20031230

in e NAME of GOD IMPURE SOULS of e LIVIN DEAD shall b BANISHED in2 ETERNAL DAMNATn AMEN

A--ka--d

you are Alucard...
man, wolf, bat, mist-- Alucard is one versatile dude. he has a myriad of shiny guns, and he wears his sunglasses at night. he is hellsing's secret weapon; he enjoys exterminating pathetic vampire wannabes.

20031229

hE||s!nG yEaH~



You're Alucard, the vaguely evil star of Hellsing that is both revered and feared. Always ready to laugh at the weaknessess of others, you can be downright cruel. Lurking underneath all that bitterness, however, is a strong sense of justice and concern for those you care about.

Which Hellsing character are you?

20031227

t!s xMaS sUx...

blog start track: snap - ive got e power



xmas's supposed 2 b a happy season but sumhow tis time round it suxs... y?

eve

i had too much 2 drink: 1 chivas + 3 vodka nic shots + ice... after tt i was swingin ard, after 'snowfight' everythin 'erupted' n i puked lk shit @ simon's place... n everywhere... tis i noe... i admit im not a gd drinker but i dun xpect myself 2 puke e guts out of me... as if i 1 2 shame myself in e public n coz inconvenience 2 others? who e hell wld 1 tt? but @ least i stil noe sumthings well enuff... well san was not ani beta den me... im physically down n she's emotNally down... as 2 how i created e mess let me tink... eh i began pukin outside den moved 2 toilet in which i wanted 2 wash myself after pukin w e toilet bowl h2o n juz wanted 2 lie there... den moved 2 out n puked everywhere n rubbin my face w it... seems gross but when u r down tts it... in fact i cld hear em but juz too strengthless 2 react 2 anithin... they sent me hm n i rmbed changin my clothes but who noes e next dae, i was topless n a cushN cover as on e flr which i dun rmb gettin 1... or wateva... well a drunkard nv noes wat he's doin... im gonna kip alcohol out 4 @ least a mth...

xmas dae

woke @ 730 den hell bgan... head n stomachache was so unbearable tt i went 2 puke wateva tt was left... felt beta n slpt awhile more... tt went on 4 3 hrs... lunched w e oso hung birdie... it was bad coz both of us cldnt eat... went 2 orchard met novi den walked ard... went hm in e evenin in e rain... so sian... ate cornflakes n nuts 4 dinner since anithin tasty's stil tasteless 2 me...

boxin dae

we were tokin abt how i shamed myself on eve... but im pretty sure i didnt sae anithin much... since i stil noe wat im doin... wateva... brought 100 out but seem 2 b left w 20 in e nite... oso dunno y... watched scary movie 3 n anna in kungfu land... quite funni but dun seem 2 b able 2 luff real happily dunno y... went 2 simon's w compensatN gifts... played cards, dai di... realli dun realli noe how 2 play... lose oso no choice 1 mah... hai~ wateva... well called san 2 tok...

actually all along i noe tt she n i r e same kind of person juz tt she's an xtremist n im e dun care sort... both of us r aloners... alwaes hangin out w e same grp of pple else we r isolated... if we dun look pple up, no 1'll look us up... tts y we r ?D???@??... supposinly 2 msg her sumthin but sent it wrongly 2 kk so wateva it's i dunno... juz feel so shack n tired when u c ur frenz ard u doin things tt u hope they wont do but cant do a thing 2 prevent it... wateva... if i ve god's power lk bruce almighty, i tink i'll do tis: rewind everythin 2 e start where god bgan 2 create e universe n adam n eve were livin happily n peaceful in e garden of eden. if things cant go tt far den prob i'll start frm e time where cigarettes or those smoky stuff werent created n'll nv b created... not 2 say im noble... but really... sum pple dunno tt they r actually fortunate 2 ve both parents n able 2 do things they lk... they'll nv noe e world of those who dun ve it... they'll nv noe... its not tragic... its tt they live in a world of resentment n grudge, well its an age 2 rebel... but 4 me its diff... real diff... actually if not 4 those 'materialistic' stuff tt were my target, i dunno wat shit i'll b... if not 4 e ctrl tt held me back, mayb i'll b roamin e streets or doin some low pay jobs... i tink i'll realli bcome a bum... i dun reali 1 2 change 4 e impossible but juz sumthin diff... wateva... mayb if i cld, i'll fly 2 a island w juz wat i tink i nid 2 survive simple n stay there 4 gd... away frm e mess, smoke n shit in e world... mayb all along we r livin in e matrix... haha~

blog end track: madison ave - who e hell r u

20031223

xMaS...

blog start track: groove coverage - e end



its really a tired yr tis time round... so tired... n sick... dunno which xmas spent wkin... i tink 2nd... now passin e flu bug everywhere i go... wanted 2 do sum last min hoppin ard... but i dun tink so now... goin 2 cowdung 2nite... dun feel lk goin suddenly so sian... juz 1 2 wallow in bed n zzz thru xmas... nothin realli matters or hapi 2 b abt tis season when u r down n sick... ahchoo~ wkin in e cold office now... juz hope 2 go hm n zzz... dun 1 2 c ani1... especially... hai~ tis xmas's oso e worst... no $ shldnt ve lent... well debtors 1 2 push off n creditors 1 2 rush it back hai~ especially true in an ah beng case... shit~ damn~

blog end track: jay - 雙節棍

20031216

n!+eMaRe b4 xMaS... wAhAhA...

Jack
You're Jack! "I am the Pumpkin King!" and yes you are.
Although you have the fame and fortune, you are not happy.
You go and try to find yourself but in cost of Christmas.
In the end everything is peachy keen and we still love you.

Which Nightmare Before Christmas Character are you?
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h2o dUnK...

blog start track: david - 討厭紅樓夢



pple sae h20's gd but too much's hell... went 2 kbox last nite... when bk, its 0000, reached 2230 chased out @ 2145... shit... went 2 ce... seth wasnt happy got e tot abt bein cheated so they left early... stayed w kk... played cards den simon came n we had a guessin game: each ve a card on e forehead, either biggest/smallest drinks wateva amt of h20 in e glasses... i had mani... suai... drank lk siao... e last game was e worst... remains of e jug = 4 glasses... n guess who got it? simon wahaha... yeah... 陷害成功 yeag~ i tink we drank 3-4 jugs liao... in e end all of us were bloated n e h20 output was as clear as e input haha... went 2 toilet a few times in e nite... so funny...

blog end track: anson - 和尚

20031212

fReNsTeR...

blog start track: daniel - perfect luv



in frenster 1 can find frens, foes n those tt u ignore simply bcoz of sumthings n hope tt person wont appear jn ur life again... n sad 2 say tt 2 me they r e kind of use n dump kinda pple... so far there r 2 tt i hope i wont c 'em but among 'em there's 1 im stil concerned abt... n quite hestiated 2 + em...

e former was in e same class as me 4 10 yrs (xtreme long) but her personality n character sux 2 e core... wat a letdown... an egocentric person... i tot after tt time it might get beta but well once e link's broken, even if its fixed back it stil wont b as strong as b4... might as well let it break again n leave it as it is... leave it in e past...

e latter was a person i met in my search 4 comics... real warm person who yearns 4 e 10/10 in wateva she does... tink i saw e abyss state of her life n her journey 2 stand again... actually she ve frenz ard her who were there when she nided 'em... saw her side of inferiority (certain aspects) n confidence... saw her enterprisin n commercialized sides... tink if not 4 wat happened mayb things wont end up lk tis... dunno if i'll c her again... whether i'll tok 2 her or even b lk b4... juz hope she wont fall again... her last fall took her a long time 2 get up n move on...

juz hope tt tis xmas'll mark e end of all e unhappiness ard n e period b4 e next'll b a joyous n peaceful time 4 all...

blog end track: aura - destinatN skyline

a WoR|d oF cOlOrS...


Green



You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature.




Find out your color at Quiz Me!


20031211

rEvAmP...

blog start track: dido - thx u

did sumthin 2 my rm last nite... sold e 'useless' ps1 + all my games @ 52... so little... but it 'aids' in my pathetic state now... moved e bkshelf over 2 e sacred rm n e moomoo hide + bean bag r in mine now... alittle korner 2 get cosy n of coz nua liao... haha... gettin sneezy tis daes... rainin every nite... wonder hows ah nua... tink they went 2 kbox yesterdae 4 ktv lunch n 2dae 2 jb... so gd i oso 1... aniwae wk's beta more $... juz hope my debtor clear their asap den i ve $ liao... xbox wait 4 me... =) ah choo...

blog end track: jacky cheung - let me go

20031209

zZz cArE bEaRs... kAwAii...

Bedtime Bear
You are usually asleep on the job but that's okay because your job is to make sure everyone gets enough sleep! You're shy and sweet...when you are actually awake! Getting sleepy already?

