 | you are Alucard... |
20031230
in e NAME of GOD IMPURE SOULS of e LIVIN DEAD shall b BANISHED in2 ETERNAL DAMNATn AMEN
20031229
hE||s!nG yEaH~
You're Alucard, the vaguely evil star of Hellsing that is both revered and feared. Always ready to laugh at the weaknessess of others, you can be downright cruel. Lurking underneath all that bitterness, however, is a strong sense of justice and concern for those you care about.
Which Hellsing character are you?
20031227
t!s xMaS sUx...
blog start track: snap - ive got e power
xmas's supposed 2 b a happy season but sumhow tis time round it suxs... y?
eve
i had too much 2 drink: 1 chivas + 3 vodka nic shots + ice... after tt i was swingin ard, after 'snowfight' everythin 'erupted' n i puked lk shit @ simon's place... n everywhere... tis i noe... i admit im not a gd drinker but i dun xpect myself 2 puke e guts out of me... as if i 1 2 shame myself in e public n coz inconvenience 2 others? who e hell wld 1 tt? but @ least i stil noe sumthings well enuff... well san was not ani beta den me... im physically down n she's emotNally down... as 2 how i created e mess let me tink... eh i began pukin outside den moved 2 toilet in which i wanted 2 wash myself after pukin w e toilet bowl h2o n juz wanted 2 lie there... den moved 2 out n puked everywhere n rubbin my face w it... seems gross but when u r down tts it... in fact i cld hear em but juz too strengthless 2 react 2 anithin... they sent me hm n i rmbed changin my clothes but who noes e next dae, i was topless n a cushN cover as on e flr which i dun rmb gettin 1... or wateva... well a drunkard nv noes wat he's doin... im gonna kip alcohol out 4 @ least a mth...
xmas dae
woke @ 730 den hell bgan... head n stomachache was so unbearable tt i went 2 puke wateva tt was left... felt beta n slpt awhile more... tt went on 4 3 hrs... lunched w e oso hung birdie... it was bad coz both of us cldnt eat... went 2 orchard met novi den walked ard... went hm in e evenin in e rain... so sian... ate cornflakes n nuts 4 dinner since anithin tasty's stil tasteless 2 me...
boxin dae
we were tokin abt how i shamed myself on eve... but im pretty sure i didnt sae anithin much... since i stil noe wat im doin... wateva... brought 100 out but seem 2 b left w 20 in e nite... oso dunno y... watched scary movie 3 n anna in kungfu land... quite funni but dun seem 2 b able 2 luff real happily dunno y... went 2 simon's w compensatN gifts... played cards, dai di... realli dun realli noe how 2 play... lose oso no choice 1 mah... hai~ wateva... well called san 2 tok...
actually all along i noe tt she n i r e same kind of person juz tt she's an xtremist n im e dun care sort... both of us r aloners... alwaes hangin out w e same grp of pple else we r isolated... if we dun look pple up, no 1'll look us up... tts y we r ?D???@??... supposinly 2 msg her sumthin but sent it wrongly 2 kk so wateva it's i dunno... juz feel so shack n tired when u c ur frenz ard u doin things tt u hope they wont do but cant do a thing 2 prevent it... wateva... if i ve god's power lk bruce almighty, i tink i'll do tis: rewind everythin 2 e start where god bgan 2 create e universe n adam n eve were livin happily n peaceful in e garden of eden. if things cant go tt far den prob i'll start frm e time where cigarettes or those smoky stuff werent created n'll nv b created... not 2 say im noble... but really... sum pple dunno tt they r actually fortunate 2 ve both parents n able 2 do things they lk... they'll nv noe e world of those who dun ve it... they'll nv noe... its not tragic... its tt they live in a world of resentment n grudge, well its an age 2 rebel... but 4 me its diff... real diff... actually if not 4 those 'materialistic' stuff tt were my target, i dunno wat shit i'll b... if not 4 e ctrl tt held me back, mayb i'll b roamin e streets or doin some low pay jobs... i tink i'll realli bcome a bum... i dun reali 1 2 change 4 e impossible but juz sumthin diff... wateva... mayb if i cld, i'll fly 2 a island w juz wat i tink i nid 2 survive simple n stay there 4 gd... away frm e mess, smoke n shit in e world... mayb all along we r livin in e matrix... haha~
blog end track: madison ave - who e hell r u
xmas's supposed 2 b a happy season but sumhow tis time round it suxs... y?
