20031212

a WoR|d oF cOlOrS...


Green



You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature.




Find out your color at Quiz Me!


20031211

rEvAmP...

blog start track: dido - thx u

did sumthin 2 my rm last nite... sold e 'useless' ps1 + all my games @ 52... so little... but it 'aids' in my pathetic state now... moved e bkshelf over 2 e sacred rm n e moomoo hide + bean bag r in mine now... alittle korner 2 get cosy n of coz nua liao... haha... gettin sneezy tis daes... rainin every nite... wonder hows ah nua... tink they went 2 kbox yesterdae 4 ktv lunch n 2dae 2 jb... so gd i oso 1... aniwae wk's beta more $... juz hope my debtor clear their asap den i ve $ liao... xbox wait 4 me... =) ah choo...

blog end track: jacky cheung - let me go

20031209

zZz cArE bEaRs... kAwAii...

Bedtime Bear
You are usually asleep on the job but that's okay because your job is to make sure everyone gets enough sleep! You're shy and sweet...when you are actually awake! Getting sleepy already?

20031208

w@t E hEL| oF a MuM...

blog start track: kenny g - esther

wat e hell 2 ve sucha smart aleck mum who tinks she noes everythin n anithin... hm hifi was spoilt so told her either i get a dvd player or get a new set... saw a quite gd 1 w 5.1 speakers... its lg n costs 470 so decided 2 get deliverin tis wkend. den went 2 look ard 4 ps2 abt 480 (console+2 ctrller+1 mem card) or mayb get xbox le (console+dvd kit+3 games @ 388) wateva it is... has dinner w kk n her parents... went hm.... den hell bgan... told her i got a new hifi who noes she started kp liao... sae she told me dun 1 too mani electic app @ hm n tt i shld ve gotten a dvd player den i told her if e other pts start spoilin den get replacement's shit n i 1 e old speakers as my com speakers den there she goes again my rm ve bad fs sae e mess, e bkshelf n e electric apps ve 2 shift out when e hse's already full of her stuff n looks lk a store keep liao... wateva e shit... n even got a crystal ball tt if it drops frm e ceilin sum1 surely ve 2 go hosp liao... pls... if hmmade fs reali so ez 2 change anithin or everythin tt she tinks she noes a whole lot of shit den e pros out there ve 2 eat grass liao... damn... shit... fuck... mayb she shld move 2 e moutains in china or kampongs in those out of e world places den she can live in peace w her fs liao...

blog end track: jay - 你聽得到

w!sH |!s+ #1 tRuE...

blog start track: snap - ive got e power!

wishlist #1 lg hp 'came true' @ 580... yeah~ e cam's reali gd interestin 2 use haha... den got new hifi 4 hm... although sum1 dun understand e rationale bhind it... i juz 1 2 get wateva i 1 when i get afford it n not when i cant n juz compromise 4 sumthin else... mayb'll get xbox juz e console since i dun reali lk e games tts bundled w e xmas pkage... wateva... they ve sum games tt i lk... geez... @ most consider it as: hifi - hm xmas present, hp: my xmas present n xbox - next yr b-dae present... done =)

blog end track: jay - 龍拳

20031203

xMaS w!sH |!s+...

blog start track: shino - 心動



omost time 4 xmas liao... countin down... 22 daes... so near... time 2 earn more $ den retire 4 4 mths... hmm... wats my wish list tis time round... hehe ("<)

w!sH l!sT

1. get new hp lala~ xpected rite? ideals: lg g7100 (so cyber!), nokia 6220 (coz it ve vdo cam), se z600 (clam mah), nokia 6600 (highly recommended)...

2. bcome 美少年 (get t&t (tinner&taller))

3. pass ftt (4x liao leh) n get licence = dream car = toyota rav4 3dr

4. get beta grades (dun 1 donkeys liao... e-yo~)

5. kick e asses of those i dun lk (haha~)

6. new hifi 4 hm ($ fly away ('><'))

7. get ps2/x or xbox

8. get lcd monitor n 4/5.1 speakers n blast everything off

9. get smarter... dun 1 2 b 'han zi' liao...

