dreambook archive 25

suddenly every1 ard's smokin doesnt matter when ot y they started but e common reason: peer influence, social n temptatN... r humans so weak? or is e world already a matrix created n destroyed by humans themselves... more smokers than non-smokers. when asked if i smoke how: oni 6 said 'better not else i'll whack e daylite out off u' e rest said 'so as long as dun get addicted can liao' haha... noe not in positN 2 sae anithin but hope they wont indulge too deeply in2 it else its a real pathetic thing 2 c them wastin life n $ in puffs of smoke... go clubbin drink n do nothin so smoke's ok? tink its juz lame... 2 me nothin 2 do whilst drinkin, tok or play on hp seems better than smokin... further, teeth not white if smoke may get worst... pathetic... juz dun 1 2 follow dad or stink or destroy myself...

dreambook archive 24

wed: walked by e pool after wk n saw a grey tabby kitten... so kawaii but didnt c e okasan n its was mewin so loudly... juz tinkin how then 'savior' came out: kym who was joggin by. after hesitatN she brought it back 2 her hm area n left it 4 e nite w 'huang di' a male cat there. it was mewin e whole nite til am... T_T'

thurs: sia ping msged me 2 sae she ve space so called kym n she said greyie wasnt ard >< after searchin, they found him... in a drain... so they brought him hm, bathe n eat. off we go 2 yck sia ping's hse. got barked @ by her 4 'da tian wang' n 2 cats walked over n shedded on me... 'T_T' n greyie was there w a new hm... hope he'll b fine n happi there... ko til 9 am... late 4 wk... T_T'