20031029

w@+ ! d!d 2d@e...

blog start track: mauro picotto - komodo

hmm wat i did 2dae... did quite a few things 4 e 1st time 2dae...

woke @ 10 checked email, edited report 4 ahmeng 2 check. finalized everythin den printed out... msged ?jason?goh? sum crap n surprisinly he replied... stil dunno who e hell's he... >< met kk @ funan (supposinly) den she told me 2 go 2 penisula shoppin centre 2 c jerseys w her... had lunch @ sushi don... i tink its not ani beta den sakae sushi or fiesta... quite a lack of variety... no seasoned octopus n tuna mayo... >< not v interestin... den we went 2 tp 2 hand in e sip reports... @ least i can dun care abt tt til e result's out next mth... =) took 197 frm bedok 2 waste time... reached bugis n played merry-go-round w e nomadic san... after tt was dinner @ marina bay w kk, her mum n frenz... after tt we went 2 5-10 2 meet san n celia... i tink san was abit 'hi' by e time we reached... n prob she drank more bottles den us (barcadi breezer @ 5 4 4) so we sang some songs... n 4 once i didnt burst out in2 laughter (which i norm do) whilst singin '李香蘭' haha oso sang '海闊天空'... we left @ abt 0108 n i reached hm @ abt 0115 haha so fast =) up 2 now after 2 im stil awake... norm after drinkin i dun ve e tendency 2 zzz although i'll b abit of a daze after gulpin down my drinks...

my 1st timers
1. hack a live crab (mayb 1/2 dead)
2. catch a live prawn (although it chose 2 drown itself in a pool of gross crab innerals...)
3. drank 3 bottles... (dun drink < 2 norm)
4. drank green tea! (since it bcame popular didnt touch it @ all)
5. kept as a hostage coz not enuff $ ><
6. ate steamboat/bbq @ marina bay (didnt eat e 2 other times i was there)
7. played '5-10' haha

tink tts all hehe seems lk common stuff but e fact's i nv do b4 so quite an 'achievement' haha... time 2 zzz... wed's e last dae of 'holidae' after tt's back e 'battlefield'...

blog end track: lee hom - wat was i tinkin

20031027

pErSonA|!+y tEsT... r U !n 4 s!nG|eHoOd?

blog start track: avril lavigne - sk8er boi

Qn: as u ve gd performance, ur company ve decided 2 grant u a wk's leave, wat do u plan 2 do?

a) stay hm n spend time w ur family

b) rest 4 1 dae den go back 2 wk

c) ask frenz out n play til u drop

d) go 4 a holidae

diagnosis
a) pple lk u, family-luvin and sequential are endangered. in e eyes. in e eyes of ur suitors, u r their ideal partners. when tt happens, b prepared 2 enjoy life w ur other 1/2!

b) as u do things in sequentially, as long as sum1 treats u beta u'll c him as ur benefactor, n willingly do anithin 4 tt person. ur kind of self-sacrifical mindset results in u tinkin tt 'as long sum1 woos me, he'll marry me or b my stead'...

c) ur e type of self-indulgin partier who tinks marriage or attachment's stil early. as u r used 2 e carefreeness and freedom, if sum1 tries 2 control ur life, chances r: u'll die of suffocatN

d) u ve a tini-twini bit of materialism. not oni r u proud or rather tink highly of urself, ani suitors not up 2 ur standard tries 2 woo u, u'll classify him as 'an ugly toad lustin after a swan's flesh'. although upholdin 1's standard isnt anithin bad, but if 4 u 2 get married/attached's highly impossible! congrats, u r the ultimate single!

blog end track: mvp ost - break go

20031025

!rC g@y |oSeR...

blog start track: zhang zhi cheng - 凌晨3點鍾

haha its so funny a 24male (listen clearly: its a male/guy) frm irc wanted 2 sian me... haha... he asked 4 hp no, pic, ht/wt blah^3 typical irc qns... i told him im not pretty but ugly... i oso said 'if u come irc jio charbo den im not e 1' haha abnormal coz i ve id crisis; dunno lk guys or gals... he said he's same... semi gay... btw he's 169/58 skinny i tink... wateva... here's e conversatN:


