20060529

muay thai #97 && e v borin wkend

blur e whole dae
detox dae #2; juz as bad
skip, warmup, shadow spar, 6x bagwk, 3x padwk, 3x spar, 50 pumps, 50 crunches & 30 punchin crunches
now? blur frm e kicks on both sides w a painin blue/black on e rite shin =(
did 2 rounds of e ftt 400 qns, 'grades' improvin, goin 2 more rounds 2nite
tmr am ftt liao & I 1 2 PASS!!!
tmr goin bladin/cyclin

sun
met kk @ harborfront
e moment we stepped in2 sentosa it rained & even more heavier when we reached siloso beach = no suntan =(
back 2 her hm nua
den bugis 4 dinner
nua @ breko
back hm w thing

sat
waited 4 tt idiotic stupid pig @ somerset mrt 4 1 hr =[
den back 2 e gym 2 get e bikes
cycled & got ride_d frm xl tt kept screamin '50KGS!!!'
cycled back 2 e gym
ate a drank alot of fluid den ls @ hm =*

20060524

muay thai #96

cycled abit
2x bagwk, 3x padwk, 3x spar w joy, 50 pumps, 50 crunches & 30 punches
was literally a PUNCHIN BAG 4 him =either he slowed or i managed 2 c but stil not fast enuf 2 block much less say counter =x

- ko -

sucha eventful 1 wk lol

ok im god damn lazy/tired/shacked 2 update so heres e past 1 wk:

tues
zzz @ 0400+
woke @ 1300+
reached e gym @ 1700+
aaren told me his it fren's lookin 4 ppl 2 continue his legacy
hope 2 get it = more projs = more xp/portfolio = more $$$ =)

mon
zzz @ 0500+
woke @ 0800+
met zjh & got 1/2 of e $ =)
continue w wk
blur e whole dae snore
no trainin; no 1 came & too tired
prac dozed off aniware i lied on & thing came 2 use e pc so zzz late =[

sun
zzz @ 0600+
woke @ 1000+
sneezed e whole nite & sweated alot whilst zzz =(
mahjong again in e pm lol
lost most of e rounds
hm @ 2000+ 1/2 dead frm e sneezin & lack of zzz
prata w thing @ 2300+
ko

sat
back 2 e gym 2 fix e netwk
wonder y hwz ppl r so critical abt newbies askin redundant qns in e forums; isnt e damn forum 4 ppl 2 ask & discuss qns???!!! i did do netwkin in tp but i had nv setup ani so im askin which they didnt ans directly but kept shootin @ me =\ is tis wat e xperienced r supposed 2 do??? 2 push ppl down based on their egoistic knowledge??? fuck lar uve xp doesnt means u can push ppl down; im neither dumb nor a specialist, juz cfmin sum stuffs aniwae new netwkin products can b managed by common ppl not necessary e SPECIALISTS tt charge sky high but give shitty crap
aniwae e netwks up after fixin & troubleshootin
YEAH MY VIRGIN NETWK lol

dinner @ gm w e guys, xl & kbkb
met lynn @ bugis
went back 2 xl place 4 overnite mahjong
won & lost

fri
went 4 e makeover fotoshoot w mother
muaythai style + china 少爺 style lol

bumped in 2 lynn & xl whilst huntin 4 food
pooled w james, xl, kbkb & lynn
& he won hands down lol
thing came 2 zzz lol

thurs
went back 2 sls 2 get e parts
spent 8 hrs fixin up e 2 pcs but they r wkin as good as new juz tt e fan's abit noisy lol
MY VIRGIN DIY PCS lol

wed
gym pc broke down after a big blackout; hd cldnt boot
dismantled & tested, got james down
in e end:
hd spoilt, 'new' mb ram slots unstable, monitor down_ed suddenly, + ram
no trainin =(

20060517

wtf 2 grad 1.5 yrs lata in mid 07???!!!


it wasnt until i finally got e fuckin reply after 3 emails over 3 wks tt my case'll b 'transfered' 2 e grad office & tt my nominated grad's MID 07!!! = grad 1.5 yrs lata -.- wtf either they dun ve brains or they failed their maths or dunno wat fuck they r doin =( i enrolled in mid 04 w 1.5 yrs xemptN & stil nid FUCKIN 3 YRS 2 complete???!!! !#$%^&*+@