20031208

w@t E hEL| oF a MuM...

blog start track: kenny g - esther

wat e hell 2 ve sucha smart aleck mum who tinks she noes everythin n anithin... hm hifi was spoilt so told her either i get a dvd player or get a new set... saw a quite gd 1 w 5.1 speakers... its lg n costs 470 so decided 2 get deliverin tis wkend. den went 2 look ard 4 ps2 abt 480 (console+2 ctrller+1 mem card) or mayb get xbox le (console+dvd kit+3 games @ 388) wateva it is... has dinner w kk n her parents... went hm.... den hell bgan... told her i got a new hifi who noes she started kp liao... sae she told me dun 1 too mani electic app @ hm n tt i shld ve gotten a dvd player den i told her if e other pts start spoilin den get replacement's shit n i 1 e old speakers as my com speakers den there she goes again my rm ve bad fs sae e mess, e bkshelf n e electric apps ve 2 shift out when e hse's already full of her stuff n looks lk a store keep liao... wateva e shit... n even got a crystal ball tt if it drops frm e ceilin sum1 surely ve 2 go hosp liao... pls... if hmmade fs reali so ez 2 change anithin or everythin tt she tinks she noes a whole lot of shit den e pros out there ve 2 eat grass liao... damn... shit... fuck... mayb she shld move 2 e moutains in china or kampongs in those out of e world places den she can live in peace w her fs liao...

blog end track: jay - 你聽得到

w!sH |!s+ #1 tRuE...

blog start track: snap - ive got e power!

wishlist #1 lg hp 'came true' @ 580... yeah~ e cam's reali gd interestin 2 use haha... den got new hifi 4 hm... although sum1 dun understand e rationale bhind it... i juz 1 2 get wateva i 1 when i get afford it n not when i cant n juz compromise 4 sumthin else... mayb'll get xbox juz e console since i dun reali lk e games tts bundled w e xmas pkage... wateva... they ve sum games tt i lk... geez... @ most consider it as: hifi - hm xmas present, hp: my xmas present n xbox - next yr b-dae present... done =)

blog end track: jay - 龍拳

20031203

xMaS w!sH |!s+...

blog start track: shino - 心動



omost time 4 xmas liao... countin down... 22 daes... so near... time 2 earn more $ den retire 4 4 mths... hmm... wats my wish list tis time round... hehe ("<)

w!sH l!sT

1. get new hp lala~ xpected rite? ideals: lg g7100 (so cyber!), nokia 6220 (coz it ve vdo cam), se z600 (clam mah), nokia 6600 (highly recommended)...

2. bcome 美少年 (get t&t (tinner&taller))

3. pass ftt (4x liao leh) n get licence = dream car = toyota rav4 3dr

4. get beta grades (dun 1 donkeys liao... e-yo~)

5. kick e asses of those i dun lk (haha~)

6. new hifi 4 hm ($ fly away ('><'))

7. get ps2/x or xbox

8. get lcd monitor n 4/5.1 speakers n blast everything off

9. get smarter... dun 1 2 b 'han zi' liao...

10. perfect in guitarin

10 wishes on e list... mayb abit too much but wishes = motivatN... no harm mah hehe~

blog end track: evanscence - everybodi's fool

20031202

v!v!d n!+eM@rE... oR r@+hEr d@eM@rE...

blog start track: kevin kern - thru e arbor

had a nite/dae-mare tis am... e sun was omost up when i woke up... none of my dreams ever seemed tis real...

i was drivin a citroen berlingo n e passengers were kk n chiobu... dunno if there was ani1 else on board... drivin drivin den suddenly a vehicle came 2wds me so i steered my wheel left den another came so i steered rite... all e while left n rite n changin gears... who noes things got worse den kk told me: its manual... den i was lk wat e hello manual? i oni noe how 2 drive auto... den i was stampin frantically... den they were lk whackin me saein e gear, e clutch... wonder how u passed ur ftt... didnt c a big truck come along den buang... n ends e mare... wonder if tis denotes e fate tt i'll nv pass my ftt... >< wateva... nothin gd comes out of vivid nite/dae mares...

blog end track: kevin kern - sundial dreams

20031201

W@t @ wKeNd...

blog start track: 5566 - 傳說



rotten @ hm on sat definitely not in e best of mood since i failed ftt 4 e 3rd time... juz theory took me 6< mths liao... sux... wat m i doin... shit... sun wasnt ani beta... made my 1st banana juice n it's damn horrific... o my god... dinner @ ms 阿一飽魚 2 celebrate ah mah's b-dae... 1st time there was a cake... n of coz got ji xiao once we reached shit... 2dae rotted e dae away again... dunno whether 2 learn vb.net anot... wateva... dun 1 2 tink abt it now... true escapist... haha... dunno when goin 2 touch my guitar again... watchin 西街少年...

blog end track: exile - 4 ur eye oni

20031127

tis wk ><

blog start track: jay - 他的睫毛

tis wk seems short yet so long... went 2 CE on mon nite 4 practice seems alittle beta... can strum n get chords but stil slow in changin... ve 2 +++ on tt... tues went 2 tampines 4 visit... den came back @ nite... yesterdae wk... vb.net projs doc... now searchin 4 vb.net tutorials n sourcecodes... hope 2 find 'em den get vb.net as e prog lang 4 mp... but there seems 2 b so few vb.net + netwkin tutorials n sc... hai~ sicko... stil considerin super 7250i n 無限的創意 3200 dunno which 2 get but i noe i mizzed a few liao... sian...

blog end track: anson - 夢

20031123

w@+ @ d@e...

blog start track: sun yan zi - 直來直往



1 new msg... kingkong callin... 'joy i nid ur help...' tis's how 2dae started @ 0807... kk left her cisco locker key @ e temple locker so she ve no access 2 get her stuff 2 go hm... cant move abt in full-u so called me 2 bring clothes 4 her... went back 2 e temple 2 get e keys... breakfast @ bk den back hm... looked 4 chords n fixed e ???· model... left @ 3 went back 2 cisco 2 get her stuff den lunch @ ljs... back 2 her place den im back @ bugis... looked ard @ e hps... tinkin of panasonic x70, siemens mc60 n nokia 3200... nokia n siemns r both budget cam hps... so chances r 1 of 'em'll b chosen over x70 since tts a real x hp >< took e bus hm... caught in e rain... soaked thru e skin... hai~ wc3 reali not ez 2 play... juz against ez human n im thrashed liao... omg... >< hai~ mayb try again lata...

blog end track: 5566 - 存在

20031121

fuckin blabber sux

blog start track: leehom - can u feel my world

went 2 sch 4 discussN on e mp... tot of vb.net but blabber chose java... fractN of e grp... went 2 kk's place den 2 ce... later @ nite joined e mp grp on msn... den started e argument on vb.net vs java... damn egocentric guy who doesnt 1 2 consider vb.net @ all... tink mayb he got 'references' frm pple... shit~ sae i doubt him n he was boastin abt e marvel of java... juz bcoz ecad was based on vb n every1 had a hell of tt tt time... he decided 2 ignore it... n remain in his fact tt vb can oni create websites... n java's e ultimate programmin tool... damn... fuck it... shit... shinjimae... kutabare... now doin e ui again... get thrashed again... hai~... ><

blog end track: beyond - 情人

20031118

1sT gU!+@r...

blog start track: indecent obsessN - fixin a broken hart

went nuh 2dae 2 take a look @ e ge sys... ended wk@ abt 1630... took a cab hm since it'll take 4x more... did a trial 49/50... met kk @ parklane 2 fix e guitars... bought my 1st, blue folk... strings hurt... tuned it @ CE... rushed 4 ftt after tt... had 3 cfm Xs liao... hai~ ><... after tt went back 2 bugis... actual plan was 2 watch m3 in e end didnt... wonder y i gave up... didnt tink it was nice 2 make pple who didnt realli 1 2 watch it c it w me... after roams, went back 2 CE... had their cfood marinara spiced 4 dinner... real damn spicy w e chilli padi >< had their choco milkshake, real scoops of i-cream =) played e guitar... problem gettin e chords... strummin n pluckin dun tink its a prob xcept e beat... im a tempo idiot... >< played til 1+ den went hm... zzz... ko...

blog end track: shin - 因為有你

20031117

blog start track: van - 信仰愛情



went 2 CE after dinner... met kw's gf: ying, looks slimmer den in e fotos... had a try @ e guitar... trouble gettin e chords... shit~ aniwae will b gettin mine by tis mth, consider it as xmas present lala~ met loon when we were leavin, heard tt he's movin hse... w or w/o thrash, i dunno... wateva... e fifa 04 game i bought cant wk... short of 1 file... bring back 4 xchange/refund... shit~... zzz... ve ftt tmr... realli hope can pass tis time =)

blog end track: evanscence - whisper

20031116

c@|v!n & hObBeS...

blog start track: sash! - adelante



nothin much 4 2nite so juz a comic strip by c&h inclusive of my fave animal: elder relative of my fave animal, e cat - tigger... =) prank letters done w mag cut outs haha quite lame n bo liao... lala~

h@pP! b-DaE ** (",)

shortest time... zzz...

