20040127

e DARK side OF me...

you are darkolivegreen
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Your dominant hues are green and yellow. There's no doubt about the fact that you think with your head, but you don't want to be seen as boring and want people to know about your adventurous streak now and again.

Your saturation level is medium - You're not the most decisive go-getter, but you can get a job done when it's required of you. You probably don't think the world can change for you and don't want to spend too much effort trying to force it.

Your outlook on life is slightly darker than most people's. You try to see things for what they are and face situations honestly. You'd rather get to the point than look for what's good.
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20040123

?V?N????!~ how IT goes AS they SAY...

blog start track: evanscence - brin me 2 life

eve

hapi dae mummy got her a card n $57, dunno wat 2 buy liao~ its e eve liao... not xtremely hapi i can sae -_-' quite tired coz of sch wat e hell~ sch ended @ 12 den stayed back 2 discuss e mp n of coz sum1 was stonin e proj w all e shit n crap wateva i dun care liao... its hell... went hm, nua, bath my fan den dinner @ martin's w steamboat... left @ ard 840 2 mit kk n ivy @ ms 2 go river angpao. walked ard, played ard n i realli 1 2 puke *ko :<* joined by seth's frenz n watched e firewks, not v entertainin but juz cammed it aniwae n a guy w v200 didnt managed 2 cam it wahaha~ called ?堠??j while waitin n tink he got 2 hps n 2 lines wao so rich huh~ hps shld b sl55 n e700a ;D~ chanced upon san, cavin n coa, e place's not tt small 2 mit pple lor haha so 'fated' haha~ went 2 e police statN @ my place 2 report seth's lost wallet. zzz @ 0300...

dae 1

yeah its dae 1 liao haha... slpt til 10+ den went 2 chiobu's hse 2 visit den came back n @ 1500 every1 came n blah^3 as usual, tink it ended @ mayb sae 5+... tis yr earnin's not v gd, up 2 now not even hit 300 -_-' wateva... stuck w my projs n stuff damn e mood... ko...

dae 2

o great guess wat? my comp spoilt... o my god... y y y so damn suai... -_-' so cant do ani shit or fuck... juz waitin 4 time 2 fix it... either bring 2 **'s or andy's liao... hai~ $ fly away liao... >_< n its rainin meow n woof =)

dae 3

2dae's my visitin dae... but damn ve lessons in e am... skipped e lec n went 4 e tut so sian 2 wake up early. did e mpdp proj n e game of e yr ve 2 b our daidee yeah~ reached hm @ 1530 n thing was e 1st wao~ den kk, seth n ivy came n all my mum's frenz came so its e obasan's world in e livin rm... n my world in my rm den we left 4 kk's place... ps2+steamboat+tv+daidee... in a miste of meows n woofs... left @ 0200...

dae 4

hm again since its stil rainin meow n woof n e twins came so went 2 'fix' their tv remote w melt batts... played ff n got slained in e end... haha ko @ 0200... its sch again...

blog end track: kenny g - malibu dreamz

20040120

how ! spent MY daes... =) -_-" >_< =D

blog start track: hins cheung - my way

160104

got sum xbox games online... omost all r my faves =) got nfs: undergrd, fifa football 04, dynasty warriors, mk deadly alliance, crash bandicoot: wrath of cortex, kung fu chaos, tao feng, fatal frame n otogi yeah~ hope 2 get more games as they r released... tink beta 2 buy frm tis guy... approachable n hm delivery @ 8 ea... @ shop's 16 ea... slaughter of e rat... ps2 @ 8 4 him n 12 outside wao kao~

170104

had reunN dinner @ a fdcourt @ henderson, fd wasnt too bad... after tt went 2 lynn's chalet n smeared cake over her face wahaha... saw her fren gina, quite chio n looked abit lk 無賴男's wifey haha~ juz kiddin... =) went hm on san's bike, can tell u its real fast @ 100 n my legs were tremblin... o my god...