eve
i had too much 2 drink: 1 chivas + 3 vodka nic shots + ice... after tt i was swingin ard, after 'snowfight' everythin 'erupted' n i puked lk shit @ simon's place... n everywhere... tis i noe... i admit im not a gd drinker but i dun xpect myself 2 puke e guts out of me... as if i 1 2 shame myself in e public n coz inconvenience 2 others? who e hell wld 1 tt? but @ least i stil noe sumthings well enuff... well san was not ani beta den me... im physically down n she's emotNally down... as 2 how i created e mess let me tink... eh i began pukin outside den moved 2 toilet in which i wanted 2 wash myself after pukin w e toilet bowl h2o n juz wanted 2 lie there... den moved 2 out n puked everywhere n rubbin my face w it... seems gross but when u r down tts it... in fact i cld hear em but juz too strengthless 2 react 2 anithin... they sent me hm n i rmbed changin my clothes but who noes e next dae, i was topless n a cushN cover as on e flr which i dun rmb gettin 1... or wateva... well a drunkard nv noes wat he's doin... im gonna kip alcohol out 4 @ least a mth...
xmas dae
woke @ 730 den hell bgan... head n stomachache was so unbearable tt i went 2 puke wateva tt was left... felt beta n slpt awhile more... tt went on 4 3 hrs... lunched w e oso hung birdie... it was bad coz both of us cldnt eat... went 2 orchard met novi den walked ard... went hm in e evenin in e rain... so sian... ate cornflakes n nuts 4 dinner since anithin tasty's stil tasteless 2 me...
boxin dae
we were tokin abt how i shamed myself on eve... but im pretty sure i didnt sae anithin much... since i stil noe wat im doin... wateva... brought 100 out but seem 2 b left w 20 in e nite... oso dunno y... watched scary movie 3 n anna in kungfu land... quite funni but dun seem 2 b able 2 luff real happily dunno y... went 2 simon's w compensatN gifts... played cards, dai di... realli dun realli noe how 2 play... lose oso no choice 1 mah... hai~ wateva... well called san 2 tok...
actually all along i noe tt she n i r e same kind of person juz tt she's an xtremist n im e dun care sort... both of us r aloners... alwaes hangin out w e same grp of pple else we r isolated... if we dun look pple up, no 1'll look us up... tts y we r ?D???@??... supposinly 2 msg her sumthin but sent it wrongly 2 kk so wateva it's i dunno... juz feel so shack n tired when u c ur frenz ard u doin things tt u hope they wont do but cant do a thing 2 prevent it... wateva... if i ve god's power lk bruce almighty, i tink i'll do tis: rewind everythin 2 e start where god bgan 2 create e universe n adam n eve were livin happily n peaceful in e garden of eden. if things cant go tt far den prob i'll start frm e time where cigarettes or those smoky stuff werent created n'll nv b created... not 2 say im noble... but really... sum pple dunno tt they r actually fortunate 2 ve both parents n able 2 do things they lk... they'll nv noe e world of those who dun ve it... they'll nv noe... its not tragic... its tt they live in a world of resentment n grudge, well its an age 2 rebel... but 4 me its diff... real diff... actually if not 4 those 'materialistic' stuff tt were my target, i dunno wat shit i'll b... if not 4 e ctrl tt held me back, mayb i'll b roamin e streets or doin some low pay jobs... i tink i'll realli bcome a bum... i dun reali 1 2 change 4 e impossible but juz sumthin diff... wateva... mayb if i cld, i'll fly 2 a island w juz wat i tink i nid 2 survive simple n stay there 4 gd... away frm e mess, smoke n shit in e world... mayb all along we r livin in e matrix... haha~
blog end track: madison ave - who e hell r u
20031223
xMaS...