blog end track: sash! - adelante

20031114

blog start track: jolin - 布拉格廣場



been havin dinner @ hm these daes coz mum on leave... had grill n microwave fish yesterdae n grilled chix 2dae... bloated coz ate more rice 2dae... went out 2 mit kk, seth n ivy @ CE @ ard 9... tink they arent used 2 e bike coz quite small n short (in fact mani sae so too =P) but it seems 2 b customized juz 4 me =) lala~ had an i-lemon-t not bad... saw ivy's notes n found diagrams on e anatomy of e hart, artery n veins... quite concise n perfect, wished its on e comp... well drew it... haha ages since i last drew sumthin 2 serious well juz 4 1 dae den hope 2 get a copy of it asap... due 2 my blog on tues which im =( they asked me if im alrite n gues wat?! i told 'em '我又攸郁症' lala~ well its common 4 pple 2 ve mild depressN every1 ve it rite... 天塌下來當被蓋 一覺醒來憂愁忘... i tink im an escapist til im @ e end den i solve w s.o.s well i tink if i 'siam' e problem it'll 'auto disappear' tts y i zzz often... oso my knowledge's quite low n tink in e simplest way tts y often i get thrashed by ah meng... coz he tinks complicatedly... >< aniwae im glad they asked... not 4gettin e truth.... e bosses of CE noe loon, thrash n john... omg... well i dun c 'em goin there oso i dun tink i 1 2 c 'em... after tt... aniwae... wateva happens juz let it come... actually im not mad @ thrash 4 takin e stuffs n kickin me out... its juz tt i 1 2 b notified n not juz 過河拆橋... well i do hope tt she'll can help san... juz contact nos wont kill but i dun even ve e chance 2 tell her tt 'its not competitN juz a fren tt 1 2 try e trade...' wateva... when it comes 2 biz there's not space 4 anithin but tt... hai~ e world's now too commercial n realistic 4 anithin...

blog end track: leehom - 你合我

20031111

4gOttEn @|oNeR...

blog start track: ayumi - independent

sumtimes i wonder wats my functNality... not xceptNally gd @ anithin... mayb juz alittle beta @ sum things den my frenz... juz a ???x?? fren who can help u w literally everything... but juz dumped after use... tink if i dun call ani1 no1 calls too... if i call chances r: im a bug... actually i can stay hm but i'll rot... i can do alot of things alone... wont die w/o pple... im independent, tts wat pple sae... coz ive been 'takin care' of myself since young... outlook independent not = 2 mental+emotN independent... i dun mind doin things 4 pple so wat if they get all e limelite? i dun give a damn... sum sae im juz too gd... dunno how 2 reject pple... but wat u xpect me 2 do? turn my back on 'em when they shout sos? sorry cant do tt... else i'll b lk tt mercenary n self centered bitch... who cares no more den herself... every1 nids $ but borrowed or $ not gotten by 1 wont last long... a windfall = alot of $ but oso = h2ofall... sum pple may ve e 'jif' of e shortcut n things move smoothly but when they fall dun tink they can get up... i often tink if im tis, im tt... howeva tt wont come true... so juz ve 2 do it e hard way... my world's actually v ideal n perfect... but its not true... tink im kinda in a depressin valley now... w no way 2 head but down til i find my way out... trapped in an awkward postN... c my frenz bcomin chimney n do nothin... but lk wat sum sae, if their parents dun care 2 hoots (mayb they dunno) y shld i... i admit im not a st... but juz 1 2 do sumthing 4 'em... wateva... im juz e type of 'dun bug me but when i 1 2 c u, u appear' type of person... wateva... kinda sian... not tt im makin things diff 4 pple but havin a job's beta den none... mayb tis oso wont last... although ah meng's bz tis daes 2 b bothered w me... i tink they were tinkin of eatin out but w me alone they decide 2 eat in... not tt im outta ideas but whereva i 1 2 go others may not 1... wateva... im not gonna stay lk tis... let me tink... wishful tinkin haha... lala

blog end track: mvp ost - gamble rumble

b@cK 2 wK...

blog start track: n sync - tearin up my hart



i used 2 tink im sum1 but in front of ahmeng im no1... juz sum1 he's tired 2 snearin @... suddenly im so small mayb im created juz 2 + in2 e world pop since mani disappear everydae... everydae's a dae 2 get o... no1 gets younger... =) is a dae... =( is oso a dae... =/ is oso a dae so wat'll u choose?

back 2 wk after e 悠長假期... suddenly bcame so lazy... (how can?!) 2dae ah meng asked me if i ve an idea of wat im doin n if i noe wats e link bet. e doc i done... i juz stared blankly in e air... n he got e ans... tink im in 4 another break soon... hai~ suddenly lost all e ideas... dunno y... wateva... juz take a step as it goes... ??? saes: relax cheer up e sky wont fail on u... did a ftt trial juz now got 33/50 did e btt oso e same... wat e hell... wateva i stil ve 6 daes 2 do it over n over again... cant fail tis time... 3x n tts it... =) zzz... else tmr'll go there blur again... w my mind empty w ideas but full of zzz... lala...

blog end track: jacky - 我真的受傷了

20031110

悠長假期...

blog start track: dj bobo - chihuahua

last hrs of my 悠長假期...

wed

referral integrity constraint: previous^2 blog - y M ! sTiL| nO+ fReE...

thurs

referral integrity constraint: previous blog - w@t @ d@e...

fri

went out in e late pm... had a haircut @ e cuttin edge @ ms by a chio (i tink so) stylist, loria... not bad... bought a hang10 black polo (ages since i last bought clothes) dinner @ breeks, nv bein there 4 ages (again) had quite abit, nearly stuffed myself in2 a stuffed turkey... 1 of e guys looks quite yandao (i tink among all *drool*) n he did e pancakes w ice-cream... rotted awhile 4 an 'ideal' place 2 go so we went 2 cafe epicure... found a kitten along e way... so kawaii =P n of coz 'terrorized' it lala... tink they wanted 2 go 5/10 but no 1 came up 2 us so we went 2 ce... had their 'signature' milkshake blended w my fave banana... wasnt done w del monte n was quite sweet so kinda sick of it after awhile... aniwae finished it... tink kk's smokin more... but wateva i tink chances r she'll ko (choy!) earlier den me but im not ani beta coz 2nd hand's 2x e shit so mayb i'll ko earlier... >< wateva... played o-maid den 偵子的媽媽以聖旨召我回家 so ve 2 go hm... zzz...

sat

went out in e evenin 2 meet kk n her parents, can sae im a tailgater but bo liao mah... had dinner @ a tw beef restaurant named 來來 not bad, lk e fried n steamed octopus n tau kua... e rm's a b/a i tink... e fd was not bad... =) *slurp* went walkin w 'em... 'molested' e 'signature' bad cat @ e bus stop... back 2 hm...

sun

rottin dae @ hm... zzz... watched 臥虎藏龍 i tink its a philosophical movie... actNs were 'floaty' n endin was quite lame... hai~ wonder how it got so mani awards... zzz...

back 2 wk tmr...

blog end track: lee hom - im luvin it

20031107

w@t @ d@e...

blog start track: 西街少年 ost - 生命中的遺憾



wat a dae... so xiong on e st... woke up @ 8 2 meet ** @ 9... juz on e way 2 lavender, buang w a merz drove by a foreign indian... >< actually i was partially @ fault coz i was against e traffice n tot i cld siam it who noes buang in e end... i 'performed' my 1st 'stunt' - superman n lay flat on e ground... cldnt ve ani strength 2 get up, howeva e driver n company got off e car n helped me... i was quite shaken... had grazes on 1eft elbow, hand n knee, ankle abit swollen... after restin i rode off 2 meet **... shld ve taken down his car plate 2 buy 4d... damn... there was a stingin sensatN so i got tissue n h20 2 cleanse e wound @ a shell kiosk near **'s place... met him n went 2 meet his fren... intended 4 breakfast @ katong but w nowhere 2 park decided on e mac near e stadium... went 2 his place 2 get e coupons n saw his cats... so kawaii =) freedom yearnin cats... ~meow~ after breakfast i rode hm... quite xhausted... bath n change, didnt intend 2 go out... den okasan came back... watched tv til dinner. porridge cum rice + peanuts + meat balls + nuggets... not bad rite... went 2 meet kk, kk's okasan, seth n ivy... destinatN was 5-10 but went 2 e cafe next dr: cafe Epicture... had 2 mugs n some finger fds, not bad... e owner (i tink) was quite enthusiatic n e service's definitely beta den 5-10... e ambience was quite cosy n comfortable (@ least u dun ve pple askin u 2 order or treat u lk transparent)... tok quite abit... n i tink kk's e most 'fortunate' since she n her okasan can tok lk frenz n quite open... beta den mine haha... nite ended @ ard 0000 den its hm sweet hm... zzz...

blog end track: kim bum soo - once upon a dae

20031106

y M ! sTiL| nO+ fReE...

blog start track: 98 degress - gif me juz 1 nite



tis's e qn im norm asked @ hm...sux... ><

am

when kk asked if i wanted 2 go jb w her, her okasan n seth i was jumpin up n down so i went 2 ask my okasan w e reply 'i go w u?'... den i was 1/2 sian liao... coz she'll sae 'dun buy, sg oso ve' or 'u 1 2 get caught?' all those 'discouragin words... o my god... ><

pm

went 2 sch 4 e sip debrief + mp brief... tink it was kinda waste of time... 2hrs... w lby sat next 2 me... >< jason got a se t610 n tyt, a ss v200... both my ideal hp til i got my n7250... wateva... tyt's v200 ve quite abit of 'static screen' n e color wasnt union; diff shades, dunno y... wateva... took a cab 2 ubi 2 find kk (she went 2 help me bk my ftt n was caught in e rain) went 3 a nearby bike shop 2 fix a stand ($15?!) had lunch... went back 2 her place... played ninja assault n winnin 11 - 6... kena thrashed as usual... >< had fish n chips 4 dinner...

