WAT E BLOODY FUCK IS TIS???!!!

juz got #1 'MOST FUCKED UP NEWS' tis yr...

MY SCH, AIT ACADEMY IS 'MERGED' [or rather swallowed] W E FUCKED UP $ SUXIN INFORMATICS N ALL OF US R MOVIN OVER 2 JURONG EAST!!! w a portion of e ait populatN...

its not juz last min but damn shockin... suddenly it defeats e purpose of me choosin 2 study here instead of flyin over...

BLOODY DAMN FUCKED UP SHIT!!!

suddenly my life n plans r all smashed, messed n fucked up...
feel aimless... unmotivated... meaninless...
juz thrown in2 a bottomless pit of uncertainties n confusNs...
lost in e pit unable 2 climb outta it...

students r not e worst coz we stil sumware 2 study; e diploma students ve a choice 2 cont or quit, us we cont since we r near e end... but e lecturers n admin staffs they either r goin or gone... our side ve zoohan n suhendry tt r of main concern coz w/o em its gona b difficult n different 2 cont... hope they'll go, after all weve been 2gether since 1 yr ago...

sigh life'll b v diff 4 tis 3 mths...

I HATE SCH!!! I DUN 1 2 GO 2 SCH!!!

muay thai lvl3 #20

skipped, shadow, 2x bagwk, 10x left & rite low, mid & high push kicks, 3x padwk, 2x spars w joy, 50 pumps, 50 glove smackin crunches n 10 pull-ups...

e high push kick's reali high 2 hit e person's head but e back leg ve 2 b strong enuf 2 support coz e angle's abt 135°; if u miz u'll get kicked down...

cldnt do e pullups coz im juz TOO DAMN SHORT!!! even jumpin oso cant reach so joy let me stand on a chair haha...

sparrin was aggressive w joy usin his high kicks so had 2 blk high n most of e kicks landed on my rite forearm resultin in a 10c coin diametered bump, 1st 1 in 13 mths -_-;;; used omost every kick moves ive; high, mid, low kicks & push kicks, knees but stil didnt get him... sigh~ oso was pantin lk a dead cat... tink my insomnia's affectin e stamina greatly...

after trainin went joggin in e fort rd dir, u-turn @ e end of e car park n back... took ard 25 mins... not bad 4 my 1st jog in 16 mths...

goin 2 b leg achin w a few more bruises & bumps tmr...

dinner's a bowl of grn bean soup + a pack of h2omelon & honeydew; healthy n fruit diet...

drivin prac #21 + e 'xtraordinary' sundae...

circuit was xcellent oni once in e crank coz tt i went up e kerb coz i turned too slowly... parkin's beta 0 errors since i was goin @ 0 velocity... up n down slope was a swift... xcept tt i 4got 2 look...

IM CONFIDENT TT I'LL PASS TIS TIME!!!
IM NOT GOIN 2 B BEATEN BY NERVOUSITY!!!
IM GOIN 2 B REAL STEADY N CALM!!!
dun care whos e tester!!!

after tt got a msg frm kk tt she 1s 2 slpover coz her place's 'invaded'... aniwae met @ bugis n saw a few jackets @ ff men w 2 diff designs n materials but cost <$50 w/in budget so gona get it next mth ^_^ so we went back hm n juz coolly told my mum tt shes gona zzz here 2nite n got e spare bed, 2 wollen blankets n pillow out... played w her ps2 'dynasty warriors 5', she brought her ps2 n games out when she 跑路; even wanted 2 bring her cat out -_-;;; zzz, woke up, watched tv, market 2 eat, back hm, dinner... dinner was whole crab noodles @ $8!!! [kks n i tink its cheap], pork rib noodles [okasan], fish soup [me] n rojak... hm n she went hm liao...

y sundaes xtraordinary???

1. its not everydae tt i wake up 2 c sum1 zzz in e same rm
2. i get 2 on e aircon
3. my bed's slanted
4. not every1 gets 2 zzz @ my place w/o interrogatN

e conflictin thing's y i cant stay out late or zzz @ pple's place???!!!

its surprised 2 receive a pm frm a hwzoner askin me if he cld post my m900 pics @ his mobile site reali flattered ^_^

pics url:

cosplay gundam
baygon
doraemon & tofu
jap mini steamboat
fortune cat fig
sheepy bus
strepsils ad
blue flower
red flower buds
maid poster
herbie e luv bug

spotted herbie #61

juz saw a herbie outside sch!!! except tt its baby blue n white w a #61 decal pasted quite high... other den tt its a HERBIE!!! interior's maroon leather w e vintage steerin wheel... he even had a visor in front...

went 2 hmv n saw tis...



herbie dvd collectN w 4 movies + 1 special @...