10. perfect in guitarin

10 wishes on e list... mayb abit too much but wishes = motivatN... no harm mah hehe~

blog end track: evanscence - everybodi's fool

20031202

v!v!d n!+eM@rE... oR r@+hEr d@eM@rE...

blog start track: kevin kern - thru e arbor

had a nite/dae-mare tis am... e sun was omost up when i woke up... none of my dreams ever seemed tis real...

i was drivin a citroen berlingo n e passengers were kk n chiobu... dunno if there was ani1 else on board... drivin drivin den suddenly a vehicle came 2wds me so i steered my wheel left den another came so i steered rite... all e while left n rite n changin gears... who noes things got worse den kk told me: its manual... den i was lk wat e hello manual? i oni noe how 2 drive auto... den i was stampin frantically... den they were lk whackin me saein e gear, e clutch... wonder how u passed ur ftt... didnt c a big truck come along den buang... n ends e mare... wonder if tis denotes e fate tt i'll nv pass my ftt... >< wateva... nothin gd comes out of vivid nite/dae mares...

blog end track: kevin kern - sundial dreams

20031201

W@t @ wKeNd...

blog start track: 5566 - 傳說



rotten @ hm on sat definitely not in e best of mood since i failed ftt 4 e 3rd time... juz theory took me 6< mths liao... sux... wat m i doin... shit... sun wasnt ani beta... made my 1st banana juice n it's damn horrific... o my god... dinner @ ms 阿一飽魚 2 celebrate ah mah's b-dae... 1st time there was a cake... n of coz got ji xiao once we reached shit... 2dae rotted e dae away again... dunno whether 2 learn vb.net anot... wateva... dun 1 2 tink abt it now... true escapist... haha... dunno when goin 2 touch my guitar again... watchin 西街少年...

blog end track: exile - 4 ur eye oni

20031127

tis wk ><

blog start track: jay - 他的睫毛

tis wk seems short yet so long... went 2 CE on mon nite 4 practice seems alittle beta... can strum n get chords but stil slow in changin... ve 2 +++ on tt... tues went 2 tampines 4 visit... den came back @ nite... yesterdae wk... vb.net projs doc... now searchin 4 vb.net tutorials n sourcecodes... hope 2 find 'em den get vb.net as e prog lang 4 mp... but there seems 2 b so few vb.net + netwkin tutorials n sc... hai~ sicko... stil considerin super 7250i n 無限的創意 3200 dunno which 2 get but i noe i mizzed a few liao... sian...

blog end track: anson - 夢

20031123

w@+ @ d@e...

blog start track: sun yan zi - 直來直往



1 new msg... kingkong callin... 'joy i nid ur help...' tis's how 2dae started @ 0807... kk left her cisco locker key @ e temple locker so she ve no access 2 get her stuff 2 go hm... cant move abt in full-u so called me 2 bring clothes 4 her... went back 2 e temple 2 get e keys... breakfast @ bk den back hm... looked 4 chords n fixed e ???· model... left @ 3 went back 2 cisco 2 get her stuff den lunch @ ljs... back 2 her place den im back @ bugis... looked ard @ e hps... tinkin of panasonic x70, siemens mc60 n nokia 3200... nokia n siemns r both budget cam hps... so chances r 1 of 'em'll b chosen over x70 since tts a real x hp >< took e bus hm... caught in e rain... soaked thru e skin... hai~ wc3 reali not ez 2 play... juz against ez human n im thrashed liao... omg... >< hai~ mayb try again lata...

blog end track: 5566 - 存在

20031121

fuckin blabber sux

blog start track: leehom - can u feel my world

went 2 sch 4 discussN on e mp... tot of vb.net but blabber chose java... fractN of e grp... went 2 kk's place den 2 ce... later @ nite joined e mp grp on msn... den started e argument on vb.net vs java... damn egocentric guy who doesnt 1 2 consider vb.net @ all... tink mayb he got 'references' frm pple... shit~ sae i doubt him n he was boastin abt e marvel of java... juz bcoz ecad was based on vb n every1 had a hell of tt tt time... he decided 2 ignore it... n remain in his fact tt vb can oni create websites... n java's e ultimate programmin tool... damn... fuck it... shit... shinjimae... kutabare... now doin e ui again... get thrashed again... hai~... ><

blog end track: beyond - 情人

20031118

1sT gU!+@r...

