drivin prac #24 + k750i

finali got my 'power cam' hp... e k750i after decidin 2 forsake my 'power hp' e o2 mini; guess its not destined 2 b mine -_-;;; aniwae im havin fun loadin it w lotsa themes, mp3s & cammin stuffs ard me after armin it w a 512mb ms wahaha ^_^ & of coz hope it'll stay longer w me since most hps r movin 2wards 3g tt i dun ve e use 4 it @ e moment...

had prac in e early pm n seemed 2 ve 4gotten sum of e basics... but overall its ok... juz alittle unconcentrated, includin playin pool w james @ paya lebar...

den down 2 5/10 @ e 'x toy bar'... v long didnt go back there; alwaz @ e other side playin pool... after 1 bot of corona im x_- liao; cant drink liao...

IF PPLE TELL U TT AFTER EATIN U WONT GET DRUNK OR TIPSY DUN BLIEVE EM; ITS NOT ALWAZ TRUE [@ least 4 me haha]

yin & yang

JOY JOY JOY

GET UR LAZY BUTT OFF E SLACK & START DOIN ALL UR ASSIGNMENTS [陰]

ELSE BALANCE TRAININ/DOWNSIZIN W EM [陽]

OR U R GOIN 2 DIE W EM ALL!!!

black+gold-brown

bleached my hair again haha... norm color wont b able 2 get tis lite so ve 2 bleach again... tis time not tt golden-brown since i didnt leave it as long as e last time & its quite uneven w a mix of black & golden-brown... & my panda eyes r surfacin even thou i dun zzz enuf [i get em when i zzz too much n vice versa] -_-;;;

global personality

Global Personality Test Results

Stability (50%) medium which suggests you average somewhere in between being calm and resilient and being anxious and reactive. Orderliness (10%) very low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. Extraversion (53%) medium which suggests you average somewhere in between being assertive and social and being withdrawn and solitary.

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trait snapshot:
messy, disorganized, not rule conscious, rebellious, rash, weird, ambivalent about chaos, likes bizarre things, anti-authority, not good at saving money, not a perfectionist, leaves many things unfinished, low self control, strange, desires more attention, romantic daydreamer, abstract, impractical, unproductive, leisurely, likes the unknown

happy bdae zoohan

class.pool.class.rain.hm.hair trim.out

well pool w james & king was v 'xcitin' coz i won & lost; knocked em out a few x by 'chance & luck' wahaha

2 city hall 2 get e 'brownie cake' den met em [suhendry, zoohan, nathan, james, philip, king & james] @ sakae citylink, ate e gyu don [1/2 of e rice] den e 'rock brownie' after tt we went 2 ms 2 bowl; 4 e 1st game bowled quite well but e 2nd i got 3 0 wahaha arm went zzz liao... didnt bowl 4 3+ yrs liao haha... suhendry & philip bowled reali v well wah lao eh 真人不露相... aniwae...

HAPPY BIRTHDAE ZOOHAN!!!

e brownie was damn sinnin & fattenin T_T goin 2 train even harder tis wk liao T_T

muay thai lvl4 #10

6 mins skip, shadow, 4x bagwk, 3x padwk, 3x spar, 50 pumps & 50 crunches...

IM DAMN SHACKED!!!

but e flr was slippery so didnt do much kicks on e bag since i cant stand & bal well; i even threw myself off e mat 'ring' when we bgan sparrin -_-;;; tried v hard 2 c joy's moves; tryin 2 dodge or counter but stil get struck by his push kicks...

4 bruises; 1 self inflicted durin padwk + 3 others durin sparrin -_-;;;

new technique:
side foot sweep: use 2 hit e side/calf area of opponent's leg 2 fall him

alot of wk 2 do; 1st on e list's 336 assignment 1 den 332, 217 & 336 assignment 2 all due @ sem end omg...

認知

一位藝人說過一句話. 他說:"人, 在面對現實時, 有兩種應對方法: 一種是逼自己長大; 另一種是變得像個孩子一樣."

真是一言驚醒夢中人. 不, 應該說"頓悟", 比較貼切吧.

一直以來, 我認為自己有時太過實際; 甚麼事都必須有個解釋, 一切都可以按部就班的分析.