$129.95!!!

-_-;;; if i ve $ 2 throw i'll get it or mayb i'll 4 xmas or thru other means... coz...

HERBIE IS SO...

VINTAGE

UNIQUE

STUNNIN

CUTE!!!

I 1 A HERBIE!!!

hmm...

start track: 南拳媽媽 - 原來

got a msg frm ah beng last nite; v long since he last msged me n v v long since i last saw him after he went ns, mayb 2-3 yrs liao... reali tt long...

juz now was @ mac w kk den we were tokin:

me: v long i nv go ktv, v long i nv chiong, v long i nv play pool n v long i nv play mahjong liao...
kk: all of us play mahjong til sian liao den u say u 1 2 play...
me: all along i 1 2 play but u all dun let me play...
kk: coz u dun dare 2 bet/gamble...
me: coz im NOT WKIN mah but den reali v long nv ktv/chiong/play pool liao...
kk: coz all ur time's sch, wk, muaythai, drive mah...

den i was tinkin its kinda true since e start of tis yr... e pple ive been mitin n seein seems 2 b e same grp of pple; those @ e gym, those @ sch, those @ hm, 張果老, kk, thing n e occasional pple tt pop up...

suddenly alot of pple r missed out... most of e guys r @ ns so no nid 2 say liao... but there r oso others who r outta tt category but there havent been much contact [call/msg/mit/msn]... suddenly my 'social' circle ve shrinked... in e past theres stil msnin but now it seems tt e internet isnt utilized fully 2 enhance p2p comm... lucky theres friendster 2 'noe' their recents [if they update or r on it -_-;;;]

tink e past me had a more colorful life; mitin diff pple @ diff times, havin diff topics frm diff pple w diff lifestyles, perspectives n age grps... now all seems 2 ve vanished...

mayb its bein broke tts makin me not venture out coz now $ seems so impt yet im alwaz short of it... but e change of lifestyle ve oso mellowed me down frm bein e speaker-mouthed n whackin person 2 a 'tamed' person tt tinks of nothin xcept ZZZ all dae n nite long [is tt so???] takin things as they come n dwells in last min wk aggressN... tink ive morphed in2 a hibernator tts gd; @ least bein hm bound saves $ n builds a healthier lifestyle; bein myself, b direct n not 2 face pple i dread 2... maskin's tirin n unhealthy 2 p2p comm...

suddenly i 1 2 mass msg pple n remind e world tt...

JOY'S STIL ALIVE N KICKIN!!!
ASK ME OUTTA SUMTIMES!!!
else msg/call/msn oso can haha...

is it me isolatin frm e world, kickin out pple???...
or e world ve abandoned or given up on me???...

end track: eason chan - 新美人注義

muay thai lvl3 #19

start track: lush995

no lec coz mr s's on leave so had more zzz hehe...

skipped, shadow, 2x bagwk, 10x 2x kicks [left n rite low, mid n high], tech spar, 2x spar w joy, 1x spar w don, 1x spar w alvin, 50 pumps n 50 whackin crunches...

until now i stil kick w my ankles n instep hittin e bag... tried adjustin but seems it'll stil hit; inflictin unknown damage... sigh~

not feelin tt tired but those 2 guys r lk jumpin monkeys; runnin n jumpin ard -_-;;; v motivated 2 fight back w joy tis time round... but aniwae its a gd xp 2 spar w newbies thou they ve e height advantage...

end track: lush995

drivin prac #20

wah lao eh i got a fuckin cab driver tt dunno e way ard n brought me 1 big round 2 stil rd instead of goin via ecp marine parade... stil ask me 2 guide him thru ubi 2 get me 2 cdc...

FUCKIN HELL!!!

got cheated... n stil can charge me $1 LESS!!! $9 = hm 2 tp; even frm hm 2 e gym oso $6 n yet tis bloody ass took $9!!! i told him 2 go e fastest way n he took e 'longest way'!!! wah lao eh!!! im broke til e bits liao n yet stil get slained...