20060515

muay thai #95

zzz @ 0400
mod 4 layouts; 1 got thru =)
cycled frm e gym 2 e end den back in 50 mins; ez way there tuf way back w my jellied legs =feel like tryin out e cable boarding; looks cool 2 b glidin on h2o
skipped, shadowed, 4x bagwk, tech spar, 50 pumps, 50 crunches + 30 punches

techniques:

jab+x+block+knee counter vs 2x block+elbow+knee
jab+x+block+push vs 2x block+elbow+knee
many other elbow & knee techniques

20060514

悠長週末

sun
zzz @ 0300
lazy 2 wake up 2 go suntannin @ sentosa w kk, lynn, kbkb & his fren; in e end dragged myself there
sentosa changed alot since i last went abt 5+ mths ago; im a mountain turtle
they go every sun lor but no 1 call me -.-
sat @ coastes; tanned frm 1100+ - 1600+
zzz on e bus back
ate & puked
pooled


sat
sang til 0400
zzz @ 0600
woke @ 1030+
back 2 e gym all wet in a SUPER HEAVY RAIN -.-
blur e whole dae
went 2 suntec w brenda
ate a full dinner
back hm hungry & ate 2 egg tarts -.-
ko_ed whilst watch 'black mask 2' not bad juz tt it didnt make it in2 e sg cinemas back den

fri
went back 2 sls 2 change mp3
lunched @ gmc w joy & kk @ 1500+
drank mac banana milkshake
dinner @ bugis steamboat w kk, lynn & kbkb @ 1730 - 1930, saw 李佳薇 & susilo there
went 2 hark music w em, not too bad juz tt e 'host' had abt 1/2 hr of crap
got sabo_ed 2 go on STAGE -.-
went 2 kbox ms @ 2200+ & e 2 of em froze there wahaha
was iced on e surface but ok internally wahaha


HAPPY BDAE 2 ME!!!

thurs
went 2 sls 2 get a aigo 256 mp3 @ 59 4 joy; all functionin xcept e centre play/pause button tts problematic
back 2 e gym
cycled; tink i dun suit geared bikes coz e chain'll drop/jam when i change gears
called zjh abt e proj & got 'commented' again; shall do another mod 4 if it stil doesnt get thru:
i QUIT since hes oso not v keen on takin me up juz tt im 'CHEAP'
i landed up @ golden mile 4 my 'b-dae countdown' DRINKIN w th & joy lol


wed
went back 2 e doc
got e rite elbow massaged, said i 'pulled' it & its swollen now
e left ankle was acupunctured w a needle & heat infused thru it 2 e ankle
toked a lot w e master
didnt train

20060508

覺得自己沒用
幫不了要幫的人
只能旁站著看
做不了要做的事
只能在那發夢
我到底有甚麼用
到底能做甚麼

muay thai #94

warmup, shadow, 3x bagwk, 6x 1/2 padwk, 6x 1/2 grapplin, 3x spar, 50 pumps, 50 crunches & 30 punchin crunches

durin grapplin rite elbow got tugged & it sorta ve e 'pulled outta e socket' feel =(
durin sparrin w joy got kicked @ e left heel bone & i nearly FELL outta e ring; potential #5 =|(

guess tmr ive 2:
go back 2 doc
go look 4 glass frame makers 2 make a new frame
go back 2 畫一 2 ask abt e chess set
look 4 sudoku books
look 4 new comics/thrillers
eat dinner @ jack's place

hartache


AFTER

BEFORE

had it 4 abt 3 yrs, juz took it out 2 cam, supported it w a pillow but stil it landed on e floor w a crash =(

20060505


new show on axn abt 2 bros 'slainin' supernatural beins as they search 4 their missin father whos searchin 4 'e thing' tt killed their mum, scared e freak outta me; tink my guts r shrinkin as i get older or shldnt i watch it @ 0200???