很多人說過我很成熟理智, 有時甚至覺得有些過於理智而變成冷酷. 我承認這一點. 但是, 大家疏不知的, 是我覺得自己有時也很幼稚, 很無理取鬧.

很矛盾. 成熟與幼稚, 怎能並存?
百思不得其解, 而且很爭雜.

討厭自己的冷淡與淡漠. 也厭惡本身的幼稚和情緒化, 更加對於不能控制及解釋自身的感覺感到反感.

聽過了那句話, 再慢慢思考後, 發現自己的"雙性", 會因環境的趨勢而交替. 在面對無助, 孤立, 或必須自身擔當責任時, 我變得很理智; 為了保護自己, 我會呈現淡漠. 相反的, 如週邊有可信賴之人能給予庇護, 主導權我弘手相讓, 擔子讓你挑; 自己則做個需要人照顧, 只會撒嬌哭鬧的孩子.

不了解自尊過勝的自己, 也非常看不起逃避現實的自己.
詘之以鼻...

兩頭不著岸, 讓人迷失在茫茫大海中.

我想, 在獲得這份認知時, 是在當中尋找平衡: 在成長成熟的當兒, 也別失去童真中的熱情.

drivin prac #23

after 7.5 wks of no drivin i drove again 4 1.5 hrs... parallel & vertical parkin den went cruisin on e rds... things r quite smooth; didnt bang down ani poles or wat, juz tt 4got abt e lane turnin part...

BUT E THING'S...

I CAN DO WELL & CALM DURIN PRAC BUT DURIN TP IM STIL SHIT!!!

sigh tink every1 goes thru tis... but when u ve alot of prac n noe xactly wat u r doin u wont feel e nervousity...

after tt went 2 king's place 2 get sum stuffs: 3 stacks of paper & a whole lot of folders haha but they crushed me man; so HEAVY!!!

mma

heard frm joe tt there'll b a mma [mixed martial arts] competitN comin soon & there r GALS since there r pple frm diff martial arts so it means tt...

I'LL VE A CHANCE 2 FIGHT!!! YEAH!!!

goin 2 start trainin & downsizin liao

a typical trainin...

2km run @ 15 mins
skipped 8 mins w e wts & 8 w/o
5 min shadow
1 min knee
5 mins bagwk
200 2.5kg dumbells swing
20 2.5kg dumbells lift
20 jump squats
20 side bends
50 pumps
50 crunches

= +-1.5hr

n i damn sweated alot...

i'll nid phy trainin lk tis 2 tired myself out in order 2 balance off e psycho/mental stress i'll ve whilst doin my mountain of assignments...

wata sem...

IM DAMN BZ!!!
NO MORE SLACKIN JOY!!!

now ive a perl+apache assignment 2 do...
multitaskin 3 journals...
simultaneously doin a asp+access ecommerce website...
endin w a xml assignment 2 do...
+ 1 BLOODY HELL cpu-xhaustin underh2o world animatN 2 complete...

2 say it +vely: theres too much 2 do...
2 say it -vely: my time management BLOODY SUX!!!

omg... 1 ge tou 2 ge da...

I NID MORE THAN BIBLES!!!
I NID MY SALVATION!!!

left hand = rite brain

Brain Lateralization Test Results

Right Brain (74%) The right hemisphere is the visual, figurative, artistic, and intuitive side of the brain. Left Brain (12%) The left hemisphere is the logical, articulate, assertive, and practical side of the brain

Left brain dominant individuals are more orderly, literal, articulate, and to the point. They are good at understanding directions and anything that is explicit and logical. They can have trouble comprehending emotions and abstract concepts, they can feel lost when things are not clear, doubting anything that is not stated and proven.

Right brain dominant individuals are more visual and intuitive. They are better at summarizing multiple points, picking up on what's not said, visualizing things, and making things up. They can lack attention to detail, directness, organization, and the ability to explain their ideas verbally, leaving them unable to communicate effectively.

