hapi halloween

start track: dido - white flag

planned 2 go troppo 2 celebrate halloween n its openin but due 2 seatin n timin problems it was called off... aniwae e ambience's spoilt w e overpacked crowd n im alittle sick of there; same songs, same pple, same drinks... borin...

stayed hm e whole dae... slackin n not doin my wk juz watched 我老婆唔夠枰 [charlene choi & ekin cheng] on c62 its a luv comedy between a h&w couple of 30 vs 18 haha~ funny... dun tink it was in e cinemas... T_T sad tt hk movies dun make it outta there tis yrs... 我老婆唔夠枰 site

completed sad assignment 2 late by 2 daes... abit guilty now coz he was 'xpectin' mine in on fri but well didnt make it [since im 1/2way thru] n it pulled back e plan 4 mmdb assignment 3 [now tts e ultimate killer -_-"]

end track: safri duo - played alive

work quality vs qty/time/cost/effort

start track: anastacia - sick & tired

y pple lk 2 tok abt quality? do they noe wat's it? sum pple measure quality as wk done, effort put in, time spent, $ spent but did u ever tink of it as all these may not ensure a gd quality result? u can spend alot of time, effort n $ in e process of doin it, resultin in many end products but's it quality definitely gd? i doubt so, so dun measure quality against these... i tink if u ve in mind wat u 1 n w plannin u can get ur end product w e desired quality w e lowest time, $ n effort put in... ez 2 say juz concentrate n it'll b done... i admit tt i dun ve gd concentratN so my mind wonders n dreams ard but when i set my mind on doin it, it'll b done asap... i slack n zzz alot but isnt it beta 2 clear/relax e mind den u can concentrate fully on wat u 1 2 do after tt? intense bangin on it doesnt mean u'll get it; if u r tired no amt of bangin'll get u aniware... juz rest awhile n continue after it...

so pple, if u tink im slackin, well its true but alittle slack goes a mile, so cut me sum slack k? ^_^

end track: maroon 5 - harder 2 breathe

breakaway @ kelly clarkson

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreamin' of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But, when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray
I could break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But, I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jetplane, far away
And break away

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me
But, gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye, gotta
Take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But, I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away

happy birthday alice!~

start track: fir - 我們的愛

juz back frm alice's @ sengkang... e place's real nice n spacious ve a chalet feelin hehe~ so relaxin there... aniwae we ate alot real pro... menu: cold dish [chix, century egg, jap fish cake], mix veg, curry chix, bee hoon real fillin... thx alice~ den there were drink but im barred coz of wat happened last nite... nvm i shall stay w my healthy h2o ^_^ jeffery's fam came but they left soon after e cake which im totally turned off coz its DURIAN [bought by my lao 8 as usual] followin photos n watched 龍在邊緣 n its back 2 hm...

end track: hacken - 月半小夜曲

troppo puke

now at troppo althou i ve glupped half jug but i tink im stil sober since i can stil blog althou others tink i shld zzz thru... dunno y but im tinkin tt i ve a likin? dunno but i noe its impossible n'll nv turn out... stil here feelin ko soon... wonder how long can i hold on...

pukin update!!! @ 1650
guess i did it again... puked after wakin up @ e same spot where thing puked @ [wahaha!] n stobbered down n puked downstairs, in e cab, @ hm... woke up @ 10+ w bad hangover w a bonus: 偵子媽媽's naggin... -_-" puked my guts out includin e juice i drank... guess e oni thing tt wasnt out was e h2o i drank... dun tink can take anithin acidic or oily 2dae else i'll b merlion-in again... -_-" feelin beta after zzz 4 another 4+ hrs; totalin 12+ hrs...
sorry guys screwed up again... paiseh ar~ guess simon wld b tinkin 'y joy puke @ every place i own?'

its up 2 me

start track: e corrs - hopelessly addicted

juz finished 2 assignments tis wk leavin 2 more 2 go; e most taxin of all... after which 1 wk break + exams den im free til 2712 e summer unit bgins... joe's back 4 reservice so no trainin 4 4 wks... howeva durin tis 4 wks im not goin 2 slack thou i'll b quite bz... goin 2 self train [skippin, pumpin, crunchin, shadowin, rabbit hopin] thou its goin 2 b tirin n achin but ive set my mind on it so no regrets; phy tiredness's diff frm mental tiredness... goin 2 get in shape physically 4 joe's trainin n 4 myself... its healther 2 b fit n look good ^_^

end track: black eyed pea - lets get it started

damn

damn it i screwed up everythin in e assignments... layout, codin, linkin, documentation, help notes everythin... wonder if i made e wrong choice in returnin 2 sch... but w/o knowledge how 2 adv far? but sch juz sux all e wk all e assignments all e exams... sick, tired, achin... not tt im lazy or slackin 2 train; its i dun ve e time or energy [phy, mental, emotN] 2 do so... so drained n xhausted by e bouts of assignments... worse den sparin w joe...