BLOODY $ SUXIN CABBIES!!! [its a comfort]

went in2 e circuit n it was quite well, e dir change, s n crank coz didnt strike kerb, parkin didnt bang poles, slopes didnt roll off; if can maintain tis way durin tp den shld b able 2 pass tis time round... on e rd was quite smooth... wishin, hopin, prayin n practisin hard now...

doc review #3

lost e appointment card, not enuf cash or nets 2 bill so its 1/2 1/2; alittle troublesome 4 e understandin cashier...

was v truthful 2 e doc tt i trained w e left hand in e glove w both e mid n ring fingers tied 2gether... went 4 another x-ray tt showed e finger movin back 2 place...

s~l~o~w~l~y

or was it deceptN since i straightened it when e x-ray was taken... but @ least its healin??? tink can cont trainin normally w/o e glove yet... pressin it down hard's painful as usual...

2dae's e 15th dae of e 7th mth n pple r burnin so there goes my nose... smoked n suffocated...

reservist nite out

joe's goin back 2 camp 4 5 wks so he 1s 2 enjoy his remainin 4 daes in civilisatN so we [joe, joy, zach n me] went out after wk haha it was a great nite, thx joe ^_^

1st we went 2 a cooked food @ kembangan n had fried hokkien prawn noodles, bbq chix wings n 帝王苗... a pair of cats were there n they r so CUTE!!! either silbings or couple haha den toked there abt drinkin???!!!

next all e way down 2 marina south on e ecp... played snooker; 1st time in my life haha e table's damn big lor but there was oso a pair of xtra long cue n rest so not tt bad... oni managed 2 hit in a few in e 2 long games -_-" but ve 2 say tt all of em r gd especially joe... 真人不露相... after tt went down 2 e arcade 2 race haha... den back hm liao...

started readin 'angels n demons' after i reached e gym @ 1400 n finished it @ 0400... took abt 12 hrs??? its a nice bk, cant stop readin haha next'll b 'da vinci code' stil ve another 3-5 bks on e list if i ve spare 4 em -_-;;; bks r a costly investment...

joe said there'll prob b another fight in oct n after he's back mayb'll organize an in-hse fight if theres time n mayb i'll ve a chance 2 fight yeah!!! start trainin n downsizin else lata get whacked...

muay thai lvl3 #18

start track: lush995

oni 1 tut n dun ve 2 rot 4 3 hrs so came down 2 e gym 2 train ~yeah~ mr s 'granted' my wish

skipped, warmup, shadow, 3x bagwk, 10x 2x left/rite low, mid n high kicks = 120 KICKS!!! tech spar, 3x spar w cheryl, 60 pumps, 60 crunches, 30 bends... last trainin on wed til 3 mths lata, til den prob train alone T_T

trained w e left hard 2dae... reali heck abt e finger liao... actuali can put in n punch painlessly but e movement'll affect til which xtent's another thing... juz bein wilful n reckless... but it was a gd train n spar ^_^

tech spar:
jab+x+hook vs blk+blk+rite blk
jab+x+hook+rite kick vs blk+blk+rite blk+left blk
blk+2x rite kick+left kick vs rite kick+left out blk+left in blk+left out blk

rat sent me hm in e WRX!!! coz joe wasnt ard hehehe... we saw a red skyliner on e way back but e tail sux coz its e metal frame...

end track: lush995

臭豆腐 @ e tw food shop opp parco... my 1st taste @ it, thou abit stinky but its lk tau gua thou its rotten 豆腐 n i lk it!!! 1 dae go n try e 1 @ geylang lor 40/41... slurp ^_^

nippy's iced banana milk frm candy empire @ millenia walk, taste quite banana~ish but not as tt as marigold banana but stil its quite nice ^_^

sum bks...

naked's a 3 parter abt 2 boys frenship, a gal stopped frm boxin join em n e 2 boys teen rs
undo's e perspective of a potato of e world



typical sch life comic by a malaysian comic artist



another book by dan brown abt 2 diff opposin communities in e church; 1 was banished n e other's thrivin n alive. was lookin 4 a bk 2 kip me entertained so i wont go out n spend so chose tis among others as recommended by kk... tis's oso e 1st of e 'da vinci code' fame... hope i'll b able 2 complete tis bk... a long time since i last read sumthin so wordy... official dan brown site

muay thai lvl3 #17

start track: akon - lonely

trainin w/o cheryl... skipped, warmup, 3x bagwk, 3x padwk, 3x spar w joy, 50 pumps n 50 crunches = SHACKED!!! TIRED!!! XHAUSTED!!!

