20041130


xmas's cumin in 25 daes!!! time 4 presents!!! ani1 got ur presents n chiongin plans 4 e daes?! who u 1 2 b w, wat u 1 2 do, where u 1 2 go, how 2 PARTY!!!

1st time in 10 yrs since sac moved 2 bedok n after its autonomous; in e headlines not bcoz of academic reasons

20041129


yeah~ xmas's comin in 26 daes!!!~

wtf sum1 eatin DURIAN in e dead of e nite juz above me!!! wats so AMAZIN abt em? STINKI thorni fruit >?< cake, mooncake, snacks, candies, puff, desserts anithin w it IRRITATIN!!!

welcome 2 my life @ simple plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

i admit tt i out-wore clothes due 2 insensible diet n lack of trainin

20041127

garfield vs ice age

start track: she - 金鍾罩鐵布杉

slacked @ hm as usual borin so watched e 2 movies thing got 4 me:

garfield movie @ online

oni garfield was animated so real furry n fluffy so cute ^_^ e storyline was quite norm: garfield's king in e area; gettin in2 trouble n when jon brings odie back n wins e talented prize 4 bein e dancin dog. garfield gets jealous n locks him out [he was locked out 1st 4 tearin e hse down] n odie runs away n gets 'adopted' by downcast host -_-" so garfield goes all out 2 save him in e city; gettin locked by e animal ctrl, bangin ard, chased by rats etc... in e end he gets odie back n jon has his gal... e movie was nice but in e cinemas it wld b a waste of $; no wonder no 1 wanted 2 watch it sigh~

ratin: 3/5

ice age @ online

quite an old animatN but its real funny w e camero scrat [he's not e main juz an xtra but he's my fave!] story: its nearin ice age n all animals r migratin 2 e south xcept manfred e mannmoth w sid e sloth n diego e sabertooth tiger whose task's 2 bring a bb [found by manfred] back 2 b eaten by his boss as revenge 2 e humans... so they embark on e journey 2 send bb hm~ e plot's quite simple but e happenings on e way were e comical elements:

1. dodo birds; noe y they r extinct? coz they lost their last female in e fight 4 h20melons n e whole army prac die after they failed 2 get e melons... n they actually noe tae kwon doo~
2. mega rollercoaster ride in a cave where every1 was tryin 2 get their balance
3. scrat's survival of e ice age til 20k yrs lata where he got a coconut after his acorn was washed away @ e beach


dvd xtras:
1. scrat's mizzin adventure; he had a big collectN of acorns tt wld prob last him lifetimes n in an attempt 2 squeeze juz 1; e whole collectN gave away n fell frm e sky landin on e ice n splittin e whole area in2 e 5 continents n 7 oceans~ guess he muz b tt idiot who made transportatN so troublesome now~
2. multilingual ice age; it sounds different in cantonese but its a gd tool 2 help me improve ^_^


ratin: 4/5

end track: fantasy proj - crazi bb

2 pple who r tinkin of dyin coz of 'unluckiness'... compliments frm **

1 of my fave candies ^_^ heard frm sum1 tt pple who lks lollipops r kidz @ heart ^_^ chupa chups online

20041125


speakin of dinner, didnt had mine; 4gotten tis's e x time i skipped Posted by Hello

muay thai lvl 2 #6

start track: maydae - 倔強

rained e whole dae so went 4 trainin in e rain... late n mized e skippin, there was a newbie; malay guy n he's in baxic... e usual routine: shadow, bagwk, padwk, sparin... 'sparred' w e newbie, trainin on my blocks n him on his punchin... den sparred w cheryl n amanda but not w joe else i tink i'll ko -_-" e process of re-buildin my stamina 2 kip up w e trainin... all gone since e long break... conditNin shld b consistent althou not lk trainin til i ko but consistency @ least maintains if not improve...

after trainin spent 1/2 hr on e bags 2 buck up... while waitin 4 e bus n chatted w joe, toked abt local muaythai schs, muaythai in sea games 05, gamin n other stuff; quite sum time since we last chatted n i got a free coke lite hehe~ thx ^_^ saved e cab $ [cabbed down] n reached troppo @ ard 2045... 1 pool, no drinks n left @ ard 10+ quite amazed @ myself; had oni 1 cup of milk+3 crackers n lasted til now... thou roarin but not e appetite 2 eat...

chatin w beverley now... haha~ tink its ages since we lasted chatted ^_^

end track: ryan cabrera - on e way down

20041123


yeah man food aint juz 4 survival its an enjoyment~ gd food = ^_^ life Posted by Hello

20041122

231 exam + shutter

start track: e usual suspects - cn gal

zzz @ 6 wanted 2 wake up early 2 read thru e notes so got lynn, thing n king 2 call me... thing managed 2 get me up @ 1215 n i saw 13 mizzed calls wahaha~ 1st time i saw so mani mizzed calls but i dozed off after tt til king called @ 1315 -_-" thx pple ^_^ reached sch xactly @ 1400 n every1 was in... w me chargin in; seems im e '1' who brought a pencil?

