muaythai #127/8

i tink tis's e 1st trainin wk in 07
cant really rmb much of dec trainin so it shld b inconstructive shit
theres a fight @ tanglin cc on 100207
theres a gal fight but im not e 1 fightin coz e wt cats not mine =(

wed
went 2 run den trained
shadow, bag, pad, tech
nth interestin but more fustratin
i wont lie & say tt im ok w trainin w e fighters even tho im nt fightin coz i do mind but well i ve 2 admit tt my skills arent up 2 std; even if theres e wt cat i prob wont b sent coz who wld send sum1 out 2 lose?

tue
xl's bdae & we went 2 breko 2 eat @ nite
order kingkong burg [2x beef + fries + coleslaw], tic-tac-toe [waffle fries], buffalo wings & 2 bottles; damn bloated
after tt she crapped on e hp 4 damn 45 mins !#$%&@

mon
went 2 run b4 trainin
heavy rope skippin
shadow
bag, pad w e new gloves but sumhow my knuckles ve abrasions & it feels weird
spars gettin whacked
conditionin
tired & sweat

muaythai #125

got whacked again!!! argh!!!
3x bag, 2x pad, 4x spar, pumps & crunches
got whacked lk nuts; head, legs, body =\
i whack i get whacked
i move i get whacked
i block i get whacked
i stand all e more get whacked
ko

dun come & fuck me off juz bcoz i didnt transfer e $$$
shldnt u b happy tt im not usin much of urs???
its not tt i dun nid its tt i 1 2 try my limit

dun fuck me off juz coz u dun c me
dun fuck me off juz coz im back late
u dun noe how long i spend travellin on e rd up & down
u dun noe how much time ive 2 spend doin up my wk even if it means i dun zzz
u dun noe how fuckin tired im @ gettin more wk & $$$
u dun noe how much bullshit ive 2 bear
all u dos juz blar @ me
sayin nth but bullshit crap

damn u

tis week

totally ko_ed these nites; zzz thru e hp & hifi alarms omg
been rainin these days as well; juz when im abt 2 step outta e hse 2 e gym damn

muaythai #124
trained w gj
skip, shadow, 4x bag, 3x spar

muaythai #123
went 2 mit zjh; more wk w/in 2 days
duno got $$$ anot damn but w a miser like him its learnt tt wk makes him liable 2 pay so damn it 4 now
trained w clement
bags & spars
got head butted & whacked by joy =\

8 days

031006
e bags brackets upstairs werent v stable & secure so e bags came down omg
but there were oni a few pax 4 fit

021006
back @ e gym @ 10 omg
e ring wasnt up so self trained w ray & clement w/o my gloves & handwraps
while we trained we kept note of e space between us coz summore it feels cram
no class 4 e nite =/

011006
woke up ard 1500+; zzz abt 20 hrs? lol
met thing 2 get sum stuffs

300906
woke up early 2 get back 2 e casket 4 e funeral
sent down e mandai crematorium den back 2 geylang 2 eat den back 2 mandai 2 collect e ashes den down 2 e temple 2 place it
back hm den zzz frm 2000+ onwards

290906
back 2 e gym in e am 2 do e cablin
bumped in2 kokie @ sls

280906
back 2 bestway again
he 1s it up early oct but @ e rate tt hes not replyin 2 my mails & such i wonder how its gona b

270906
back 2 bestway & e damn phpnet.us server went down again
damn paiseh kao
luckily by e time i got back my own server & domain were up so uploaded everythin there

260906
well shes gone peacefully so bgins e long wake-funeral process
r.i.p
met a long-time-nv-met cousin eddy & toked cock lol
he kinda ve dads sei; e chao-ah-beng sei lol

悠長週末

sun
zzz @ 0300
lazy 2 wake up 2 go suntannin @ sentosa w kk, lynn, kbkb & his fren; in e end dragged myself there
sentosa changed alot since i last went abt 5+ mths ago; im a mountain turtle
they go every sun lor but no 1 call me -.-
sat @ coastes; tanned frm 1100+ - 1600+
zzz on e bus back
ate & puked
pooled


sat
sang til 0400
zzz @ 0600
woke @ 1030+
back 2 e gym all wet in a SUPER HEAVY RAIN -.-
blur e whole dae
went 2 suntec w brenda
ate a full dinner
back hm hungry & ate 2 egg tarts -.-
ko_ed whilst watch 'black mask 2' not bad juz tt it didnt make it in2 e sg cinemas back den

fri
went back 2 sls 2 change mp3
lunched @ gmc w joy & kk @ 1500+
drank mac banana milkshake
dinner @ bugis steamboat w kk, lynn & kbkb @ 1730 - 1930, saw 李佳薇 & susilo there
went 2 hark music w em, not too bad juz tt e 'host' had abt 1/2 hr of crap
got sabo_ed 2 go on STAGE -.-
went 2 kbox ms @ 2200+ & e 2 of em froze there wahaha
was iced on e surface but ok internally wahaha


HAPPY BDAE 2 ME!!!

