot liao thou its stil quite BIG -_-" hope after a few more daes it'll b gone... abrasions r healin slow... stil cant sit or lie back properly coz of e back abrasion & big bruise... but overall its fine... gettin beta n not worse... goin back on e 29th 4 review n x-ray of e hand again...

van banged...

start track: lush995

cabbed down 2 e gym n there was a massive jam frm fort rd til dunno ware coz of an event @ marina cove... got off near big splash... n walked past e snail cars... walked 2 e mid of 2 lanes in front of e gym, waitin 2 x over...

saw a van frm afar tt wldnt hit me if ran... juz 1 more step n it appeared in front of me; hitin my left shoulder n me down 2 bang my head... e driver came out n helped me up, sayin tt he didnt c me [when i saw him]; followed by e guys in e gym... joe took down his particulars n there was a v BIG bump on e left of my head + abrasNs on e left hand, leg n back...

off 2 eastshore hospital a&e; waited 4 e doc n went 4 2 head n hand x-rays... theres a line @ e bottom; dunno wats tt... but my left ring finger tip joint has a fracture ~argh~; meanin there mayb stiffness or other side effects in future T_T no trainin n writin 4 3 wks... lucky im on holidae n not havin xams else -_-" liao...

bandaged my head, did a buddy splint on my 2 left fingers 2 immobilize e ring finger, did dressin on e open wounds n 1 tetanus jab...

went 2 make a police report... our tinkin's tt im wearin white so e driver cant b didnt c me n i gauged tt e van wont reach me tts y i ran over... tink he sped up coz he didnt 'c' me n cldnt brake in time [prob's clutch+ brake or juz release acc pedal; rather den juz do e-brake]... but aniwae under heavy traffic drivers shld go slow even if e lane's quite free coz on 2 way lanes pple tend 2 cut lanes...

so tired yet cant rest well... all injuries r painin... its disasterous... cant write, wk n train... typin w e rite hand n left index finger... cant lie n sit well... cant eat even since i cant hold e spoon or fork properly... juz as gd as crippled...

thx joe 4 sendin me 2 e esh, npp n hm, brenda 4 comin down n others tt helped, asked n toked 2 me...

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e necromaner...

went 2 balestier shaw centre w joe n joy 2 watch e necromaner, a thai movie abt black magixs n supernatural powers... seems tt their tattoos enable em 2 b inpenetrable 2 bullets n knives... But once it vanishes or loses e powers u r doomed... its abt cops usin black magix 2 battle n counter each other... its a gory n bloody movie but not as bad as final destinatN 2... as 4 e cinema, its was damn cold; was ctrlin my sneeze coz once it starts, theres no end 2 it...













b4 tt we had chix rice at tis loy kee best chix rice... so it ve 2 b BEST by rite but e food's quite ok; dunno wats e best abt... joe ordered innards, chix, beansprouts n 2 eggs... e thing abt em's tt they said no roasted chix legs but there were 8 chix w 16 legs... -_-"

on e way there, there was a massive jam 2wards changi airport n a 38-resulted mild jam on our side on e pie... tink it was a 4 cars bang... e jam was so long tt it stretched beyond bendemeer til dunno ware, lucky tt im not at tp liao else die liao...

muay thai lvl3 #14

start track: lush995

skipped, warmup, shadow, 3x bagwk, tech spar, 1.5x spar w joy, 2x spar w cheryl, 60 pumps n 20 crunches [didnt finish due 2 a call]...

tech spar:
knee vs elbow push+x
left blk+rite hi push+left kick vs rite kick+rite blk
left blk+rite hi push+left knee vs rite kick+rite elbow push

didnt train on mon n tues + im 'pukin red' so 2dae's trainin wasnt optimal; it was XHAUSTIN!!! but stil survived w 1 100+ n 1/2 cup of h20...

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sem 1 results...

results r out n mine terribly SUX!!! tis time round... T_T reasons bein im xtremely bz tis sem... drivin n wk [xcuses but true]... e real reason bein:

I WAS JUZ TOO SLACKY ARROGANT!!! + LAZY!!!

after havin hds n ds e prev sem... i kinda slacked off... @ least i ve 333 as my comforter -_-" but den again 325's juz damn borin tt frm e bginnin til e end we stil dunno a fuck abt it.... 211 was slightly beta but my corked up brain's juz not meant 4 programmin... all e suxy ideas blocked it up n depleted my time... while e best solutions lited up @ e last mins when im so brain dead liao... T_T

i noe they r juz xcuses n theres not point whinin [not whinin thou]... next sem's my last in studyin so shall make full use of it by studyin n playin hard ^_^

e 9 commandments
#1 thou shalt not b slacky next sem...
#2 thou shalt not give up ezily...
#3 thou shalt not b lazy...
#4 thou shalt ve beta time management...
#5 thou shalt ve beta $ management...
#6 thou shalt ve determinatN n endurance...
#7 thou shalt noe e true meanin of 'wk n play hard'...
#8 thou shalt noe how 2 b an intelligent slacker...
#9 thou shalt noe tt there r not shortcuts e hd grades...

e 1st ever tauhuey i ate... bot by joy ^_^ i nv liked it 4 no reason but i like 2 drink it -_-" stil i was 1/2 sian after eatin part of it; finished it thou... thx joy ^_^

e manual wrx of rat tt sent me cruisin frm big splash til dhoby ghaut ^_^ can feel e effects of it spdin thru ecp; juz lk nfs *_* I JUZ LUV IT!!!

muay thai lvl3 #13

start track: lush995

skipped, warmup, shadow, 3x padwk n bagwk alt, 2x spar w joy, 2x spar w cheryl... n im soaked thru... its reali more xhaustin den my 1 hr blade + 1 hr trainin...

was hit mani x by joy [as usual] but w cheryl hit her a few x but e funny thing was tt we were kickin @ e same side; her left kick n my rite kick n vice versa... alot of gapplin w side knees n blocks n throws...

tink althou im trainin more now but e stamina improvement isnt tt much coz im stil quite ko durin n after trainin... tink ve 2 blade harder n faster liao... 4get abt e falls...

gona ve massive muscle aches n bruises when i wake up... e statement's false coz i woke up not feelin tt way

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1st ecp blade

bladed frm big splash til fort rd end... quite smooth but stil buanged 2x 2 n fro... 1st grazed e left knee n 2nd nearly e rite... spent 1 hr on tt althou dunno wats e dist but its stil quite long 4 my 1st...

juz trained... xhaustin... no left push kicks n knees coz e left knee's grazed... but oso sweated alot more den my blade...

continuin tmr... down til e other end @ e sailin club... more harzardous, longer n xhaustin...