20031127

tis wk ><

blog start track: jay - 他的睫毛

tis wk seems short yet so long... went 2 CE on mon nite 4 practice seems alittle beta... can strum n get chords but stil slow in changin... ve 2 +++ on tt... tues went 2 tampines 4 visit... den came back @ nite... yesterdae wk... vb.net projs doc... now searchin 4 vb.net tutorials n sourcecodes... hope 2 find 'em den get vb.net as e prog lang 4 mp... but there seems 2 b so few vb.net + netwkin tutorials n sc... hai~ sicko... stil considerin super 7250i n 無限的創意 3200 dunno which 2 get but i noe i mizzed a few liao... sian...

blog end track: anson - 夢

20031123

w@+ @ d@e...

blog start track: sun yan zi - 直來直往



1 new msg... kingkong callin... 'joy i nid ur help...' tis's how 2dae started @ 0807... kk left her cisco locker key @ e temple locker so she ve no access 2 get her stuff 2 go hm... cant move abt in full-u so called me 2 bring clothes 4 her... went back 2 e temple 2 get e keys... breakfast @ bk den back hm... looked 4 chords n fixed e ???· model... left @ 3 went back 2 cisco 2 get her stuff den lunch @ ljs... back 2 her place den im back @ bugis... looked ard @ e hps... tinkin of panasonic x70, siemens mc60 n nokia 3200... nokia n siemns r both budget cam hps... so chances r 1 of 'em'll b chosen over x70 since tts a real x hp >< took e bus hm... caught in e rain... soaked thru e skin... hai~ wc3 reali not ez 2 play... juz against ez human n im thrashed liao... omg... >< hai~ mayb try again lata...

blog end track: 5566 - 存在

20031121

fuckin blabber sux

blog start track: leehom - can u feel my world

went 2 sch 4 discussN on e mp... tot of vb.net but blabber chose java... fractN of e grp... went 2 kk's place den 2 ce... later @ nite joined e mp grp on msn... den started e argument on vb.net vs java... damn egocentric guy who doesnt 1 2 consider vb.net @ all... tink mayb he got 'references' frm pple... shit~ sae i doubt him n he was boastin abt e marvel of java... juz bcoz ecad was based on vb n every1 had a hell of tt tt time... he decided 2 ignore it... n remain in his fact tt vb can oni create websites... n java's e ultimate programmin tool... damn... fuck it... shit... shinjimae... kutabare... now doin e ui again... get thrashed again... hai~... ><

blog end track: beyond - 情人

20031118

1sT gU!+@r...

blog start track: indecent obsessN - fixin a broken hart

went nuh 2dae 2 take a look @ e ge sys... ended wk@ abt 1630... took a cab hm since it'll take 4x more... did a trial 49/50... met kk @ parklane 2 fix e guitars... bought my 1st, blue folk... strings hurt... tuned it @ CE... rushed 4 ftt after tt... had 3 cfm Xs liao... hai~ ><... after tt went back 2 bugis... actual plan was 2 watch m3 in e end didnt... wonder y i gave up... didnt tink it was nice 2 make pple who didnt realli 1 2 watch it c it w me... after roams, went back 2 CE... had their cfood marinara spiced 4 dinner... real damn spicy w e chilli padi >< had their choco milkshake, real scoops of i-cream =) played e guitar... problem gettin e chords... strummin n pluckin dun tink its a prob xcept e beat... im a tempo idiot... >< played til 1+ den went hm... zzz... ko...

blog end track: shin - 因為有你

20031117

blog start track: van - 信仰愛情



went 2 CE after dinner... met kw's gf: ying, looks slimmer den in e fotos... had a try @ e guitar... trouble gettin e chords... shit~ aniwae will b gettin mine by tis mth, consider it as xmas present lala~ met loon when we were leavin, heard tt he's movin hse... w or w/o thrash, i dunno... wateva... e fifa 04 game i bought cant wk... short of 1 file... bring back 4 xchange/refund... shit~... zzz... ve ftt tmr... realli hope can pass tis time =)

blog end track: evanscence - whisper

20031116

c@|v!n & hObBeS...

blog start track: sash! - adelante



nothin much 4 2nite so juz a comic strip by c&h inclusive of my fave animal: elder relative of my fave animal, e cat - tigger... =) prank letters done w mag cut outs haha quite lame n bo liao... lala~

h@pP! b-DaE ** (",)

shortest time... zzz...

