once again my bookbustin life's over after 1.3 yr
its been a long yr; sch, muaythai, wk, drive, tp
didnt ktv/chiong much
downsized by 10 tho
abated alot; occasion late nites, occasion drinks
didnt mit mani pple
smaller life circle
but more xposed & xperienced
@ e 2 locales
e mths:
jan: started wkin @ e gym
feb: started cruisin in a city
mar: sch, wk, drive, muaythai, mahjong
apr: got my 1st cheatin case
may: bcame xxi
jun: failed 1st tp @ 60 pts
jul: got banged outside e gym w a huge bump, a crooked finger, a police warnin & a $3k claim
aug: got my tp dip
sep: sch closed down
oct: continued sch slackily
nov: saw my 1st amatuer & pro muaythai fights
dec: completed my bscit
20051231
15 yrs timeline
15 years ago; 1990, I:
1. bcame a single parent kid
2. finished kindergarden
3. was 6 yo
4. was ignorant, naive & nerdy lk a 井底之蛙
5. was lk aniother kid
10 years ago; 1995, I:
1. was in p5
2. had my 1st sch bus ride
3. travelled outta my area 2 bedok
4. was playin netball
5. was fat & short
5 years ago; 2000, I:
1. was in sec 4
2. had my 1st job
3. had my 1st drink: hooch
4. slacked lk shit in sch
5. got outta sac
2 years ago; 2003, I:
1. was dead drunk durin xmas
2. had my 1st hangover
3. had my 1st office job durin sip
4. slacked @ sch
5. got my 2nd supp paper: ecad
1 year ago; 2004, I:
1. got my dip @ tp
2. started my bscit @ ait
3. started my current luv: muaythai
4. had e worst time in tp
5. got 2 ear holes
6 months ago, I:
1. got banged outside e gym w a huge bump, a crooked finger, a police warnin & a $3k insurance claim
2. had e worst time in ait
3. failed my 1st tp @ 60 pts
4. was stil happily wkin @ e gym til now
5. got my 1st cheatin case w my digicam, hp & $ gone
Yesterday, I:
1. bot my adidas fragrance
2. was readin e davinci code
3. rewalled my wall w 104 postcards & stil increasin
4. spent $30+
5. slacked on/offline
Today, I
1. zzz-ed @ 0630+
2. m back @ e gym
3. m slpy
4. finshed readin e davinci code @ 0630
5. will b out 2nite
Tomorrow, I
1. will b zzz-in
2. will b eatin
3. will b slackin on/offline
4. mayb xboxin
5. mayb answerin calls
1. bcame a single parent kid
2. finished kindergarden
3. was 6 yo
4. was ignorant, naive & nerdy lk a 井底之蛙
5. was lk aniother kid
10 years ago; 1995, I:
1. was in p5
2. had my 1st sch bus ride
3. travelled outta my area 2 bedok
4. was playin netball
5. was fat & short
5 years ago; 2000, I:
1. was in sec 4
2. had my 1st job
3. had my 1st drink: hooch
4. slacked lk shit in sch
5. got outta sac
2 years ago; 2003, I:
1. was dead drunk durin xmas
2. had my 1st hangover
3. had my 1st office job durin sip
4. slacked @ sch
5. got my 2nd supp paper: ecad
1 year ago; 2004, I:
1. got my dip @ tp
2. started my bscit @ ait
3. started my current luv: muaythai
4. had e worst time in tp
5. got 2 ear holes
6 months ago, I:
1. got banged outside e gym w a huge bump, a crooked finger, a police warnin & a $3k insurance claim
2. had e worst time in ait
3. failed my 1st tp @ 60 pts
4. was stil happily wkin @ e gym til now
5. got my 1st cheatin case w my digicam, hp & $ gone
Yesterday, I:
1. bot my adidas fragrance
2. was readin e davinci code
3. rewalled my wall w 104 postcards & stil increasin
4. spent $30+
5. slacked on/offline
Today, I
1. zzz-ed @ 0630+
2. m back @ e gym
3. m slpy
4. finshed readin e davinci code @ 0630
5. will b out 2nite
Tomorrow, I
1. will b zzz-in
2. will b eatin
3. will b slackin on/offline
4. mayb xboxin
5. mayb answerin calls
20051228
muay thai lvl4 #17
skipped, shadow, 3x bagwk, 2x 5 mins padwk, 3x 5 mins spars, 50 pumps, 50 crunches & 40 throw crunches... oni 4 pax 4 trainin; sparred w sasha & joy; tink he was lite on me coz i HIT him a few x...
tink i broke/cracked my left mid toe [since dunno how long ago] coz its crooked & bruised wheneva its hit T_T
after tt was chix rice 4 dinner courteous of rat den he drove me hm; on e way back his fren called him & alot of 'knn', 'cb' blahs? sprouted out thru e loudspeaker & i lol til ko liao wahaha
tink i broke/cracked my left mid toe [since dunno how long ago] coz its crooked & bruised wheneva its hit T_T
after tt was chix rice 4 dinner courteous of rat den he drove me hm; on e way back his fren called him & alot of 'knn', 'cb' blahs? sprouted out thru e loudspeaker & i lol til ko liao wahaha
20051225
merry xmas
went 2 e gym @ 10+ til 3+: oni 5 came 4 e 3 classes, well its xmas
den off 2 ms & funan w rat 2 get okasan's present & his notebk stuffs
back hm 2 tidy & zzz
out @ 2100+ 2 clarke quay; walked 2 bq mac 2 eat den down 2 clarke quay 2 club
got booted outta attica coz e guys cldnt hit e 25 yo age limit den off 2 forbidden city/indo chine
ordered 5 coronas, 1 mocktail & 1 jug vodka lime @ 107; w me downin 1.5 corona & 1 glass
off @ 0200+ w a kit kat chunky
w/o ani pukin, face throwin or hangovers:
WATA 'PEACEFUL' XMAS
sumhow tis xmas seems quieter/borin as compared 2 e past; e others were @ lynn's @ changi village so i suppose they enjoyed emselves alot w/o me... in fact i feel nothin; its juz lk aniother nite out:
THERES NO XMAS MOOD/FEEL/ATMOSPHERE!!! IN ME
oni gave & got 1 present, plain 'merry xmas pple' msgs sent w sum replies, no countdowns, no sprayins, no handshakes/hugs; juz sittin, drinkin, tokin & msgin... is it me hushed down or e xmas feel's down or sumthin went awry sumware???
aniwae merry xmas pple
den off 2 ms & funan w rat 2 get okasan's present & his notebk stuffs
back hm 2 tidy & zzz
out @ 2100+ 2 clarke quay; walked 2 bq mac 2 eat den down 2 clarke quay 2 club
got booted outta attica coz e guys cldnt hit e 25 yo age limit den off 2 forbidden city/indo chine
ordered 5 coronas, 1 mocktail & 1 jug vodka lime @ 107; w me downin 1.5 corona & 1 glass
off @ 0200+ w a kit kat chunky
w/o ani pukin, face throwin or hangovers:
WATA 'PEACEFUL' XMAS
sumhow tis xmas seems quieter/borin as compared 2 e past; e others were @ lynn's @ changi village so i suppose they enjoyed emselves alot w/o me... in fact i feel nothin; its juz lk aniother nite out:
THERES NO XMAS MOOD/FEEL/ATMOSPHERE!!! IN ME
oni gave & got 1 present, plain 'merry xmas pple' msgs sent w sum replies, no countdowns, no sprayins, no handshakes/hugs; juz sittin, drinkin, tokin & msgin... is it me hushed down or e xmas feel's down or sumthin went awry sumware???
aniwae merry xmas pple
20051221
muay thai lvl4 #16
same as last trainin...
skipped, shadow, 3x bagwk, 3x padwk, 2x spars, 50 pumps, 50 crunches & 40 throw crunches... trainin wasnt tt harsh these wks; no hard sparrin, juz trainin w em... oni diff's tt i drank more than usual; 1 bot of h2o & 1 can of 100+
B.O.R.I.N
skipped, shadow, 3x bagwk, 3x padwk, 2x spars, 50 pumps, 50 crunches & 40 throw crunches... trainin wasnt tt harsh these wks; no hard sparrin, juz trainin w em... oni diff's tt i drank more than usual; 1 bot of h2o & 1 can of 100+
B.O.R.I.N
20051219
muay thai lvl4 #15
same as last trainin...
skipped, shadow, 3x bagwk, 3x padwk, 2x lite spar, 50 pumps & 50 crunches
trainin wasnt harsh these few daes; no hard sparrin, juz trainin w em...
sigh when'll i b able 2 SPAR again???...
but im stil down; stamina down, strength & power down, down w a 'cold' sigh~
skipped, shadow, 3x bagwk, 3x padwk, 2x lite spar, 50 pumps & 50 crunches
trainin wasnt harsh these few daes; no hard sparrin, juz trainin w em...
sigh when'll i b able 2 SPAR again???...
but im stil down; stamina down, strength & power down, down w a 'cold' sigh~
20051217
dear gd pple
sat
woke @ 1045 den back 2 gym, wked, trained [lk shit] den zzz in a compressed sittin positN [tt every1 wondered how e hell can i zzz lk tt] after tt was xmas dinner @ coca @ concourse; 1st time there, food was v gd & fillin but not sinnin ^_^ den we toked & luffed alot; tink we were e noisiest there haha den back hm
i alwaz say:
IVE A V HAPPY JOB COZ IVE V GD BOSSES, PPLE & ENVIRONMENT THX PPLE ^_^
fri
went 2 mit my dear cousin [ended up i rotted @ e pool centre @ simei] 2 visit my dear grandma after which we ate e kfc fiery flava [sux] den off 2 ms kbox 2 k 4 5 hrs til 3+ den zzz @ 6+
I HAVENT BEEN KTVIN TIS YR SO I SHALL K 2 E FULLEST IN 1 NITE!!!
woke @ 1045 den back 2 gym, wked, trained [lk shit] den zzz in a compressed sittin positN [tt every1 wondered how e hell can i zzz lk tt] after tt was xmas dinner @ coca @ concourse; 1st time there, food was v gd & fillin but not sinnin ^_^ den we toked & luffed alot; tink we were e noisiest there haha den back hm
i alwaz say:
IVE A V HAPPY JOB COZ IVE V GD BOSSES, PPLE & ENVIRONMENT THX PPLE ^_^
fri
went 2 mit my dear cousin [ended up i rotted @ e pool centre @ simei] 2 visit my dear grandma after which we ate e kfc fiery flava [sux] den off 2 ms kbox 2 k 4 5 hrs til 3+ den zzz @ 6+
I HAVENT BEEN KTVIN TIS YR SO I SHALL K 2 E FULLEST IN 1 NITE!!!
20051214
14 daes
CHEERIOS GUYS!!!
now [mood: chirpy]
walk ard whilst waitin 4 james
pool @ paradiz
bot 2 cds @ earz; moment @ kenny g & volumen siete @ cafe del mar
dinner @ ms yuki yaki w e diy ice cream; fillin, fullin & sinnin
pool @ pool junctN
hm
& 2dae sum1 told me 2 things: '魚可以解酒, 蝦&豆腐可以壯陽' wahaha
2dae : 1520 [mood: relaxed]
25% of e lec stil in my mind when i woke up; 10% b4 e xam; 0% now... but aniwae its over & done w; it wasnt too bad juz tt everythins v vague in my mind...
2dae : 0156 [mood: wth]
my dear k750i usb fucked up on me again... after transferin 3 albums over & dc, den back 2 e hp 2 look: nothin went in &... it AUTO-RE-FORMATTED AGAIN!!! wah lao eh & there goes all my 140 pics T_T
131205 [mood: relaxed]
336 was pretty much lk e 2 past yr altho sum parts were diff but didnt vary too much, left @ 1625; as 2 how i score its another thing tts i dun 1 2 tink abt now... 1 more & im free...
121205 [mood: slained]
e 217 paper was way outta xpectatNs; totally diff frm e past yrs... 28 qns sub in2 40-50+ qns w a v wide coverage... BLOODY HELL!!! DIE LIAO!!! 4 once i did a paper tt im stoned when i saw it; when i noe sumthin's floatin in my mind but cant get it out... calculatin e mks 2 force myself 2 write 'relevant' trash down... alot of things seen b4 but cant pen it down coz its juz too vague; kept pullin up e mks 2 e max of 58 tts if wat i wrote makes sense 2 e mker else im as gd as dead... if i cant make it e others r dead as well; 大家抱在一起死吧!!!
101205 [mood: free & ez]
zzz frm 2000~0000 2dae den 0400~1300 again... totalin 13 hrs wahaha
did 1/2 of 336 04 & doin 217 04... not much time left but stil im zzz~in wahaha
091205 : 1750 [mood: pissed off]
bloody hell!!! nearly got banged whilst x-in e rd @ kkh traffic lites [ITS FUCKIN GREEN!!!] tis bloody obasan didnt slow down nor brake when she turned rite; if i didnt spd up tink i'll tio BANGED AGAIN LIAO!!! wtf, drive a car but dun look @ traffic lites & dun use e bloody brakes; brake too much'll spoil ur car isit???!!!
091205 : 0600 & 2000 [mood: accomplished]
336 ass2 75% completed... over & submitted w...