blog start track: groove coverage - e end
its really a tired yr tis time round... so tired... n sick... dunno which xmas spent wkin... i tink 2nd... now passin e flu bug everywhere i go... wanted 2 do sum last min hoppin ard... but i dun tink so now... goin 2 cowdung 2nite... dun feel lk goin suddenly so sian... juz 1 2 wallow in bed n zzz thru xmas... nothin realli matters or hapi 2 b abt tis season when u r down n sick... ahchoo~ wkin in e cold office now... juz hope 2 go hm n zzz... dun 1 2 c ani1... especially... hai~ tis xmas's oso e worst... no $ shldnt ve lent... well debtors 1 2 push off n creditors 1 2 rush it back hai~ especially true in an ah beng case... shit~ damn~
blog end track: jay - 雙節棍
its really a tired yr tis time round... so tired... n sick... dunno which xmas spent wkin... i tink 2nd... now passin e flu bug everywhere i go... wanted 2 do sum last min hoppin ard... but i dun tink so now... goin 2 cowdung 2nite... dun feel lk goin suddenly so sian... juz 1 2 wallow in bed n zzz thru xmas... nothin realli matters or hapi 2 b abt tis season when u r down n sick... ahchoo~ wkin in e cold office now... juz hope 2 go hm n zzz... dun 1 2 c ani1... especially... hai~ tis xmas's oso e worst... no $ shldnt ve lent... well debtors 1 2 push off n creditors 1 2 rush it back hai~ especially true in an ah beng case... shit~ damn~
blog end track: jay - 雙節棍
20031216
n!+eMaRe b4 xMaS... wAhAhA...
You're Jack! "I am the Pumpkin King!" and yes you are.
Although you have the fame and fortune, you are not happy.
You go and try to find yourself but in cost of Christmas.
In the end everything is peachy keen and we still love you.
Which Nightmare Before Christmas Character are you?
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h2o dUnK...
blog start track: david - 討厭紅樓夢
pple sae h20's gd but too much's hell... went 2 kbox last nite... when bk, its 0000, reached 2230 chased out @ 2145... shit... went 2 ce... seth wasnt happy got e tot abt bein cheated so they left early... stayed w kk... played cards den simon came n we had a guessin game: each ve a card on e forehead, either biggest/smallest drinks wateva amt of h20 in e glasses... i had mani... suai... drank lk siao... e last game was e worst... remains of e jug = 4 glasses... n guess who got it? simon wahaha... yeah... 陷害成功 yeag~ i tink we drank 3-4 jugs liao... in e end all of us were bloated n e h20 output was as clear as e input haha... went 2 toilet a few times in e nite... so funny...
blog end track: anson - 和尚
pple sae h20's gd but too much's hell... went 2 kbox last nite... when bk, its 0000, reached 2230 chased out @ 2145... shit... went 2 ce... seth wasnt happy got e tot abt bein cheated so they left early... stayed w kk... played cards den simon came n we had a guessin game: each ve a card on e forehead, either biggest/smallest drinks wateva amt of h20 in e glasses... i had mani... suai... drank lk siao... e last game was e worst... remains of e jug = 4 glasses... n guess who got it? simon wahaha... yeah... 陷害成功 yeag~ i tink we drank 3-4 jugs liao... in e end all of us were bloated n e h20 output was as clear as e input haha... went 2 toilet a few times in e nite... so funny...
blog end track: anson - 和尚
20031212
fReNsTeR...
blog start track: daniel - perfect luv
in frenster 1 can find frens, foes n those tt u ignore simply bcoz of sumthings n hope tt person wont appear jn ur life again... n sad 2 say tt 2 me they r e kind of use n dump kinda pple... so far there r 2 tt i hope i wont c 'em but among 'em there's 1 im stil concerned abt... n quite hestiated 2 + em...
e former was in e same class as me 4 10 yrs (xtreme long) but her personality n character sux 2 e core... wat a letdown... an egocentric person... i tot after tt time it might get beta but well once e link's broken, even if its fixed back it stil wont b as strong as b4... might as well let it break again n leave it as it is... leave it in e past...
e latter was a person i met in my search 4 comics... real warm person who yearns 4 e 10/10 in wateva she does... tink i saw e abyss state of her life n her journey 2 stand again... actually she ve frenz ard her who were there when she nided 'em... saw her side of inferiority (certain aspects) n confidence... saw her enterprisin n commercialized sides... tink if not 4 wat happened mayb things wont end up lk tis... dunno if i'll c her again... whether i'll tok 2 her or even b lk b4... juz hope she wont fall again... her last fall took her a long time 2 get up n move on...