its omost impossible 2 hit joy; been sayin tis 4 x times n it means im not improvin but its true... ve e tendency 2 hit my left but its a no no... his push kick's reali hard n fast tt sent me off balance... n muaythai actuali can STEP ON E FOOT 2 'immobilize' e opponent n juz whack haha but its damagin thou its v effective... feel lk not carin abt my finger n juz push it in2 e glove but i'll regret it lata... dunno if its my kick has no power or my shins r hard; when i kick theres e 'poom' sound n e bag doesnt move much but seems lk not alot of power... joy says e best kicks r those tt dun sound n e bag doesnt move, juz lk whippin it... hmm...

i miz cheryl... @ least we can hit n miz each other quickly... sigh~

drivin prac #19 + 阿虎

its been along time since i last drove... cruised ard den went 2 e carpark 2 prac on my parkin... vertical was quite alrite, parallel was alittle disastrous [alwaz 4get 2 positN e wheels straight after turnin] but it'll improve... movin off slopes, u-turnin, gear shiftin were quite smooth... there was a gal doin vertical parkin n she shook e left front pole n knocked down n ran ove e back pole -_-" after prac played w a frenly inquisitive ginger patterned cat [its so CUTE n v sad 4 it 2 b a stray!!!], rained den down 2 e gym...

went 2 e mornington country club @ jalan kayu seletar camp [damn ulu] w brenda, joy n julie in rat's WRX!!! it was a long ride frm east til north... reached there n tt place ve no simple food n e drinks r cheated, buy a bottle n they juz pour a small glass out, e remainin unknown!!! tt + 1 bot of ice mountain = $6!!!

joe n terence fought; geogre cldnt get a match... there was a total of 6 bouts, terence in e 3rd n joe in e 5th... joy n rat were e cornermen n joy was 1/2way in2 e ring mostly; tink if he fought his opponent'll ko... 4 were frm e geylang gym; a bunch of nation [red] man ah bengs n 2 were frm hilltop johnnie...

terence's opponent seemed bigger den him, nation beng -_-" it was a gd fight tts intense w lotsa kicks n e opponent tried 2 punch n grab him... but his stamina wasnt too gd n didnt block or kick most of e time [even w his trainer roarin @ him] but try 2 shun away or juz protectin e head... terence WON w a tko!!!

joe's opponent was hilltop johnnie's best fighter 古惑仔 haha... tink he's younger, taller n liter den joe... so e fight was v intense; both punchin, kickin n grapplin quickly... but sumhow joe isnt @ his peak n nearly lost his balance a few x... punches were hard n grapplin was v gd w lotsa inflictin knees n throws ^_^ but kicks were not wat we norm c, guard wasnt v high but he managed 2 move out quickly... joe WON as well!!!

was vdocamin e whole event; sounds lk pim in 阿虎 haha after tt a gal came 2 ask 4 terence's autograph n pic haha [not bad after 1 fight got fans liao] den off we go back 2 east coast hawker 4 food, all 10 of us [joe, brenda, joy, rat, geogre, zach, julie, terence, terence bro, me] n back hm on e WRX again!!!

e fight notice came late w oni 1 wk 2 train; but even w tt they managed 2 train n fight well... goes 2 show tt if e condition's optimal n maintained w gd techniques n trainer, last min fight wld b manageable... its up 2 e individual willinness n diligence ^_^ 1st live amatuer muaythai match i saw... head, mouth, body, shin n elbow guards intact... hope 1 dae i'll b able 2 fight...

muay thai lvl3 #16

start track: lush995

tot there was tut but no coz i misheard -_-;;; aniwae was mitin nathan coz he was goin back 2 settle sumthins... ate kfc @ funan den tok after tt went trainin...

skipped, warmup, shadow, 3x bagwk, 3x padwk, 3x self bagwk, 1x spar w cheryl n 1x spar w joy; missed e pumps n crunches... spar w cheryl was good, fast n intense... if we dun fight's dun fight once we start its endless haha but w joy its another thing althou hes lenient n im stil helpless against him sigh~

tink im gettin beta althou its weird 2 train n spar w juz 1 GLOVE!!! e mind tells u 2 punch but e mind oso tells u 2 pull it back... contradictin weirdo -_-;;;

end track: lush995

I 1 2 PLAY MAHJONG!!!