Overall you appear to be Right Brain Dominant

According to Darwinian theory, optimal evolution takes place with random variation and selective retention. The evolution savvy individual will try many different approaches when faced with a problem and select the best of those approaches. Many historical intellectuals have confessed their advantage was simply considering/exploring/trying more approaches than others. The left brain dominant type suffers from limited approaches, narrow-mindedness. The right brain dominant type suffers from too many approaches, scatterbrained. To maintain balanced hemispheres, you need to exercise both variability and selection. Just as a company will have more chance of finding a great candidate by increasing their applicant pool, an individual who considers a wider set of options is more likely to make quality decisions.

Are You Right or Left Brained?
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endurance trainin...

no 1 came 4 trainin... AGAIN!!! sigh~ so i self trained... AGAIN!!!

w 1kg ankle weights: 15 mins high skippin, 5 mins shadow, 50 pumps & 50 crunches
w/o 1kg ankle weights: 15 mins high skippin, 5 mins shadow, 50 pumps & 50 crunches

all tis took abt 1 hr n im soaked thru; wonder if i'll b able 2 walk tmr... no bagwk done coz didnt 1 2 worsen e bonked left mid toe tts hinderin my trainin...

gota get started on 332, 336 & 217 assignments... its crashin time... AGAIN!!!

e very best of asia lounge
secret 2 e heart @ karunesh
eastern sunrise 1+2 [chivas chill xperience]

all 3 r chillout lounge new age music tt i like listenin since long ago; another fav's raindance 1 [stil ve tt]... 4 local radio station, tune 2 lush995 or listen live here ^_^

a~z of me

A for... anniversary: birthdae
B for... banana: energy fruit
C for... cat: fave animal
D for... durian: most hated fruit
E for... eggplant: nv'll i eat tt
F for... fuck: 'oni used' foul lang
G for... game: mahjong
H for... home: place i dread 2 go back 2
I for... ivy: my 'devil'
J for... joy: me
K for... kingkong: e 1 who can stand all my shit, crap, nonsense & bull temper
L for... lush995: most listened statN
M for... muaythai: luv of my life
N for... nonsense: im full of it
O for... orange juice: oni juice tt i drink
P for... pool: most played ball game
Q for... queer: my character
R for... rat: yr im born in
S for... slack: wat i do most of e time
T for... taurus: mth im born in
U for... university: murdoch
V for... veg: leafy 1s
W for... wkrz913: 2nd most listened statN
X for... xray: 2x taken
Y for... yojyoj: inverse of my name
Z for... zzz: activity i cant live w/o

muay thai lvl4 #9

skipped, shadow, 3x bagwk, 3x padwk, 3x spar w joy, 50 pumps & 50 crunches n...

IM BUSTED!!! XHAUSTED...
mayb due 2 e jug tis 'am'...

sparrin w joy was him w/o guards n my left toes hit his knee n now they r achin especially e mid toe T_T got thrown 2x when he grabbed my left kick... n of coz hit x times... tink i got 2 brush up on my knee & push kicks... not much power in em...

went 4 a haircut b4 goin down; not alot of diff coz nid hair @ e back & top rite 2 cover e 'diminishin bump' & scar... e 1st 'snip' poked e bump n it HURTS!!! ate quite abit of hair durin e cut whilst answerin a call haha... hair's left fringe partin & spike @ e top ^_^ tink my hair isnt growin v fast -_-;;;

heh...

IM 90%+- AWAKE NOW!!!

seems im lk tis [awake damn early in e am] when i puke which's a total KO disaster
zzz @ 0100+ & woke @ 0630+!!!
hope wont ko in lec or trainin...

golden mile...

went 2 e gym n wk den stephen fox asked sum of e fight fighters down 4 'testin' so @ e gym til 2000+ n its...

CFMED TT THERES NO GALS FIGHT LIAO...

althou im disappointed but theres nothin i can do... can oni hope 4 e in-hse fight...

after tt went 2 golden mile w joe, joy n zach 4 dinner @ jj's; reali nice food ^_^ after tt went 2 e disco n its 3 jugs among 4 of us -_-;;; coz its alittle cold so i drank quite abit; mayb...

1 JUG???!!!

since i started wkin @ e gym i nv chionged, ktv-ed or drank lk b4...