190104

hapi b-dae lynn~ met kk 2 get her guitar after class den met em @ somerset... went back 2 sch 4 apel... e whole dae was rainin 'meow' n 'woof'... all soaked... managed 2 cam a cat @ bedok meow~ went 2 CE 2 mit em after apel n gettin e adaptor... dine there den walked in e rain 2 orchard n stayed in e 'fridge' 4 6 hrs w 1 hr of pool in between... real loser... got 'slained' lk nothin... den left @ 0300... wanted 2 join em 4 drinks... but too stiff n tired liao, so got a cab hm... ko... zzz... @ 0400...

200104

ohayo @ 0700... got a cab n e driver was realli lk crazy taxi man... on main rd @ 100 den @ hiway @ 120... real heong... =) now @ sch tryin out e rs232-rj45 adaptors... guess wat, costronic, reputable shop @ sls sellin inferior stuff... adaptor short of wires n got stuck after insertin... all gone after i tried 2 get em out... my god... $18 gone... o my god... m i so damn suay?!~ -_-" goin 2 mit kk @ bugis lata, tink she's goin 2 get fdstuff 4 cny n im goin 2 get 'redish' clothes (on e nag of my okasan -_-") n her b-dae present... real vomit $... n jm stil havent return $ >_<" i cant help but feel tt tis time i really shldnt ve helped... hai~

blog end track: kenny g - goin hm

20040117

wAtA wEEk...

blog start track: hins cheung - my way

tis wk seems 2 b slightly beta, beginnin 2 get back 2 sch mood... juz 4 more mths n i'll b outta tp 4 gd... ganbatte... ve 2 go back 2 sch later 2 make e serial netwk cables den go hm zzz... @ nite ve dinner n lynn's chalet... dun realli 1 2 go but san n alice r goin so ve 2 go... so sian... sian... cny comin but no mood @ all so sian sian sian...

bought a wewa 128mb usb+mp3 player @ 136.5, not bad lar, not as bad as sum sae, juz tt e radio's realli cheap stuff... built-in'll b 200 so x... 4get it... o ya got e xbox games liao, but short of proj gotham racin 2 n magatama, n sonic heroes cant b played... =( 1 thing i muz sae tt e graphics r real gd although e games r alittle more x den ps2's (10 ea). tis mth realli 大吐血 liao... cant get e $ bad frm jm, shit shldnt ve lent now im in real shit... damn... got a giraffe 4 giraffe n his 1st words were 'wat e fish'... damn him... how can lk tis... tt giraffe's real kawaii mah... baka =(

tired... shack... slack... lag... rot... zzz...

blog end track: 西街少年ost- 西街的哀愁

20040113

卓卓's sAddest DaEs... =(

blog start track: 武媚娘 - 一顆心還愛你

291203

i tink 2dae ve 2 b 卓卓's worst dae... e woman he luved most, anita mui 阿梅 passed away tis am @ 0250 in hk... as i read thru e news, reports were tt 卓卓 was in beijing @ e time 2140 n there werent ani flights 2 hk @ tt time hence he didnt go over... he wasnt feelin ani beta but e worst coz he cldnt fly over 2 hk 2 c her 4 e last time...tink if he went n saw her e last time, he'll prob collapse emotNally n mentally... coz she's his most bluved woman... e last time he saw her was @ her concert in nov... in e end 阿梅~ was gone n there starts his misery...

301203~060104

after 阿梅 passed away there were mani reports regardin her heritance, funeral preparatNs, her mum, her manager, her frenz n everythin... e worst were accusatNs of 卓卓 bein 薄情寡義, hartless since he 'went mizzin' after tt... all over e net, hk, cn, tw, sg everyware... my god... n of coz us, his fans 'retaliated' n he appeared online @ 1 of e sites w e msg: 11日和12日下午我會在香港和阿梅見面. 祝大家安好. 卓

070104~110104

after tt were spectulatNs abt if it was really him n if he wld really appear... finally he appeared 2dae @ last in hk... he went 2 e wake in a black suit n sunglasses... he looked 2 solemn but i tink his hart's stil tearin... reminds me of e sub-theme of 風云 - 一千顆眼淚; i tink he teared more den tt... he oso sent a wreath worded: 此生至愛 一路好走 so sentimental... e funeral'll b later @ 1100... hope e parazzai n her frenz'll let him go after tt... tink he realli nids a long time 2 recover n can get over it...