081205 : 1344 [mood: regenerated]
HAD A 20 HRS ZZZ MARATHON IN 24 HRS
[wed] 1330 ~ 1430 @ genetics
[wed] 1530 ~ 1800 @ hm
[wed/thurs] 2140 ~ 1340 @ hm
071205 : 1942 [mood: upbeat]
FINALI COMPLETED 332 proj & journals @ 0800+ after 21 HRS since tues 1300+ & 26 HRS w/o ZZZ til i hit e bed @ 1500+... altho e proj's not 100% done by me coz referred 2 e bk but its e 1ST website [outta e 4] i did tt WKED!!! spent quite alot of time on tis especially 2x 3 daes of crammin w NO RESULTS!!! guess i reali nid time 2 force me 2 wk haha
011205 ~ 041205 [mood: demoralized]
gorged myself w chips; so SINNIN... y r all e best luxurious, tasty, delicious, temptin food...
JUNK FOOD!!!
now [mood: chirpy]
walk ard whilst waitin 4 james
pool @ paradiz
bot 2 cds @ earz; moment @ kenny g & volumen siete @ cafe del mar
dinner @ ms yuki yaki w e diy ice cream; fillin, fullin & sinnin
pool @ pool junctN
hm
& 2dae sum1 told me 2 things: '魚可以解酒, 蝦&豆腐可以壯陽' wahaha
2dae : 1520 [mood: relaxed]
25% of e lec stil in my mind when i woke up; 10% b4 e xam; 0% now... but aniwae its over & done w; it wasnt too bad juz tt everythins v vague in my mind...
2dae : 0156 [mood: wth]
my dear k750i usb fucked up on me again... after transferin 3 albums over & dc, den back 2 e hp 2 look: nothin went in &... it AUTO-RE-FORMATTED AGAIN!!! wah lao eh & there goes all my 140 pics T_T
131205 [mood: relaxed]
336 was pretty much lk e 2 past yr altho sum parts were diff but didnt vary too much, left @ 1625; as 2 how i score its another thing tts i dun 1 2 tink abt now... 1 more & im free...
121205 [mood: slained]
e 217 paper was way outta xpectatNs; totally diff frm e past yrs... 28 qns sub in2 40-50+ qns w a v wide coverage... BLOODY HELL!!! DIE LIAO!!! 4 once i did a paper tt im stoned when i saw it; when i noe sumthin's floatin in my mind but cant get it out... calculatin e mks 2 force myself 2 write 'relevant' trash down... alot of things seen b4 but cant pen it down coz its juz too vague; kept pullin up e mks 2 e max of 58 tts if wat i wrote makes sense 2 e mker else im as gd as dead... if i cant make it e others r dead as well; 大家抱在一起死吧!!!
101205 [mood: free & ez]
zzz frm 2000~0000 2dae den 0400~1300 again... totalin 13 hrs wahaha
did 1/2 of 336 04 & doin 217 04... not much time left but stil im zzz~in wahaha
091205 : 1750 [mood: pissed off]
bloody hell!!! nearly got banged whilst x-in e rd @ kkh traffic lites [ITS FUCKIN GREEN!!!] tis bloody obasan didnt slow down nor brake when she turned rite; if i didnt spd up tink i'll tio BANGED AGAIN LIAO!!! wtf, drive a car but dun look @ traffic lites & dun use e bloody brakes; brake too much'll spoil ur car isit???!!!
091205 : 0600 & 2000 [mood: accomplished]
336 ass2 75% completed... over & submitted w...
081205 : 1344 [mood: regenerated]
HAD A 20 HRS ZZZ MARATHON IN 24 HRS
[wed] 1330 ~ 1430 @ genetics
[wed] 1530 ~ 1800 @ hm
[wed/thurs] 2140 ~ 1340 @ hm
071205 : 1942 [mood: upbeat]
FINALI COMPLETED 332 proj & journals @ 0800+ after 21 HRS since tues 1300+ & 26 HRS w/o ZZZ til i hit e bed @ 1500+... altho e proj's not 100% done by me coz referred 2 e bk but its e 1ST website [outta e 4] i did tt WKED!!! spent quite alot of time on tis especially 2x 3 daes of crammin w NO RESULTS!!! guess i reali nid time 2 force me 2 wk haha
011205 ~ 041205 [mood: demoralized]
gorged myself w chips; so SINNIN... y r all e best luxurious, tasty, delicious, temptin food...
JUNK FOOD!!!
20051201
happenin nite
class den lunch @ cuppage food court: last lesson yeah
pool w james den hm: utterly thrashed yet again
pool, bowl & dinner @ ms:
pool: thrashed again
bowlin: 2nd last haha but its gd fun tho ive 2 train my rite arm & most of my throws ended up w me kneein down @ e lane... lotsa cammin ^_^
dinner: @ e loft
walked 2 bq via esplanade, sg river, fullerton:
lotsa cammin again ^_^
walked e bq stretch [lotsa restaurants w oni 3 pathetic pubs left -_-;;; wtf happened???!!!] den up circular rd & finali back 2...
BQ AGAIN!!!
settled @ tiki bar w:
10 hsepour glasses @ 25 [bourbon, vodka, gin, rum]
4 cocktails @ 20 [blue lagoon, tequila sunrise & 2 others]
1 jug beer @ 22
10 mugs beer @ 35 [big diff frm e jug]
1 tequila pop @ 10
1 orange juice @ 6 [V CHEAP 4 a pub!!!]
2 pool games
& i drank:
1 bourbon, 1 vodka, 1 gin
1 tequila pop
1/2 tequila sunrise
2-3 small beer gulps
2-3 beer mugs
e hsepours were ok but after e beer comes in woohoo... after tt e kick sets in & high i go wahaha tink i was e most high but stil stil sober... chatted w e indian waiter, romeo in CHINESE!!!
left @ 2+, took a smrt cab, realized didnt ve enuf $ so dropped off [driver gave me attitude coz i he oni got 3.9 frm me but htf i noe i dun ve enuf $???!!! @ least i didnt tell u when i reached hm kaoz] den took a comfort cab back hm; thx god e driver was chatty else i x_x liao...
zzz @ 0230 & woke @ 10 w hangover, puked once durin e nite; again e coughin & diggin -_-;;;
awake til now, fun's over, wk bgins...
it was a FUN NITE!!! lotsa cammin, lotsa toks, lotsa games, lotsa ALCOHOL!!! wahaha v long since i last chilled out w a big grp of pple comfortably & buyin drinks w/o tinkin abt e $$$ wahaha!!!
CHEERS GUYS!!!
pool w james den hm: utterly thrashed yet again
pool, bowl & dinner @ ms:
pool: thrashed again
bowlin: 2nd last haha but its gd fun tho ive 2 train my rite arm & most of my throws ended up w me kneein down @ e lane... lotsa cammin ^_^
dinner: @ e loft
walked 2 bq via esplanade, sg river, fullerton:
lotsa cammin again ^_^
walked e bq stretch [lotsa restaurants w oni 3 pathetic pubs left -_-;;; wtf happened???!!!] den up circular rd & finali back 2...
BQ AGAIN!!!
settled @ tiki bar w:
10 hsepour glasses @ 25 [bourbon, vodka, gin, rum]
4 cocktails @ 20 [blue lagoon, tequila sunrise & 2 others]
1 jug beer @ 22
10 mugs beer @ 35 [big diff frm e jug]
1 tequila pop @ 10
1 orange juice @ 6 [V CHEAP 4 a pub!!!]
2 pool games
& i drank:
1 bourbon, 1 vodka, 1 gin
1 tequila pop
1/2 tequila sunrise
2-3 small beer gulps
2-3 beer mugs
e hsepours were ok but after e beer comes in woohoo... after tt e kick sets in & high i go wahaha tink i was e most high but stil stil sober... chatted w e indian waiter, romeo in CHINESE!!!
left @ 2+, took a smrt cab, realized didnt ve enuf $ so dropped off [driver gave me attitude coz i he oni got 3.9 frm me but htf i noe i dun ve enuf $???!!! @ least i didnt tell u when i reached hm kaoz] den took a comfort cab back hm; thx god e driver was chatty else i x_x liao...
zzz @ 0230 & woke @ 10 w hangover, puked once durin e nite; again e coughin & diggin -_-;;;
awake til now, fun's over, wk bgins...
it was a FUN NITE!!! lotsa cammin, lotsa toks, lotsa games, lotsa ALCOHOL!!! wahaha v long since i last chilled out w a big grp of pple comfortably & buyin drinks w/o tinkin abt e $$$ wahaha!!!
CHEERS GUYS!!!
20051128
muay thai lvl4 #14
same as last trainin...
skipped, shadow, 3x bagwk, tech spar, 80 pumps, 50 crunches & misc conditNin... trainin wasnt harsh these few daes; no hard sparrin, juz trainin w e newbies...
sigh when'll i b able 2 do SPARRIN again???...
skipped, shadow, 3x bagwk, tech spar, 80 pumps, 50 crunches & misc conditNin... trainin wasnt harsh these few daes; no hard sparrin, juz trainin w e newbies...
sigh when'll i b able 2 do SPARRIN again???...
20051123
muay thai lvl4 #13
skipped, shadow, 3x bagwk, tech spar, 50 pumps, 50 crunches & misc conditNin... trainin wasnt harsh these few daes; no hard sparrin, juz trainin w e newbies...
sigh when'll i b able 2 do sparrin again???...
sigh when'll i b able 2 do sparrin again???...
20051117
suppressed
was readin tis thread on kt: loud mouth parents gives higher chances of teenage rebels? & reality came back 2 me...
how suppressed my life's... coz there r so mani things i wana do but i cant...
how restricted im... coz i cant do things pple of my age over e yrs ve done...
how autistic im... coz im not even communicatin @ hm...
not tt i dun 1 2 comm but its hard 2 comm when u & tt person has a 37 yrs gap altho tt person's ur closest...
how 2 tok when in less than 5 mins tt person'll clamp u down w a '我吃得鹽比你吃的米還多' kinda attitude...
when tt person toks 2 u in a demandin tone, xpectin u 2 do wateva she 1s...
when in tt person's eyes u r 'bad', altho its an obvious fact 2 others tt u r 'good'...
when wateva u do, tt person tinks its nv enuf...
when in front of others she's 'gd' 2 u but @ e back its e opp...
when pple 'tok' 2 her she'll 'listen' but after tt she'll turn back 2 u & say 'wat u cant tell me, ve 2 tell em & let em tell me???!!! let em tink i dunno how 2 teach u???!!!'
when tt person sees her pride/'face' more impt than u...
when tt person says 'everythin i do's 4 u...' but u cant feel it...
when tt person's doin all tt she dun allow u 2 do juz bcoz she's an elder...
when tt person says 'i give u alot of freedom' when shes stil chainin u...
when tt person did all tt she dun allow u 2 do when she was @ ur age...
when tt person says 'when u r 16/18/21, i'll let u blah blah blah' but it nv comes true...
altho pple'll say 'u r e oni 1, tts y...'; i noe its e fuckin truth but im an ADULT!!!
i ve a fuckin brain 2 tink altho there r alot of things i havent xperienced coz she dun fuckin give me e space/freedom/chance 2 xperience it;
how e fuck do e xpect a bird 2 fly outta e cage when u close e door or chain it w e door open???!!!...
altho i noe she means well but shldnt there b a certain space 4 me???!!!
tts y when shes hm, im out;
when shes in e livin rm, im in my rm...
no mitin = no comm = no tokin = no miscomm = no conflict = no argument = no unhappiness = peace
luckily ive e gym [bags 2 whack], a blog [2 type outta emotNs], pple bearable 2 me, me bein self restrainin else i wld ve bcame a delinquent liao...
I FEEL SO SUPPRESSED!!! SO STRESSED!!! CAN SUM1 PULL ME OUTTA TIS FUCKIN SHIT HOLE???!!!
how suppressed my life's... coz there r so mani things i wana do but i cant...
how restricted im... coz i cant do things pple of my age over e yrs ve done...
how autistic im... coz im not even communicatin @ hm...
not tt i dun 1 2 comm but its hard 2 comm when u & tt person has a 37 yrs gap altho tt person's ur closest...
how 2 tok when in less than 5 mins tt person'll clamp u down w a '我吃得鹽比你吃的米還多' kinda attitude...
when tt person toks 2 u in a demandin tone, xpectin u 2 do wateva she 1s...
when in tt person's eyes u r 'bad', altho its an obvious fact 2 others tt u r 'good'...
when wateva u do, tt person tinks its nv enuf...
when in front of others she's 'gd' 2 u but @ e back its e opp...
when pple 'tok' 2 her she'll 'listen' but after tt she'll turn back 2 u & say 'wat u cant tell me, ve 2 tell em & let em tell me???!!! let em tink i dunno how 2 teach u???!!!'
when tt person sees her pride/'face' more impt than u...
when tt person says 'everythin i do's 4 u...' but u cant feel it...
when tt person's doin all tt she dun allow u 2 do juz bcoz she's an elder...
when tt person says 'i give u alot of freedom' when shes stil chainin u...
when tt person did all tt she dun allow u 2 do when she was @ ur age...
when tt person says 'when u r 16/18/21, i'll let u blah blah blah' but it nv comes true...
altho pple'll say 'u r e oni 1, tts y...'; i noe its e fuckin truth but im an ADULT!!!
i ve a fuckin brain 2 tink altho there r alot of things i havent xperienced coz she dun fuckin give me e space/freedom/chance 2 xperience it;
how e fuck do e xpect a bird 2 fly outta e cage when u close e door or chain it w e door open???!!!...
altho i noe she means well but shldnt there b a certain space 4 me???!!!
tts y when shes hm, im out;
when shes in e livin rm, im in my rm...
no mitin = no comm = no tokin = no miscomm = no conflict = no argument = no unhappiness = peace
luckily ive e gym [bags 2 whack], a blog [2 type outta emotNs], pple bearable 2 me, me bein self restrainin else i wld ve bcame a delinquent liao...
