muay thai lvl4 #14

same as last trainin...

skipped, shadow, 3x bagwk, tech spar, 80 pumps, 50 crunches & misc conditNin... trainin wasnt harsh these few daes; no hard sparrin, juz trainin w e newbies...

sigh when'll i b able 2 do SPARRIN again???...

muay thai lvl4 #13

skipped, shadow, 3x bagwk, tech spar, 50 pumps, 50 crunches & misc conditNin... trainin wasnt harsh these few daes; no hard sparrin, juz trainin w e newbies...

sigh when'll i b able 2 do sparrin again???...

suppressed

was readin tis thread on kt: loud mouth parents gives higher chances of teenage rebels? & reality came back 2 me...

how suppressed my life's... coz there r so mani things i wana do but i cant...
how restricted im... coz i cant do things pple of my age over e yrs ve done...
how autistic im... coz im not even communicatin @ hm...

not tt i dun 1 2 comm but its hard 2 comm when u & tt person has a 37 yrs gap altho tt person's ur closest...
how 2 tok when in less than 5 mins tt person'll clamp u down w a '我吃得鹽比你吃的米還多' kinda attitude...
when tt person toks 2 u in a demandin tone, xpectin u 2 do wateva she 1s...
when in tt person's eyes u r 'bad', altho its an obvious fact 2 others tt u r 'good'...
when wateva u do, tt person tinks its nv enuf...
when in front of others she's 'gd' 2 u but @ e back its e opp...
when pple 'tok' 2 her she'll 'listen' but after tt she'll turn back 2 u & say 'wat u cant tell me, ve 2 tell em & let em tell me???!!! let em tink i dunno how 2 teach u???!!!'
when tt person sees her pride/'face' more impt than u...
when tt person says 'everythin i do's 4 u...' but u cant feel it...
when tt person's doin all tt she dun allow u 2 do juz bcoz she's an elder...
when tt person says 'i give u alot of freedom' when shes stil chainin u...
when tt person did all tt she dun allow u 2 do when she was @ ur age...
when tt person says 'when u r 16/18/21, i'll let u blah blah blah' but it nv comes true...

altho pple'll say 'u r e oni 1, tts y...'; i noe its e fuckin truth but im an ADULT!!!
i ve a fuckin brain 2 tink altho there r alot of things i havent xperienced coz she dun fuckin give me e space/freedom/chance 2 xperience it;

how e fuck do e xpect a bird 2 fly outta e cage when u close e door or chain it w e door open???!!!...

altho i noe she means well but shldnt there b a certain space 4 me???!!!

tts y when shes hm, im out;
when shes in e livin rm, im in my rm...
no mitin = no comm = no tokin = no miscomm = no conflict = no argument = no unhappiness = peace

luckily ive e gym [bags 2 whack], a blog [2 type outta emotNs], pple bearable 2 me, me bein self restrainin else i wld ve bcame a delinquent liao...

I FEEL SO SUPPRESSED!!! SO STRESSED!!! CAN SUM1 PULL ME OUTTA TIS FUCKIN SHIT HOLE???!!!

test results so true

Your IQ Is 115

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Exceptional

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

Your Heart Is Green

Love completes you, but that doesn't mean you seek it out. When love comes your way, you integrate it peacefully into the rest of you life. Your flirting style: Laid back Your lucky first date: Walking around aimlessly and talking Your dream lover: Is both enthusiastic and calm What you bring to relationships: Balance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

You Are 12 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

flunked again...

cant blieve im so fuckin suay 2 tio e same tester 2x... didnt bang anythin but those small things lk insufficient acceleration, slow spd, improper brakin blah? repeated so ended up w...

FUCKIN 38 PTS!!!

wao lao eh die lar & i was e oni 1 on my route which's e god damn eziest... omg m i so fuckin suay???!!! after tt my instructor said tt e tester's v strict but oso a miser; every little thing oso minus pts T_T

nong toom's now @ fairtex pattaya!!! when ive $ & time next yr i 1 2 go & train w her!!!

muay thai lvl4 #12

skipped, shadow, 3x bagwk, 4x padwk, 3x spar, 50 pumps & 50 crunches + sum misc conditNin...

pushin & trainin myself real hard 2:

1. release assignment stress
2. downsize [its traumatizin 2 noe tt those ard u tt r slimmer, liter & smaller than u; althou u r abt e same wt but diff ht & when u 1 2 buy clothes m's too big but s's too small T_T]
3. prepare 4 feb fight

160705 flashback

juz now after crossin e rd @ amber rd i saw a mini bus & a van stopped in e mid of e rd n in front was...

a pri sch boy lyin down on e rd...

he was lyin sideways but stil conscious tho in a shock, turned flat & tried 2 get up... passerbys went over 2 look & help him... frm e looks of it, he shld b knocked by e mini bus but e impact shldnt b too great else he wld ve ko-ed in a pool of blood which didnt xist...

@ tt moment... i recalled my accident; its oni 2 daes 2 4 mths since it happened... xactly e same scene... juz tt e loc's diff... w a FUCKIN OBVIOUS TRAFFIC LITE juz steps away which i took!!! if e tp steps in, e boy cfm'll get warnin since hes a minor but e case'll b in e records...

now fragments of his & mine r flashin in my mind... wonder how hes; if i saw wat happened @ tt moment tink i wld ve screamed e hell or juz stoned & ko liao...

recap of wat happened on 160705

drivin prac #26 + #27

went in e circuit on both daes... corrected on all of stuffs n overall was quite steady... on e rd was alittle careless [didnt look, slow brakin, slow spd reductN blah?] hope 2 b able 2 maintain & perform e same on thurs...

e k750i ms cocked up on me these 2 daes; 'auto deletin' stuffs & 'auto reformattin'... finali stablized it hope it wont recur...

pua beh tis wk; didnt train much... goin 2 cut down on trainin coz not joinin e mma liao due 2 an avalance of assignments pinnin me down tis 3 wks... 3 wks 2 complete 2.5 assignments... omg...

JOY!!! BETA BUCK UP 4 E D & HD!!!

my new 師傅: master prayin mantis; here 2 teach me 螳螂拳 wah-da!!!

C E LARGEST LOAF OF BREAD!!!

drivin prac #25

2dae wasnt v gd; didnt look ard b4 turnin n omost hit a few others... sigh... but im feelin tired tho... either insufficient or oversufficient zzz... but i was tinkin abt sumthin else durin e prac...

goin 2 get started on 336 ass1 else can dun submit liao...

muaythai against drugs

there were 8 amatuer & 5 pro fights; rat, yoshi, terence, geogre & jj took part in e amatuers & joy, zach, joe joined e pros &

terence, joy, zach & joe won!!!

all fights were intense & xcitin especially e pros but e worst injuries were frm zach; broke his left ring finger [lk me] & joe got cut @ e lips @_# but all of em now ve problem walkin frm e aches...

even after seein em fight...

i stil 1 2 fight in e upcomin mma in dec & e next fight in jan/feb!!!

為求一戰在所不惜!!!

mortal kombators!!!

muay thai lvl4 #11

skipped, shadow, 2x bagwk, 1x ballwk, 3x padwk, 6x spar, 50 pumps & 50 crunches but...

IM NOT FEELIN XHAUSTED...

instead i stil did sum wts haha...

tmr's goin 2 b bingin dae again... omg...

I HAVENT DOWN & IM STIL EATIN!!! -_-;;;