327 xam
althou did 3 past yrs + 200 mcqs, had e tips but stil had problem copin w e it... did e paper iteratively... most of e mcqs were familiar w a few ufos but cldnt rmb e ans so had 2 crack brain... pt of e 75 mks short qns was familiar frm e past yr n e others i vaguely rmbed e ans; juz a problem of writin it out... prob e problems were e diagrams: pert chart, decisN table n phy dfd; tried e best not 2 die there n of coz e npv which my ans was -ve [shld b corr else i go bang head] aniwae finished e paper on e . n munchin on ultra stone-hard mentos [dunno y but tis oni happens on strong mint; does mint makes stone hard dragees?] sendin noises thruout e rm... -_-" tink its an interestin exam xperience here where lecturers'll look down @ ur papers n mayb 'ans' e qns written on em or comm unlk tp where e invigilators r obasans & ojisans...

after e paper bked tixs 4 'shutter' @ ms [kk, seth, lynn, jasz, me]. had a chat w suhendry abt e exams n aftermath coz 'literally' bianged him while tokin 2 kk abt e bkin -_-" seems he lks lollipops lk me ^_^ [havent managed 2 find sum1 who lks lollipops ^_^] prob wont c him til i return 2 sch 4 e summer unit... but reali ve 2 thx him 4 checkin e past yrs else i'll prob reali sux big time ^_^

shutter @ online
watched @ ms @ 1930... had prata @ suntec congress; e curry sux... -_-" well e movie started 20 mins late @ 1950 but stil it has its scary, kayako n comical elements:

scary elements
1. kayako lookalike: narte e female ghost lead
2. appearance of shadows in fotos [film based analog cams]
3. popup scenes
4. weighin scale of 120 kg tun [w narte sitin on him]
5. capture of self foto on polaroid cam w narte on him
6. blackout @ studio
7. ghost animatN w foto flipin [jane's discovery of negatives of narte's rape taken by tun]


comical elements
1. closeup hsefly on glass of h20
2. appearance of a ts in e toilet whose hand was tot 2 b of narte's when tun was askin 4 toilet paper n e ts said 'can u let me poo 1st' when tun kicked down e door 2 'confront'
3. pple screamin outta noware
4. car can actuali emergency brake in secs @ e spd of 120 kph???!!!
5. makin of 'scary' ghost fotos: drag & drop e 'ghost' near 2 e livin
6. narte's mum mucus 'wiped' w e fotos


kayako improvisNs
1. walk upside down
2. phy contact
3. climb down e vertical stairs
4. cling on2 a 120 kph spdin car
5. morph 2 another live person physicali [clinic nurse n jane]


but sumhow e 'bcomin of ghost' seemed 2 b similar 2 'sisters': bcame vengful ghost coz of after rape self despondent... but worse's e mum actualli preserved e body til its reduced 2 bones... pro man~

well my 34 daes holidae bgins frm now... borin... guess i'll spend it slackin, xboxin, trainin, savin $ since i wont b wkin

end track: cecilia - 情人不會忘記

20041118

muay thai lvl 2 #5 + 327 exam

start track: she - 保持微笑

finally went back 2 trainin after a whoopin 6 wks sigh~ was late but didnt miss much; started w shadow, bagwk, padwk n i reali ve 2 admit tt im back 2 SQ 1 4 x times again [didnt train durin e 6 wks] n after 1 hr n sum h20... my stomach began 2 feel lk e gastic juices were blendin n i wanted 2 puke... n i reali did n ko after tt... well i didnt eat anithin @ all coz writin notes n waited 4 e cab 2 get there... no energy, no food 4 e juice 2 dissolve... sigh~ wasted... but 2dae learnt e uppercut, low kick & punch n a few combos...