I FEEL SO SUPPRESSED!!! SO STRESSED!!! CAN SUM1 PULL ME OUTTA TIS FUCKIN SHIT HOLE???!!!
test results so true
| Your IQ Is 115 |
 Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Exceptional |
| Your Heart Is Green |
 Love completes you, but that doesn't mean you seek it out. When love comes your way, you integrate it peacefully into the rest of you life. Your flirting style: Laid back Your lucky first date: Walking around aimlessly and talking Your dream lover: Is both enthusiastic and calm What you bring to relationships: Balance |
| You Are 12 Years Old |
 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
| The Keys to Your Heart |
 You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
flunked again...
cant blieve im so fuckin suay 2 tio e same tester 2x... didnt bang anythin but those small things lk insufficient acceleration, slow spd, improper brakin blah? repeated so ended up w...
FUCKIN 38 PTS!!!
wao lao eh die lar & i was e oni 1 on my route which's e god damn eziest... omg m i so fuckin suay???!!! after tt my instructor said tt e tester's v strict but oso a miser; every little thing oso minus pts T_T
FUCKIN 38 PTS!!!
wao lao eh die lar & i was e oni 1 on my route which's e god damn eziest... omg m i so fuckin suay???!!! after tt my instructor said tt e tester's v strict but oso a miser; every little thing oso minus pts T_T
20051116
muay thai lvl4 #12
skipped, shadow, 3x bagwk, 4x padwk, 3x spar, 50 pumps & 50 crunches + sum misc conditNin...
pushin & trainin myself real hard 2:
1. release assignment stress
2. downsize [its traumatizin 2 noe tt those ard u tt r slimmer, liter & smaller than u; althou u r abt e same wt but diff ht & when u 1 2 buy clothes m's too big but s's too small T_T]
3. prepare 4 feb fight
pushin & trainin myself real hard 2:
1. release assignment stress
2. downsize [its traumatizin 2 noe tt those ard u tt r slimmer, liter & smaller than u; althou u r abt e same wt but diff ht & when u 1 2 buy clothes m's too big but s's too small T_T]
3. prepare 4 feb fight
20051114
160705 flashback
juz now after crossin e rd @ amber rd i saw a mini bus & a van stopped in e mid of e rd n in front was...
a pri sch boy lyin down on e rd...
he was lyin sideways but stil conscious tho in a shock, turned flat & tried 2 get up... passerbys went over 2 look & help him... frm e looks of it, he shld b knocked by e mini bus but e impact shldnt b too great else he wld ve ko-ed in a pool of blood which didnt xist...
@ tt moment... i recalled my accident; its oni 2 daes 2 4 mths since it happened... xactly e same scene... juz tt e loc's diff... w a FUCKIN OBVIOUS TRAFFIC LITE juz steps away which i took!!! if e tp steps in, e boy cfm'll get warnin since hes a minor but e case'll b in e records...
now fragments of his & mine r flashin in my mind... wonder how hes; if i saw wat happened @ tt moment tink i wld ve screamed e hell or juz stoned & ko liao...
recap of wat happened on 160705
a pri sch boy lyin down on e rd...
he was lyin sideways but stil conscious tho in a shock, turned flat & tried 2 get up... passerbys went over 2 look & help him... frm e looks of it, he shld b knocked by e mini bus but e impact shldnt b too great else he wld ve ko-ed in a pool of blood which didnt xist...
@ tt moment... i recalled my accident; its oni 2 daes 2 4 mths since it happened... xactly e same scene... juz tt e loc's diff... w a FUCKIN OBVIOUS TRAFFIC LITE juz steps away which i took!!! if e tp steps in, e boy cfm'll get warnin since hes a minor but e case'll b in e records...
now fragments of his & mine r flashin in my mind... wonder how hes; if i saw wat happened @ tt moment tink i wld ve screamed e hell or juz stoned & ko liao...
recap of wat happened on 160705
20051113
drivin prac #26 + #27
went in e circuit on both daes... corrected on all of stuffs n overall was quite steady... on e rd was alittle careless [didnt look, slow brakin, slow spd reductN blah?] hope 2 b able 2 maintain & perform e same on thurs...
e k750i ms cocked up on me these 2 daes; 'auto deletin' stuffs & 'auto reformattin'... finali stablized it hope it wont recur...
pua beh tis wk; didnt train much... goin 2 cut down on trainin coz not joinin e mma liao due 2 an avalance of assignments pinnin me down tis 3 wks... 3 wks 2 complete 2.5 assignments... omg...
JOY!!! BETA BUCK UP 4 E D & HD!!!
e k750i ms cocked up on me these 2 daes; 'auto deletin' stuffs & 'auto reformattin'... finali stablized it hope it wont recur...
pua beh tis wk; didnt train much... goin 2 cut down on trainin coz not joinin e mma liao due 2 an avalance of assignments pinnin me down tis 3 wks... 3 wks 2 complete 2.5 assignments... omg...
JOY!!! BETA BUCK UP 4 E D & HD!!!
20051106
drivin prac #25
2dae wasnt v gd; didnt look ard b4 turnin n omost hit a few others... sigh... but im feelin tired tho... either insufficient or oversufficient zzz... but i was tinkin abt sumthin else durin e prac...
goin 2 get started on 336 ass1 else can dun submit liao...
goin 2 get started on 336 ass1 else can dun submit liao...
muaythai against drugs
there were 8 amatuer & 5 pro fights; rat, yoshi, terence, geogre & jj took part in e amatuers & joy, zach, joe joined e pros &
terence, joy, zach & joe won!!!
all fights were intense & xcitin especially e pros but e worst injuries were frm zach; broke his left ring finger [lk me] & joe got cut @ e lips @_# but all of em now ve problem walkin frm e aches...
even after seein em fight...
i stil 1 2 fight in e upcomin mma in dec & e next fight in jan/feb!!!
為求一戰在所不惜!!!
terence, joy, zach & joe won!!!
all fights were intense & xcitin especially e pros but e worst injuries were frm zach; broke his left ring finger [lk me] & joe got cut @ e lips @_# but all of em now ve problem walkin frm e aches...
even after seein em fight...
i stil 1 2 fight in e upcomin mma in dec & e next fight in jan/feb!!!
為求一戰在所不惜!!!
20051102
muay thai lvl4 #11
skipped, shadow, 2x bagwk, 1x ballwk, 3x padwk, 6x spar, 50 pumps & 50 crunches but...
IM NOT FEELIN XHAUSTED...
instead i stil did sum wts haha...
tmr's goin 2 b bingin dae again... omg...
I HAVENT DOWN & IM STIL EATIN!!! -_-;;;
IM NOT FEELIN XHAUSTED...
instead i stil did sum wts haha...
tmr's goin 2 b bingin dae again... omg...
I HAVENT DOWN & IM STIL EATIN!!! -_-;;;
20051031
drivin prac #24 + k750i
finali got my 'power cam' hp... e k750i after decidin 2 forsake my 'power hp' e o2 mini; guess its not destined 2 b mine -_-;;; aniwae im havin fun loadin it w lotsa themes, mp3s & cammin stuffs ard me after armin it w a 512mb ms wahaha ^_^ & of coz hope it'll stay longer w me since most hps r movin 2wards 3g tt i dun ve e use 4 it @ e moment...
had prac in e early pm n seemed 2 ve 4gotten sum of e basics... but overall its ok... juz alittle unconcentrated, includin playin pool w james @ paya lebar...
den down 2 5/10 @ e 'x toy bar'... v long didnt go back there; alwaz @ e other side playin pool... after 1 bot of corona im x_- liao; cant drink liao...
IF PPLE TELL U TT AFTER EATIN U WONT GET DRUNK OR TIPSY DUN BLIEVE EM; ITS NOT ALWAZ TRUE [@ least 4 me haha]
20051027
yin & yang
JOY JOY JOY
GET UR LAZY BUTT OFF E SLACK & START DOIN ALL UR ASSIGNMENTS [陰]
ELSE BALANCE TRAININ/DOWNSIZIN W EM [陽]
OR U R GOIN 2 DIE W EM ALL!!!
GET UR LAZY BUTT OFF E SLACK & START DOIN ALL UR ASSIGNMENTS [陰]
ELSE BALANCE TRAININ/DOWNSIZIN W EM [陽]
OR U R GOIN 2 DIE W EM ALL!!!
black+gold-brown
bleached my hair again haha... norm color wont b able 2 get tis lite so ve 2 bleach again... tis time not tt golden-brown since i didnt leave it as long as e last time & its quite uneven w a mix of black & golden-brown... & my panda eyes r surfacin even thou i dun zzz enuf [i get em when i zzz too much n vice versa] -_-;;;
20051025
global personality
Global Personality Test Results |
| Stability (50%) medium which suggests you average somewhere in between being calm and resilient and being anxious and reactive. Orderliness (10%) very low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. Extraversion (53%) medium which suggests you average somewhere in between being assertive and social and being withdrawn and solitary. |
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trait snapshot:
messy, disorganized, not rule conscious, rebellious, rash, weird, ambivalent about chaos, likes bizarre things, anti-authority, not good at saving money, not a perfectionist, leaves many things unfinished, low self control, strange, desires more attention, romantic daydreamer, abstract, impractical, unproductive, leisurely, likes the unknown
happy bdae zoohan
class.pool.class.rain.hm.hair trim.out
well pool w james & king was v 'xcitin' coz i won & lost; knocked em out a few x by 'chance & luck' wahaha
2 city hall 2 get e 'brownie cake' den met em [suhendry, zoohan, nathan, james, philip, king & james] @ sakae citylink, ate e gyu don [1/2 of e rice] den e 'rock brownie' after tt we went 2 ms 2 bowl; 4 e 1st game bowled quite well but e 2nd i got 3 0 wahaha arm went zzz liao... didnt bowl 4 3+ yrs liao haha... suhendry & philip bowled reali v well wah lao eh 真人不露相... aniwae...
HAPPY BIRTHDAE ZOOHAN!!!
e brownie was damn sinnin & fattenin T_T goin 2 train even harder tis wk liao T_T
well pool w james & king was v 'xcitin' coz i won & lost; knocked em out a few x by 'chance & luck' wahaha
2 city hall 2 get e 'brownie cake' den met em [suhendry, zoohan, nathan, james, philip, king & james] @ sakae citylink, ate e gyu don [1/2 of e rice] den e 'rock brownie' after tt we went 2 ms 2 bowl; 4 e 1st game bowled quite well but e 2nd i got 3 0 wahaha arm went zzz liao... didnt bowl 4 3+ yrs liao haha... suhendry & philip bowled reali v well wah lao eh 真人不露相... aniwae...
HAPPY BIRTHDAE ZOOHAN!!!
e brownie was damn sinnin & fattenin T_T goin 2 train even harder tis wk liao T_T
20051024
muay thai lvl4 #10
6 mins skip, shadow, 4x bagwk, 3x padwk, 3x spar, 50 pumps & 50 crunches...
IM DAMN SHACKED!!!
but e flr was slippery so didnt do much kicks on e bag since i cant stand & bal well; i even threw myself off e mat 'ring' when we bgan sparrin -_-;;; tried v hard 2 c joy's moves; tryin 2 dodge or counter but stil get struck by his push kicks...
4 bruises; 1 self inflicted durin padwk + 3 others durin sparrin -_-;;;
new technique:
side foot sweep: use 2 hit e side/calf area of opponent's leg 2 fall him
alot of wk 2 do; 1st on e list's 336 assignment 1 den 332, 217 & 336 assignment 2 all due @ sem end omg...
IM DAMN SHACKED!!!
but e flr was slippery so didnt do much kicks on e bag since i cant stand & bal well; i even threw myself off e mat 'ring' when we bgan sparrin -_-;;; tried v hard 2 c joy's moves; tryin 2 dodge or counter but stil get struck by his push kicks...
4 bruises; 1 self inflicted durin padwk + 3 others durin sparrin -_-;;;
new technique:
side foot sweep: use 2 hit e side/calf area of opponent's leg 2 fall him
alot of wk 2 do; 1st on e list's 336 assignment 1 den 332, 217 & 336 assignment 2 all due @ sem end omg...
20051023
認知
一位藝人說過一句話. 他說:"人, 在面對現實時, 有兩種應對方法: 一種是逼自己長大; 另一種是變得像個孩子一樣."
真是一言驚醒夢中人. 不, 應該說"頓悟", 比較貼切吧.
一直以來, 我認為自己有時太過實際; 甚麼事都必須有個解釋, 一切都可以按部就班的分析.