blog end track: sash! - adelante

20031114

blog start track: jolin - 布拉格廣場



been havin dinner @ hm these daes coz mum on leave... had grill n microwave fish yesterdae n grilled chix 2dae... bloated coz ate more rice 2dae... went out 2 mit kk, seth n ivy @ CE @ ard 9... tink they arent used 2 e bike coz quite small n short (in fact mani sae so too =P) but it seems 2 b customized juz 4 me =) lala~ had an i-lemon-t not bad... saw ivy's notes n found diagrams on e anatomy of e hart, artery n veins... quite concise n perfect, wished its on e comp... well drew it... haha ages since i last drew sumthin 2 serious well juz 4 1 dae den hope 2 get a copy of it asap... due 2 my blog on tues which im =( they asked me if im alrite n gues wat?! i told 'em '我又攸郁症' lala~ well its common 4 pple 2 ve mild depressN every1 ve it rite... 天塌下來當被蓋 一覺醒來憂愁忘... i tink im an escapist til im @ e end den i solve w s.o.s well i tink if i 'siam' e problem it'll 'auto disappear' tts y i zzz often... oso my knowledge's quite low n tink in e simplest way tts y often i get thrashed by ah meng... coz he tinks complicatedly... >< aniwae im glad they asked... not 4gettin e truth.... e bosses of CE noe loon, thrash n john... omg... well i dun c 'em goin there oso i dun tink i 1 2 c 'em... after tt... aniwae... wateva happens juz let it come... actually im not mad @ thrash 4 takin e stuffs n kickin me out... its juz tt i 1 2 b notified n not juz 過河拆橋... well i do hope tt she'll can help san... juz contact nos wont kill but i dun even ve e chance 2 tell her tt 'its not competitN juz a fren tt 1 2 try e trade...' wateva... when it comes 2 biz there's not space 4 anithin but tt... hai~ e world's now too commercial n realistic 4 anithin...

blog end track: leehom - 你合我

20031111

4gOttEn @|oNeR...

blog start track: ayumi - independent

sumtimes i wonder wats my functNality... not xceptNally gd @ anithin... mayb juz alittle beta @ sum things den my frenz... juz a ???x?? fren who can help u w literally everything... but juz dumped after use... tink if i dun call ani1 no1 calls too... if i call chances r: im a bug... actually i can stay hm but i'll rot... i can do alot of things alone... wont die w/o pple... im independent, tts wat pple sae... coz ive been 'takin care' of myself since young... outlook independent not = 2 mental+emotN independent... i dun mind doin things 4 pple so wat if they get all e limelite? i dun give a damn... sum sae im juz too gd... dunno how 2 reject pple... but wat u xpect me 2 do? turn my back on 'em when they shout sos? sorry cant do tt... else i'll b lk tt mercenary n self centered bitch... who cares no more den herself... every1 nids $ but borrowed or $ not gotten by 1 wont last long... a windfall = alot of $ but oso = h2ofall... sum pple may ve e 'jif' of e shortcut n things move smoothly but when they fall dun tink they can get up... i often tink if im tis, im tt... howeva tt wont come true... so juz ve 2 do it e hard way... my world's actually v ideal n perfect... but its not true... tink im kinda in a depressin valley now... w no way 2 head but down til i find my way out... trapped in an awkward postN... c my frenz bcomin chimney n do nothin... but lk wat sum sae, if their parents dun care 2 hoots (mayb they dunno) y shld i... i admit im not a st... but juz 1 2 do sumthing 4 'em... wateva... im juz e type of 'dun bug me but when i 1 2 c u, u appear' type of person... wateva... kinda sian... not tt im makin things diff 4 pple but havin a job's beta den none... mayb tis oso wont last... although ah meng's bz tis daes 2 b bothered w me... i tink they were tinkin of eatin out but w me alone they decide 2 eat in... not tt im outta ideas but whereva i 1 2 go others may not 1... wateva... im not gonna stay lk tis... let me tink... wishful tinkin haha... lala

blog end track: mvp ost - gamble rumble

b@cK 2 wK...

blog start track: n sync - tearin up my hart



i used 2 tink im sum1 but in front of ahmeng im no1... juz sum1 he's tired 2 snearin @... suddenly im so small mayb im created juz 2 + in2 e world pop since mani disappear everydae... everydae's a dae 2 get o... no1 gets younger... =) is a dae... =( is oso a dae... =/ is oso a dae so wat'll u choose?

back 2 wk after e 悠長假期... suddenly bcame so lazy... (how can?!) 2dae ah meng asked me if i ve an idea of wat im doin n if i noe wats e link bet. e doc i done... i juz stared blankly in e air... n he got e ans... tink im in 4 another break soon... hai~ suddenly lost all e ideas... dunno y... wateva... juz take a step as it goes... ??? saes: relax cheer up e sky wont fail on u... did a ftt trial juz now got 33/50 did e btt oso e same... wat e hell... wateva i stil ve 6 daes 2 do it over n over again... cant fail tis time... 3x n tts it... =) zzz... else tmr'll go there blur again... w my mind empty w ideas but full of zzz... lala...

