incredible itch

mon
red after trainin but no itch
tink im cleared

sat
red again; abit itchy
went 2 ps 2 mit kokie; wore long sleeves & got nagged 4 duno wat fuck

thu
woke 4 med den zzz back
showered den washed face w foam
drank orange juice den back 2 e gym
oni 2 realize tt e itch ve migrated 2 e chin area
omg its gettin worse
how can i go out & face ani1!!!
suppressin e itch by kippin cool

wed
woke @ 0700+ by e itch alarm
ate med den down 2 lunch
stuck @ hm e whole dae doin wk

tue
woke @ 1400+ itchin like a flea_ed cat
showered den down 2 e clinic
itch & rash spreaded thruout e body; back, arms, legs: EVERYWARE!!!
definite allergy; juz duno wat
got a jab, med & creams
zzz @ 1700+; got kbkb after tt but fuck it
woke @ 2300+ 2 eat med; itchs like an alarm cock

mon
left ankle started 2 itch & swell after gettin hm
ate: cup noodles + hotdogs & biscuits

muaythai #126

bagwk, padwk, held pads 4 joy [hittin myself], spars gettin whacked
a guy frm e student class eons ago came back; 'bigger' than b4
rite big toenail broke in further

total ko these wks once i hit e sack
not hearin e hp alarm underneath e pillow next 2 me
prac didnt move; juz curled against e stuffs
no dreams juz oblivion

held pads 4 clement
sparred w clement
left instep hit; limpin
bruised & achin

held pads; eons since i last held & its 4 a boy w hard punches & kicks =\
got hit @ e knee & rite shin
bruisin increased 2x

got kicked left & rite
bruisin increased

muaythai #125

got whacked again!!! argh!!!
3x bag, 2x pad, 4x spar, pumps & crunches
got whacked lk nuts; head, legs, body =\
i whack i get whacked
i move i get whacked
i block i get whacked
i stand all e more get whacked
ko

dun come & fuck me off juz bcoz i didnt transfer e $$$
shldnt u b happy tt im not usin much of urs???
its not tt i dun nid its tt i 1 2 try my limit

dun fuck me off juz coz u dun c me
dun fuck me off juz coz im back late
u dun noe how long i spend travellin on e rd up & down
u dun noe how much time ive 2 spend doin up my wk even if it means i dun zzz
u dun noe how fuckin tired im @ gettin more wk & $$$
u dun noe how much bullshit ive 2 bear
all u dos juz blar @ me
sayin nth but bullshit crap

damn u