[20:52] LedZep: your ht/wt?
[20:52] Tn3mGaRf: 1.5/50
[20:52] LedZep: izzt fat?
[20:53] LedZep: abit hor..
[20:53] Tn3mGaRf: shld b
[20:54] LedZep: u hav bf?
[20:54] Tn3mGaRf: no
[20:54] LedZep: u wan mE?
[20:55] Tn3mGaRf: huh
[20:55] LedZep: can i hav your hp no..
[20:55] LedZep: i sian u..
[20:56] Tn3mGaRf: haha
[20:56] LedZep: dont laugh
[20:56] LedZep: gif mi
[20:56] Tn3mGaRf: hahahahahahahahahaha
[20:57] Tn3mGaRf: i can tell u im abnormal
[20:57] LedZep: mai suat
[20:57] LedZep: oic..y u say tht?
[20:57] Tn3mGaRf: coz i dun even noe i lk guys or gals anot
[20:57] Tn3mGaRf: haha
[20:57] Tn3mGaRf: i gif u... 99999999
[20:57] LedZep: haha?!
[20:58] LedZep: y are u lesby har?
[20:58] Tn3mGaRf: i told u dunno liao
[20:58] LedZep: u look tomboy?
[20:58] LedZep: do u look like those lesby guy 1?
[20:58] Tn3mGaRf: ya
[20:59] LedZep: then u muz be
[20:59] Tn3mGaRf: ya lor
[21:00] Tn3mGaRf: n it seems tt u look down on my kind
[21:00] LedZep: i abit gay also
[21:00] LedZep: no lar got meh
[21:00] Tn3mGaRf: haha
[21:00] Tn3mGaRf: haha
[21:01] Tn3mGaRf: wats ur ht/wt
[21:01] LedZep: 169
[21:01] LedZep: 58
[21:01] Tn3mGaRf: u ve pic
[21:02] LedZep: onli for exchange
[21:02] Tn3mGaRf: dun ve leh
[21:03] Tn3mGaR: wao lao i really dun ve mah
[21:03] LedZep: dun hav dun hav lor..
[21:03] LedZep: i neber force u mah
[21:04] Tn3mGaRf: i tink ve u wait ar
[21:05] Tn3mGaRf: u send me den i send u
[21:05] Tn3mGaRf: else 4get it
[21:05] LedZep: no u send mi
[21:05] Tn3mGaRf: wao lao wait i send liao u nv send
[21:05] LedZep: same goes here
[21:05] Tn3mGaRf: k lor
[21:05] LedZep: u think i yesterdae born hor
[21:06] LedZep: u send mi lar ..i will send u
[21:06] Tn3mGaRf: send
[21:06] Tn3mGaRf: now u send
[21:06] LedZep: got virus anot ..dn send me virus hor
[21:06] Tn3mGaRf: wao lao
[21:07] LedZep: u the blue strip 1?
[21:07] Tn3mGaRf: huh
[21:08] Tn3mGaRf: wateva
[21:08] LedZep: wat watever
[21:08] LedZep: u think i dont know huh
[21:08] Tn3mGaRf: wat
[21:08] LedZep: end mi a fake pic
[21:08] LedZep: tht person is not u!!
[21:08] Tn3mGaRf: wat send u fake 1
[21:08] Tn3mGaRf: wat tt person isnt me
[21:08] Tn3mGaRf: c liao den sae no
[21:09] LedZep: juz know u say dun hav
[21:09] LedZep: y suddenly now hav
[21:09] LedZep: hhhhehe[21:09] u anihow take 1 pic send mi rite?
[21:09] Tn3mGaRf: wao i asked fren send mah
[21:09] Tn3mGaRf: fine lor loser
[21:10] Tn3mGaRf: i asked fren send me e pic den i send 2 u mah
[21:10] LedZep: i dun belive
[21:10] Tn3mGaRf: den nvm lor
[21:11] Tn3mGaRf: sum1 c liao dun blieve den use as xcuse not 2 send win liao loser~
[21:12] Tn3mGaRf: loser~


aniwae after tt he was soundless n tts it... lala... haha 1st time got pple sian me haha... so 'honored' haha... ** asked me 2 make him 'gian' thing said im a meanie wateva but its so damn funni haha... if he younger mayb can consider haha... joke of e nite...

blog end track: chad kroeger - hero

20031024

e p@rK... hK 1s+ 3d mOv!e...