SO IM SEH [semi-drunk] & hicuppin while typin tis...
goin 2 zzz soon 4 'bible' lec lata @ 0900+...

thx joe 4 dinner, drinks & e ride back ^_^

FUCKIN BONKERS

LIFE'S NOTHIN BUT A ROLLERCOASTER RIDE...

1 DAE IM V HAPPY!!! BUT E NEXT DAY IM XTREMELY UNHAPPY!!!

ytd i was happy coz cheryl came back & theres not much wk @ sch;
2dae im damn upset coz suddenly sch's back 2 sq 1 & since i stepped in2 e hse i hear nothin but

SHOUTS!!! NOISES!!! NAGS!!!

FUCKIN BLOODY HELL!!!
FUCK IT!!!
SHUT E FUCK UP!!!

now u noe y i dun 1 2 go hm?
coz i dun 1 2 go back 2 a place ware im caged in my rm
i rather slack outside even if its meaninless or doesnt blong 2 me

muay thai lvl4 #8

YEAH CHERYL'S BACK!!!

skipped, warmup, shadow, 3x bagwk, 2x padwk w cheryl, 1x padwk w joy [energy zappin], 1x spar w don [whacked], 2x spars w cheryl, 50 pumps n 50 crunches...

althou i tink tt after trainin lk crazy 4 2 wks, e stamina went up but durin padwk im stil +_+ ve 2 improve on tt... sparrin w cheryl was gd but my push kick sux n don juz luvs 2 use it -_-;;; got kicked on e face by his high kick >_<

now im v MOTIVATED 2 train coz @ least theres sum1 2 spar w even thou i dun get 2 fight... which's my ultimate wish dream...

earlier went 2 play pool w james coz im juz so down & stoned... tt cheered me up alot n my skills ve improved... mayb im too 'impacted' by king coz he juz clears e table when we play...

y e hell im born a GAL!!!

sumtimes i juz HATE bein a GAL!!!

1. biological problems
2. physical problems
3. evaluatN differences
4. equality differences
5. social tatus differences
6. human perceptN differences
& mani others...

BUT NOTHIN SUX MORE THAN TIS:

RARE GAL FIGHTS [OMOST 0] COZ NO GALS 1 2 FIGHT!!!

y e hell do we prac & train hard when we dun ve a chance compete???!!!

WAT E BLOODY FUCKIN HELL!!!
I JUZ HATE IT WHEN TIS HAPPENS...

everytime theres a fight im e happiest coz its a hopeful chance 2 fight... but everytime i end up unmotivated & downcast coz theres no fight in e end...

IM SO HIGH NOW!!!

went 2 e nite safari [1st time there haha] w joe, brenda, joy & jj; walked ard e trails [fishin cat, leopard & forest giants] & took e tram ride... its reali a tad diff frm e dae zoo; more animals & their diff bhaviors... v interestin ^_^

after tt had 'supper' @ joo chiat w hor-fun, prawn mee, sambal sotong&prawn, youtiao & sambal kangkong... v full; now digestin w grn t...

on e way there n back we were tokin alot in e car, abt e pple @ e gym, abt e upcomin fight den joe asked me 'IF CAN FIGHT U 1 2 FIGHT?' i was lk ??? 'VE AR???!!!' lana's side's fightin tis time n there r GALS!!! suddenly my life's full of COLORS!!!

YEAH!!! AFTER 1+ YR I FINALI GOT MY 'FIGHT'!!!

[if its cfmed... n hopefully enuf time 2 train 4 it; i'll b trainin consistently thou...]

WISHIN... HOPIN... PRAYIN... 4 IT 2 B TRUE...

XPERIENCE'S WORTH MORE THAN FIGHT RESULTS!!! GANBATTE!!!

muay thai lvl4 #7

skipped 4 15+ mins, shadow, 3x bagwk, 3x bagwk, 3x spar w joy, 70 pumps & 50 crunches...
no 1 came 4 trainin so im e oni 1 -_-;;; trainin was intense since all e focus's on u... sparred w joy n i managed hit him a few times; other than tt i was whacked lk nuts as usual...

theres a spd ball now n im punched by it; its gd 4 focusin n eyes trainin [if u dun turn >_<]