my eyes



stil got 1 more pair [metalic blue frame tt dazed me everytime so seldom wear] made in 03 but got crushed on e geylang st back den =specs specs: R -100 - 175 L -75 -200

i tink ive super weird eyes:
03-04 when i didnt wear specs my rite eye myopia +25 but astigmatism -100, left eye myopia -25 astigmatism -100
04-06 geeky wearer everydae my rite eye myopia -25 but astigmatism +75 [x2 leh!!!], left eye myopia +25 astigmatism +50

mayb diff specs shops ve diff ways of determinin? coz all were made @ 4 pairs were made @ diff shops; 03 @ slt, 04 @ bj ian optic, 05 @ bj eyeplay & 06 @ toa payoh asia optic

so's wearin specs good or dun wear beta? i dun wear -astigmatism i wear +astigmatism altho myopia ± on both eyes when multi_coat's supposed 2 reduce it

but i like my new specs altho its pressin down on my left ear =went back 2 e 跌打 after collectin e specs, e heel bone area isnt good, shld ve gone back earlier =\ aniwae he 'suctioned' e blood again, now bandaged til next wed =(

blur liao

20060503

muay thai #93

@ 1st we tot there wasnt ani1 comin den every1 started comin slowly

started late so ended late

skipped, warmup, shadow, 6x bagwk, 3x padwk, 3x spar, 50 pumps, 50 crunches, 30 punchin crunches & misc trainin

e left ankle stil isnt good, did e left high kick & e bone on e rite side [heel/calcaneus bone] hit e padwk & tt was god damn PAINFUL!!! =(

mayb ve 2 go back 2 e doc liao since after over 1 mth its stil not ok =(
juz now kent e aia financial planner called 2 ask 2 mit so tt he can tell/'psycho' me more abt his job which i rejected but hes quite persistent =\ wait til he calls again which hopefully he wont

gettin my new specs tmr whichs a hartache @ 110 w multi_coat, but i like e frame, in fact it was e 1st i picked after thing & i returned back 2 e shop, ve e levi's look =} cant find nice geeky frames @ 50 liao; either left those metalic frames tt makes me dizzy or those plain dull frames =|

colinandkero.blogspot.com

tis wks theres a new blog tt surfaced:

colinandkero.blogspot.com

its actually a luv blog abt e 2 gays
there r many flamers, spammers, anti-gays tokin abt it onsite & forums
howeva if they dun like it/find it disgustin,

DUN GO DEN!!!
U GO COZ U R 8GUA!!!
U SPAM COZ U R BOLIAO!!!


but den i admire em
but i cant say they r wrong coz in tis world theres no absolute rite or wrong
moreva im neither here nor there; im a 妖怪
they dare 2 say their luv 4 each other
they r direct & true 2 each other
they dare 2 luv each other
which norm/heter ppl OSO DUN DARE!!!
how mani norm/heter couple can do tt???

WHICHS Y SUMTIMES GAYS/LES R MORE 'RESPECTABLE' THAN OTHERS
they r juz like norm ppl, can eat, wk, play, zzz, everythin; juz tt they like e same sex
heter/norm couples oso fuck wat, so wats abt e big deal abt gay/les fuckin???
norm guys can b more perverted by rapin e v young bb gals 2 e v old grandmas k

norm ppl'll do tis:
they'll tink of e acceptance/rejection %age
they'll tink of techniques/tacties
everythin they do's conditional; 'u do xx% den i'll do yy%'
all they'll do's juz TINK TINK TINK 4 infinite time [which they tink its logical] b4 they decide 2 make tt 1 step which can end up w:
1. happy endin
2. 1 of em gone liao, tired of waitin
3. rejection

wah lao eh 1 den 1, dun 1 say dun 1
dun 'eh', 'erm', 'i...'
unless u noe really got no chance den juz take it as a dream
if u tink can make it den go 4 it lar
get rejected oso wont die lor
as tho e sky'll crash down on u
as tho ppl'll look down on u & say tt u r a despo
juz take it as it is, tink until head big or burst oso no use
e forest's god damn big, surely theres a tree tt u can find

thing asked me wat m i, i said '?'
sumtimes i like XX sumtimes i like XY i guess it boils down 2 e ppl im w @ tt period, environment & happenins
but wat m i really? i dunno, so how m i goin 2 b w ani1?
but den again, if theres a chance & it wont backfire i'll go 4 it than juz
FUCKIN ROT THERE TINK ABT DUNNO WAT SHIT; SO INCONSTRUCTIVE

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