juz hope tt tis xmas'll mark e end of all e unhappiness ard n e period b4 e next'll b a joyous n peaceful time 4 all...
blog end track: aura - destinatN skyline
in frenster 1 can find frens, foes n those tt u ignore simply bcoz of sumthings n hope tt person wont appear jn ur life again... n sad 2 say tt 2 me they r e kind of use n dump kinda pple... so far there r 2 tt i hope i wont c 'em but among 'em there's 1 im stil concerned abt... n quite hestiated 2 + em...
e former was in e same class as me 4 10 yrs (xtreme long) but her personality n character sux 2 e core... wat a letdown... an egocentric person... i tot after tt time it might get beta but well once e link's broken, even if its fixed back it stil wont b as strong as b4... might as well let it break again n leave it as it is... leave it in e past...
e latter was a person i met in my search 4 comics... real warm person who yearns 4 e 10/10 in wateva she does... tink i saw e abyss state of her life n her journey 2 stand again... actually she ve frenz ard her who were there when she nided 'em... saw her side of inferiority (certain aspects) n confidence... saw her enterprisin n commercialized sides... tink if not 4 wat happened mayb things wont end up lk tis... dunno if i'll c her again... whether i'll tok 2 her or even b lk b4... juz hope she wont fall again... her last fall took her a long time 2 get up n move on...
juz hope tt tis xmas'll mark e end of all e unhappiness ard n e period b4 e next'll b a joyous n peaceful time 4 all...
blog end track: aura - destinatN skyline
a WoR|d oF cOlOrS...
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20031211
rEvAmP...
blog start track: dido - thx u
did sumthin 2 my rm last nite... sold e 'useless' ps1 + all my games @ 52... so little... but it 'aids' in my pathetic state now... moved e bkshelf over 2 e sacred rm n e moomoo hide + bean bag r in mine now... alittle korner 2 get cosy n of coz nua liao... haha... gettin sneezy tis daes... rainin every nite... wonder hows ah nua... tink they went 2 kbox yesterdae 4 ktv lunch n 2dae 2 jb... so gd i oso 1... aniwae wk's beta more $... juz hope my debtor clear their asap den i ve $ liao... xbox wait 4 me... =) ah choo...
blog end track: jacky cheung - let me go
did sumthin 2 my rm last nite... sold e 'useless' ps1 + all my games @ 52... so little... but it 'aids' in my pathetic state now... moved e bkshelf over 2 e sacred rm n e moomoo hide + bean bag r in mine now... alittle korner 2 get cosy n of coz nua liao... haha... gettin sneezy tis daes... rainin every nite... wonder hows ah nua... tink they went 2 kbox yesterdae 4 ktv lunch n 2dae 2 jb... so gd i oso 1... aniwae wk's beta more $... juz hope my debtor clear their asap den i ve $ liao... xbox wait 4 me... =) ah choo...
blog end track: jacky cheung - let me go
20031209
zZz cArE bEaRs... kAwAii...
 | Bedtime Bear |
20031208
w@t E hEL| oF a MuM...
blog start track: kenny g - esther
wat e hell 2 ve sucha smart aleck mum who tinks she noes everythin n anithin... hm hifi was spoilt so told her either i get a dvd player or get a new set... saw a quite gd 1 w 5.1 speakers... its lg n costs 470 so decided 2 get deliverin tis wkend. den went 2 look ard 4 ps2 abt 480 (console+2 ctrller+1 mem card) or mayb get xbox le (console+dvd kit+3 games @ 388) wateva it is... has dinner w kk n her parents... went hm.... den hell bgan... told her i got a new hifi who noes she started kp liao... sae she told me dun 1 too mani electic app @ hm n tt i shld ve gotten a dvd player den i told her if e other pts start spoilin den get replacement's shit n i 1 e old speakers as my com speakers den there she goes again my rm ve bad fs sae e mess, e bkshelf n e electric apps ve 2 shift out when e hse's already full of her stuff n looks lk a store keep liao... wateva e shit... n even got a crystal ball tt if it drops frm e ceilin sum1 surely ve 2 go hosp liao... pls... if hmmade fs reali so ez 2 change anithin or everythin tt she tinks she noes a whole lot of shit den e pros out there ve 2 eat grass liao... damn... shit... fuck... mayb she shld move 2 e moutains in china or kampongs in those out of e world places den she can live in peace w her fs liao...
