20040930

im disfigured

start track: ocean - 咻^3

got face inflammatN due 2 unknown bug bites toxin allergy... 1/2 face + left lower arm n leg w red itchy patches n spots -_-" now i look lk 鍾無艷; everythin on e left side... e doc doesnt noe wats wrong n gave me lotsa med n cream... hope it recover soon else i'll realli b e 'hellious lookin 偵子' T_T

end track: hacken - 紅日

20040929

luv^3

start track: jacky - 我真的受傷了

seems tt no matter who im w, m or f, it'll ve 2 get past those ard me... whether they accept or wateva, it'll ve 2 em... mayb tts y im nv in 1... coz of e pressure n tax in sum sense mayb frenz juz seem 2 matter more 2 me den luv... i dun live 4 em but cant lose em... not worth losin frenz 4 luv... mayb they ve 'defined' e type 4 me... i dunno, prob wont tink of it @ least til tis sem...

quite unbelievable rite? sum1 who ve nv been in a relatNship @ all... whereas others may b in x relatNships liao... haha~ aint a despo 4 luv but luv's pt n parcel of life...

if u r ve nv been in luv, u ve not lived fully 4 u ve not xperienced e happiness n sadness of it
2 say, accept, b 2gether, accomodate nids e courage of 2, tts y luv's between u & i
- sum1 -

end track: jacky - let me go

20040927

yr end hp galore

many power hps r launchin @ yr end... ruled out a few tt i lk... candy bars r out unless they r more power...

motorola mpx220 - 260k tft, win2k3 os, bluetooth, 1.3 mp cam, mini-sd clamshell
motorola v3 - 65k tft, slim sleek, bluetooth, 4x zoom vga cam clamshell
panasonic x700 - 65k tft, symbian 7.0, bluetooth, 4x zoom vga cam, mini-sd clamshell
lg t5100 - 260k tft, 1.3 mp cam clamshell
siemens sl65 - 65k tft, 5x zoom vga cam slide factor
nokia 6260 - 65k tft,bluetooth, 4x zoom vga cam, mmc clamshell

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20040926

偵子媽媽's back

start track: leehom - 永遠的第一天

after 8 days in tasmania, 偵子媽媽's back finally... end of havoc days [didnt reali havoc juz messed up e place tts e max] well she came back w lotsa chocolates, mashmallows, tuna, liquor hehe... waited 4 abt 1 hr @ e airport den took a maxi cab [1st timer ^_^ foc sumore] w martin, lily n tis fat gal... seemed 偵子媽媽 ko-ed on e plane [mayb coz high air pressure = lack of oxygen + stuffy n noisy environment] n she sat @ e biz class 4 abt 1/2 of e flight~ lucky man... 1/2 price air tix + 1/2 flight biz class so gd... had porridge... tink ginger's reali quite cheap... there was stixs of em in it... n we had 2 big bowls of leftovers... can slowly eat liao...

tasmania pics comin soon ~ check out @ 'let me die'

end track: yan zi - 不是真的愛我

20040925

herstory idol

start track: dj punk - get e party started

went 2 mox w kk n seth after sch... it was herstory idol semi 2nite...

had dinner @ bugis den walked e way up there... not reali tt near yet not tt far... contradictin...
reached there @ 9+ n waited til 11+ den e event started...
thing, lorraine+alac, anne+ejun, xintian, alvin, ash n mani others were there n e whole place's packed... indoors n open air either squeeze thru or juz stay stil -_-"
aniwae seth got in so off she goes 2 e end ^_^

end track: sash - adelante

20040924

anata wakata?

start track: avril - complicated

did u get wat i mean n yet remain hopeful...
or u got it but stil self-deceivin...
either way i hope 2 ve more time...
2 noe each other... b4 we tink further...
im unprepared 4 a jump-in w/o plannin...
not tt im avoidin or turnin off...

end track: avril - happy endin

20040923

muay thai lvl 2 #3

start track: kaveh - shadow dance

went 2 e spa @ 12 2 do e treatments, tink my endurance went down liao... e intensity wasnt v high yet i cant take it... -_-" supposed 2 b lynn but in e end turned 2 e 'witch' omg~ aniwae its over n done w liao...

went 2 get my gear den go trainin... took time 2 wrap my hands n did sum skipin & bagwk... 2dae's shadown was on e ring [quite weird therefore amanda, cheryl n me were lookin @ each other~] after tt we moved 2 e bags n did bagwk... alternatin 2 do padwk w joe [punchin n kickin], after tt was sparin... 2x w joe; dunno if its he reduced e intensity on me or i can cope beta w his moves liao but tis wk not whacked as badly as last wk ^_^ but stil shack~ tink ve 2 + e intensity of conditNin liao else realliy'll ko 1 dae...

but stil got injured... tink pulled a muscle when getin on2 e ring... now cant walk properly liao... tmr ve 2 go c 鐵打... $ fly away~ T_T

pple tinkin who kaveh's, he's 1 of e ethnic fusN composer i found @ http://music.download.com
ethnic fusN = culture music [can b considered as new age]

end track: kaveh - last hope

20040922

can we start as 普通朋友?