nite

initially tot of goin 2 kbox since oni 2 of us... san didnt 1 2 go 5-10... but in e end went 2 5-10 w seth, ivy n ash. drank quite alot 2dae... 1.5 mug of tigger, 1 e33 strong (8.4%) n tequila nic(k)... went 4 2 games of pool downstairs... had a game w an ojisan, tink he let me win on purpose =) n a game w ash... lala... san, cavin n celia came later in e nite... (liar~) actually i was waitin fwd 2 e 'trip' 2 jb (nv bein on 1 w/o my okasan) who noes when i called her, she took me she took off... >< after tt i was totally sian liao... so i sang '李香蘭' so sad rite? lala... i even wanted a puff haha but cannot leh... i tink if san noe i surely get whacked til v jialat 1 haha... since i cant go jb, i asked ** out 2 cycle... so e route'll b ecp 2 tp... lala... den mayb can go n c his cats ~meow~ =) tis nite really quite 'sei' liao... headache... zzz...

blog end track: beyond - 海闊天空 (concert)

20031103

b|oG oF e DaE...

blog start track: zhang shan wei - 失心瘋



comic strip by my fave cat...

actually there r times where pple xpect us 2 do certain things which they tink's 'of coz u ve 2 do it since u r meant 2 do it' juz lk jon 1s garfield 2 pick up e ball (he does tis 2 odie) howeva in garfield's mind its 'y shld i do tis? since when i did sumthin 2 u tt u 1 me 2 do tis?' get e idea? not everythin's telekinetic tt u dun sae i dun sae its all in e windows of e soul, e eyes... sumthings nid 2 b said... tink abt it... let me noe wat u tink =)

n ya i tink i sort of 'en-angered' giraffe 2dae but im frank n i juz hit pple @ e dead spot sumtimes... aniwae tis's wat i c frm e perspective of an outsider... 當局者迷旁觀者清... wateva he's tinkin now... i noe it wont ve ani effect on him 4 sure... juz me actin smart n bein a blabber... wateva... not mani pple c my view... im quite alternative... mayb i dun blieve in luv tts y im nv in 1...

luv not oni brings u happiness =) it can oso bring u sadness =( n anguish =\

blog end track: tanya - true luv

20031102

cYc|eToN...

blog start track: 50c - in da club

had a cycle-ton 2 dae... cycled frm thing's place 2 novi's 2 get e bike w thing... her tyres were v flat den cycled 2 bendemeer 2 pump air... reached there @ ard 1230 tink shldnt b in time 2 go ubi so might as well go 2 kk's place ask her help me bk =) so cycled 2 her place... had lunch... den e 3 of us cycled 2 thing's sip office sumwhere @ henderson rd... geylang east 2 rangoon rd 2 newton 2 orchard 2 paterson rd 2 bukit merah 2 tiong bahru 2 henderson rd... wao lao damn long especially e hi slopes (damn high... but downslope was damn fun =)) back was henderson rd 2 tiong bahru 2 delta rd 2 orchard rd 2 seligie 2 bencoolen... tis time e sky seem dark w nimbus clouds so we tot it was goin 2 rain... w nowhere 2 go we came 2 my place... nua awhile den thing went 2 celebrate anne's b-dae... kk n i ordered pizza hut's twin meal n e hot devil drumlets... e indian operator made a mistake in e order so e bill was 2x e original >< e delivery guy was omost 1/2 dead when he reached here... aniwae we ate e food leavin e pepsi bhind... watched '??¥@¥?' den we rode 2 lavendar mrt nearer 4 her... tts e end...

i tink they nearly died coz i chiong as i lked haha~ but i oso died 'scalin' e hi slopes... >< thing said we cycled 50 km (sure anot?!) wateva haha~ zzz...

its a butt achin dae... a~ woo~

blog end track: groove coverage - mnlite shadow

20031029

w@+ ! d!d 2d@e...

blog start track: mauro picotto - komodo

hmm wat i did 2dae... did quite a few things 4 e 1st time 2dae...

woke @ 10 checked email, edited report 4 ahmeng 2 check. finalized everythin den printed out... msged ?jason?goh? sum crap n surprisinly he replied... stil dunno who e hell's he... >< met kk @ funan (supposinly) den she told me 2 go 2 penisula shoppin centre 2 c jerseys w her... had lunch @ sushi don... i tink its not ani beta den sakae sushi or fiesta... quite a lack of variety... no seasoned octopus n tuna mayo... >< not v interestin... den we went 2 tp 2 hand in e sip reports... @ least i can dun care abt tt til e result's out next mth... =) took 197 frm bedok 2 waste time... reached bugis n played merry-go-round w e nomadic san... after tt was dinner @ marina bay w kk, her mum n frenz... after tt we went 2 5-10 2 meet san n celia... i tink san was abit 'hi' by e time we reached... n prob she drank more bottles den us (barcadi breezer @ 5 4 4) so we sang some songs... n 4 once i didnt burst out in2 laughter (which i norm do) whilst singin '李香蘭' haha oso sang '海闊天空'... we left @ abt 0108 n i reached hm @ abt 0115 haha so fast =) up 2 now after 2 im stil awake... norm after drinkin i dun ve e tendency 2 zzz although i'll b abit of a daze after gulpin down my drinks...

my 1st timers
1. hack a live crab (mayb 1/2 dead)
2. catch a live prawn (although it chose 2 drown itself in a pool of gross crab innerals...)
3. drank 3 bottles... (dun drink < 2 norm)
4. drank green tea! (since it bcame popular didnt touch it @ all)
5. kept as a hostage coz not enuff $ ><
6. ate steamboat/bbq @ marina bay (didnt eat e 2 other times i was there)
7. played '5-10' haha

tink tts all hehe seems lk common stuff but e fact's i nv do b4 so quite an 'achievement' haha... time 2 zzz... wed's e last dae of 'holidae' after tt's back e 'battlefield'...

blog end track: lee hom - wat was i tinkin

20031027

pErSonA|!+y tEsT... r U !n 4 s!nG|eHoOd?

blog start track: avril lavigne - sk8er boi

Qn: as u ve gd performance, ur company ve decided 2 grant u a wk's leave, wat do u plan 2 do?

a) stay hm n spend time w ur family

b) rest 4 1 dae den go back 2 wk

c) ask frenz out n play til u drop

d) go 4 a holidae

diagnosis
a) pple lk u, family-luvin and sequential are endangered. in e eyes. in e eyes of ur suitors, u r their ideal partners. when tt happens, b prepared 2 enjoy life w ur other 1/2!

b) as u do things in sequentially, as long as sum1 treats u beta u'll c him as ur benefactor, n willingly do anithin 4 tt person. ur kind of self-sacrifical mindset results in u tinkin tt 'as long sum1 woos me, he'll marry me or b my stead'...

c) ur e type of self-indulgin partier who tinks marriage or attachment's stil early. as u r used 2 e carefreeness and freedom, if sum1 tries 2 control ur life, chances r: u'll die of suffocatN

d) u ve a tini-twini bit of materialism. not oni r u proud or rather tink highly of urself, ani suitors not up 2 ur standard tries 2 woo u, u'll classify him as 'an ugly toad lustin after a swan's flesh'. although upholdin 1's standard isnt anithin bad, but if 4 u 2 get married/attached's highly impossible! congrats, u r the ultimate single!

blog end track: mvp ost - break go

20031025

!rC g@y |oSeR...

blog start track: zhang zhi cheng - 凌晨3點鍾

haha its so funny a 24male (listen clearly: its a male/guy) frm irc wanted 2 sian me... haha... he asked 4 hp no, pic, ht/wt blah^3 typical irc qns... i told him im not pretty but ugly... i oso said 'if u come irc jio charbo den im not e 1' haha abnormal coz i ve id crisis; dunno lk guys or gals... he said he's same... semi gay... btw he's 169/58 skinny i tink... wateva... here's e conversatN:


[20:52] LedZep: your ht/wt?
[20:52] Tn3mGaRf: 1.5/50
[20:52] LedZep: izzt fat?
[20:53] LedZep: abit hor..
[20:53] Tn3mGaRf: shld b
[20:54] LedZep: u hav bf?
[20:54] Tn3mGaRf: no
[20:54] LedZep: u wan mE?
[20:55] Tn3mGaRf: huh
[20:55] LedZep: can i hav your hp no..
[20:55] LedZep: i sian u..
[20:56] Tn3mGaRf: haha
[20:56] LedZep: dont laugh
[20:56] LedZep: gif mi
[20:56] Tn3mGaRf: hahahahahahahahahaha
[20:57] Tn3mGaRf: i can tell u im abnormal
[20:57] LedZep: mai suat
[20:57] LedZep: oic..y u say tht?
[20:57] Tn3mGaRf: coz i dun even noe i lk guys or gals anot
[20:57] Tn3mGaRf: haha
[20:57] Tn3mGaRf: i gif u... 99999999
[20:57] LedZep: haha?!
[20:58] LedZep: y are u lesby har?
[20:58] Tn3mGaRf: i told u dunno liao
[20:58] LedZep: u look tomboy?
[20:58] LedZep: do u look like those lesby guy 1?
[20:58] Tn3mGaRf: ya
[20:59] LedZep: then u muz be
[20:59] Tn3mGaRf: ya lor
[21:00] Tn3mGaRf: n it seems tt u look down on my kind
[21:00] LedZep: i abit gay also
[21:00] LedZep: no lar got meh
[21:00] Tn3mGaRf: haha
[21:00] Tn3mGaRf: haha
[21:01] Tn3mGaRf: wats ur ht/wt
[21:01] LedZep: 169
[21:01] LedZep: 58
[21:01] Tn3mGaRf: u ve pic
[21:02] LedZep: onli for exchange
[21:02] Tn3mGaRf: dun ve leh
[21:03] Tn3mGaR: wao lao i really dun ve mah
[21:03] LedZep: dun hav dun hav lor..
[21:03] LedZep: i neber force u mah
[21:04] Tn3mGaRf: i tink ve u wait ar
[21:05] Tn3mGaRf: u send me den i send u
[21:05] Tn3mGaRf: else 4get it
[21:05] LedZep: no u send mi
[21:05] Tn3mGaRf: wao lao wait i send liao u nv send
[21:05] LedZep: same goes here
[21:05] Tn3mGaRf: k lor
[21:05] LedZep: u think i yesterdae born hor
[21:06] LedZep: u send mi lar ..i will send u
[21:06] Tn3mGaRf: send
[21:06] Tn3mGaRf: now u send
[21:06] LedZep: got virus anot ..dn send me virus hor
[21:06] Tn3mGaRf: wao lao
[21:07] LedZep: u the blue strip 1?
[21:07] Tn3mGaRf: huh
[21:08] Tn3mGaRf: wateva
[21:08] LedZep: wat watever
[21:08] LedZep: u think i dont know huh
[21:08] Tn3mGaRf: wat
[21:08] LedZep: end mi a fake pic
[21:08] LedZep: tht person is not u!!
[21:08] Tn3mGaRf: wat send u fake 1
[21:08] Tn3mGaRf: wat tt person isnt me
[21:08] Tn3mGaRf: c liao den sae no
[21:09] LedZep: juz know u say dun hav
[21:09] LedZep: y suddenly now hav
[21:09] LedZep: hhhhehe[21:09] u anihow take 1 pic send mi rite?
[21:09] Tn3mGaRf: wao i asked fren send mah
[21:09] Tn3mGaRf: fine lor loser
[21:10] Tn3mGaRf: i asked fren send me e pic den i send 2 u mah
[21:10] LedZep: i dun belive
[21:10] Tn3mGaRf: den nvm lor
[21:11] Tn3mGaRf: sum1 c liao dun blieve den use as xcuse not 2 send win liao loser~
[21:12] Tn3mGaRf: loser~


aniwae after tt he was soundless n tts it... lala... haha 1st time got pple sian me haha... so 'honored' haha... ** asked me 2 make him 'gian' thing said im a meanie wateva but its so damn funni haha... if he younger mayb can consider haha... joke of e nite...

blog end track: chad kroeger - hero

20031024

e p@rK... hK 1s+ 3d mOv!e...

blog start track: fish - 為我好

went 2 watch 'e park' aka '咒樂園'... frm e trailers n makin, i tot it wld b a fantastic horror movie n e ghostly effects shld b quite gd since it's produced by andrew lau (he's quite famous 4 special effects movies lk 風云 中華英雄) i tot e effects wld b alittle beta den e 2 movies but it was worse... >< e plot = ju-on + fatal frame + fd2... e effects = 3d cartoon not a big diff... juz tt e screams were quite appropriate... but alittle exaggeratN... pt of e movie was censored due 2 mayb e 'gore' or wateva they tot it was... since its translated hence e tensN isnt tt strong... tot it wld b not bad but sigh~ e makin described it as quite terrifyin... but when i saw it i was quite mono... no xpressN mayb i xpected alittle too much after watchin e trailer... if it wasnt censored mayb it wld b beta... in hk its rated IIb... mayb they shld rate it nc16 in sg den they can do w/o e censor... i tink e site's beta den e movie... o my god...

e park:
horror: not even 1/2 of ju-on
gore: not even 1/4 of fd2 (final destinatN 2)
wat 2 c: e yandaos n chiobus.... haha...
official movie site: http://www.baseprod.cc/thepark/big5/index.html

blog end track: evanscence - bring me 2 life

20031023

|@s+ d@e @ s!p... >< T_T

blog start track: panda - mr moon

2dae's e last of sip... supposinly a =) dae... but in reality it's not... >< finally completed e process flowcharts of all e procedures but guess wat ?! ahmeng qned y there werent ani reports or doctors... haha... n y they were all spilt in2 groupins not similar 2 e 1 done tt time... well i tink he 4got tt he wanted it 2 b tis way... >< aniwae its armageddon although much as i wanted 2 tok back but sumhow 2 him it wasnt convincin mayb im careless 2 leave out or positN sumthings wrongly but im sure i did wateva i cld so i cant b bothered 2 tok back...

aniwae im goin 2 watch 'e park' w kk+ivy+seth n... lynn o my god... y her out of so mani pple... hai~ she... o my god... suddenly i dun 1 2 c her or all along i dun 1 2 c her... aniwae if i fail tis time no wae im goin 2 wait 4 her... sux... e worst thing's they arent even sure tt wat time they wld b watchin it... i dun mind it late... juz 1 2 push myself in2 a pool of alcohol n drunk myself... havent drink 4 quite sumtime liao... juz 1 2 shout or drown myself @ e pool...

actually if i can go ktv 2nite or which ktv ve tis songs, i'll go there no matter how x it's... jay's 對不起 n 懦夫 linkin park's pts of auth n in e end... really lk these coz seem 2 fit me well... >< or cycle e whole of ecp til my legs nua (11km k, v long nv cycle so much liao) or run myself mad...

>< T_T ;p (",) :) :( :D = tnemgarf... = fragment = sadako = e banished...

i lk e way i do things... so personalized... mayb if pandora didnt open e box of feelings or a&e werent banished frm eden mayb tis world wld b a beta place... no >< or -ve feelings but :D and +ve feelings... actually if a person puts alot of ... in wateva's typed it means tt e person's inconfident n unsure of e things typed coz there's no sense of security... security... e feel of blongin? luved? confidence? wateva but i noe i dun them... wonder wat i 1 2 do now... ideal: get in2 a chalet w e sea 2 sun/moon tan n not c ani1... hibernatN... or isolatN... 4got frm where i read tt taureans r e type of pple who dun open out their harts but'll oni do so w e person they trust however when there's mistrust or disappointment or juz anithin bad they'll juz close up n not open again... sounds lk hermit... mayb tis sign shld b a tortosie, hermit crab, snail or ani species tt hide wheneva there's problem... did a personality test abt wat'll u do on an off dae... i chose zzz (tts me :D) n it reflected tt im a hermit: wheneva there's a problem i'll hide frm it after e problem cant b solved... n tt type of 天塌下來當被蓋... haha actually im typin all tis juz 2 drag time... waitin 2 go c 'e park' n as usual nothin taunts me... juz 'argh'... hai~

more 2nite else sayonara...

blog end track: leehom - intro

20031021

3rd last s!p dae... >< T_T =) & h@ppenIng$ 4 e past wk...

blog start track: van - 忘了愛

3rd last s!p d@e
finally im @ e 3rd last dae of sip liao... end of it = no elog... hai~ e past 4 mths were 'hell', ve 2 wake up early everydae... miz e daes where i can nua in bed n rot... n get fat lk garfield... haha but i muz sae i learnt quite abit frm jingling n ahmeng n e rest... i started w testin juz enter n verfiy output = input kinda bored zzz... den started 2 'copy' diagrams quite fast tts wats ahmeng 'lks' abt me... so i joined his tec team w jc... tts where hell surfaced 4 him n me... T_T watever he asked 2 do it wld b completed whether fast or slow but when it comes 2 faq.. tada! oops...

ahmeng: do u noe wat u r doin? ><
watashi: eh... erm... its...xxxxxxxxxx... T_T
ahmeng: u dun even noe wat u r tokin abt ><
watashi: >< T_T

typical scene @ wk... hai~ actually its not tt i dun wat im doin but whenever he asks i dunno how 2 ans or rather his way of askin's too chim 4 me (?!) but there were oso times i managed 2 ans or complete it til e 'std' tt i got e 'highest honor': 2 thumbs frm him >< those were so 'sacred' n @ e tip of e iceberg... i tink both him n i drive each other nuts haha aniwae thanx ahmeng =) oso 2 e rest lk kk, jingling, s7even, ah fok, alex, auntie, laifuen, poorna, chansa, carol n boss =)
gee come 2 tink of it... tis's 1st time tt in 4 mths i got thrashed so mani times... n i didnt act up lk i did in e past @ cafe... coz tis's sip? or i deserved it? wateva lala~

yesterdae n 2dae
mon am was typhoon nite w wind spds @ 70+km/hr... no wonder mani trees fell or struck by 雷公 dunno wat happened 2 e cats roamin outside... but definitely e 4大天王 here r fine since they cld stil chase n bark @ pple >< saw thrash's asphaltwardrobe site... tink its quite gd beta den wat i might create lala~