-ko-

back 2 kbox

start track: countin crows - accidentally in luv

finally im back 2 kbox after 3.5 mths since i started muay thai... met lynn, seth n xl @ bugis 4 dinner den down 2 suntec... sang frm 7-11 n i sang alot since they were tokin haha sang omost all e fir songs on e list haha~ back hm 2 rush e mmdb 2 coz e others were so fantastic -_-"

end track: joe secada - juz another dae

herstory's lame

start track: 50c - in e club

herstory's juz so lame @ their advertisin gimmick 4 e herstory idol e-flyer... it reads 'will be held at a bigger venue' aka ANT Colony (MOX, 2nd level) isnt it e same place as mox; tt squeezy tini tweeni place? but its oso true tt it held @ e 'ant colony' since every1 r lk ants grouped in colonies... mayb its alittle 'bigger' place... lame gimmick...

herstory = lousy site w lousy pple holdin lousy events @ lousy places
http://www.herstory.ws/events/ant/29102004.htm

sumthin happened 2 my msn 2nite... 22/55 of my contacts juz vanished but there was a backup over @ hotmail so managed 2 retrieve em back... tink im e oni 1 whose contacts mia... was i hacked or virused? sian... ve 2 do checks again... suay's my name...

end track: maroon 5 - woman

slack life meaninless

start track: simple plan - dun wanna tink abt u

im not doin all my critical wk!~ juz wastin time in front of e pc doin senseless stuff... m i gettin e 'pc slaxKING syndrome' or e 'internet addiction'? cant b bothered abt anithin; juz 1 2 nua daes meaninlessly ive got no life... oni heaps of wk 2 do... endless papers 2 go thru... no breaks... tink i reali nid tt else im goin nuts... no movies... no games... juz sch, assignments, zzz n it goes on n on... meaninlessly thou e end product's wat im doin all tis 4... y does e process 4 a successful product so taxin, tirin, meaninless? juz 1 2 drink, eat, zzz my daes away... pple? god oni created adam, eve was 2 b w him... if he didnt create eve there may not b so mani problems now... or mayb its him who directed e entire show... guess god has nothin much 2 do...

end track: maroon 5 - harder 2 breathe

hoegarden

start track: fir - 你的微笑

played pool @ snokerium @ paradiz b1; quite a gd place juz tt its alittle cold w sum 'oldies' -_-"

had my 1st hoegarden @ troppo w thing, xl n seth... belgium beer w a hint of bitterness... sumwat diff frm stella artois [oso frm belgium] well both r diff ^_^ e band n server werent in 2dae so its juz concerts n we played cards n drank... stayed abt 2 hrs n its back 2 hm

end track: black box recorder - these r e things

troppo live update

start track: troppo - shade of my heart

now at simon's new live band pub, troppo w thing, seth, kk, lynn n carrot ^_^ nice ambience, spacious seatin, pool, powerful rapport singer n players, nice sound sys, gd instruments [african drum, acoustic guitar], chio servers, stella artois n so much more ^_^ guess tis's a gd place 2 chill out once in awhile wonder if e guys'll lk here [c32d, benni, alf (but mayb he wont lk it since he doesnt drink or enjoy smokey env) ]

they were tryin 2 set me up w tis chio server in blue [aka blue gal], quite chio i muz say ^_^

went 2 yingwah's place 4 her b-dae n e 4sum were there kinda enjoyed it ^_^

met benni @ mos while mitin xl, thing n seth there; 1st time i saw him since he's back frm saigon [oni saw e banner he bought back -_-"]

end track: troppo - luv me

mood swing

start track: linkin park - in e end

m i so unbearable when im in a foul mood? when pple dun get enuf zzz, stressed up @ sch or wk, havin a long dae their mood's oso foul rite? when u r in a foul or tired mood, it norm tt u'll bo hiu bo liao things but when pple start e 'irritatN' either u dun care a damn abt it or juz flare up else prob ans qns in a sarcastic way... [or so i tink @ least 4 me it is] but its oso true tt when u r in a foul mood, ur face'll b as black as a charred wok... unless u r gd @ puttin on a masqurade den its another thing... i 4 1 dun practize tt coz tt's prob 1 of e ways of an untrue faker...