blog start track: fish - 為我好

went 2 watch 'e park' aka '咒樂園'... frm e trailers n makin, i tot it wld b a fantastic horror movie n e ghostly effects shld b quite gd since it's produced by andrew lau (he's quite famous 4 special effects movies lk 風云 中華英雄) i tot e effects wld b alittle beta den e 2 movies but it was worse... >< e plot = ju-on + fatal frame + fd2... e effects = 3d cartoon not a big diff... juz tt e screams were quite appropriate... but alittle exaggeratN... pt of e movie was censored due 2 mayb e 'gore' or wateva they tot it was... since its translated hence e tensN isnt tt strong... tot it wld b not bad but sigh~ e makin described it as quite terrifyin... but when i saw it i was quite mono... no xpressN mayb i xpected alittle too much after watchin e trailer... if it wasnt censored mayb it wld b beta... in hk its rated IIb... mayb they shld rate it nc16 in sg den they can do w/o e censor... i tink e site's beta den e movie... o my god...

e park:
horror: not even 1/2 of ju-on
gore: not even 1/4 of fd2 (final destinatN 2)
wat 2 c: e yandaos n chiobus.... haha...
official movie site: http://www.baseprod.cc/thepark/big5/index.html

blog end track: evanscence - bring me 2 life

20031023

|@s+ d@e @ s!p... >< T_T

blog start track: panda - mr moon

2dae's e last of sip... supposinly a =) dae... but in reality it's not... >< finally completed e process flowcharts of all e procedures but guess wat ?! ahmeng qned y there werent ani reports or doctors... haha... n y they were all spilt in2 groupins not similar 2 e 1 done tt time... well i tink he 4got tt he wanted it 2 b tis way... >< aniwae its armageddon although much as i wanted 2 tok back but sumhow 2 him it wasnt convincin mayb im careless 2 leave out or positN sumthings wrongly but im sure i did wateva i cld so i cant b bothered 2 tok back...

aniwae im goin 2 watch 'e park' w kk+ivy+seth n... lynn o my god... y her out of so mani pple... hai~ she... o my god... suddenly i dun 1 2 c her or all along i dun 1 2 c her... aniwae if i fail tis time no wae im goin 2 wait 4 her... sux... e worst thing's they arent even sure tt wat time they wld b watchin it... i dun mind it late... juz 1 2 push myself in2 a pool of alcohol n drunk myself... havent drink 4 quite sumtime liao... juz 1 2 shout or drown myself @ e pool...

actually if i can go ktv 2nite or which ktv ve tis songs, i'll go there no matter how x it's... jay's 對不起 n 懦夫 linkin park's pts of auth n in e end... really lk these coz seem 2 fit me well... >< or cycle e whole of ecp til my legs nua (11km k, v long nv cycle so much liao) or run myself mad...

>< T_T ;p (",) :) :( :D = tnemgarf... = fragment = sadako = e banished...

i lk e way i do things... so personalized... mayb if pandora didnt open e box of feelings or a&e werent banished frm eden mayb tis world wld b a beta place... no >< or -ve feelings but :D and +ve feelings... actually if a person puts alot of ... in wateva's typed it means tt e person's inconfident n unsure of e things typed coz there's no sense of security... security... e feel of blongin? luved? confidence? wateva but i noe i dun them... wonder wat i 1 2 do now... ideal: get in2 a chalet w e sea 2 sun/moon tan n not c ani1... hibernatN... or isolatN... 4got frm where i read tt taureans r e type of pple who dun open out their harts but'll oni do so w e person they trust however when there's mistrust or disappointment or juz anithin bad they'll juz close up n not open again... sounds lk hermit... mayb tis sign shld b a tortosie, hermit crab, snail or ani species tt hide wheneva there's problem... did a personality test abt wat'll u do on an off dae... i chose zzz (tts me :D) n it reflected tt im a hermit: wheneva there's a problem i'll hide frm it after e problem cant b solved... n tt type of 天塌下來當被蓋... haha actually im typin all tis juz 2 drag time... waitin 2 go c 'e park' n as usual nothin taunts me... juz 'argh'... hai~

more 2nite else sayonara...

blog end track: leehom - intro

20031021

3rd last s!p dae... >< T_T =) & h@ppenIng$ 4 e past wk...