很多人說過我很成熟理智, 有時甚至覺得有些過於理智而變成冷酷. 我承認這一點. 但是, 大家疏不知的, 是我覺得自己有時也很幼稚, 很無理取鬧.
很矛盾. 成熟與幼稚, 怎能並存?
百思不得其解, 而且很爭雜.
討厭自己的冷淡與淡漠. 也厭惡本身的幼稚和情緒化, 更加對於不能控制及解釋自身的感覺感到反感.
聽過了那句話, 再慢慢思考後, 發現自己的"雙性", 會因環境的趨勢而交替. 在面對無助, 孤立, 或必須自身擔當責任時, 我變得很理智; 為了保護自己, 我會呈現淡漠. 相反的, 如週邊有可信賴之人能給予庇護, 主導權我弘手相讓, 擔子讓你挑; 自己則做個需要人照顧, 只會撒嬌哭鬧的孩子.
不了解自尊過勝的自己, 也非常看不起逃避現實的自己.
詘之以鼻...
兩頭不著岸, 讓人迷失在茫茫大海中.
我想, 在獲得這份認知時, 是在當中尋找平衡: 在成長成熟的當兒, 也別失去童真中的熱情.
真是一言驚醒夢中人. 不, 應該說"頓悟", 比較貼切吧.
一直以來, 我認為自己有時太過實際; 甚麼事都必須有個解釋, 一切都可以按部就班的分析.
很多人說過我很成熟理智, 有時甚至覺得有些過於理智而變成冷酷. 我承認這一點. 但是, 大家疏不知的, 是我覺得自己有時也很幼稚, 很無理取鬧.
很矛盾. 成熟與幼稚, 怎能並存?
百思不得其解, 而且很爭雜.
討厭自己的冷淡與淡漠. 也厭惡本身的幼稚和情緒化, 更加對於不能控制及解釋自身的感覺感到反感.
聽過了那句話, 再慢慢思考後, 發現自己的"雙性", 會因環境的趨勢而交替. 在面對無助, 孤立, 或必須自身擔當責任時, 我變得很理智; 為了保護自己, 我會呈現淡漠. 相反的, 如週邊有可信賴之人能給予庇護, 主導權我弘手相讓, 擔子讓你挑; 自己則做個需要人照顧, 只會撒嬌哭鬧的孩子.
不了解自尊過勝的自己, 也非常看不起逃避現實的自己.
詘之以鼻...
兩頭不著岸, 讓人迷失在茫茫大海中.
我想, 在獲得這份認知時, 是在當中尋找平衡: 在成長成熟的當兒, 也別失去童真中的熱情.
drivin prac #23
after 7.5 wks of no drivin i drove again 4 1.5 hrs... parallel & vertical parkin den went cruisin on e rds... things r quite smooth; didnt bang down ani poles or wat, juz tt 4got abt e lane turnin part...
BUT E THING'S...
I CAN DO WELL & CALM DURIN PRAC BUT DURIN TP IM STIL SHIT!!!
sigh tink every1 goes thru tis... but when u ve alot of prac n noe xactly wat u r doin u wont feel e nervousity...
after tt went 2 king's place 2 get sum stuffs: 3 stacks of paper & a whole lot of folders haha but they crushed me man; so HEAVY!!!
BUT E THING'S...
I CAN DO WELL & CALM DURIN PRAC BUT DURIN TP IM STIL SHIT!!!
sigh tink every1 goes thru tis... but when u ve alot of prac n noe xactly wat u r doin u wont feel e nervousity...
after tt went 2 king's place 2 get sum stuffs: 3 stacks of paper & a whole lot of folders haha but they crushed me man; so HEAVY!!!
20051020
mma
heard frm joe tt there'll b a mma [mixed martial arts] competitN comin soon & there r GALS since there r pple frm diff martial arts so it means tt...
I'LL VE A CHANCE 2 FIGHT!!! YEAH!!!
goin 2 start trainin & downsizin liao
I'LL VE A CHANCE 2 FIGHT!!! YEAH!!!
goin 2 start trainin & downsizin liao
a typical trainin...
2km run @ 15 mins
skipped 8 mins w e wts & 8 w/o
5 min shadow
1 min knee
5 mins bagwk
200 2.5kg dumbells swing
20 2.5kg dumbells lift
20 jump squats
20 side bends
50 pumps
50 crunches
= +-1.5hr
n i damn sweated alot...
i'll nid phy trainin lk tis 2 tired myself out in order 2 balance off e psycho/mental stress i'll ve whilst doin my mountain of assignments...
skipped 8 mins w e wts & 8 w/o
5 min shadow
1 min knee
5 mins bagwk
200 2.5kg dumbells swing
20 2.5kg dumbells lift
20 jump squats
20 side bends
50 pumps
50 crunches
= +-1.5hr
n i damn sweated alot...
i'll nid phy trainin lk tis 2 tired myself out in order 2 balance off e psycho/mental stress i'll ve whilst doin my mountain of assignments...
wata sem...
IM DAMN BZ!!!
NO MORE SLACKIN JOY!!!
now ive a perl+apache assignment 2 do...
multitaskin 3 journals...
simultaneously doin a asp+access ecommerce website...
endin w a xml assignment 2 do...
+ 1 BLOODY HELL cpu-xhaustin underh2o world animatN 2 complete...
2 say it +vely: theres too much 2 do...
2 say it -vely: my time management BLOODY SUX!!!
omg... 1 ge tou 2 ge da...
I NID MORE THAN BIBLES!!!
I NID MY SALVATION!!!
NO MORE SLACKIN JOY!!!
now ive a perl+apache assignment 2 do...
multitaskin 3 journals...
simultaneously doin a asp+access ecommerce website...
endin w a xml assignment 2 do...
+ 1 BLOODY HELL cpu-xhaustin underh2o world animatN 2 complete...
2 say it +vely: theres too much 2 do...
2 say it -vely: my time management BLOODY SUX!!!
omg... 1 ge tou 2 ge da...
I NID MORE THAN BIBLES!!!
I NID MY SALVATION!!!
left hand = rite brain
Brain Lateralization Test Results |
| Right Brain (74%) The right hemisphere is the visual, figurative, artistic, and intuitive side of the brain. Left Brain (12%) The left hemisphere is the logical, articulate, assertive, and practical side of the brain |
Left brain dominant individuals are more orderly, literal, articulate, and to the point. They are good at understanding directions and anything that is explicit and logical. They can have trouble comprehending emotions and abstract concepts, they can feel lost when things are not clear, doubting anything that is not stated and proven.
Right brain dominant individuals are more visual and intuitive. They are better at summarizing multiple points, picking up on what's not said, visualizing things, and making things up. They can lack attention to detail, directness, organization, and the ability to explain their ideas verbally, leaving them unable to communicate effectively.
Overall you appear to be Right Brain Dominant
According to Darwinian theory, optimal evolution takes place with random variation and selective retention. The evolution savvy individual will try many different approaches when faced with a problem and select the best of those approaches. Many historical intellectuals have confessed their advantage was simply considering/exploring/trying more approaches than others. The left brain dominant type suffers from limited approaches, narrow-mindedness. The right brain dominant type suffers from too many approaches, scatterbrained. To maintain balanced hemispheres, you need to exercise both variability and selection. Just as a company will have more chance of finding a great candidate by increasing their applicant pool, an individual who considers a wider set of options is more likely to make quality decisions.
Are You Right or Left Brained?
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20051019
endurance trainin...
no 1 came 4 trainin... AGAIN!!! sigh~ so i self trained... AGAIN!!!
w 1kg ankle weights: 15 mins high skippin, 5 mins shadow, 50 pumps & 50 crunches
w/o 1kg ankle weights: 15 mins high skippin, 5 mins shadow, 50 pumps & 50 crunches
all tis took abt 1 hr n im soaked thru; wonder if i'll b able 2 walk tmr... no bagwk done coz didnt 1 2 worsen e bonked left mid toe tts hinderin my trainin...
gota get started on 332, 336 & 217 assignments... its crashin time... AGAIN!!!
w 1kg ankle weights: 15 mins high skippin, 5 mins shadow, 50 pumps & 50 crunches
w/o 1kg ankle weights: 15 mins high skippin, 5 mins shadow, 50 pumps & 50 crunches
all tis took abt 1 hr n im soaked thru; wonder if i'll b able 2 walk tmr... no bagwk done coz didnt 1 2 worsen e bonked left mid toe tts hinderin my trainin...
gota get started on 332, 336 & 217 assignments... its crashin time... AGAIN!!!
e very best of asia lounge
secret 2 e heart @ karunesh
eastern sunrise 1+2 [chivas chill xperience]
all 3 r chillout lounge new age music tt i like listenin since long ago; another fav's raindance 1 [stil ve tt]... 4 local radio station, tune 2 lush995 or listen live here ^_^
20051017
a~z of me
A for... anniversary: birthdae
B for... banana: energy fruit
C for... cat: fave animal
D for... durian: most hated fruit
E for... eggplant: nv'll i eat tt
F for... fuck: 'oni used' foul lang
G for... game: mahjong
H for... home: place i dread 2 go back 2
I for... ivy: my 'devil'
J for... joy: me
K for... kingkong: e 1 who can stand all my shit, crap, nonsense & bull temper
L for... lush995: most listened statN
M for... muaythai: luv of my life
N for... nonsense: im full of it
O for... orange juice: oni juice tt i drink
P for... pool: most played ball game
Q for... queer: my character
R for... rat: yr im born in
S for... slack: wat i do most of e time
T for... taurus: mth im born in
U for... university: murdoch
V for... veg: leafy 1s
W for... wkrz913: 2nd most listened statN
X for... xray: 2x taken
Y for... yojyoj: inverse of my name
Z for... zzz: activity i cant live w/o
B for... banana: energy fruit
C for... cat: fave animal
D for... durian: most hated fruit
E for... eggplant: nv'll i eat tt
F for... fuck: 'oni used' foul lang
G for... game: mahjong
H for... home: place i dread 2 go back 2
I for... ivy: my 'devil'
J for... joy: me
K for... kingkong: e 1 who can stand all my shit, crap, nonsense & bull temper
L for... lush995: most listened statN
M for... muaythai: luv of my life
N for... nonsense: im full of it
O for... orange juice: oni juice tt i drink
P for... pool: most played ball game
Q for... queer: my character
R for... rat: yr im born in
S for... slack: wat i do most of e time
T for... taurus: mth im born in
U for... university: murdoch
V for... veg: leafy 1s
W for... wkrz913: 2nd most listened statN
X for... xray: 2x taken
Y for... yojyoj: inverse of my name
Z for... zzz: activity i cant live w/o
muay thai lvl4 #9
skipped, shadow, 3x bagwk, 3x padwk, 3x spar w joy, 50 pumps & 50 crunches n...
IM BUSTED!!! XHAUSTED...
mayb due 2 e jug tis 'am'...
sparrin w joy was him w/o guards n my left toes hit his knee n now they r achin especially e mid toe T_T got thrown 2x when he grabbed my left kick... n of coz hit x times... tink i got 2 brush up on my knee & push kicks... not much power in em...
went 4 a haircut b4 goin down; not alot of diff coz nid hair @ e back & top rite 2 cover e 'diminishin bump' & scar... e 1st 'snip' poked e bump n it HURTS!!! ate quite abit of hair durin e cut whilst answerin a call haha... hair's left fringe partin & spike @ e top ^_^ tink my hair isnt growin v fast -_-;;;
IM BUSTED!!! XHAUSTED...
mayb due 2 e jug tis 'am'...
sparrin w joy was him w/o guards n my left toes hit his knee n now they r achin especially e mid toe T_T got thrown 2x when he grabbed my left kick... n of coz hit x times... tink i got 2 brush up on my knee & push kicks... not much power in em...
went 4 a haircut b4 goin down; not alot of diff coz nid hair @ e back & top rite 2 cover e 'diminishin bump' & scar... e 1st 'snip' poked e bump n it HURTS!!! ate quite abit of hair durin e cut whilst answerin a call haha... hair's left fringe partin & spike @ e top ^_^ tink my hair isnt growin v fast -_-;;;
heh...
IM 90%+- AWAKE NOW!!!
seems im lk tis [awake damn early in e am] when i puke which's a total KO disaster
zzz @ 0100+ & woke @ 0630+!!!
hope wont ko in lec or trainin...
seems im lk tis [awake damn early in e am] when i puke which's a total KO disaster
zzz @ 0100+ & woke @ 0630+!!!
hope wont ko in lec or trainin...
golden mile...
went 2 e gym n wk den stephen fox asked sum of e fight fighters down 4 'testin' so @ e gym til 2000+ n its...
CFMED TT THERES NO GALS FIGHT LIAO...
althou im disappointed but theres nothin i can do... can oni hope 4 e in-hse fight...
after tt went 2 golden mile w joe, joy n zach 4 dinner @ jj's; reali nice food ^_^ after tt went 2 e disco n its 3 jugs among 4 of us -_-;;; coz its alittle cold so i drank quite abit; mayb...
1 JUG???!!!
since i started wkin @ e gym i nv chionged, ktv-ed or drank lk b4...