thurs
went 2 sls 2 get a aigo 256 mp3 @ 59 4 joy; all functionin xcept e centre play/pause button tts problematic
back 2 e gym
cycled; tink i dun suit geared bikes coz e chain'll drop/jam when i change gears
called zjh abt e proj & got 'commented' again; shall do another mod 4 if it stil doesnt get thru:
i QUIT since hes oso not v keen on takin me up juz tt im 'CHEAP'
i landed up @ golden mile 4 my 'b-dae countdown' DRINKIN w th & joy lol

wed
went back 2 e doc
got e rite elbow massaged, said i 'pulled' it & its swollen now
e left ankle was acupunctured w a needle & heat infused thru it 2 e ankle
toked a lot w e master
didnt train

v-dae

e last 2 [buttered bbq shrunken] prawns; e best thing's u can eat it WHOLE includin e SHELL [sounds nuts] but I GOD DAMN LUV EM LK TT!!!

went 2 m.sq lookin 4 food w kk, ah gal & seth; ended up everywares q_in @ 2000+!!! w couples hand in hand -.-
xmas & ny were lk tis; v-dae oso lk tis, wth???!!!
in e end we went 2 m.south & had chong pang bbq+steamboat. threw in alot of stuffs: chix, beef, crabs, hotdogs, prawns, fish/sotong/cuttlefish balls ['bloated' 2 real BIG BALLS], crabstix, taupok, tauhu, kangkong & corn
e prawns above r my FAV, ate alot & kept me lol whole nite wahaha
yelled quite abit when we were bbqin coz e butter was poppin on me -.-
was eatin my prawns happily til ah gal said: prawns make u horny & u c ah joy's lol non_stop; wonder isit prawns make pple horny or horny pple like 2 eat prawns??? hmm ?_?
ate til i was damn bloated & its so 造孽 >_<
rushed 4 e last bus & train den cabbed hm

tts my v-dae tis yr; not v entertainin yet not tt borin

happy chinese/lunar/moon new yr 2006

2 summarise in 1 word how i spent my 6 days of cny:

B.O.R.I.N

cny day 4 [010206]
woke @ 1300+
rot @ hm

cny day 3 [310106]
zzz @ 0500+
woke up @ 0900+
went over 2 rb's in e am
rotted e way back
finished watchin 2.5 hrs of 7劍 & i LUV it!!!
zzz @ 2100+
& so fast jans over

cny day 2 [300106]
woke @ 1300+
nua @ hm
ppl flooded my hm
out 2 hmv den pool w james & i BEAT him 5 GAMES!!! wahaha

cny day 1 [290106]
indulged in chips & strobe black
colored hair gold
tidied room
zzz @ 0500+
woke @ 1300+
went 2 visit ah ma
nua @ hm

cny eve [280106]
did up e ipod
zzz @ 0500+
woke @ 1500+
dinner
slacked @ hm

fri [270106]
woke @ 0700+
went back 2 e gym in e am 2 spring clean
lunch @ golden mile w joe, joy & rat
dinner @ ms cartel w james, zoohan & henry
pool @ snookerium w james
ipod frm james

joy & e loft

remake of e classic 2 tis:

merry xmas

went 2 e gym @ 10+ til 3+: oni 5 came 4 e 3 classes, well its xmas
den off 2 ms & funan w rat 2 get okasan's present & his notebk stuffs
back hm 2 tidy & zzz

out @ 2100+ 2 clarke quay; walked 2 bq mac 2 eat den down 2 clarke quay 2 club
got booted outta attica coz e guys cldnt hit e 25 yo age limit den off 2 forbidden city/indo chine
ordered 5 coronas, 1 mocktail & 1 jug vodka lime @ 107; w me downin 1.5 corona & 1 glass
off @ 0200+ w a kit kat chunky
w/o ani pukin, face throwin or hangovers:

WATA 'PEACEFUL' XMAS

sumhow tis xmas seems quieter/borin as compared 2 e past; e others were @ lynn's @ changi village so i suppose they enjoyed emselves alot w/o me... in fact i feel nothin; its juz lk aniother nite out:

THERES NO XMAS MOOD/FEEL/ATMOSPHERE!!! IN ME

oni gave & got 1 present, plain 'merry xmas pple' msgs sent w sum replies, no countdowns, no sprayins, no handshakes/hugs; juz sittin, drinkin, tokin & msgin... is it me hushed down or e xmas feel's down or sumthin went awry sumware???

aniwae merry xmas pple

my new 師傅: master prayin mantis; here 2 teach me 螳螂拳 wah-da!!!

left hand = rite brain

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a~z of me

A for... anniversary: birthdae
B for... banana: energy fruit
C for... cat: fave animal
D for... durian: most hated fruit
E for... eggplant: nv'll i eat tt
F for... fuck: 'oni used' foul lang
G for... game: mahjong
H for... home: place i dread 2 go back 2
I for... ivy: my 'devil'
J for... joy: me
K for... kingkong: e 1 who can stand all my shit, crap, nonsense & bull temper
L for... lush995: most listened statN
M for... muaythai: luv of my life
N for... nonsense: im full of it
O for... orange juice: oni juice tt i drink
P for... pool: most played ball game
Q for... queer: my character
R for... rat: yr im born in
S for... slack: wat i do most of e time
T for... taurus: mth im born in
U for... university: murdoch
V for... veg: leafy 1s
W for... wkrz913: 2nd most listened statN
X for... xray: 2x taken
Y for... yojyoj: inverse of my name
Z for... zzz: activity i cant live w/o

y e hell im born a GAL!!!

sumtimes i juz HATE bein a GAL!!!

