blog start track: ayumi - independent
sumtimes i wonder wats my functNality... not xceptNally gd @ anithin... mayb juz alittle beta @ sum things den my frenz... juz a ???x?? fren who can help u w literally everything... but juz dumped after use... tink if i dun call ani1 no1 calls too... if i call chances r: im a bug... actually i can stay hm but i'll rot... i can do alot of things alone... wont die w/o pple... im independent, tts wat pple sae... coz ive been 'takin care' of myself since young... outlook independent not = 2 mental+emotN independent... i dun mind doin things 4 pple so wat if they get all e limelite? i dun give a damn... sum sae im juz too gd... dunno how 2 reject pple... but wat u xpect me 2 do? turn my back on 'em when they shout sos? sorry cant do tt... else i'll b lk tt mercenary n self centered bitch... who cares no more den herself... every1 nids $ but borrowed or $ not gotten by 1 wont last long... a windfall = alot of $ but oso = h2ofall... sum pple may ve e 'jif' of e shortcut n things move smoothly but when they fall dun tink they can get up... i often tink if im tis, im tt... howeva tt wont come true... so juz ve 2 do it e hard way... my world's actually v ideal n perfect... but its not true... tink im kinda in a depressin valley now... w no way 2 head but down til i find my way out... trapped in an awkward postN... c my frenz bcomin chimney n do nothin... but lk wat sum sae, if their parents dun care 2 hoots (mayb they dunno) y shld i... i admit im not a st... but juz 1 2 do sumthing 4 'em... wateva... im juz e type of 'dun bug me but when i 1 2 c u, u appear' type of person... wateva... kinda sian... not tt im makin things diff 4 pple but havin a job's beta den none... mayb tis oso wont last... although ah meng's bz tis daes 2 b bothered w me... i tink they were tinkin of eatin out but w me alone they decide 2 eat in... not tt im outta ideas but whereva i 1 2 go others may not 1... wateva... im not gonna stay lk tis... let me tink... wishful tinkin haha... lala
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