SO IM SEH [semi-drunk] & hicuppin while typin tis...
goin 2 zzz soon 4 'bible' lec lata @ 0900+...
thx joe 4 dinner, drinks & e ride back ^_^
CFMED TT THERES NO GALS FIGHT LIAO...
althou im disappointed but theres nothin i can do... can oni hope 4 e in-hse fight...
after tt went 2 golden mile w joe, joy n zach 4 dinner @ jj's; reali nice food ^_^ after tt went 2 e disco n its 3 jugs among 4 of us -_-;;; coz its alittle cold so i drank quite abit; mayb...
1 JUG???!!!
since i started wkin @ e gym i nv chionged, ktv-ed or drank lk b4...
SO IM SEH [semi-drunk] & hicuppin while typin tis...
goin 2 zzz soon 4 'bible' lec lata @ 0900+...
thx joe 4 dinner, drinks & e ride back ^_^
20051013
FUCKIN BONKERS
LIFE'S NOTHIN BUT A ROLLERCOASTER RIDE...
1 DAE IM V HAPPY!!! BUT E NEXT DAY IM XTREMELY UNHAPPY!!!
ytd i was happy coz cheryl came back & theres not much wk @ sch;
2dae im damn upset coz suddenly sch's back 2 sq 1 & since i stepped in2 e hse i hear nothin but
SHOUTS!!! NOISES!!! NAGS!!!
FUCKIN BLOODY HELL!!!
FUCK IT!!!
SHUT E FUCK UP!!!
now u noe y i dun 1 2 go hm?
coz i dun 1 2 go back 2 a place ware im caged in my rm
i rather slack outside even if its meaninless or doesnt blong 2 me
1 DAE IM V HAPPY!!! BUT E NEXT DAY IM XTREMELY UNHAPPY!!!
ytd i was happy coz cheryl came back & theres not much wk @ sch;
2dae im damn upset coz suddenly sch's back 2 sq 1 & since i stepped in2 e hse i hear nothin but
SHOUTS!!! NOISES!!! NAGS!!!
FUCKIN BLOODY HELL!!!
FUCK IT!!!
SHUT E FUCK UP!!!
now u noe y i dun 1 2 go hm?
coz i dun 1 2 go back 2 a place ware im caged in my rm
i rather slack outside even if its meaninless or doesnt blong 2 me
20051012
muay thai lvl4 #8
YEAH CHERYL'S BACK!!!
skipped, warmup, shadow, 3x bagwk, 2x padwk w cheryl, 1x padwk w joy [energy zappin], 1x spar w don [whacked], 2x spars w cheryl, 50 pumps n 50 crunches...
althou i tink tt after trainin lk crazy 4 2 wks, e stamina went up but durin padwk im stil +_+ ve 2 improve on tt... sparrin w cheryl was gd but my push kick sux n don juz luvs 2 use it -_-;;; got kicked on e face by his high kick >_<
now im v MOTIVATED 2 train coz @ least theres sum1 2 spar w even thou i dun get 2 fight... which's my ultimate wish dream...
earlier went 2 play pool w james coz im juz so down & stoned... tt cheered me up alot n my skills ve improved... mayb im too 'impacted' by king coz he juz clears e table when we play...
skipped, warmup, shadow, 3x bagwk, 2x padwk w cheryl, 1x padwk w joy [energy zappin], 1x spar w don [whacked], 2x spars w cheryl, 50 pumps n 50 crunches...
althou i tink tt after trainin lk crazy 4 2 wks, e stamina went up but durin padwk im stil +_+ ve 2 improve on tt... sparrin w cheryl was gd but my push kick sux n don juz luvs 2 use it -_-;;; got kicked on e face by his high kick >_<
now im v MOTIVATED 2 train coz @ least theres sum1 2 spar w even thou i dun get 2 fight... which's my ultimate wish dream...
earlier went 2 play pool w james coz im juz so down & stoned... tt cheered me up alot n my skills ve improved... mayb im too 'impacted' by king coz he juz clears e table when we play...
y e hell im born a GAL!!!
sumtimes i juz HATE bein a GAL!!!
1. biological problems
2. physical problems
3. evaluatN differences
4. equality differences
5. social tatus differences
6. human perceptN differences
& mani others...
BUT NOTHIN SUX MORE THAN TIS:
RARE GAL FIGHTS [OMOST 0] COZ NO GALS 1 2 FIGHT!!!
y e hell do we prac & train hard when we dun ve a chance compete???!!!
WAT E BLOODY FUCKIN HELL!!!
I JUZ HATE IT WHEN TIS HAPPENS...
everytime theres a fight im e happiest coz its a hopeful chance 2 fight... but everytime i end up unmotivated & downcast coz theres no fight in e end...
1. biological problems
2. physical problems
3. evaluatN differences
4. equality differences
5. social tatus differences
6. human perceptN differences
& mani others...
BUT NOTHIN SUX MORE THAN TIS:
RARE GAL FIGHTS [OMOST 0] COZ NO GALS 1 2 FIGHT!!!
y e hell do we prac & train hard when we dun ve a chance compete???!!!
WAT E BLOODY FUCKIN HELL!!!
I JUZ HATE IT WHEN TIS HAPPENS...
everytime theres a fight im e happiest coz its a hopeful chance 2 fight... but everytime i end up unmotivated & downcast coz theres no fight in e end...
20051008
IM SO HIGH NOW!!!
went 2 e nite safari [1st time there haha] w joe, brenda, joy & jj; walked ard e trails [fishin cat, leopard & forest giants] & took e tram ride... its reali a tad diff frm e dae zoo; more animals & their diff bhaviors... v interestin ^_^
after tt had 'supper' @ joo chiat w hor-fun, prawn mee, sambal sotong&prawn, youtiao & sambal kangkong... v full; now digestin w grn t...
on e way there n back we were tokin alot in e car, abt e pple @ e gym, abt e upcomin fight den joe asked me 'IF CAN FIGHT U 1 2 FIGHT?' i was lk ??? 'VE AR???!!!' lana's side's fightin tis time n there r GALS!!! suddenly my life's full of COLORS!!!
YEAH!!! AFTER 1+ YR I FINALI GOT MY 'FIGHT'!!!
[if its cfmed... n hopefully enuf time 2 train 4 it; i'll b trainin consistently thou...]
WISHIN... HOPIN... PRAYIN... 4 IT 2 B TRUE...
XPERIENCE'S WORTH MORE THAN FIGHT RESULTS!!! GANBATTE!!!
after tt had 'supper' @ joo chiat w hor-fun, prawn mee, sambal sotong&prawn, youtiao & sambal kangkong... v full; now digestin w grn t...
on e way there n back we were tokin alot in e car, abt e pple @ e gym, abt e upcomin fight den joe asked me 'IF CAN FIGHT U 1 2 FIGHT?' i was lk ??? 'VE AR???!!!' lana's side's fightin tis time n there r GALS!!! suddenly my life's full of COLORS!!!
YEAH!!! AFTER 1+ YR I FINALI GOT MY 'FIGHT'!!!
[if its cfmed... n hopefully enuf time 2 train 4 it; i'll b trainin consistently thou...]
WISHIN... HOPIN... PRAYIN... 4 IT 2 B TRUE...
XPERIENCE'S WORTH MORE THAN FIGHT RESULTS!!! GANBATTE!!!
20051003
muay thai lvl4 #7
skipped 4 15+ mins, shadow, 3x bagwk, 3x bagwk, 3x spar w joy, 70 pumps & 50 crunches...
no 1 came 4 trainin so im e oni 1 -_-;;; trainin was intense since all e focus's on u... sparred w joy n i managed hit him a few times; other than tt i was whacked lk nuts as usual...
theres a spd ball now n im punched by it; its gd 4 focusin n eyes trainin [if u dun turn >_<]
no 1 came 4 trainin so im e oni 1 -_-;;; trainin was intense since all e focus's on u... sparred w joy n i managed hit him a few times; other than tt i was whacked lk nuts as usual...
theres a spd ball now n im punched by it; its gd 4 focusin n eyes trainin [if u dun turn >_<]
20050930
a soulful relationship
If you're not married yet, share this with a friend. If you are married, share it with your spouse or other married couples and reflect on it.
An African proverb states, "Before you get married, keep both eyes open, and after you marry, close one eye."
Before you get involved and make a commitment to someone, don't let lust, desperation, immaturity, ignorance, pressure from others or a low self-esteem, make you blind to warning signs. Keep your eyes open, and don't fool yourself that you can change someone or that what you see as faults aren't really important.
Once you decide to commit to someone, over time his or her flaws, vulnerabilities, pet peeves, and differences will become more obvious. If you love your mate and want the relationship to grow and evolve, you've got to learn to close one eye and not let every little thing bother you. You and your mate have many different expectations, emotional needs, values, dreams, weaknesses, and strengths. You are two unique individual children of God who have decided to share a life together.
Neither of you are perfect, but are you perfect for each other? Do you bring out the best in each other?
Do you compliment and compromise with each other, or do you compete, compare, and control? What do you bring to the relationship? Do you bring past relationships, past hurt, past mistrust, past pain? You can't take someone to the altar to alter him or her. You can't make someone love you or make someone stay.
If you develop self-esteem, spiritual discernment, and "a life", you won't find yourself making someone else responsible for your happiness or responsible for your pain.
Manipulation, control, jealousy, neediness, and selfishness are not the ingredients of a thriving, healthy, loving and lasting relationship! Seeking status, sex, wealth, and security are the wrong reasons to be in a relationship. What keeps a relationship strong?
Communication, intimacy, trust, a sense of humor, sharing household tasks, some getaway time without business or children and daily exchanges (a meal, shared activity, a hug, a call, a touch, a note).
Leave a nice message on the voicemail or send a nice email.
Sharing common goals and interests. Growth is important. Grow together, not away from each other, giving each other space to grow without feeling insecure. Allow your mate to have outside interest. You can't always be together. Give each other a sense of belonging and assurances of commitment. Don't try to control one another. Learn each other's family situation. Respect his or her parents regardless.
Don't put pressure on each other for material goods. Remember for richer or for poorer. If these qualities are missing, the relationship will erode as resentment, withdrawal, abuse, neglect, dishonesty, and pain replace the passion.
The difference between 'United' and 'Untied' is where you put the i.
An African proverb states, "Before you get married, keep both eyes open, and after you marry, close one eye."
Before you get involved and make a commitment to someone, don't let lust, desperation, immaturity, ignorance, pressure from others or a low self-esteem, make you blind to warning signs. Keep your eyes open, and don't fool yourself that you can change someone or that what you see as faults aren't really important.
Once you decide to commit to someone, over time his or her flaws, vulnerabilities, pet peeves, and differences will become more obvious. If you love your mate and want the relationship to grow and evolve, you've got to learn to close one eye and not let every little thing bother you. You and your mate have many different expectations, emotional needs, values, dreams, weaknesses, and strengths. You are two unique individual children of God who have decided to share a life together.
Neither of you are perfect, but are you perfect for each other? Do you bring out the best in each other?
Do you compliment and compromise with each other, or do you compete, compare, and control? What do you bring to the relationship? Do you bring past relationships, past hurt, past mistrust, past pain? You can't take someone to the altar to alter him or her. You can't make someone love you or make someone stay.
If you develop self-esteem, spiritual discernment, and "a life", you won't find yourself making someone else responsible for your happiness or responsible for your pain.
Manipulation, control, jealousy, neediness, and selfishness are not the ingredients of a thriving, healthy, loving and lasting relationship! Seeking status, sex, wealth, and security are the wrong reasons to be in a relationship. What keeps a relationship strong?
Communication, intimacy, trust, a sense of humor, sharing household tasks, some getaway time without business or children and daily exchanges (a meal, shared activity, a hug, a call, a touch, a note).
Leave a nice message on the voicemail or send a nice email.
Sharing common goals and interests. Growth is important. Grow together, not away from each other, giving each other space to grow without feeling insecure. Allow your mate to have outside interest. You can't always be together. Give each other a sense of belonging and assurances of commitment. Don't try to control one another. Learn each other's family situation. Respect his or her parents regardless.
Don't put pressure on each other for material goods. Remember for richer or for poorer. If these qualities are missing, the relationship will erode as resentment, withdrawal, abuse, neglect, dishonesty, and pain replace the passion.
The difference between 'United' and 'Untied' is where you put the i.
20050928
muay thai lvl4 #6
no cheryl... oni 2 late boys n me...
skipped, warmup, shadow, 3x bagwk, 3x padwk, 3x sparrin w lutfi, 50 pumps n 50 crunches...
new technique: fwd sweep kick; same as e norm kick but tis's usin e front leg, if xcuted successfully'll b fast n hard...
sparrin w lutfi was not bad, slow pace but gd 4 prac sparrin... e real sparrin's w CHERYL...
skipped, warmup, shadow, 3x bagwk, 3x padwk, 3x sparrin w lutfi, 50 pumps n 50 crunches...
new technique: fwd sweep kick; same as e norm kick but tis's usin e front leg, if xcuted successfully'll b fast n hard...
sparrin w lutfi was not bad, slow pace but gd 4 prac sparrin... e real sparrin's w CHERYL...
20050927
enjoyin life
tis ve got 2 b e most relaxin yet fufillin phase of my sch life...
a typical wkdae...