blog start track: van - 忘了愛

3rd last s!p d@e
finally im @ e 3rd last dae of sip liao... end of it = no elog... hai~ e past 4 mths were 'hell', ve 2 wake up early everydae... miz e daes where i can nua in bed n rot... n get fat lk garfield... haha but i muz sae i learnt quite abit frm jingling n ahmeng n e rest... i started w testin juz enter n verfiy output = input kinda bored zzz... den started 2 'copy' diagrams quite fast tts wats ahmeng 'lks' abt me... so i joined his tec team w jc... tts where hell surfaced 4 him n me... T_T watever he asked 2 do it wld b completed whether fast or slow but when it comes 2 faq.. tada! oops...

ahmeng: do u noe wat u r doin? ><
watashi: eh... erm... its...xxxxxxxxxx... T_T
ahmeng: u dun even noe wat u r tokin abt ><
watashi: >< T_T

typical scene @ wk... hai~ actually its not tt i dun wat im doin but whenever he asks i dunno how 2 ans or rather his way of askin's too chim 4 me (?!) but there were oso times i managed 2 ans or complete it til e 'std' tt i got e 'highest honor': 2 thumbs frm him >< those were so 'sacred' n @ e tip of e iceberg... i tink both him n i drive each other nuts haha aniwae thanx ahmeng =) oso 2 e rest lk kk, jingling, s7even, ah fok, alex, auntie, laifuen, poorna, chansa, carol n boss =)
gee come 2 tink of it... tis's 1st time tt in 4 mths i got thrashed so mani times... n i didnt act up lk i did in e past @ cafe... coz tis's sip? or i deserved it? wateva lala~

yesterdae n 2dae
mon am was typhoon nite w wind spds @ 70+km/hr... no wonder mani trees fell or struck by 雷公 dunno wat happened 2 e cats roamin outside... but definitely e 4大天王 here r fine since they cld stil chase n bark @ pple >< saw thrash's asphaltwardrobe site... tink its quite gd beta den wat i might create lala~

2dae i found my dear ah nua... nua, as usual, @ sls fdcourt steps... tink its 1) lazy 2) slpy 3) hungry 4) sick coz of mon's storm it didnt pay much @tentN 2 me... juz 'swingin' its tail 2 get rid of me as usual... but its so kawaii although its an o' cat... been w me since 00... or earlier... 3 yrs + liao... T_T wonder how o' is it... whiskers so long... stil my fave ~meow~

|as+ wK's h@pPeN!nGs...
mmmhhh... wat i did last wk? kk n i went 2 'visit' jen on sun much as we told there wld b no/minimal naggings... it stil surfaced more den wat we tot it wld b... hai~ juz e same o' stuff lk 'wat u plan 2 do in future?' blah^3... we were there after shiftin my new microwave frm take (so far?!) o my god its so damn heavy... lunch was @ taka breeks e f&c was nice coupled w c&c milkshake, courteously of kk =) got e bal of e 6510 stuff frm sam's gf, so chio! @ least i tot she was =)

wed was ladies nite @ kbox n we, seth+ivy+kk+me, sang frm 1900-0100 i tink... had their 'hk style spag' juz noodles + oil sux~ had a tiger free, courteous of kk coz she won it n a tiger toy 4 me lala~ it toks k, 'its tiger time!' haha... e rest of e wkdaes were mono... moo~... rotted @ hm on sat... zzz...

erm tis's quite a long n massive steam out time 2 zzz wonderin wats in 4 tmr... zzz...

blog end track: shin - 馬車夫之戀

20031020

(edited) classic tw lame IQ qn...

kenny g - paradise

qn1: how do u put a giraffe in2 e fridge?

qn2: how do u put a elephant in2 e fridge?

qn3: e king of e jungle, e lion's holdin a conference. which animal isnt present?

qn4: u 1 2 cross a river but there's no bridge & many crocodiles swimmin. how'll u go over?

these arent actually 'IQ' qns but juz mind teasers 2 relax ur mind...
4 those who e crackin ur brains lk nutcrackers, 4get it... tis r juz simple stuff tt dun nid much, or rather logical tinkin... its intutive... e ans's wat u tink... so simple...
there r mani things tt we tink it's complicated but in fact its simple... juz tt bcoz we tink too much in2 it so we dun 'c' it...
保持自然就... sonomanma... =)

blog end track: atb - dun stop

20031007

wat m i...

blog start track: jay - 懦夫

theme of e dae: wat m i?!