2dae i found my dear ah nua... nua, as usual, @ sls fdcourt steps... tink its 1) lazy 2) slpy 3) hungry 4) sick coz of mon's storm it didnt pay much @tentN 2 me... juz 'swingin' its tail 2 get rid of me as usual... but its so kawaii although its an o' cat... been w me since 00... or earlier... 3 yrs + liao... T_T wonder how o' is it... whiskers so long... stil my fave ~meow~

|as+ wK's h@pPeN!nGs...
mmmhhh... wat i did last wk? kk n i went 2 'visit' jen on sun much as we told there wld b no/minimal naggings... it stil surfaced more den wat we tot it wld b... hai~ juz e same o' stuff lk 'wat u plan 2 do in future?' blah^3... we were there after shiftin my new microwave frm take (so far?!) o my god its so damn heavy... lunch was @ taka breeks e f&c was nice coupled w c&c milkshake, courteously of kk =) got e bal of e 6510 stuff frm sam's gf, so chio! @ least i tot she was =)

wed was ladies nite @ kbox n we, seth+ivy+kk+me, sang frm 1900-0100 i tink... had their 'hk style spag' juz noodles + oil sux~ had a tiger free, courteous of kk coz she won it n a tiger toy 4 me lala~ it toks k, 'its tiger time!' haha... e rest of e wkdaes were mono... moo~... rotted @ hm on sat... zzz...

erm tis's quite a long n massive steam out time 2 zzz wonderin wats in 4 tmr... zzz...

blog end track: shin - 馬車夫之戀

20031020

(edited) classic tw lame IQ qn...

kenny g - paradise

qn1: how do u put a giraffe in2 e fridge?

qn2: how do u put a elephant in2 e fridge?

qn3: e king of e jungle, e lion's holdin a conference. which animal isnt present?

qn4: u 1 2 cross a river but there's no bridge & many crocodiles swimmin. how'll u go over?

these arent actually 'IQ' qns but juz mind teasers 2 relax ur mind...
4 those who e crackin ur brains lk nutcrackers, 4get it... tis r juz simple stuff tt dun nid much, or rather logical tinkin... its intutive... e ans's wat u tink... so simple...
there r mani things tt we tink it's complicated but in fact its simple... juz tt bcoz we tink too much in2 it so we dun 'c' it...
保持自然就... sonomanma... =)

blog end track: atb - dun stop

20031007

wat m i...

blog start track: jay - 懦夫

theme of e dae: wat m i?!

ez qn + diff ans... if im a tinker r a bot... i dunno... mayb im a 'tinker' @ some stuff (not 'serious' stuff prob) bot... mayb more of it... dun ask me wat m i... nv tot of tt... ask me wat i lk 2 do... lk 2 tink wat... if i tink in-depth, tink wide, tink smart... mayb these r things tt cant b answered w tests or qns... ve 2 tink... but dunno how 2 tink... tis ve nothin 2 do w zodiac n horoscope... if u guys tink im a rat n taurus so i shld b lk tis, come on fuck it... u r u not e signs... n dun shout lk a nutcase askin 'y m i lk tt', 'y r there pple who scale high w/o much effort n im climbin n fallin all e time'... these r lame qns coz u dun tink but wait 4 pple 2 deliver e ans via fedex... fedex oso charge k... frankly speakin, i dun 1 2 b lk obasan... juz wk 4 x yrs n got on2 a 'supervisor' based on xperience + ties... wats e pt? when u leave comfort hm n go out u get smacked all e way down flat n nv come up juz lie there dead... n live ur life lk tt... ve 2 learn 2 tink lk san... tt snake-head... she's deep im sure... m i juz goin 2 b a) a person who take input n juz gen output? or b) get input n gen multiple output w sense... even cow oso ve cow sense lar... wat e hell happened 2 me? surely i ve sense mah else how 2 pass 'o's... kao... there's something missin/wrong but i dunno wat... mayb can ask san...

back 2 e theme... how m i goin 2 ans him... wat i lk 2 do... actually i dunno... tts e truth n i noe e ans on his face: >< how 2 solve e prob? his face: >< his qns r brain-crackers... actually not really but 2 tink of an ans... its not tt ez too... cant sae i lk 2 lame rite... den? his qns abstract or precise i cant get an ans @ all... dun tell im dumber since i started drinkin bb milk? o my god... but it wks... im taller now... haha 1.52 haha cant b wat... den wats e ans... gd qn bad ans... so long n im stil @ it...

i tink im gd @ doin things tt do n handup but dun ask... mayb complex things ve 2 simplified, juz lk maths... but i can guess his next qn: 'wat's complex n wat 'simplify' means 2 u' den i'll b stuck again... lala... so e crucial qns here r: a) wat i 1 2 do? b) wat i noe/dunno c) how 2 solve... juz lk wat/y/how... u noe e '4 wives + 1 hubby'? i noe tis's kinda crappy but really if i dun let it out, i'll suffocate... in fact i m durin his 'interrogatN' hai~ so now wat? how? o my god... *faint* stil stuck... cant b stuck all e time rite? if i fix e simplest 'tangles' surely can fix tis too... can fix comp frm dummy... surely can solve mah... hai~ stuck...

after a dae im stil not done... stil havent tot of an ans...wat r e problems how 2 solve... really dunno... zzz 1 2 zzz i noe tt when i ask a qn chances r i'll get another qn n most prob i wont b able 2 ans it... so how? ask intelligent qns n @ e same time ve 2 tink of ans 2 'tackle' e possible 're-qns'... quite tirin... plannin... dun really lk 2 do it coz chances , 4 me it wont wk so wats e pt? might as well jump in2 it... n if i meet ani problems, mayb i wont click help, if can solve myself y not? usin ?L??????·N y seek help n admit 'defeat'? no pt wat... oso dunno if tis's e ans but tis's wat i tink... tis blog's gettin too long beta end it else it'll turn in2 an infinite blog...

blog end track: leehom - 流淚掌心

20031001

$@y0n@r@ 7250...

blog start track: zhang jing xuan - 斷點

sold e 7250 last nite @ 380 (loss 160) beta then in future 1 2 sell cant sell @ tt price haha~ supposed 2 meet buyer @ 8 @ bugis then he said b4 930... >< so went 2 e arcade w junming (sellin e 256 ram) then tot meet him @ dhoby ghaut easier; 4 me 2 go hm haha so met there @ 930... he gave me cash then e deal's closed...

tink abt 5 emailed me 4 e hp but i dun tink can sell @ tt price so tt price's ok... aimin x70 if e cam resolutN's beta n 4got wat was tt liao... juz now on way 2 wk, saw my fren, a rat, dead @ e bottom of e slope >< lets ve a moment of silence 4 it thanx T_T nothin 2 write liao...

1st oct... 25 daes 2 end of sip...

blog end track: sun yan zi - 天黑黑

20030930

w0r$+ $!p d@e...

blog start track: jacky - 你最珍貴

2dae seems 2 b 1 of e bad daes since sip started... re-done e ppt; it was a 將就點 ver, ah meng wasnt quite pleased w it... @ e beginnin of e ppt i knew tt it was a flop aniwae things continued... in e end it flopped as xpected so ve 2 re-do coz actual ppt's later @ 1400...

we started 2 re-do... frm wat he told me i looked thru e previous ppts 2 c wat cld b 're-used' n copied over n asked him if it was ok... howeva his facial xpressN told me tt he was pissed off by it liao (mayb tts his limit liao) so i did nothin 4 abt 1 hr; juz 'snakin' ard...

ah meng got info, templates frm kk, boss and began doin it himself (mostly he said he cld do it beta n faster juz tt he's bz tts y i did it... i knew all along tt wateva i tot was 'sufficient' wont b 'in-depth 4 him. howeva i tried 2 do e 'deepest' but it wld stil b a flop... >_<" not tt i 'look down on myself...) in e end i 'edited' some diagrams n ended e dae w it... in e lift, toked back 2 jc over wat 2 wear 4 e ppt... well i oni ve 2 pair of jeans n of coz not bothered 2 find ani 4mal wear... wats e pt? 4 a dae of 10-15 mins ppt? kao... tink if they c how i norm dress, they'll noe y 4mal wear seems impossible 4 me... n y i look so 'rugged' (lk e flr rugs haha) bo chap abt so mani things... my life = nua n slack til i find somethin meaninful...

after he bo chap me or wateva, cldnt b bothered then... i lunged on my headfones blasted e music n submerged in my 'abyss'... mayb i dun tink so far or in-depth as some, hence i got mostly 'donkey's 4 my subjs... wateva... but @ least i try rather than give up... mayb wat i nid's a clearer pic, can do w/o e 'crystal clear instructNs' as long as i get e 'crystal clear' pic... well if i dun understand, prob 100x of xplanatN = moo^2 = 0 in2 my mind...