0900~1100: 2 hrs lec
1100~1400: lunch + pool + slack
1400~1600: 2 hrs tut
1600~1900: train + suntan
1900~2200: wk or slack
2200~0830: slack & zzz
0830~0900: wake up & sch rush
feel so laid-back coz theres nothin much 2 do @ sch & wk... feel lk im on a semi sch-break sem... even sem breaks dun feel lk tis coz im often bored 2 death but tis's diff; althou im mitin e same pple everydae but e @mosphere's juz diff everydae...
tink i suit tis kind of semi hectic yet lax lifestyle... shldnt b livin in sg, mayb i shld move 2 an offshore island in ani part of e world where theres sun, sand & sea; w my own resort & gym doin stuffs w e pple i lk... livin a relaxin life instead of screwin myself out here...
LIFE HERE'S JUZ TOO HECTIC 2 BREATHE, TINK & RELAX; ITS 2 KILL...
IM LUVIN & ENJOYIN MY LIFE NOW!!!
a typical wkdae...
0900~1100: 2 hrs lec
1100~1400: lunch + pool + slack
1400~1600: 2 hrs tut
1600~1900: train + suntan
1900~2200: wk or slack
2200~0830: slack & zzz
0830~0900: wake up & sch rush
feel so laid-back coz theres nothin much 2 do @ sch & wk... feel lk im on a semi sch-break sem... even sem breaks dun feel lk tis coz im often bored 2 death but tis's diff; althou im mitin e same pple everydae but e @mosphere's juz diff everydae...
tink i suit tis kind of semi hectic yet lax lifestyle... shldnt b livin in sg, mayb i shld move 2 an offshore island in ani part of e world where theres sun, sand & sea; w my own resort & gym doin stuffs w e pple i lk... livin a relaxin life instead of screwin myself out here...
LIFE HERE'S JUZ TOO HECTIC 2 BREATHE, TINK & RELAX; ITS 2 KILL...
IM LUVIN & ENJOYIN MY LIFE NOW!!!
20050926
luv & hate m900
i do LUV my m900 but @ e same time HATE it so much...
LUV:
e 1.3 ccd cam
brite screen & lite
flip
mp3
big mem card cap
large sms cap
loud speaker
3 alarms
HATE:
e mp3 size restrictN of 5mb
snail pace in movin pics frm hp mem 2 mem card
snail pace in savin cam pics 2 mem card
e thing i HATE most's tt after i painsakinly move pics over 2 mem card, it cant b OPENED coz its 'CORRUPTED' n coz its 'moved' not copied so all e pics r gone!!! T_T
BLOODY FUCKIN HELL!!!
tis happened 2x 2 my oh~so~impt pics; my nong toom pics & my 56 pics taken @ lavendar consistin of xotic cats n e golden mile supermarket... T_T
SUMTIMES I JUZ 1 2 DUMP OFF TIS HP BUT I NOE I CANT BEAR 2... TIL I FIND ANOTHER HP W E SAME BUILD WHICH R E:
nokia 6270
panasonic sa7/mx7/vs7
LUV:
e 1.3 ccd cam
brite screen & lite
flip
mp3
big mem card cap
large sms cap
loud speaker
3 alarms
HATE:
e mp3 size restrictN of 5mb
snail pace in movin pics frm hp mem 2 mem card
snail pace in savin cam pics 2 mem card
e thing i HATE most's tt after i painsakinly move pics over 2 mem card, it cant b OPENED coz its 'CORRUPTED' n coz its 'moved' not copied so all e pics r gone!!! T_T
BLOODY FUCKIN HELL!!!
tis happened 2x 2 my oh~so~impt pics; my nong toom pics & my 56 pics taken @ lavendar consistin of xotic cats n e golden mile supermarket... T_T
SUMTIMES I JUZ 1 2 DUMP OFF TIS HP BUT I NOE I CANT BEAR 2... TIL I FIND ANOTHER HP W E SAME BUILD WHICH R E:
nokia 6270
panasonic sa7/mx7/vs7
20050924
insurance payout
juz got e offer letter frm e driver's insurance company n my insurance compensatN payout's...
SGD$3000.41!!!
but not all of e $'s goin in2 my pocket...
part of it'll b used 2 pay my outstandin hp bills n mum...
but aniwae its a gd thing tt e case's closed althou my finger's stil in e process of healin n straightenin...
$ n police settled but e physical n psychological me stil isnt...
SGD$3000.41!!!
but not all of e $'s goin in2 my pocket...
part of it'll b used 2 pay my outstandin hp bills n mum...
but aniwae its a gd thing tt e case's closed althou my finger's stil in e process of healin n straightenin...
$ n police settled but e physical n psychological me stil isnt...
20050922
tis's wat i m
Personality Disorder Test Results
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personality tests by similarminds.com
Schizoid Personality Disorder - individual generally detached from social relationships, and shows a narrow range of emotional expression in various social settings.
Schizotypal Personality Disorder - individual is uncomfortable in close relationships, has thought or perceptual distortions, and peculiarities of behavior.
Antisocial Personality Disorder - individual shows a pervasive disregard for, and violation of, the rights of others.
Borderline Personality Disorder - individual shows a generalized pattern of instability in interpersonal relationships, self-image, and observable emotions, and significant impulsiveness.
Avoidant Personality Disorder - individual is socially inhibited, feels inadequate, and is oversensitive to criticism
20050921
muay thai lvl4 #5
cheryl didnt come 4 trainin but i was oso down coz of mon's trainin so no sparrin n nothin much lost... skipped, warmup, shadow, 3xbag wk, 3x padwk, tech spar, 50 pumps n 50 crunches... it wasnt optimal...
tech spar:
rite kick vs push kick
rite kick+out blk+in blk vs out blk+2x rite kick
out blk+rite knee+rite kick vs rite kick+knee blk+out blk
my toe's bruised so its worsen... knee bruise's dispersin but it stil hurts so no left knees n kicks... no trainin til next wk unless i 1 2 worsen it... sigh~
B.O.R.I.N
tech spar:
rite kick vs push kick
rite kick+out blk+in blk vs out blk+2x rite kick
out blk+rite knee+rite kick vs rite kick+knee blk+out blk
my toe's bruised so its worsen... knee bruise's dispersin but it stil hurts so no left knees n kicks... no trainin til next wk unless i 1 2 worsen it... sigh~
B.O.R.I.N
20050919
muay thai lvl4 #4
2dae's trainin's don n me... skipped, warmup, shadow, 3x bagwk [+ 40 low kicks, 40 mid kicks n 20 high kicks], tech spar, 3x spar, 50 pumps n 50 crunches...
tech spar:
kick vs grab+x+left low kick
rite mid kick vs rite low kick
kick vs grab+push+left low kick
sparin's not so gd coz after gettin hit x times i sorta toned down 2 defence n not @tacked so juz got whacked lk crazy... oso coz he's taller n can move outta range faster so its not tt ez 2 hit him n im short so its ez 4 him 2 hit me... w cheryl spar's nv lk tis... i got a BUMP on my left knee frm all his puttin down n my left 'index' toe's oso numb/immobilized frm all e clashin -_-;;;
JOY THESE R JUZ XCUSES!!!
DUN B AFRAID!!!
JUZ CHARGE FWD N WHACK E DAELITES OUTTA HIM!!!
tech spar:
kick vs grab+x+left low kick
rite mid kick vs rite low kick
kick vs grab+push+left low kick
sparin's not so gd coz after gettin hit x times i sorta toned down 2 defence n not @tacked so juz got whacked lk crazy... oso coz he's taller n can move outta range faster so its not tt ez 2 hit him n im short so its ez 4 him 2 hit me... w cheryl spar's nv lk tis... i got a BUMP on my left knee frm all his puttin down n my left 'index' toe's oso numb/immobilized frm all e clashin -_-;;;
JOY THESE R JUZ XCUSES!!!
DUN B AFRAID!!!
JUZ CHARGE FWD N WHACK E DAELITES OUTTA HIM!!!
20050917
after 2 wks of havin nong toom's foto as my main pic resultin in 200+ hits n msgs frm pple sayin 'hi SEXY', askin 2 b frenz n contacts -_-;;; ve 2 say tt im overwhelmed by e 'response' n ve had enuf 'fun' so ve changed e pic 2 a 'face off' pic... wont delete e pic but it wont b e main again... n apparently those tt msged 'hi SEXY' either 1) didnt c e other pics 2) blind 3) juz tokin crap, aniwae thx 'hitters' 4 viewin...
new diy splint frm e alumafoam splint i got sumtime back... wats left 4 me 2 do's 2 kip my finger straight.. no mata how painful, numb n immobilized it gets... sigh~ hopefully after 1 mth it'll b beta.. doc was surprised tt after sucha long recovery time 4 a small injury 4 sum1 lk me eatin vitamin c & calcium supps everydae... n its stil not ok -_-;;;
aniwae thx 2 e eastshore hosp a&e doc n nurses ^_^
20050916
last doc review
last review n did 2 x rays... doc says 2 kip it straight n e x rays showed tt e alignment ve united n its omost anatomical so i dun ve 2 go back liao n can settle e insurance... stil ve 2 take care of it coz pressing it down hard stil hurts so it'll prob take another 1 mth...
it doesnt look ok w e naked eye; oni x rays show it is so...
JUZ VE 2 KIP IT FUCKIN STRAIGHT!!!
it doesnt look ok w e naked eye; oni x rays show it is so...
JUZ VE 2 KIP IT FUCKIN STRAIGHT!!!
20050915
20050914
muay thai lvl4 #3
skipped, warmed up, shadow, 3x bag wk, 1 min push kicks [did 56], 1 min knees [did 80], 3x padwk, 3x spars w cheryl, 50 pumps n 50 whackin crunches...
padwk:
jab+rite hook+left kick
jab+x+2x rite knee+push+rite kick
spars w cheryl was so gd 2dae... tt my studs got knocked out... lots of kicks, punches, grapplins n throws...
LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!
hope e new schedule'll let me train on wed... can jail me in sch aniother daes xcept wed... pls...
padwk:
jab+rite hook+left kick
jab+x+2x rite knee+push+rite kick
spars w cheryl was so gd 2dae... tt my studs got knocked out... lots of kicks, punches, grapplins n throws...
LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!
hope e new schedule'll let me train on wed... can jail me in sch aniother daes xcept wed... pls...
20050910
fresh air 4 women 2 encourage women 2 quit smokin... most of e gals @ my side smoke whereas e guys @ my side dun... haha... its diff 4 pple 2 quit in fact most of em started puffin heavily after startin 2 wk coz they say its stress n those shit... 4 me its stil nothin but inconstructive shit... no1 forces u 2 puff its u who 1 2 puff... so stop denyin n blame pushin...
i want 2 quit smokin sg site... after ytd's lunch w e guys i realized tt every1 more or less ve @ least had a stix puffed once... seems tt my old sch tinkin's way outta league... althou i hope tt no 1 smokes but its evident now tt everyware n aniware there r puffers of diff °s ard... im e oni xceptN; who noes 1 dae i may ve 1 in my mouth althou all i do now's 2 hold it between my fingers...
20050909
20050907
muay thai lvl4 #2
skipped, shadow, 3x bagwk, 3x padwk, tech spar, 50 pumps n 50 whackin crunches...
tech spar:
x+left hook vs bend backwards+x+left hook
left blk+rite knee+rite kick
2x jab+2x rite kick
2x rite kick vs left out blk+side push kick
2x rite kick vs left low push kick+grab+rite low kick
jab+x+left hook+rite kick
v long since i last held pads n im down @ it sigh~ but 2dae was full attendance haha
tech spar:
x+left hook vs bend backwards+x+left hook
left blk+rite knee+rite kick
2x jab+2x rite kick
2x rite kick vs left out blk+side push kick
2x rite kick vs left low push kick+grab+rite low kick
jab+x+left hook+rite kick
v long since i last held pads n im down @ it sigh~ but 2dae was full attendance haha
20050906
I DUN VE A SCH
IM OFFICIALLY SCHLESS!!!
no more ait yet not informatics
i blong 2 noware n no 1
no sch
no lecturers
no assignments
noware 2 go
juz wait 4 e xam papers 2 come
sigh 1st time study til e sch disappears
is casetrust gd or bad?
is it too drastic?
r e requirements too strict or inflexible?
kipin 2 rules but sacrifice thousands of others
students schless
staff jobless
pple confused n angry
its lk throwin pple in2 hell in e name of e govt
is e sch reali tt bad after 13 yrs?
lyin management
kipin pple in e dark
stil in denial after e facts r xposed
shld they ve opened it up early than hit pple lk a meteorite hits earth?
is it tt fucked up
we lost him n he left an angry man
we stil ve her hangin on 2 us
SIGH...
ITS E END...
THERES NO TURNIN BACK...
GAME OVER...
no more ait yet not informatics
i blong 2 noware n no 1
no sch
no lecturers
no assignments
noware 2 go
juz wait 4 e xam papers 2 come
sigh 1st time study til e sch disappears
is casetrust gd or bad?
is it too drastic?
r e requirements too strict or inflexible?
kipin 2 rules but sacrifice thousands of others
students schless
staff jobless
pple confused n angry
its lk throwin pple in2 hell in e name of e govt
is e sch reali tt bad after 13 yrs?
lyin management
kipin pple in e dark
stil in denial after e facts r xposed
shld they ve opened it up early than hit pple lk a meteorite hits earth?
is it tt fucked up
we lost him n he left an angry man
we stil ve her hangin on 2 us
SIGH...