ez qn + diff ans... if im a tinker r a bot... i dunno... mayb im a 'tinker' @ some stuff (not 'serious' stuff prob) bot... mayb more of it... dun ask me wat m i... nv tot of tt... ask me wat i lk 2 do... lk 2 tink wat... if i tink in-depth, tink wide, tink smart... mayb these r things tt cant b answered w tests or qns... ve 2 tink... but dunno how 2 tink... tis ve nothin 2 do w zodiac n horoscope... if u guys tink im a rat n taurus so i shld b lk tis, come on fuck it... u r u not e signs... n dun shout lk a nutcase askin 'y m i lk tt', 'y r there pple who scale high w/o much effort n im climbin n fallin all e time'... these r lame qns coz u dun tink but wait 4 pple 2 deliver e ans via fedex... fedex oso charge k... frankly speakin, i dun 1 2 b lk obasan... juz wk 4 x yrs n got on2 a 'supervisor' based on xperience + ties... wats e pt? when u leave comfort hm n go out u get smacked all e way down flat n nv come up juz lie there dead... n live ur life lk tt... ve 2 learn 2 tink lk san... tt snake-head... she's deep im sure... m i juz goin 2 b a) a person who take input n juz gen output? or b) get input n gen multiple output w sense... even cow oso ve cow sense lar... wat e hell happened 2 me? surely i ve sense mah else how 2 pass 'o's... kao... there's something missin/wrong but i dunno wat... mayb can ask san...

back 2 e theme... how m i goin 2 ans him... wat i lk 2 do... actually i dunno... tts e truth n i noe e ans on his face: >< how 2 solve e prob? his face: >< his qns r brain-crackers... actually not really but 2 tink of an ans... its not tt ez too... cant sae i lk 2 lame rite... den? his qns abstract or precise i cant get an ans @ all... dun tell im dumber since i started drinkin bb milk? o my god... but it wks... im taller now... haha 1.52 haha cant b wat... den wats e ans... gd qn bad ans... so long n im stil @ it...

i tink im gd @ doin things tt do n handup but dun ask... mayb complex things ve 2 simplified, juz lk maths... but i can guess his next qn: 'wat's complex n wat 'simplify' means 2 u' den i'll b stuck again... lala... so e crucial qns here r: a) wat i 1 2 do? b) wat i noe/dunno c) how 2 solve... juz lk wat/y/how... u noe e '4 wives + 1 hubby'? i noe tis's kinda crappy but really if i dun let it out, i'll suffocate... in fact i m durin his 'interrogatN' hai~ so now wat? how? o my god... *faint* stil stuck... cant b stuck all e time rite? if i fix e simplest 'tangles' surely can fix tis too... can fix comp frm dummy... surely can solve mah... hai~ stuck...

after a dae im stil not done... stil havent tot of an ans...wat r e problems how 2 solve... really dunno... zzz 1 2 zzz i noe tt when i ask a qn chances r i'll get another qn n most prob i wont b able 2 ans it... so how? ask intelligent qns n @ e same time ve 2 tink of ans 2 'tackle' e possible 're-qns'... quite tirin... plannin... dun really lk 2 do it coz chances , 4 me it wont wk so wats e pt? might as well jump in2 it... n if i meet ani problems, mayb i wont click help, if can solve myself y not? usin ?L??????·N y seek help n admit 'defeat'? no pt wat... oso dunno if tis's e ans but tis's wat i tink... tis blog's gettin too long beta end it else it'll turn in2 an infinite blog...

blog end track: leehom - 流淚掌心

20031001

$@y0n@r@ 7250...

blog start track: zhang jing xuan - 斷點

sold e 7250 last nite @ 380 (loss 160) beta then in future 1 2 sell cant sell @ tt price haha~ supposed 2 meet buyer @ 8 @ bugis then he said b4 930... >< so went 2 e arcade w junming (sellin e 256 ram) then tot meet him @ dhoby ghaut easier; 4 me 2 go hm haha so met there @ 930... he gave me cash then e deal's closed...

tink abt 5 emailed me 4 e hp but i dun tink can sell @ tt price so tt price's ok... aimin x70 if e cam resolutN's beta n 4got wat was tt liao... juz now on way 2 wk, saw my fren, a rat, dead @ e bottom of e slope >< lets ve a moment of silence 4 it thanx T_T nothin 2 write liao...

1st oct... 25 daes 2 end of sip...

blog end track: sun yan zi - 天黑黑