start track: david - 普通朋友

等待 我隨時隨地在等待 做你感情上的依賴
我沒有任何的疑問 這是愛
我猜 你早就想要說明白 我覺得自己好失敗
從天堂掉落到深淵 多無奈
我願意改變 (what can I do?)
重新再來一遍 (just give me chance)
我無法只是普通朋友 感情已那麼深 叫我怎麼能收手
但你說 I only want to be your friend 做個朋友
我猜妳心中只是 just a friend 不是情人
我感激妳對我這樣的坦白 但我給你的愛暫時收不回來
So I 我不能只是 be your friend
I just can't be your friend no,no,no,
我不能只是做你的朋友 不能只是做普通朋友

end track: david - 普通朋友

20040920

p2p

start track: ashlee simpson - shadow

inter-personal relationships can b v interestin... @ 1 pt of time 2 persons can hang out day in day out however mayb e intensity wears out juz as fast; when e negative stuff starts 2 surface, e chemistry decomposes n evaporates... by e time e drift starts 2 appear, its game over time...

den u lose e 'initiative' 2 tok n keep.in.touch n when u c tt person u rather act 'tao' or avoid... 4 beta cases, mayb u mit on e streets n stil stop n chat awhile...

norm e negative stuff's @titude; sum'll say 'in e past u can bear w it, y's it now u cannot?' howeva bearin requires a great amt of patience n i admit i dun ve tt much... rather den be bad 2 urself [leadin a 'double' life]; y not juz give up e whole damn thing... mayb its beta 4 all... quite sad but it'll wk out well after time...

end track: groove coverage - she

20040919

online

start track: deep spirit - lonely

wheneva im online, whether in e dae or nite, i noe im nv alone... there r millions of other pple online thou i dunno em... there's oso net radio 2 entertain me... irc, msn, icq w chatters 2 tok 2... communities lk tones4u, keep.in.touch, frenster, fridae, multiply 2 roam abt... n of coz blogs 2 read abt others survivin on e same planet~ ^_^

sg clubin music
sg power music

no 1 can build anithin however tt build can nv b completed w tt sum1 who started it

end track: jay sean - eyes on u

20040917

home alone~

start track: maroon 5 - woman

偵子媽媽's on holidae @ tasmania... flew @ 1709:2008 2nite n will b back @ 2509:2230 so i ve xactly 8 days of e hse 2 me ^_^ but of coz apart of invitin mess, i'll prob b spendin time wkin out 2 recover e lost phy strength -_-" [got thrashed yesterdae by joe T_T] n bangin on assignments... ve 2 recover lost intellectual property else i'll suffer durin e xams revisN...

borin life thou i ve e freedom...
少了天時地理人和,甚麼都不爽...

end track: f.i.r - lydia

20040916

muay thai lvl 2 #2

start track: dashboard confessional - vindicated

finally back 2 trainin after 2 wks of rest...

self trained [skippin, punchin, kickin, shadow]
den trainin started... all was quite smooth; juz tt my legs seemed 2 b weak tt i cant push kick hard... den up 2 e ring where i die there... -_-" tink my stamina's really down [2 wks rest - 6 wks baxic = -20 power] tink i got 2 do alot of conditNin else i'll realli pi there... got whacked n kicked by joe [2nd earhole bleed & e 1st earhole stud knocked off]; not fast enuff 2 dodge, block n of coz no counter... even e sisters can kill me... o man... gotta train ultra hard 2 make up 4 e 2 wks...

so mani things 2 do yet so little time...

1. 231 assignment 1 @ 2209

2. 334 assignment 2 @ 0810
3. 327 assignment 2 @ 0610
4. spd blade train legs
5. muay thai techniques recap n enhancement
6. strength trainin
7. skippin train stamina
8. pumpin n crunchin

got 2 do time n cost management on myself else cfm cant survive T_T everythin on earth nids $$$... y no freebies... ('?') higher livin std = increase livin costs?

end track: jet - hold on

20040910

finally back 2 trainin

start track: cascada - badboy

yeah finally after 2 wks + of restin n healin i can pivot my feets, meanin i can go back n train liao ^_^ really missed trainin... gettin boxed by joe hehe... bz these few wks w lotsa assignments n reports pilin up -_-" howeva things r goin quite smooth hopefully tis sem can get real gd grades [hd/d]

end track: gunther & e sunshine gals - ding dong song

20040902

im always lost...

HASH(0x8d261f8)
You have a Lost Soul. No one is really sure what
that can always mean, because it can be defined
in many ways. As Legend goes, lost souls were
the spirits of passed away people who are
neither in heaven nor hell. They walk the
earth, brooding mysteriously, always appearing
when you expect it least. So hence, if you have
a Lost Soul, then you are probably very
insecure and shy. Stuck in your own little box,
you watch the world fly by as a loner. You dont
know your place. You seemingly dont have a
place in society or an interest. You are a very
capricious person, and are confused and
frustrated about where you belong. You crave
for the sense and feeling of home-but have not
obtained it yet.

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