e 327 exam... tt paper sux... shld ve not ctrl-x frm e bk but e lec notes sigh~ spent time crackin my brain n ferociously writin n liquid paperin away >_< SUX... i noe its an 'app paper' on how u apply wat u noe but its way outta league... well im e 1st 1 out n crushed e paper b4 leavin [mayb shockin 2 em not bcoz im 1st but tt my crushin was quite LOUD] quite pissed off abt myself... last words: e paper's not gd >_*

but 2dae tis's e 1st time i saw pple tokin on e hp in e exam rm durin an exam not chattin thou but its funny... n 4 e 1st time, my lecturer corrected my content haha but i reali overlooked it... too much content 2 concentrate on e english... 2 down 1 2 go hope my efforts wont b wasted...

end track: she - 大女人主義

20041117

334 exam...

cant blieve tt murdoch's std's tt SLACKY... e exam paper was lk a direct copy frm e prev exam w minimal changes... all e while i was luffin [almost 2 e xtent of LOL] coz i had e ans at e back of my hand n w alittle tinkin its not all tt diff... coz of e past yr tt i didnt complete n tt HELPED wahaha... my hand's now tremblin n achin frm extensive writin...

break

start track: kenny g - always

in a relatNship there'll alwaz b ups n downs... in e bad situations [aka quarrels] 1 or both'll blow n e word 'break' is 'blurted' out; sum cases its realized; in others it mayb in e fit of anger... n e 'apologetic' party'll try n coax e angry party 2 salvage e relatNship [if frenz r ard, its beta coz they can help]... e thing's y do pple lk 2 put e word 'break' @ e edge of their mouths n it bcomes e word 2 come out in a quarrel?

it takes fate 2 mit n noe each other n alot more 2 b 2gether... y dun pple treasure it? juz use 'break' in anger n mayb regret, finally lose it due 2 'face' matters, lazy/cant b bothered 2 salvage or juz 4get it?

e word 'break' is hurtin n if used often but not realized, e 'user' will prob tink 'i lose 'face' when i say but not do it' n'll prob 'realize' it coz of 'face'... if both parties r aggressive n unwilling 2 salvage/re-chance e relatNship den 'break' will b realized... e thing's: will they reali b happy after it? n not suffer e aftermath: heartache? but of coz when u ve a quarrel, all e bad things surface n u 4et all e gd times [but tts true isnt it] howeva when u sit down n tink w a cool mind u may prob ve another perspective of e situatN...

everythin boils down 2 communications... how an output frm 1 party's interpreted n accepted by e receivin party as a postive/neutral input rather den a negative 1...

it takes fate [of mayb mani yrs or lifetimes] 2 mit, noe n b 2gether... [even those who brush against u on e streets n especially so 4 those livin or w u] dun give up tt person ezily coz he/she mayb e 'best match' u may find...

end track: ocean - 孤單北半球

20041114

im a werewolf

ex w
You're a werewolf. Werewolves where mutated people who would transform into wolf-like beings and would lose control of themselves. Often times when a little child would go out into fields in Europe, they would encounter a werewolf and be eaten. They had charatceristics of their human selves but where usually hairy with canine like teeth and strangely shaped heads when they transformed. They often had bad tempers and would lose control of their actions very easily. They were excelent hunters though.

What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures)
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20041113

troppo down

start track: avril lavigne - my happy endin @ power98

since my pukin 3 wks back im back @ troppo again... 2nite was quiet; e servers werent ard... e usual stuff n of coz e pukin aftermath where e drinkin cap goes down 2 -ve again... oni abt 2 slow glasses of stella n im abit down thou i noe wat im doin... not in a shit of mess... [tts true k since im bloggin @ hm]

supposed 2 b coopin @ hm muggin 4 e exams virtually w my dear cousin @ e murdoch campus; but guess i nid alittle timeout... not much progress coz e contents r quite taxin... sigh~ will i make it in time? can i get my 2d n 1 hd + e 1k?

end track: power98 - ? [female r&b]

20041112

fly @ hilary duff

In a moment, everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulders
For a minute, all the world can wait
Let go of your yesterday

Can you hear it calling
Can you feel it in your soul
Can you trust this longing
And take control

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
Cause it's your time
Time to fly

All your worries, leave them somewhere else
Find a dream you can follow
Reach for something when there's nothing left
And the world's feeling hollow

And when you're down and feel alone
Just wanna run away
Trust yourself and don't give up
You know you're better than anyone else

In a moment, everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulders
For a minute, all the world can wait
Let go of yesterdays

In a moment, everything can change


had a haircut ytd n saw tis wahaha~ its spikey [as usual] but w my 'side tails' n e bush bhind [cant bear 2 cut coz time spent 2 kip em] ^_^ Posted by Hello

20041110


juz like me... borin, breakin, ignorin... Posted by Hello

20041109

scrat

IAmScrat
You are Scrat, some kind of rat looking mammal. All
you care about is hiding your precious,
precious nut. Take that however you want.


