20031212

fReNsTeR...

blog start track: daniel - perfect luv



in frenster 1 can find frens, foes n those tt u ignore simply bcoz of sumthings n hope tt person wont appear jn ur life again... n sad 2 say tt 2 me they r e kind of use n dump kinda pple... so far there r 2 tt i hope i wont c 'em but among 'em there's 1 im stil concerned abt... n quite hestiated 2 + em...

e former was in e same class as me 4 10 yrs (xtreme long) but her personality n character sux 2 e core... wat a letdown... an egocentric person... i tot after tt time it might get beta but well once e link's broken, even if its fixed back it stil wont b as strong as b4... might as well let it break again n leave it as it is... leave it in e past...

e latter was a person i met in my search 4 comics... real warm person who yearns 4 e 10/10 in wateva she does... tink i saw e abyss state of her life n her journey 2 stand again... actually she ve frenz ard her who were there when she nided 'em... saw her side of inferiority (certain aspects) n confidence... saw her enterprisin n commercialized sides... tink if not 4 wat happened mayb things wont end up lk tis... dunno if i'll c her again... whether i'll tok 2 her or even b lk b4... juz hope she wont fall again... her last fall took her a long time 2 get up n move on...

juz hope tt tis xmas'll mark e end of all e unhappiness ard n e period b4 e next'll b a joyous n peaceful time 4 all...

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