but no 1 1s 2 play w me... every1 ve their kakis even if its 3缺1 they wont call me stil coz
1. i dunno how 2 play well
2. im a sore loser @ losin $
no 1 1s 2 teach me how 2 count, how 2 win, wat r e rules so how m i supposed 2 noe???!!!
they oni tell me 2 play my pc ver
oni played ONCE, oni won ONCE n tts it...

they dun give me a chance but condemn me DEAD rite frm e start...

WAH LAO EH FUCK IT...

I 1 2 PLAY MAHJONG 麻將 麻雀 !!!

my v own pair of chip & dale ^_^ bedtime chip was frm suntec in nov n kimono dale's 2dae @ bugis ^_^

I JUZ LUV EM!!! ARENT THEY CUTE???!!!

chip cost $2 n dale $3 [xcludin failed attempts] both were caught by e legs n off they dropped 2 me ^_^

bloody disappearin bump

start track: 南拳媽媽 - 白色裂痕

woke @ 10+ by 2 msgs -_-;;; aniwae after i woke up, i was scratchin my bump n 'peeled' out a small piece of dried blood; bein itchy hands i 'peeled' 4 more n out flowed thick blood... THICK BROWN BLOOD!!! quickly took toilet paper, surpressed n 'forced' out e remainin blood so its down, flat n gone liao althou its quite soft n not reali healed... but it wont ooze animore... e stale blood trickled down my neck n tshirt when i used e ice pack on it; along w hair...

after tt was waitin 4 e pig kk 2 send e kitten her colleague found 2 sp but tt pig zzz til 1600 after wakin me up coz she played overnite mahjong!!! !#$%&* in e end we didnt go coz there were no news frm her colleague as well... tis pig oso woke me up @ 8+ on fri 2 tell me we r havin pizza 4 dinner... -_-;;;

end track: avril lavigne - who noes

I 1 DALE!!!

e chipmunk on e rite w e rudolph nose in green kimono ^_^ there were 2 gals bhind us n each time we missed they'll go 'so 可惜, 差一點' out of pity thou... we were lk 'we r as sad as can b liao...' omost got it after x tries; picked all e way up til e 'crane' jerked n off it drops in2 e foam pool next 2 e xit hole...
RITE IN FRONT OF MY O_O
nearly banged my head against e glass...

muay thai lvl3 #15

start track: lush995

its omost 3 wks since i last trained after e accident [sat was awhile] n im soaked thru in n out... did a full series of elbow durin shadow: uppercut, straight, 45° down n up... 3x of bag wk, 2x of pad wk, 20 jab+x+x [didnt do e jab], 1 min of left+rite push kicks, 1x spar w joy, 2 x tech spar w raphael [a dino sized 13 yr old guy looks lk he'll flatten me w a summer slam], 50 pumps n 50 crunches...

short of 1 hand/glove's hinderin... coz can oni do elbows but ve 2 b close range... e mind kips urgin e hand 2 punch but u tell it not 2... contradictin... aniwae i'll b in tis state til mayb e end of tis mth... stil dunno when i shld drive again... not in e hart 2 train 4 fear of worsenin it...

as i c others train w both gloves... i feel lk SHIT!!!
when i 1 2 write n oni chix scratches appear... i feel lk SHIT!!!
now tt i cant write n train properly, i noe tt im SHIT!!! all along 4 not treasurin my oh-so-impt... LEFT HAND!!!
short of 1 finger reali makes a diff...

end track: lush995

my aftermath handwritin... read n tell me if u understand wat e cripple wrote -_-;

e 1 n oni flipflops store in sg; sellin havaianas flipflops ^_^ e guy told me e base's rubber n can last up 2 3 YRS!!! O_O wonder how true hmm... so in e end i chose their 2005 brasil white; nv had 1 n their funky designs didnt reali catch my eye...

alumafoam splint @ east shore a&e vs anti-mallet splint @ gleneagles physiotheraphy

e physiotheraphist said tt it'll nv b straight again, wont b able 2 arch upwards, functNality wont b 100%, wont b as flexible n agile as b4...

IT'LL NV B E SAME AGAIN!!!