120104

2dae's 阿梅's funeral n 卓卓 attended it & e crematN ceremony... read tt he emotNally n mentally collapsed after seein her 4 e last time... tis really shows tt he's a true and sentimental guy n hope e parazzai'll let him off after tis... tink his mood's really @ e bottoms now... hope he can recover soon... god bless 卓卓 n 阿梅...

blog end track: 卓卓 - 一千顆眼淚

20040112

1st WK of E yr...

blog start track: shin - 大驚小怪

mon~thurs

tis wk's hell i can tell u... i practically 4got everythin after 6 mths @ wk... hai~ pathetic... but finally completed e tor on thurs... hew... as 2 how it's i dunno... wateva... went hm put e things den went 2 marina 2 cut hair... got loria, she's a gd stylist, chio n nice 2 chat although its short... met kk 2 watch ju-on 2: e final... wasnt as scary as tot... sat on e couch, e whole cinema was free 2 6 viewers haha... i got my speaker stands liao haha... went 2 simon's n left @ abt 2... zzz... no nid 2 go sch later so gd... zzz o ya n my livin rm tel line was down...

fri = kingKONG's b-DAE

hapi b-dae kingkong!~ actually wanted 2 sing ktv but didnt so nua @ hm til evenin den went 2 simon's... waited quite awhile 4 em 2 come, so had dinner 1st... seth n ivy got a skateboard 4 kk but i didnt... haha dunno wat 2 get... den we mashed e cake on her face n all of us stunk lk puke after e fresh cream soured... brought e cake 2 her colleagues... went hm @ ard 0100... n bought e stands hm, left em @ simon's haha... zzz...

sat

waited 4 e contractor 2 come 2 service e line... so nua e dae @ hm... junming called 2 ask me 2 lend him100 coz he knocked in2 sum1's car n said he wld return me in e nite... not tt i dun 1 2 lend him but he's been delayin n im practically eatin shit n grass... if he can return me in e nite den might as well ask e driver 2 go collect w him beta... n i dun blieve tt companies dun pay pt their pay after 10 daes n he's been there 4 quite sum time... shit... if he return i may consider lendin but no way now... really made a wrong decisN 2 lend him 4 his bike... fuck it... it seems im bad but they all sae im already @ my best liao... 2 help him so mani x... saw 2 阿梅's movies: rouge n executNer, she's really gd... sucha pity...

sun

supposingly 2 go joggin @ ecp w kk but it was rainin in e am n thru-out e dae so 4get it... met @ bugis n had roast pig rice... wao so nice... went 2 look 4 vcds... westside story vcds @ 1 4 1 so cheap... aniwae got e ju-on 1 vcd 2 kip... went 2 sls 2 buy xbox le mod. it was cheaper den aniwhere i found @ 410... went ard lookin 4 chiong games but got 0... kk got qute a few... hai~ tink ve 2 wait... went hm 4 dinner... n watched e charity show... tink it's beta den mediacorp's tt use prizes 2 'attract' doners... shit... saw 卓卓 on e news, captured shots from tw tv on 阿梅's memorial... so sad... zzz...

blog end track: yanzi - 遇見

20040104

hE||s!nG & n!tEmArE b4 xMaS...

blog start track: leehom - 你和我

yeah! finally bought e 2 animes i wanted: hellsing & nitemare b4 xmas... both r so nice 2 watch... so cool, magical n perfect... wao...

went 2 mit kk @ bugis den back hm 2 look 4 chords den 2 her hm... seth asked us 2 help her get her comics n bring 2 ivy's place... 2 big boxes i tink mayb 10-20 sets of 100+ bks i tink... went 2 newton circus 4 supper... had sambal stingray & kangkong & crabs... so full haha~ zzz

blog end track: gasp - heaven's a place on earth

20040101

nEw YeAr CoWdUnG

blog start track: leehom - ya b-dae

last dae @ mc... goin 2 miz e place tt ive been @ 4 1/2 yr... went hm n changed 2 CE... had an ice mocha & seafd marinara spicy real spicy wah~ had snow fight... san, cavin & coa came later...n of coz spray @ em lar... haha... i didnt ve a drink but bought e remainin chivas up 2 5/10 4 san 2 drink... played big 2 garden too... haha... snow fight... happi new yr...

blog end track: daniel - 般若波羅蜜