went 2 kk's place w e bike... i stil prefer e stunt bike as compared 2 e dual susp (although its my dream) but too bad its stil abit high... i can swerve ani way w e stunt... went 2 suntec pizza hut 4 dinner... had e spag meal... damn full especially e tortilla or rather e shell bowl... had too much hence e stomachache... (nv b greedy haha)

well if ah meng c tis, he'll prob sae 'tis has no storyline, no linkage' but who cares? its all abt me... c or leave it... howeva i welcome comments abt anithin (xcept e 'std eng' stuff) if writin a blog ve 2 adhere 2 e 'rules' then wats p&p? dun realli 1 2 go tmr... 1 2 get sick then ko @ hm howeva tis'll not cum true i noe 4 sure... haha... gd nite mon 2909 n gd am 3009... last dae of sept... zzz

blog end track: atb - 9pm (til i cum)

20030926

$h!++y w3d + w3+ +hUr$...

blog start track: noemi - when angels kiss

wed: tis am our area stinked... it smelt lk shit n of coz we tot there wasnt ani... but when e smell bcame stronger, we looked ard n checked our shoes... in e end, e person who brought it in was... ah meng... la la... haha... then he went 2 remove e shit haha...

thurs: 2dae's a wet^3 dae... it was rainin when i zzz, drizzlin when i stepped out, rained as i walked, downpoured as i reach... kns, wat e hell?! in e end i was a 落燙鼠... sux all wet tot cld b sick 2dae in e end i wasnt... o my god... sian tis wkend kk wkin so no 1 2 go out... wkend = zzz dae...

blog end track: enigma - once in a lifetime

20030922

|!f3 $uX wK $uX 3v3vY+h!nG $uX...

blog start track: david - 流沙

y so sian... msg pple no reply 1... dun tell me kk's attached?! aniwae she everythin oso dun tell me 1 so i noe a shit abt her... everythin in e world sux... pple tend 2 bo chap me more than i bo chap them... sian... aniwae 2 make my world more colorful? pple can stay out late, can chiong, can ton @ chalets; me? go hm lor n b my 'cinderella' sux... y pple ca do tis can do tt i cannot?! y? some1 tell me y... she always sae i ve alot of freedom; i ve meh? mayb as compared 2 her frenz's kids i m lar but compared 2 my frenz im 'cinderella' lor... sux... everythin sux... juz 1 2 nua n rot... oso dunno wat 2 do daily... juz livin frm dae 2 dae... rottin frm dae 2 dae... y i no tis no tt... do things tis cant tt cant... y? is tis e so-call freedom? sian... wish im w dad... mayb worst off but more freedom... can dye, can b ah beng mayb not tt fat due e 'malnutritN'??? hai~ well tts how life's... juz ve 2 take it although i dun blieve in 宿命 but i dun care much more... 1 2 do things 4 pple but even b4 sayin it already 'no no' liao... wat e hell's tis? backup? i aint nobodi's backup im e mainframe... sounds lk 'e matrix' haha... im e 1... la la now oso dunno do wat... later ftt hope can pass else ve 2 re-bk n re-study... oso dunno if'll get car in future since some1 opposes 2 it @ hm... juz get e damn licence 1st car can wait... tink site can wait long^2 liao oso dunno wat 2 do... tink blog's beta since i juz nid a stream 2 flush out all e steam b4 i bcome 'pao'... write off liao; cont w e doc...

blog end track: david - 黑色柳丁

20030919

tis wk @ wk

blog start track: andy+kelly - 我不夠愛你

tis wk quite bad @ wk... did e wl03 db tis wk... did it but a shit out of it... sux... dunno y my db's so bad... those 2daes ah meng wasnt here he asked me 2 do a db (which he said i cldnt come up w it) so i did it... in e end when he came back e result was: thrashed til i can go n bang against e wall liao... >< 2dae he asked me 2 do a ppt 4 tec n i placed e pic til it covered 7/8 of e slide haha... he nearly wanted 2 eat me liao haha... hai~ dunno y... kk asked us if we 1 2 cont durin e holidaes but when i tink of ah meng hai~ scared 1 dae he'll really bcome ah meng...

did my 1st flash 'comin soon' 4 thrash's site i tot it was rather gd (followed instructNs frm kirupa's tut =P) in e end... 踢到鐵板 n u all noe liao: got biang... sian... mayb wat i tink's oni 'customized' 4 me tts y oni i 'appreciate' it... oso she asked me if 1 2 a cat adoptN site 4 e catteries. asked ** but after discussin n tinkin abt it, tink'll push it off til its mentNed again... hai~

suddenly tink tt wats my functN on earth? 紅花配錄葉? wat m i? e main or minor? @ b main in my life or minor in others? i dunno all i noe"s how not @ b a 'han zi' (potato?) now n wait 2 b thrashed... sian... y lk im so 'bo chap'? ah meng's 'fortune tellin' quite true; if i dun ve e initative then im bo chap... quite true haha... even my site i oso bo chap all i 1 2 do's 2 lame, rot, lie in bed n bo chap haha... hope e ppt dun get thrashed again...

blog end track: jeff - 信仰

20030915

samsung a800

blog start track: a-teens - 1/2way round e world

got e ss a800 frm c~k @ 200, quite abit of scratches n left soft key not tt ez 2 press but overall its ok so not bad considered worthy of tt price. actually i kinda lk tt hp (duh?! else i wont buy it rite?!) e tones r gd since they r 16 chord. it ve wap so not tt bad stil can dl stuff... n use ideas. i really lk e hp, small, lite (e litest among all my hps n e smallest too) juz hope tt samsung ve new upgrades 4 chinese coz its not tt adaptable w/o it... but so far so gd... tink my 7250'll b kept away 4 awhile... mayb'll sell it if really no $... ><

back 2 sip... 2dae went 2 do elog n realized i mizzed 1 wk... o my god... how? die liao... aniwae lo n kk dun check so nvm lar =P lala... ard 6 wks then sip over liao... by tis mth'll complete e wl03 stuff then next mth dunno do wat liao... 2dae kk dressed combed his hair til he looks lk a sec sch sensei... haha... sian...

tis mth really spent alot of $... 130 on ram + 200 on 3d blaster 4 gc + 200 on a800 = 530... 100+ more than my pay... >< mon blues... now listenin 2 無名 frm #spinz @ #tones4u... tokin abt '$ matters' backgrd music's kenny g's music (i luv kenny, long lastin) end blog liao dunno wat 2 blog too...

blog end track: 范韋琪 - 可不可以不勇敢

20030914

wh0|3 d@e oU+

blog start track: jay - 同一種調調

went out @ 1+ 2dae... bus 851 damn squeezy... went 2 meet kk @ citi hall, sat @ upper stairs then wanted 2 go down where a guy blked e way... leavin a 'tiny' space... >< lunch @ ljs... w e 3x combo... calamari not as gd as fish & co. not 2 mentN marce... went 2 look 4 vcd n e adidas fair @ suntec, didnt find e fair aniwae... went 2 towers n bought a cd: dance statN (kip e freq clear) coz e design looks nice n e tracks arent tt bad... next went 2 bj, wanted 2 eat swensens earthquake but in e end went 2 terra 4 drinks... their choco milkshake taste lk choco milk w/o e taste of ice-cream... sad 2 sae it's bad...

after tt, were tinkin of ktv but since its sat, so x all over e place >< went 2 kbox (although its $26 on sat nite fever), when we reached, e person gave us a slot of 2 hrs @ $26 (on wkdaes was 5 hrs @ 26... $ eaters rite?!) hence we left. tot of k-sters, again tot it was a pkg of 5 hrs @ 42 but, after callin, it was hr based @ $14... sux... in end we bked 4 hrs startin @ 2030. w ard 1 hr 2 rot we went 2 thrash's place, v near 2 kbox where were discussed abt foc n ad free webhosts n kk was watchin her 薔薇之戀. o ya oso bought a david tao's mp3 w his 1st album n latest compilatN =)

sang @ k-sters as planned... ordered an ice milo (shld b < 1/2 of kk's grn t jar, next time order ice lemon t jar since its e same price...) sang mani songs although some were 1/2... as usual we ended w nothin 2 sing n juz jabbed ani songs in... e rm we got was almost e same as kbox... mayb e diff between e 2's tt k-sters ve 'themed' rms... oso kbox ve a k1 rm (pool+bar+disco+lcd proj screen+xtreme space @ min 35 pax or $1.5k... wao so x ><) sang til 0030 then went hm...

goin 2 practise songs not sang 'well' 2nite... lk jacky's cheung's '李香蘭', jay's new songs blah^3... stil tinkin whether 2 'join' charbor @ e tones4u 'net-cast' provided i can find e mic... although i dun sound gd when singin but hostin can try although im scattered-brain n not v observant... zzz liao sneezin... ah choo...