blog end track: jacky - 我真的受傷了

20031110

悠長假期...

blog start track: dj bobo - chihuahua

last hrs of my 悠長假期...

wed

referral integrity constraint: previous^2 blog - y M ! sTiL| nO+ fReE...

thurs

referral integrity constraint: previous blog - w@t @ d@e...

fri

went out in e late pm... had a haircut @ e cuttin edge @ ms by a chio (i tink so) stylist, loria... not bad... bought a hang10 black polo (ages since i last bought clothes) dinner @ breeks, nv bein there 4 ages (again) had quite abit, nearly stuffed myself in2 a stuffed turkey... 1 of e guys looks quite yandao (i tink among all *drool*) n he did e pancakes w ice-cream... rotted awhile 4 an 'ideal' place 2 go so we went 2 cafe epicure... found a kitten along e way... so kawaii =P n of coz 'terrorized' it lala... tink they wanted 2 go 5/10 but no 1 came up 2 us so we went 2 ce... had their 'signature' milkshake blended w my fave banana... wasnt done w del monte n was quite sweet so kinda sick of it after awhile... aniwae finished it... tink kk's smokin more... but wateva i tink chances r she'll ko (choy!) earlier den me but im not ani beta coz 2nd hand's 2x e shit so mayb i'll ko earlier... >< wateva... played o-maid den 偵子的媽媽以聖旨召我回家 so ve 2 go hm... zzz...

sat

went out in e evenin 2 meet kk n her parents, can sae im a tailgater but bo liao mah... had dinner @ a tw beef restaurant named 來來 not bad, lk e fried n steamed octopus n tau kua... e rm's a b/a i tink... e fd was not bad... =) *slurp* went walkin w 'em... 'molested' e 'signature' bad cat @ e bus stop... back 2 hm...

sun

rottin dae @ hm... zzz... watched 臥虎藏龍 i tink its a philosophical movie... actNs were 'floaty' n endin was quite lame... hai~ wonder how it got so mani awards... zzz...

back 2 wk tmr...

blog end track: lee hom - im luvin it

20031107

w@t @ d@e...

blog start track: 西街少年 ost - 生命中的遺憾



wat a dae... so xiong on e st... woke up @ 8 2 meet ** @ 9... juz on e way 2 lavender, buang w a merz drove by a foreign indian... >< actually i was partially @ fault coz i was against e traffice n tot i cld siam it who noes buang in e end... i 'performed' my 1st 'stunt' - superman n lay flat on e ground... cldnt ve ani strength 2 get up, howeva e driver n company got off e car n helped me... i was quite shaken... had grazes on 1eft elbow, hand n knee, ankle abit swollen... after restin i rode off 2 meet **... shld ve taken down his car plate 2 buy 4d... damn... there was a stingin sensatN so i got tissue n h20 2 cleanse e wound @ a shell kiosk near **'s place... met him n went 2 meet his fren... intended 4 breakfast @ katong but w nowhere 2 park decided on e mac near e stadium... went 2 his place 2 get e coupons n saw his cats... so kawaii =) freedom yearnin cats... ~meow~ after breakfast i rode hm... quite xhausted... bath n change, didnt intend 2 go out... den okasan came back... watched tv til dinner. porridge cum rice + peanuts + meat balls + nuggets... not bad rite... went 2 meet kk, kk's okasan, seth n ivy... destinatN was 5-10 but went 2 e cafe next dr: cafe Epicture... had 2 mugs n some finger fds, not bad... e owner (i tink) was quite enthusiatic n e service's definitely beta den 5-10... e ambience was quite cosy n comfortable (@ least u dun ve pple askin u 2 order or treat u lk transparent)... tok quite abit... n i tink kk's e most 'fortunate' since she n her okasan can tok lk frenz n quite open... beta den mine haha... nite ended @ ard 0000 den its hm sweet hm... zzz...

blog end track: kim bum soo - once upon a dae

20031106

y M ! sTiL| nO+ fReE...