ITS E END...
THERES NO TURNIN BACK...
GAME OVER...
20050905
muay thai lvl4 #1
schs cancelled sigh~ wonder whens e next sch dae @ ware...
skipped, warmup, shadow, 2x bag wk, tech spar, 1x spar w don, 1x spar w joy, 50 pumps, 50 1/2 crunches n 20 full crunches...
tech spar:
jab+x+rite knee
jab+x+rite knee+rite kick
blk+rite knee+ kick vs kick+push+kick
sparrin wasnt optimal w don e runner coz hes always runnin abt... + hes tall so its not ez 2 hit him -_-;;;
spar w joy was v motivated... kicks, punches, blks, push kicks, everythin... leg got grabbed n thrown was i... but its a good spar...
althou im @ 'lvl4' coz of e # of lessons taken but my fight quality n std arent up there yet...
skipped, warmup, shadow, 2x bag wk, tech spar, 1x spar w don, 1x spar w joy, 50 pumps, 50 1/2 crunches n 20 full crunches...
tech spar:
jab+x+rite knee
jab+x+rite knee+rite kick
blk+rite knee+ kick vs kick+push+kick
sparrin wasnt optimal w don e runner coz hes always runnin abt... + hes tall so its not ez 2 hit him -_-;;;
spar w joy was v motivated... kicks, punches, blks, push kicks, everythin... leg got grabbed n thrown was i... but its a good spar...
althou im @ 'lvl4' coz of e # of lessons taken but my fight quality n std arent up there yet...
sigh
class @ ait stamford lata
wonder where it'll b after tt
wonder who'll b standin in front of me after tt
happy oso 1 dae
sad oso 1 dae
wk/study oso 1 dae
no wk/study oso 1 dae
bz oso 1 dae
slack oso 1 dae
mind buggin oso 1 dae
mind laxin oso 1 dae
no mata wat happens
e planet stil spins
it doesnt stop 4 1 individual
time stil passes
so y not relax
y frown n fret over wat havent happened or try 2 anticipate wat'll happen
coz wat u tink may differ frm wat'll happen
since we cant c e future
take a step @ a time 4 uncertainties
cont ur way when things r certain
wish tis's but a dream
not e nitemare
life'll nv b e same
w/o e same place
w/o e same pple
wonder where it'll b after tt
wonder who'll b standin in front of me after tt
happy oso 1 dae
sad oso 1 dae
wk/study oso 1 dae
no wk/study oso 1 dae
bz oso 1 dae
slack oso 1 dae
mind buggin oso 1 dae
mind laxin oso 1 dae
no mata wat happens
e planet stil spins
it doesnt stop 4 1 individual
time stil passes
so y not relax
y frown n fret over wat havent happened or try 2 anticipate wat'll happen
coz wat u tink may differ frm wat'll happen
since we cant c e future
take a step @ a time 4 uncertainties
cont ur way when things r certain
wish tis's but a dream
not e nitemare
life'll nv b e same
w/o e same place
w/o e same pple
20050903
boxin cabaret
finali got e tixs thou its quite far back... oso got another 'beautiful boxer' vcd coz didnt xpect an autograph sessN so didnt bring mine -_-"
e show was abt 1 hr n its reali nongtoom & babe, her 'partner'... comprise of 6 rounds:
wai kru: v modern wai kru w likay [trad thai dance]
nong toom vs u: +ve interactN w e audience; she invited 2 guys up 2 'dance' w her haha
nong toom vs man: e men women luv, e men men luv n e men she luvs; BRUCE LEE!!!
nong toom vs love: her x bf n her
nong toom vs idol: choregraphed dance moves of shooter angelina jolie, fightin michelle yeoh n 棍 wieldin 花木蘭
nong toom vs muaythai: how muaythai n her coach, pika changed her life
nong toom vs nong toom: e old nong toom n e new nong toom
there were thai, chinese n english songs in e show n of her own xperiences since tis's abt her life... abt her gettin rejected by e public, get ogled @ by immigratN officers n pple sayin 'his boobs look real'... 2 us its funny but 2 her its a long way down frm e time she decided 2 fulfil her wish 2 b a woman...
after tt was an autograph sessN n she signed e vcd i got n i was bz cammin her ^_^ @ e end kk n i took a pic w her... but e pics didnt turn out as clear as i tot sigh~ but aniwae its a wish come true ^_^
HE FIGHTS LIKE A MAN SO HE CAN BCOME A WOMAN
NOW SHE IS A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN
20050902
20050901
flunked again...
sigh i
F.L.U.N.K.E.D
my tp again...
e warmup wasnt tt bad but e test wasnt so... crank n s coz, dir change n up slope was ok juz tt parkin... parallel n vertical both strike pole... + abit here n there = 44 pts... on top of tt it was rainin... if i cleared e circuit i wld ve passed w 18 pts...
stil noe nuts abt sch... dunno e schedule... dunno e lecturers... hope they'll all make it over...
wanted 2 cycle 2 e hawker 2 get food on e v high joy's bike... didnt reach there coz of e rain n came back 1/2 wet...
SIGH...
F.L.U.N.K.E.D
my tp again...
e warmup wasnt tt bad but e test wasnt so... crank n s coz, dir change n up slope was ok juz tt parkin... parallel n vertical both strike pole... + abit here n there = 44 pts... on top of tt it was rainin... if i cleared e circuit i wld ve passed w 18 pts...
stil noe nuts abt sch... dunno e schedule... dunno e lecturers... hope they'll all make it over...
wanted 2 cycle 2 e hawker 2 get food on e v high joy's bike... didnt reach there coz of e rain n came back 1/2 wet...
SIGH...
20050831
WAT E BLOODY FUCK IS TIS???!!!
juz got #1 'MOST FUCKED UP NEWS' tis yr...
MY SCH, AIT ACADEMY IS 'MERGED' [or rather swallowed] W E FUCKED UP $ SUXIN INFORMATICS N ALL OF US R MOVIN OVER 2 JURONG EAST!!! w a portion of e ait populatN...
its not juz last min but damn shockin... suddenly it defeats e purpose of me choosin 2 study here instead of flyin over...
BLOODY DAMN FUCKED UP SHIT!!!
suddenly my life n plans r all smashed, messed n fucked up...
feel aimless... unmotivated... meaninless...
juz thrown in2 a bottomless pit of uncertainties n confusNs...
lost in e pit unable 2 climb outta it...
MY SCH, AIT ACADEMY IS 'MERGED' [or rather swallowed] W E FUCKED UP $ SUXIN INFORMATICS N ALL OF US R MOVIN OVER 2 JURONG EAST!!! w a portion of e ait populatN...
its not juz last min but damn shockin... suddenly it defeats e purpose of me choosin 2 study here instead of flyin over...
BLOODY DAMN FUCKED UP SHIT!!!
suddenly my life n plans r all smashed, messed n fucked up...
feel aimless... unmotivated... meaninless...
juz thrown in2 a bottomless pit of uncertainties n confusNs...
lost in e pit unable 2 climb outta it...
students r not e worst coz we stil sumware 2 study; e diploma students ve a choice 2 cont or quit, us we cont since we r near e end... but e lecturers n admin staffs they either r goin or gone... our side ve zoohan n suhendry tt r of main concern coz w/o em its gona b difficult n different 2 cont... hope they'll go, after all weve been 2gether since 1 yr ago...
sigh life'll b v diff 4 tis 3 mths...
I HATE SCH!!! I DUN 1 2 GO 2 SCH!!!
20050829
muay thai lvl3 #20
skipped, shadow, 2x bagwk, 10x left & rite low, mid & high push kicks, 3x padwk, 2x spars w joy, 50 pumps, 50 glove smackin crunches n 10 pull-ups...
e high push kick's reali high 2 hit e person's head but e back leg ve 2 b strong enuf 2 support coz e angle's abt 135°; if u miz u'll get kicked down...
cldnt do e pullups coz im juz TOO DAMN SHORT!!! even jumpin oso cant reach so joy let me stand on a chair haha...
sparrin was aggressive w joy usin his high kicks so had 2 blk high n most of e kicks landed on my rite forearm resultin in a 10c coin diametered bump, 1st 1 in 13 mths -_-;;; used omost every kick moves ive; high, mid, low kicks & push kicks, knees but stil didnt get him... sigh~ oso was pantin lk a dead cat... tink my insomnia's affectin e stamina greatly...
after trainin went joggin in e fort rd dir, u-turn @ e end of e car park n back... took ard 25 mins... not bad 4 my 1st jog in 16 mths...
goin 2 b leg achin w a few more bruises & bumps tmr...
dinner's a bowl of grn bean soup + a pack of h2omelon & honeydew; healthy n fruit diet...
e high push kick's reali high 2 hit e person's head but e back leg ve 2 b strong enuf 2 support coz e angle's abt 135°; if u miz u'll get kicked down...
cldnt do e pullups coz im juz TOO DAMN SHORT!!! even jumpin oso cant reach so joy let me stand on a chair haha...
sparrin was aggressive w joy usin his high kicks so had 2 blk high n most of e kicks landed on my rite forearm resultin in a 10c coin diametered bump, 1st 1 in 13 mths -_-;;; used omost every kick moves ive; high, mid, low kicks & push kicks, knees but stil didnt get him... sigh~ oso was pantin lk a dead cat... tink my insomnia's affectin e stamina greatly...
after trainin went joggin in e fort rd dir, u-turn @ e end of e car park n back... took ard 25 mins... not bad 4 my 1st jog in 16 mths...
goin 2 b leg achin w a few more bruises & bumps tmr...
dinner's a bowl of grn bean soup + a pack of h2omelon & honeydew; healthy n fruit diet...
20050828
drivin prac #21 + e 'xtraordinary' sundae...
circuit was xcellent oni once in e crank coz tt i went up e kerb coz i turned too slowly... parkin's beta 0 errors since i was goin @ 0 velocity... up n down slope was a swift... xcept tt i 4got 2 look...
IM CONFIDENT TT I'LL PASS TIS TIME!!!
IM NOT GOIN 2 B BEATEN BY NERVOUSITY!!!
IM GOIN 2 B REAL STEADY N CALM!!!
dun care whos e tester!!!
after tt got a msg frm kk tt she 1s 2 slpover coz her place's 'invaded'... aniwae met @ bugis n saw a few jackets @ ff men w 2 diff designs n materials but cost <$50 w/in budget so gona get it next mth ^_^ so we went back hm n juz coolly told my mum tt shes gona zzz here 2nite n got e spare bed, 2 wollen blankets n pillow out... played w her ps2 'dynasty warriors 5', she brought her ps2 n games out when she 跑路; even wanted 2 bring her cat out -_-;;; zzz, woke up, watched tv, market 2 eat, back hm, dinner... dinner was whole crab noodles @ $8!!! [kks n i tink its cheap], pork rib noodles [okasan], fish soup [me] n rojak... hm n she went hm liao...
y sundaes xtraordinary???
1. its not everydae tt i wake up 2 c sum1 zzz in e same rm
2. i get 2 on e aircon
3. my bed's slanted
4. not every1 gets 2 zzz @ my place w/o interrogatN
e conflictin thing's y i cant stay out late or zzz @ pple's place???!!!
IM CONFIDENT TT I'LL PASS TIS TIME!!!
IM NOT GOIN 2 B BEATEN BY NERVOUSITY!!!
IM GOIN 2 B REAL STEADY N CALM!!!
dun care whos e tester!!!
after tt got a msg frm kk tt she 1s 2 slpover coz her place's 'invaded'... aniwae met @ bugis n saw a few jackets @ ff men w 2 diff designs n materials but cost <$50 w/in budget so gona get it next mth ^_^ so we went back hm n juz coolly told my mum tt shes gona zzz here 2nite n got e spare bed, 2 wollen blankets n pillow out... played w her ps2 'dynasty warriors 5', she brought her ps2 n games out when she 跑路; even wanted 2 bring her cat out -_-;;; zzz, woke up, watched tv, market 2 eat, back hm, dinner... dinner was whole crab noodles @ $8!!! [kks n i tink its cheap], pork rib noodles [okasan], fish soup [me] n rojak... hm n she went hm liao...
y sundaes xtraordinary???
1. its not everydae tt i wake up 2 c sum1 zzz in e same rm
2. i get 2 on e aircon
3. my bed's slanted
4. not every1 gets 2 zzz @ my place w/o interrogatN
e conflictin thing's y i cant stay out late or zzz @ pple's place???!!!
20050825
its surprised 2 receive a pm frm a hwzoner askin me if he cld post my m900 pics @ his mobile site reali flattered ^_^
pics url:
cosplay gundam
baygon
doraemon & tofu
jap mini steamboat
fortune cat fig
sheepy bus
strepsils ad
blue flower
red flower buds
maid poster
herbie e luv bug
spotted herbie #61
juz saw a herbie outside sch!!! except tt its baby blue n white w a #61 decal pasted quite high... other den tt its a HERBIE!!! interior's maroon leather w e vintage steerin wheel... he even had a visor in front...
went 2 hmv n saw tis...
herbie dvd collectN w 4 movies + 1 special @...
$129.95!!!
-_-;;; if i ve $ 2 throw i'll get it or mayb i'll 4 xmas or thru other means... coz...