1. biological problems
2. physical problems
3. evaluatN differences
4. equality differences
5. social tatus differences
6. human perceptN differences
& mani others...

BUT NOTHIN SUX MORE THAN TIS:

RARE GAL FIGHTS [OMOST 0] COZ NO GALS 1 2 FIGHT!!!

y e hell do we prac & train hard when we dun ve a chance compete???!!!

WAT E BLOODY FUCKIN HELL!!!
I JUZ HATE IT WHEN TIS HAPPENS...

everytime theres a fight im e happiest coz its a hopeful chance 2 fight... but everytime i end up unmotivated & downcast coz theres no fight in e end...

insurance payout

juz got e offer letter frm e driver's insurance company n my insurance compensatN payout's...


SGD$3000.41!!!


but not all of e $'s goin in2 my pocket...
part of it'll b used 2 pay my outstandin hp bills n mum...
but aniwae its a gd thing tt e case's closed althou my finger's stil in e process of healin n straightenin...

$ n police settled but e physical n psychological me stil isnt...

e end of my tp case... i got banged yet im waived of prosecutN charges n e driver oni got a STERN warnin w/o dp -_-;;; but aniwae its over...

tis's wat i m

Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid 26% Schizoid 78% Schizotypal 82% Antisocial 78% Borderline 70% Histrionic 38% Narcissistic 26% Avoidant 74% Dependent 58% Obsessive-Compulsive 30%

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Schizoid Personality Disorder - individual generally detached from social relationships, and shows a narrow range of emotional expression in various social settings.

Schizotypal Personality Disorder - individual is uncomfortable in close relationships, has thought or perceptual distortions, and peculiarities of behavior.

Antisocial Personality Disorder - individual shows a pervasive disregard for, and violation of, the rights of others.

Borderline Personality Disorder - individual shows a generalized pattern of instability in interpersonal relationships, self-image, and observable emotions, and significant impulsiveness.

Avoidant Personality Disorder - individual is socially inhibited, feels inadequate, and is oversensitive to criticism

Dependent Personality Disorder - individual shows an extreme need to be taken care of that leads to fears of separation, and passive and clinging behavior.

new diy splint frm e alumafoam splint i got sumtime back... wats left 4 me 2 do's 2 kip my finger straight.. no mata how painful, numb n immobilized it gets... sigh~ hopefully after 1 mth it'll b beta.. doc was surprised tt after sucha long recovery time 4 a small injury 4 sum1 lk me eatin vitamin c & calcium supps everydae... n its stil not ok -_-;;;

aniwae thx 2 e eastshore hosp a&e doc n nurses ^_^

last doc review

last review n did 2 x rays... doc says 2 kip it straight n e x rays showed tt e alignment ve united n its omost anatomical so i dun ve 2 go back liao n can settle e insurance... stil ve 2 take care of it coz pressing it down hard stil hurts so it'll prob take another 1 mth...

it doesnt look ok w e naked eye; oni x rays show it is so...

JUZ VE 2 KIP IT FUCKIN STRAIGHT!!!

doc review #3

lost e appointment card, not enuf cash or nets 2 bill so its 1/2 1/2; alittle troublesome 4 e understandin cashier...

was v truthful 2 e doc tt i trained w e left hand in e glove w both e mid n ring fingers tied 2gether... went 4 another x-ray tt showed e finger movin back 2 place...

s~l~o~w~l~y

or was it deceptN since i straightened it when e x-ray was taken... but @ least its healin??? tink can cont trainin normally w/o e glove yet... pressin it down hard's painful as usual...

2dae's e 15th dae of e 7th mth n pple r burnin so there goes my nose... smoked n suffocated...

bloody disappearin bump

start track: 南拳媽媽 - 白色裂痕

woke @ 10+ by 2 msgs -_-;;; aniwae after i woke up, i was scratchin my bump n 'peeled' out a small piece of dried blood; bein itchy hands i 'peeled' 4 more n out flowed thick blood... THICK BROWN BLOOD!!! quickly took toilet paper, surpressed n 'forced' out e remainin blood so its down, flat n gone liao althou its quite soft n not reali healed... but it wont ooze animore... e stale blood trickled down my neck n tshirt when i used e ice pack on it; along w hair...

after tt was waitin 4 e pig kk 2 send e kitten her colleague found 2 sp but tt pig zzz til 1600 after wakin me up coz she played overnite mahjong!!! !#$%&* in e end we didnt go coz there were no news frm her colleague as well... tis pig oso woke me up @ 8+ on fri 2 tell me we r havin pizza 4 dinner... -_-;;;

end track: avril lavigne - who noes