blog start track: 98 degress - gif me juz 1 nite



tis's e qn im norm asked @ hm...sux... ><

am

when kk asked if i wanted 2 go jb w her, her okasan n seth i was jumpin up n down so i went 2 ask my okasan w e reply 'i go w u?'... den i was 1/2 sian liao... coz she'll sae 'dun buy, sg oso ve' or 'u 1 2 get caught?' all those 'discouragin words... o my god... ><

pm

went 2 sch 4 e sip debrief + mp brief... tink it was kinda waste of time... 2hrs... w lby sat next 2 me... >< jason got a se t610 n tyt, a ss v200... both my ideal hp til i got my n7250... wateva... tyt's v200 ve quite abit of 'static screen' n e color wasnt union; diff shades, dunno y... wateva... took a cab 2 ubi 2 find kk (she went 2 help me bk my ftt n was caught in e rain) went 3 a nearby bike shop 2 fix a stand ($15?!) had lunch... went back 2 her place... played ninja assault n winnin 11 - 6... kena thrashed as usual... >< had fish n chips 4 dinner...

nite

initially tot of goin 2 kbox since oni 2 of us... san didnt 1 2 go 5-10... but in e end went 2 5-10 w seth, ivy n ash. drank quite alot 2dae... 1.5 mug of tigger, 1 e33 strong (8.4%) n tequila nic(k)... went 4 2 games of pool downstairs... had a game w an ojisan, tink he let me win on purpose =) n a game w ash... lala... san, cavin n celia came later in e nite... (liar~) actually i was waitin fwd 2 e 'trip' 2 jb (nv bein on 1 w/o my okasan) who noes when i called her, she took me she took off... >< after tt i was totally sian liao... so i sang '李香蘭' so sad rite? lala... i even wanted a puff haha but cannot leh... i tink if san noe i surely get whacked til v jialat 1 haha... since i cant go jb, i asked ** out 2 cycle... so e route'll b ecp 2 tp... lala... den mayb can go n c his cats ~meow~ =) tis nite really quite 'sei' liao... headache... zzz...

blog end track: beyond - 海闊天空 (concert)

20031103

b|oG oF e DaE...

blog start track: zhang shan wei - 失心瘋



comic strip by my fave cat...

actually there r times where pple xpect us 2 do certain things which they tink's 'of coz u ve 2 do it since u r meant 2 do it' juz lk jon 1s garfield 2 pick up e ball (he does tis 2 odie) howeva in garfield's mind its 'y shld i do tis? since when i did sumthin 2 u tt u 1 me 2 do tis?' get e idea? not everythin's telekinetic tt u dun sae i dun sae its all in e windows of e soul, e eyes... sumthings nid 2 b said... tink abt it... let me noe wat u tink =)

n ya i tink i sort of 'en-angered' giraffe 2dae but im frank n i juz hit pple @ e dead spot sumtimes... aniwae tis's wat i c frm e perspective of an outsider... 當局者迷旁觀者清... wateva he's tinkin now... i noe it wont ve ani effect on him 4 sure... juz me actin smart n bein a blabber... wateva... not mani pple c my view... im quite alternative... mayb i dun blieve in luv tts y im nv in 1...

luv not oni brings u happiness =) it can oso bring u sadness =( n anguish =\

blog end track: tanya - true luv

20031102

cYc|eToN...

blog start track: 50c - in da club

had a cycle-ton 2 dae... cycled frm thing's place 2 novi's 2 get e bike w thing... her tyres were v flat den cycled 2 bendemeer 2 pump air... reached there @ ard 1230 tink shldnt b in time 2 go ubi so might as well go 2 kk's place ask her help me bk =) so cycled 2 her place... had lunch... den e 3 of us cycled 2 thing's sip office sumwhere @ henderson rd... geylang east 2 rangoon rd 2 newton 2 orchard 2 paterson rd 2 bukit merah 2 tiong bahru 2 henderson rd... wao lao damn long especially e hi slopes (damn high... but downslope was damn fun =)) back was henderson rd 2 tiong bahru 2 delta rd 2 orchard rd 2 seligie 2 bencoolen... tis time e sky seem dark w nimbus clouds so we tot it was goin 2 rain... w nowhere 2 go we came 2 my place... nua awhile den thing went 2 celebrate anne's b-dae... kk n i ordered pizza hut's twin meal n e hot devil drumlets... e indian operator made a mistake in e order so e bill was 2x e original >< e delivery guy was omost 1/2 dead when he reached here... aniwae we ate e food leavin e pepsi bhind... watched '??¥@¥?' den we rode 2 lavendar mrt nearer 4 her... tts e end...

i tink they nearly died coz i chiong as i lked haha~ but i oso died 'scalin' e hi slopes... >< thing said we cycled 50 km (sure anot?!) wateva haha~ zzz...

its a butt achin dae... a~ woo~

blog end track: groove coverage - mnlite shadow