HERBIE IS SO...
VINTAGE
UNIQUE
STUNNIN
CUTE!!!
I 1 A HERBIE!!!
20050824
hmm...
start track: 南拳媽媽 - 原來
got a msg frm ah beng last nite; v long since he last msged me n v v long since i last saw him after he went ns, mayb 2-3 yrs liao... reali tt long...
juz now was @ mac w kk den we were tokin:
me: v long i nv go ktv, v long i nv chiong, v long i nv play pool n v long i nv play mahjong liao...
kk: all of us play mahjong til sian liao den u say u 1 2 play...
me: all along i 1 2 play but u all dun let me play...
kk: coz u dun dare 2 bet/gamble...
me: coz im NOT WKIN mah but den reali v long nv ktv/chiong/play pool liao...
kk: coz all ur time's sch, wk, muaythai, drive mah...
den i was tinkin its kinda true since e start of tis yr... e pple ive been mitin n seein seems 2 b e same grp of pple; those @ e gym, those @ sch, those @ hm, 張果老, kk, thing n e occasional pple tt pop up...
suddenly alot of pple r missed out... most of e guys r @ ns so no nid 2 say liao... but there r oso others who r outta tt category but there havent been much contact [call/msg/mit/msn]... suddenly my 'social' circle ve shrinked... in e past theres stil msnin but now it seems tt e internet isnt utilized fully 2 enhance p2p comm... lucky theres friendster 2 'noe' their recents [if they update or r on it -_-;;;]
tink e past me had a more colorful life; mitin diff pple @ diff times, havin diff topics frm diff pple w diff lifestyles, perspectives n age grps... now all seems 2 ve vanished...
mayb its bein broke tts makin me not venture out coz now $ seems so impt yet im alwaz short of it... but e change of lifestyle ve oso mellowed me down frm bein e speaker-mouthed n whackin person 2 a 'tamed' person tt tinks of nothin xcept ZZZ all dae n nite long [is tt so???] takin things as they come n dwells in last min wk aggressN... tink ive morphed in2 a hibernator tts gd; @ least bein hm bound saves $ n builds a healthier lifestyle; bein myself, b direct n not 2 face pple i dread 2... maskin's tirin n unhealthy 2 p2p comm...
suddenly i 1 2 mass msg pple n remind e world tt...
JOY'S STIL ALIVE N KICKIN!!!
ASK ME OUTTA SUMTIMES!!!
else msg/call/msn oso can haha...
is it me isolatin frm e world, kickin out pple???...
or e world ve abandoned or given up on me???...
end track: eason chan - 新美人注義
got a msg frm ah beng last nite; v long since he last msged me n v v long since i last saw him after he went ns, mayb 2-3 yrs liao... reali tt long...
juz now was @ mac w kk den we were tokin:
me: v long i nv go ktv, v long i nv chiong, v long i nv play pool n v long i nv play mahjong liao...
kk: all of us play mahjong til sian liao den u say u 1 2 play...
me: all along i 1 2 play but u all dun let me play...
kk: coz u dun dare 2 bet/gamble...
me: coz im NOT WKIN mah but den reali v long nv ktv/chiong/play pool liao...
kk: coz all ur time's sch, wk, muaythai, drive mah...
den i was tinkin its kinda true since e start of tis yr... e pple ive been mitin n seein seems 2 b e same grp of pple; those @ e gym, those @ sch, those @ hm, 張果老, kk, thing n e occasional pple tt pop up...
suddenly alot of pple r missed out... most of e guys r @ ns so no nid 2 say liao... but there r oso others who r outta tt category but there havent been much contact [call/msg/mit/msn]... suddenly my 'social' circle ve shrinked... in e past theres stil msnin but now it seems tt e internet isnt utilized fully 2 enhance p2p comm... lucky theres friendster 2 'noe' their recents [if they update or r on it -_-;;;]
tink e past me had a more colorful life; mitin diff pple @ diff times, havin diff topics frm diff pple w diff lifestyles, perspectives n age grps... now all seems 2 ve vanished...
mayb its bein broke tts makin me not venture out coz now $ seems so impt yet im alwaz short of it... but e change of lifestyle ve oso mellowed me down frm bein e speaker-mouthed n whackin person 2 a 'tamed' person tt tinks of nothin xcept ZZZ all dae n nite long [is tt so???] takin things as they come n dwells in last min wk aggressN... tink ive morphed in2 a hibernator tts gd; @ least bein hm bound saves $ n builds a healthier lifestyle; bein myself, b direct n not 2 face pple i dread 2... maskin's tirin n unhealthy 2 p2p comm...
suddenly i 1 2 mass msg pple n remind e world tt...
JOY'S STIL ALIVE N KICKIN!!!
ASK ME OUTTA SUMTIMES!!!
else msg/call/msn oso can haha...
is it me isolatin frm e world, kickin out pple???...
or e world ve abandoned or given up on me???...
end track: eason chan - 新美人注義
20050822
muay thai lvl3 #19
start track: lush995
no lec coz mr s's on leave so had more zzz hehe...
skipped, shadow, 2x bagwk, 10x 2x kicks [left n rite low, mid n high], tech spar, 2x spar w joy, 1x spar w don, 1x spar w alvin, 50 pumps n 50 whackin crunches...
until now i stil kick w my ankles n instep hittin e bag... tried adjustin but seems it'll stil hit; inflictin unknown damage... sigh~
not feelin tt tired but those 2 guys r lk jumpin monkeys; runnin n jumpin ard -_-;;; v motivated 2 fight back w joy tis time round... but aniwae its a gd xp 2 spar w newbies thou they ve e height advantage...
end track: lush995
no lec coz mr s's on leave so had more zzz hehe...
skipped, shadow, 2x bagwk, 10x 2x kicks [left n rite low, mid n high], tech spar, 2x spar w joy, 1x spar w don, 1x spar w alvin, 50 pumps n 50 whackin crunches...
until now i stil kick w my ankles n instep hittin e bag... tried adjustin but seems it'll stil hit; inflictin unknown damage... sigh~
not feelin tt tired but those 2 guys r lk jumpin monkeys; runnin n jumpin ard -_-;;; v motivated 2 fight back w joy tis time round... but aniwae its a gd xp 2 spar w newbies thou they ve e height advantage...
end track: lush995
20050820
drivin prac #20
wah lao eh i got a fuckin cab driver tt dunno e way ard n brought me 1 big round 2 stil rd instead of goin via ecp marine parade... stil ask me 2 guide him thru ubi 2 get me 2 cdc...
FUCKIN HELL!!!
got cheated... n stil can charge me $1 LESS!!! $9 = hm 2 tp; even frm hm 2 e gym oso $6 n yet tis bloody ass took $9!!! i told him 2 go e fastest way n he took e 'longest way'!!! wah lao eh!!! im broke til e bits liao n yet stil get slained...
BLOODY $ SUXIN CABBIES!!! [its a comfort]
went in2 e circuit n it was quite well, e dir change, s n crank coz didnt strike kerb, parkin didnt bang poles, slopes didnt roll off; if can maintain tis way durin tp den shld b able 2 pass tis time round... on e rd was quite smooth... wishin, hopin, prayin n practisin hard now...
FUCKIN HELL!!!
got cheated... n stil can charge me $1 LESS!!! $9 = hm 2 tp; even frm hm 2 e gym oso $6 n yet tis bloody ass took $9!!! i told him 2 go e fastest way n he took e 'longest way'!!! wah lao eh!!! im broke til e bits liao n yet stil get slained...
BLOODY $ SUXIN CABBIES!!! [its a comfort]
went in2 e circuit n it was quite well, e dir change, s n crank coz didnt strike kerb, parkin didnt bang poles, slopes didnt roll off; if can maintain tis way durin tp den shld b able 2 pass tis time round... on e rd was quite smooth... wishin, hopin, prayin n practisin hard now...
20050819
doc review #3
lost e appointment card, not enuf cash or nets 2 bill so its 1/2 1/2; alittle troublesome 4 e understandin cashier...
was v truthful 2 e doc tt i trained w e left hand in e glove w both e mid n ring fingers tied 2gether... went 4 another x-ray tt showed e finger movin back 2 place...
s~l~o~w~l~y
or was it deceptN since i straightened it when e x-ray was taken... but @ least its healin??? tink can cont trainin normally w/o e glove yet... pressin it down hard's painful as usual...
2dae's e 15th dae of e 7th mth n pple r burnin so there goes my nose... smoked n suffocated...
was v truthful 2 e doc tt i trained w e left hand in e glove w both e mid n ring fingers tied 2gether... went 4 another x-ray tt showed e finger movin back 2 place...
s~l~o~w~l~y
or was it deceptN since i straightened it when e x-ray was taken... but @ least its healin??? tink can cont trainin normally w/o e glove yet... pressin it down hard's painful as usual...
2dae's e 15th dae of e 7th mth n pple r burnin so there goes my nose... smoked n suffocated...
reservist nite out
joe's goin back 2 camp 4 5 wks so he 1s 2 enjoy his remainin 4 daes in civilisatN so we [joe, joy, zach n me] went out after wk haha it was a great nite, thx joe ^_^
1st we went 2 a cooked food @ kembangan n had fried hokkien prawn noodles, bbq chix wings n 帝王苗... a pair of cats were there n they r so CUTE!!! either silbings or couple haha den toked there abt drinkin???!!!
next all e way down 2 marina south on e ecp... played snooker; 1st time in my life haha e table's damn big lor but there was oso a pair of xtra long cue n rest so not tt bad... oni managed 2 hit in a few in e 2 long games -_-" but ve 2 say tt all of em r gd especially joe... 真人不露相... after tt went down 2 e arcade 2 race haha... den back hm liao...
started readin 'angels n demons' after i reached e gym @ 1400 n finished it @ 0400... took abt 12 hrs??? its a nice bk, cant stop readin haha next'll b 'da vinci code' stil ve another 3-5 bks on e list if i ve spare 4 em -_-;;; bks r a costly investment...
joe said there'll prob b another fight in oct n after he's back mayb'll organize an in-hse fight if theres time n mayb i'll ve a chance 2 fight yeah!!! start trainin n downsizin else lata get whacked...
1st we went 2 a cooked food @ kembangan n had fried hokkien prawn noodles, bbq chix wings n 帝王苗... a pair of cats were there n they r so CUTE!!! either silbings or couple haha den toked there abt drinkin???!!!
next all e way down 2 marina south on e ecp... played snooker; 1st time in my life haha e table's damn big lor but there was oso a pair of xtra long cue n rest so not tt bad... oni managed 2 hit in a few in e 2 long games -_-" but ve 2 say tt all of em r gd especially joe... 真人不露相... after tt went down 2 e arcade 2 race haha... den back hm liao...
started readin 'angels n demons' after i reached e gym @ 1400 n finished it @ 0400... took abt 12 hrs??? its a nice bk, cant stop readin haha next'll b 'da vinci code' stil ve another 3-5 bks on e list if i ve spare 4 em -_-;;; bks r a costly investment...
joe said there'll prob b another fight in oct n after he's back mayb'll organize an in-hse fight if theres time n mayb i'll ve a chance 2 fight yeah!!! start trainin n downsizin else lata get whacked...
20050817
muay thai lvl3 #18
start track: lush995
oni 1 tut n dun ve 2 rot 4 3 hrs so came down 2 e gym 2 train ~yeah~ mr s 'granted' my wish
skipped, warmup, shadow, 3x bagwk, 10x 2x left/rite low, mid n high kicks = 120 KICKS!!! tech spar, 3x spar w cheryl, 60 pumps, 60 crunches, 30 bends... last trainin on wed til 3 mths lata, til den prob train alone T_T
trained w e left hard 2dae... reali heck abt e finger liao... actuali can put in n punch painlessly but e movement'll affect til which xtent's another thing... juz bein wilful n reckless... but it was a gd train n spar ^_^
tech spar:
jab+x+hook vs blk+blk+rite blk
jab+x+hook+rite kick vs blk+blk+rite blk+left blk
blk+2x rite kick+left kick vs rite kick+left out blk+left in blk+left out blk
rat sent me hm in e WRX!!! coz joe wasnt ard hehehe... we saw a red skyliner on e way back but e tail sux coz its e metal frame...
end track: lush995
oni 1 tut n dun ve 2 rot 4 3 hrs so came down 2 e gym 2 train ~yeah~ mr s 'granted' my wish
skipped, warmup, shadow, 3x bagwk, 10x 2x left/rite low, mid n high kicks = 120 KICKS!!! tech spar, 3x spar w cheryl, 60 pumps, 60 crunches, 30 bends... last trainin on wed til 3 mths lata, til den prob train alone T_T
trained w e left hard 2dae... reali heck abt e finger liao... actuali can put in n punch painlessly but e movement'll affect til which xtent's another thing... juz bein wilful n reckless... but it was a gd train n spar ^_^
tech spar:
jab+x+hook vs blk+blk+rite blk
jab+x+hook+rite kick vs blk+blk+rite blk+left blk
blk+2x rite kick+left kick vs rite kick+left out blk+left in blk+left out blk
rat sent me hm in e WRX!!! coz joe wasnt ard hehehe... we saw a red skyliner on e way back but e tail sux coz its e metal frame...
end track: lush995
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