blog end track: jay - 你聽得到
wat e hell 2 ve sucha smart aleck mum who tinks she noes everythin n anithin... hm hifi was spoilt so told her either i get a dvd player or get a new set... saw a quite gd 1 w 5.1 speakers... its lg n costs 470 so decided 2 get deliverin tis wkend. den went 2 look ard 4 ps2 abt 480 (console+2 ctrller+1 mem card) or mayb get xbox le (console+dvd kit+3 games @ 388) wateva it is... has dinner w kk n her parents... went hm.... den hell bgan... told her i got a new hifi who noes she started kp liao... sae she told me dun 1 too mani electic app @ hm n tt i shld ve gotten a dvd player den i told her if e other pts start spoilin den get replacement's shit n i 1 e old speakers as my com speakers den there she goes again my rm ve bad fs sae e mess, e bkshelf n e electric apps ve 2 shift out when e hse's already full of her stuff n looks lk a store keep liao... wateva e shit... n even got a crystal ball tt if it drops frm e ceilin sum1 surely ve 2 go hosp liao... pls... if hmmade fs reali so ez 2 change anithin or everythin tt she tinks she noes a whole lot of shit den e pros out there ve 2 eat grass liao... damn... shit... fuck... mayb she shld move 2 e moutains in china or kampongs in those out of e world places den she can live in peace w her fs liao...
blog end track: jay - 你聽得到
w!sH |!s+ #1 tRuE...
blog start track: snap - ive got e power!
wishlist #1 lg hp 'came true' @ 580... yeah~ e cam's reali gd interestin 2 use haha... den got new hifi 4 hm... although sum1 dun understand e rationale bhind it... i juz 1 2 get wateva i 1 when i get afford it n not when i cant n juz compromise 4 sumthin else... mayb'll get xbox juz e console since i dun reali lk e games tts bundled w e xmas pkage... wateva... they ve sum games tt i lk... geez... @ most consider it as: hifi - hm xmas present, hp: my xmas present n xbox - next yr b-dae present... done =)
blog end track: jay - 龍拳
wishlist #1 lg hp 'came true' @ 580... yeah~ e cam's reali gd interestin 2 use haha... den got new hifi 4 hm... although sum1 dun understand e rationale bhind it... i juz 1 2 get wateva i 1 when i get afford it n not when i cant n juz compromise 4 sumthin else... mayb'll get xbox juz e console since i dun reali lk e games tts bundled w e xmas pkage... wateva... they ve sum games tt i lk... geez... @ most consider it as: hifi - hm xmas present, hp: my xmas present n xbox - next yr b-dae present... done =)
blog end track: jay - 龍拳
20031203
xMaS w!sH |!s+...
blog start track: shino - 心動
omost time 4 xmas liao... countin down... 22 daes... so near... time 2 earn more $ den retire 4 4 mths... hmm... wats my wish list tis time round... hehe ("<)
w!sH l!sT
1. get new hp lala~ xpected rite? ideals: lg g7100 (so cyber!), nokia 6220 (coz it ve vdo cam), se z600 (clam mah), nokia 6600 (highly recommended)...
2. bcome 美少年 (get t&t (tinner&taller))
3. pass ftt (4x liao leh) n get licence = dream car = toyota rav4 3dr
4. get beta grades (dun 1 donkeys liao... e-yo~)
5. kick e asses of those i dun lk (haha~)
6. new hifi 4 hm ($ fly away ('><'))
7. get ps2/x or xbox
8. get lcd monitor n 4/5.1 speakers n blast everything off
9. get smarter... dun 1 2 b 'han zi' liao...