so pple if u c my face black, chances r my mood's prob black w a stormy cloud above my head...
unless u 1 2 bear e storm dun:
1~ play [provoke?] or irritate [dun take me as a punchin bag coz im NOT 1]
2~ say im dao or act cool [althou tis's e norm me; tis's not dao, its juz e anti-social side of me; hidin in my tortosie shell]
3~ ask bo liao qns [when i say 'i dunno' it means I REALI NOE NUTS ABT IT, dun assume i noe e whole universe abt pcs, e net n it stuff thou im in tis line]
4~ bombard me w qns abt happenins tt dun seem 2 b relevant 2 u
5~ qn y i ve certain things [ve usb drive doesnt mean i dun ve 2 print notes/tut 4 sch; sumtimes ancient ways r beta den technological advances]
6~ bombard or play w me [im a walkin time bomb, unless u 1 2 b blown in2 a bloody mess]
7~ comment on my unfateful happenin [eg: pple learn mt, u oso learn but y u get injured so ezily (4 ur info: i ve sm aka Self-abuse Mentality on myself n lk 2 get whacked by joe durin trainin) ]

of coz if u 1 2 c e sun shine do:
1~ let me b quiet
2~ leave me alone
3~ let me do things my way

end track: fir - 光芒

muay thai lvl 2 #4

start track: maroon 5 - tis luv

trainin 2day was juz lk e other days; juz it bag n padwk was alternated between cheryl n me, amanda didnt come mayb coz of exams. quite xhaustin since its juz e 2 of us n we had contact sparrin, more intense but im not fast enuff 2 exe my moves especially e kicks coz she backed off by e time e kick reached her -_-" tink got 2 brush up on e leg conditNin 2 b able 2 exe it faster n stronger; kick, block, push, knee... oso ve 2 improve stamina... had a spar w joe n his rainin punches drove e hell outta me; xhaustin... -_-" more conditNin 2 do... once slack n its gone -_-" mayb shldnt break in between days, inconsistency n laziness'll eat in...

end track: fish - 接受

cockroach @ citylink! [courtesy of lynn's 7610] 

bz lost...

start track: jay - 亂舞春秋

tink ive been too bz, stressed or distracted lately tt i lost track of e assignments specs n due dates... risky... ve 2 plan 4 risk, time n hr [human resource] management else wont survive tis hectic mth... taxin n stressin... but 船到橋頭自然直 ^_^ will manage it sumhow... @ most dun zzz oso'll complete all of hi quality ^_^

assignment n due dates:
334/mmdb assignment 2 @ 151004
327/mitp assignment 2 @ 211004
231/sad assignment 2 @ 291004
334/mmdb assignment 3 @ 051104

end track: ashlee simpson - pieces of me

communicatNs...

start track: maroon 5 - tis luv

since e bginin of time, man ve known how 2 communicate [simplified as comm]... w echos, stringed cups, telephone, hp, email, im [icq, msn, aol, yahoo], communities [frenster, fridae, multiply], forums, internet, blah^3... e list goes on n on...

while pple seemed 2 ve more ways 2 comm, they seem 2 lose e basic way of comm, p2p [aka tokin, which's y we ve a mouth n ability 2 tok ^_^; gift frm e creator]. face 2 face tokin's e most direct n prob truest way of comm; high possibility of e person hidin frm u, as they say 'e eye's e window of e soul = 眼睛是心靈之窗' but if tt person's hidin frm u intentionally there's prob no way of xposin him... howeva, e more u hide, prob e faker u bcome, which'll hide n lose e real u, quite sad k coz in time 2 come, u wont noe which's real u n mayb turn in2 a multi-personality person; 見人說人話,見鬼說鬼話... howeva, sumthings if u hide, it may turn out beta 4 both sides... dun take reasons xcuses, dun tink too shallow or deep; its taxin on e mind n'll prob result in massive white hair multiplicatN or hair loss...

communications depends on situations n pple; 天時地理人和

therefore pple dun hide but face it mayb u wont tink tt ur life's tt miserable... there's no rite or wrong in feelins, there's oni communications; say or not 2 say... sumthings after u say, it mayb beta... 4 those 2 accept it, dun take it too hard, if its negative, ponder on it n mayb u'll find sumthin gd outta it ^_^

end track: jay - 藉口

kawaii card frm thing thx ^_^