blog end track: jay - 東風破

20030912

end of wl2003 srs

blog start track: roxette - vulnerable

finally done w ah meng's wl2003 srs... after 1 wk+ (ard 2 i tink) its finally done after 2 rejected printouts... oso 2dae lo came n toked abt e 'future' actually i was tinkin mayb do freelance since im already fixin a site 4 thrash then mayb some wk @ mc if possible... if her shop opens, i'll b e 1st 2 bk a slot there liao... dun really lk 朝9晚5 sit in office... mayb freelance'll suit me... oso most uni ve tis damn criteria: a-maths c6 <; sux... i cant even make it 4 tp's c-maths wat abt a-maths, 4get it lar... there r so mani pple w/o degree n stil survivin so wats e big deal abt it... so as long as i can generate 'acceptable' ideas w my '無限創意' i'll b able 2 survive 1... zzz liao fri then wkend liao...

blog end track: joey yung - 漂白的心

20030911

tones4u broadcast

listenin 2 #tones4u internet broadcast on winamp...

start of blog track : c21 - u r e 1

its interestin 2 noe tt we can b djs over e net... *1 2 try leh* aniwae finally done w e basics of e blog... actually tis can b my main pg liao haha *kinda lazy* thrash 1s me 2 do up her site, but somehow im not v confident abt it. i hope 2 do flash 4 her n mayb create some fab pics 4 her... actually im tinkin of askin her 2 draw up her concept then i try and do e layout n stuff... as 4 e flash, i dun quite ve e confidence abt it (nv did it b4) juz hope i wont make a shit out of it juz lk my site... hai~ tink lk wat ah meng said 'my type of design, oni i can understand it' oso tis wk seems 2 b e worst... got 'slammed' lk siao everydae... T_T" now's wed liao... comin 2 end of wk... sat goin 2 creative warehse sale w **, oso dunno if i'll buy e cardcam or gc anot... seems 2 委屈 him since his's 128 n mine' 32... met 2 new frenz @ #tones4u: cHaRbOr n XiAoAnGeL... time 2 zzz...

end of blog track :Daniel Bedingfield - nv gonna leave ur side

20030902

dreambk archive 26

was readin leo's blog last nite... quite mushy (no wonder 2dae so cold coz last nite i wrapped myself lk a sausage in my shts) readin e pt abt his 'her' tot tt 5 daes although short's better than nothin coz @ least they were 2gether (better than me, c e person x daes can do anithin xcept tell him(her?) how i feel... pathetic -_-" haiz~ ) aniwae he's not lk me mah, short, fat, temperamental (nid 2 take temp everydae w tp digi thermometer haha) hai~ but actually its quite true frm e psychological tests: im e type of person who'll lk some1 but wont bear e tot of tt person lkin me... pathetic hor? i tink so 2... aniwae, i c them in :-) n :-( so troublesome, i might as well dun ve... btw i gave a gal(?!) a flower! u noe who? kad e 38 haha but its icq flower ar haha... lame... tis few daes weather so bad, wonder how's my 'dear' ah nua... if ve time go n c it

20030810

dreambook archive 25

suddenly every1 ard's smokin doesnt matter when ot y they started but e common reason: peer influence, social n temptatN... r humans so weak? or is e world already a matrix created n destroyed by humans themselves... more smokers than non-smokers. when asked if i smoke how: oni 6 said 'better not else i'll whack e daylite out off u' e rest said 'so as long as dun get addicted can liao' haha... noe not in positN 2 sae anithin but hope they wont indulge too deeply in2 it else its a real pathetic thing 2 c them wastin life n $ in puffs of smoke... go clubbin drink n do nothin so smoke's ok? tink its juz lame... 2 me nothin 2 do whilst drinkin, tok or play on hp seems better than smokin... further, teeth not white if smoke may get worst... pathetic... juz dun 1 2 follow dad or stink or destroy myself...

20030808

dreambook archive 24

wed: walked by e pool after wk n saw a grey tabby kitten... so kawaii but didnt c e okasan n its was mewin so loudly... juz tinkin how then 'savior' came out: kym who was joggin by. after hesitatN she brought it back 2 her hm area n left it 4 e nite w 'huang di' a male cat there. it was mewin e whole nite til am... T_T'

thurs: sia ping msged me 2 sae she ve space so called kym n she said greyie wasnt ard >< after searchin, they found him... in a drain... so they brought him hm, bathe n eat. off we go 2 yck sia ping's hse. got barked @ by her 4 'da tian wang' n 2 cats walked over n shedded on me... 'T_T' n greyie was there w a new hm... hope he'll b fine n happi there... ko til 9 am... late 4 wk... T_T'

20030704

dreambook archive 15

found ah nua bloated on mon nite, thot 2 b pregnant so sent her in2 vet via sia ping(cat luver+tp engine lec) on wed which ah nua seemed 2 ve 'shrank' aniwae, she ve 2 b spayed juz in case n 2 prevent her frm disappearin frm e surface of e planet. @ sia ping's place was my cat heaven, there was a variety of cats n i was bz cammin them(as usual when i c cats ~meow~) however i rmbed y there were no pets @ hm coz i wld b allergic 2 their fur, in a confined space n there goes e 'bless u'... ~ah choo^?~ ah nua seemed so gentle in e cab(e driver got us as his 1st cat client) however when we reached, she bcame violent(hissin, scratchin, starin T_T) mayb she was e 'conquerer' @ e cafe tts y suddenly there was a horde of cats surrondin her she bcame a invader... haha... nua doesnt lk me durin e yrs n now i tink she'll hate me more >< next was e 7250 tt died tis am, was on logomanager xplorin, @ e caller grp, e hp died; seems lk a relapse. aniwae its in ncc now so we'll c how... wk starts next wk so bz soon n end of nuain daes... as 4 btt, flunked it again ~sian~ well dunno if stil ve time 2 study 4 it coz failed 2x durin holidaes... ~damn~ $ fly away ><

20030630

dreambook 13

y r there so mani god damn it cat n animals abusers tt go ard killin cats n kittens? these animals ve nothin against humans. humans r born by parents, oso humans, they oso ve parents y r they killed n not humans? all things in tis world ve lives whether or not we c them's another thing. humans shld live in harmony w beings other than their own species. if there's armageddon it'll b humans who coz it not e animals. ever since humans began e reign, destructN began unnoticed til now its disasters everywhere... sightings of heavenly beings, whether true or false 'show' tt there's stil time 4 salvage coz its not too late... however if humans cont tis manner, they'll bring upon destructN end 2 their own drstep... y murder cats? they do no harm, y kittens? they r new born n psychos juz crash them... y r there hit-n-run human cases n there's public awareness whereas 4 animals, no 1 cares a damn? r animal lives so insignificant as compared 2 human live? y's e world unfair? proach animals, kill them 4 skin n flesh... juz coz of our own selfishless... human race'll 1 dae come 2 an end n everythin'll b restarted... accordin 2 e words of e lord written in e book of god... e bible... may all animals perished in e man-made massacre rest in peace n all ur souls b rised when judgement dae comes... rest in peace... may god bless u... amen...

20030526

dreambook archive 10

recently e ava ve began 2 cull (a 'better' word 2 kill) stray cats, w e hygenic reasons. although it's been recently 'proven' tt civet cats transmit e sars virus, i dun c e reason 4 e ava 2 cull stray cats which r domestical. oso i dun find their 'reason' fully valid. they mentioned tt's not bcoz of e sars condition tt they r doin it but in coordination of e 'ok campaign'. since they mentioned that its 4 e benefit of e public hygenie, they 'should' ve started it b4 sars n not now when they find e number of stray cats's 'extremely large' (2 them)... cullin'll oni result in e anihiliation of cats in sg. sg ve once given street cats e title of 'sg cat' statues of cats ve been placed on 1 of e bridge @ raffles area. oso cats r such cute animals which tourists like 2 c. even if e sayin of cats transmit sars's 'correct' y dun ava cull pigeons, crows n cockroaches? their quantity r far more larger than cats. stray cats r not wat they 1 2 b, they yearn 4 pple 2 care 4 them. oso there r oso pple feedin them; they try their utmost 2 survive in e streets created by e govt tt promoted animal care gave them, 2day e same govt's exterminatin them. is it fair 4 e cats? juz bcoz of mayb 1, all ve 2 b culled? sterilization's stil a more humane method 2 'solvin' e cat breeding problem in sg. cats, though r animals, stil ve lives, cullin them oni deprives them of their rights 2 live. imagine in a world when cats r like us n we r like them, they cullin us on e pretext tt we transmit some virus? tink n consider 4 e cats. THEY R INNOCENT. ALL LIVIN THINGS SHLD VE E RIGHT 2 LIVE IRREGARDLESS OF WATEVER THEY R.

20030518

dreambook archive 4

sunrise 180503 0641hrs

sky's pinkish on e left & purplish on e rite of my view... w a dolphin-shaped cloud... wonder when it'll b cats ~meow~ tink it'll b perfect w/o e buildings; howeva w them, it seems 2 b a citi w stil a look of nature... wish i ve a cam now, ani web, film, digi, hp... sky turnin white then it's daelite... gd am now haha zzz soon... completed norm (again) & 5-6/6 of act 5 d2x nitemare... end of e nitemare but startin of d2x hell

ohayo tnemgarf zzz... 0646hrs