10. perfect in guitarin
10 wishes on e list... mayb abit too much but wishes = motivatN... no harm mah hehe~
blog end track: evanscence - everybodi's fool
omost time 4 xmas liao... countin down... 22 daes... so near... time 2 earn more $ den retire 4 4 mths... hmm... wats my wish list tis time round... hehe ("<)
w!sH l!sT
1. get new hp lala~ xpected rite? ideals: lg g7100 (so cyber!), nokia 6220 (coz it ve vdo cam), se z600 (clam mah), nokia 6600 (highly recommended)...
2. bcome 美少年 (get t&t (tinner&taller))
3. pass ftt (4x liao leh) n get licence = dream car = toyota rav4 3dr
4. get beta grades (dun 1 donkeys liao... e-yo~)
5. kick e asses of those i dun lk (haha~)
6. new hifi 4 hm ($ fly away ('><'))
7. get ps2/x or xbox
8. get lcd monitor n 4/5.1 speakers n blast everything off
9. get smarter... dun 1 2 b 'han zi' liao...
10. perfect in guitarin
10 wishes on e list... mayb abit too much but wishes = motivatN... no harm mah hehe~
blog end track: evanscence - everybodi's fool
20031202
v!v!d n!+eM@rE... oR r@+hEr d@eM@rE...
blog start track: kevin kern - thru e arbor
had a nite/dae-mare tis am... e sun was omost up when i woke up... none of my dreams ever seemed tis real...
i was drivin a citroen berlingo n e passengers were kk n chiobu... dunno if there was ani1 else on board... drivin drivin den suddenly a vehicle came 2wds me so i steered my wheel left den another came so i steered rite... all e while left n rite n changin gears... who noes things got worse den kk told me: its manual... den i was lk wat e hello manual? i oni noe how 2 drive auto... den i was stampin frantically... den they were lk whackin me saein e gear, e clutch... wonder how u passed ur ftt... didnt c a big truck come along den buang... n ends e mare... wonder if tis denotes e fate tt i'll nv pass my ftt... >< wateva... nothin gd comes out of vivid nite/dae mares...
blog end track: kevin kern - sundial dreams
had a nite/dae-mare tis am... e sun was omost up when i woke up... none of my dreams ever seemed tis real...
i was drivin a citroen berlingo n e passengers were kk n chiobu... dunno if there was ani1 else on board... drivin drivin den suddenly a vehicle came 2wds me so i steered my wheel left den another came so i steered rite... all e while left n rite n changin gears... who noes things got worse den kk told me: its manual... den i was lk wat e hello manual? i oni noe how 2 drive auto... den i was stampin frantically... den they were lk whackin me saein e gear, e clutch... wonder how u passed ur ftt... didnt c a big truck come along den buang... n ends e mare... wonder if tis denotes e fate tt i'll nv pass my ftt... >< wateva... nothin gd comes out of vivid nite/dae mares...
blog end track: kevin kern - sundial dreams
20031201
W@t @ wKeNd...
blog start track: 5566 - 傳說
rotten @ hm on sat definitely not in e best of mood since i failed ftt 4 e 3rd time... juz theory took me 6< mths liao... sux... wat m i doin... shit... sun wasnt ani beta... made my 1st banana juice n it's damn horrific... o my god... dinner @ ms 阿一飽魚 2 celebrate ah mah's b-dae... 1st time there was a cake... n of coz got ji xiao once we reached shit... 2dae rotted e dae away again... dunno whether 2 learn vb.net anot... wateva... dun 1 2 tink abt it now... true escapist... haha... dunno when goin 2 touch my guitar again... watchin 西街少年...
blog end track: exile - 4 ur eye oni
rotten @ hm on sat definitely not in e best of mood since i failed ftt 4 e 3rd time... juz theory took me 6< mths liao... sux... wat m i doin... shit... sun wasnt ani beta... made my 1st banana juice n it's damn horrific... o my god... dinner @ ms 阿一飽魚 2 celebrate ah mah's b-dae... 1st time there was a cake... n of coz got ji xiao once we reached shit... 2dae rotted e dae away again... dunno whether 2 learn vb.net anot... wateva... dun 1 2 tink abt it now... true escapist... haha... dunno when goin 2 touch my guitar again... watchin 西街少年...
blog end track: exile - 4 ur eye oni
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