Which Ice Age character are you?
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20041107


garfield 061104 Posted by Hello

20041106

saturdae

start track: fir - 我要飛

on a brite n sunny sat, im stuck @ hm w e sun rays blockin blinds down, strugglin w e final assignment w no promisin progress, hidden in my rm coz e outside's occupied by a stalker... borin irritatin sian AH~ althou im not tinkin of goin out but a usual sat's 2 slack, nua, lame, lax n not wkin... howeva tis's wat im doin now... wanna go jb next wkend but doubt so coz e stalker's trappin me 2 study althou i dun ve much time but starin @ em wont do me ani gd... can sum1 juz let me out?!~ i juz wanna go out, get comics, games n dvds oni 4 a few hrs... damn it give me my life!~

end track: akira - piece of heaven

new sex orientation

i was in e mid of noware den now does it mean im changin? or m i stil in e mid of noware?

I'm Asexual!!
You're Asexual!You're not into the whole "sex with other
people" scene. Some might call you a
prude. (PRUDE!!) You just don't have a strong
attraction to either sex really... ... that...
or you just can't get none. :P

What is my sexual orientation?
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334 mmdb sux

start track: 南拳媽媽 - 哈利路雅

after 3 daes of doin im stil not 1/2way thru... lotsa things r not up... debuggin's xhaustin time, patience n effort... y do i sux @ db? theory im fine but technically im down; m i a suxer @ technical stuff? sigh~ juz e vdo editin has xhausted hrs, debuggin idc/htx took up a few more n tts oni e gear sectN not all... sigh~ feel lk givin up but its alotsa mks 2 give up... die^2 oso ve 2 complete it minimally... sigh~ kinda wasted... wish suhendry's near coz he can 'help' debug e relations haha~

juz did up a simple index.htm 4 e geocities site juz bo liao... nid 2 take off frm e assignment... @ geocities

y pple who dunno anithin 1 2 step in b annoyin n those tt can help r mia... sian...

HELP!!!~~~ I NID A DB SPECIALIST
HELP!!~~ I NID SUM1 2 LEAN ON
HELP!~ I NID A 'LAUNCHIN SOON' X700

end track: savage garden - i 1 u

20041102

movies

start track: kelly clarkson - breakaway

missed alot of movies since sch started coz of no time, no $, no company or wateva reasons...

yet-2-b-lost movies
ab normal beauty [hk bloody & gory horror]
forgotten
hse of e dead
princess diaries 2
saw
shutter

losin movies
ladder 49
white chicks
doll master
resident evil 2
cellular

lost movies
e face
e phone
garfield [regret]
troy

cinderella story
1 missed call [scarier den e eye]

will sum1 catch a movie w me pls...
oso im goin 2 get sum budget xbox games hopefully they wont b faulty... abit sian of those i ve coz i cant pass em... irritatin... -_-" ok i noe im lousy n impatient but games r 4 relaxatN not 2 + on 2 stress k can play den play cannot play den skip... endless time 2 play no rush...

end track: 6pence none e richer - kiss me

20041101

silver hawk vs city of sars

start track: 劉仲儀 - 談戀愛

飛鷹 ~ silver hawk
juz watched it on c62.. michelle yeoh & richie ren... she's so skilled, sexy, cool n chio dun look her age n of coz w e 'clowny sidekick' richie ren w his 'crack crack skil [嘎嘎功]l' tt seemed 2 b useful @ e end where he 'shattered' e glass wall w it [dunno true anot or it shattered due 2 him crashin against it] it has actN n e funny elements 1 of e beta off hk movies tis yr... n of coz e futuristic mobile tech tt appeared in it... bluetooth hp of e size of a present dae bluetooth earpiece w AI [artificial intelligence] makin it look lk 3g w decisN analysis... wonder when'll tis appear in future haha~ @ least e real-time mobile's comin true w 3g tis yr...

非典人生 ~ city of sars
after tt was a hk sars movie on c56 its abt e sars scene in hk last yr but its summarized since there were tv serials on it... but stil it reflects e realistic n practical sides of human nature... w e human touch

both movies r of diff genre so cant b directly compared but it goes 2 show tt hk movies stil ve their substance even thou sum dun make it outta hk ^_^

end track: she - 10面埋伏