blog start track: indecent obsessN - fixin a broken hart

went nuh 2dae 2 take a look @ e ge sys... ended wk@ abt 1630... took a cab hm since it'll take 4x more... did a trial 49/50... met kk @ parklane 2 fix e guitars... bought my 1st, blue folk... strings hurt... tuned it @ CE... rushed 4 ftt after tt... had 3 cfm Xs liao... hai~ ><... after tt went back 2 bugis... actual plan was 2 watch m3 in e end didnt... wonder y i gave up... didnt tink it was nice 2 make pple who didnt realli 1 2 watch it c it w me... after roams, went back 2 CE... had their cfood marinara spiced 4 dinner... real damn spicy w e chilli padi >< had their choco milkshake, real scoops of i-cream =) played e guitar... problem gettin e chords... strummin n pluckin dun tink its a prob xcept e beat... im a tempo idiot... >< played til 1+ den went hm... zzz... ko...

blog end track: shin - 因為有你

20031117

blog start track: van - 信仰愛情



went 2 CE after dinner... met kw's gf: ying, looks slimmer den in e fotos... had a try @ e guitar... trouble gettin e chords... shit~ aniwae will b gettin mine by tis mth, consider it as xmas present lala~ met loon when we were leavin, heard tt he's movin hse... w or w/o thrash, i dunno... wateva... e fifa 04 game i bought cant wk... short of 1 file... bring back 4 xchange/refund... shit~... zzz... ve ftt tmr... realli hope can pass tis time =)

blog end track: evanscence - whisper

20031116

c@|v!n & hObBeS...

blog start track: sash! - adelante



nothin much 4 2nite so juz a comic strip by c&h inclusive of my fave animal: elder relative of my fave animal, e cat - tigger... =) prank letters done w mag cut outs haha quite lame n bo liao... lala~

h@pP! b-DaE ** (",)

shortest time... zzz...

blog end track: sash! - adelante

20031114

blog start track: jolin - 布拉格廣場



been havin dinner @ hm these daes coz mum on leave... had grill n microwave fish yesterdae n grilled chix 2dae... bloated coz ate more rice 2dae... went out 2 mit kk, seth n ivy @ CE @ ard 9... tink they arent used 2 e bike coz quite small n short (in fact mani sae so too =P) but it seems 2 b customized juz 4 me =) lala~ had an i-lemon-t not bad... saw ivy's notes n found diagrams on e anatomy of e hart, artery n veins... quite concise n perfect, wished its on e comp... well drew it... haha ages since i last drew sumthin 2 serious well juz 4 1 dae den hope 2 get a copy of it asap... due 2 my blog on tues which im =( they asked me if im alrite n gues wat?! i told 'em '我又攸郁症' lala~ well its common 4 pple 2 ve mild depressN every1 ve it rite... 天塌下來當被蓋 一覺醒來憂愁忘... i tink im an escapist til im @ e end den i solve w s.o.s well i tink if i 'siam' e problem it'll 'auto disappear' tts y i zzz often... oso my knowledge's quite low n tink in e simplest way tts y often i get thrashed by ah meng... coz he tinks complicatedly... >< aniwae im glad they asked... not 4gettin e truth.... e bosses of CE noe loon, thrash n john... omg... well i dun c 'em goin there oso i dun tink i 1 2 c 'em... after tt... aniwae... wateva happens juz let it come... actually im not mad @ thrash 4 takin e stuffs n kickin me out... its juz tt i 1 2 b notified n not juz 過河拆橋... well i do hope tt she'll can help san... juz contact nos wont kill but i dun even ve e chance 2 tell her tt 'its not competitN juz a fren tt 1 2 try e trade...' wateva... when it comes 2 biz there's not space 4 anithin but tt... hai~ e world's now too commercial n realistic 4 anithin...

blog end track: leehom - 你合我

20031111

4gOttEn @|oNeR...

blog start track: ayumi - independent

sumtimes i wonder wats my functNality... not xceptNally gd @ anithin... mayb juz alittle beta @ sum things den my frenz... juz a ???x?? fren who can help u w literally everything... but juz dumped after use... tink if i dun call ani1 no1 calls too... if i call chances r: im a bug... actually i can stay hm but i'll rot... i can do alot of things alone... wont die w/o pple... im independent, tts wat pple sae... coz ive been 'takin care' of myself since young... outlook independent not = 2 mental+emotN independent... i dun mind doin things 4 pple so wat if they get all e limelite? i dun give a damn... sum sae im juz too gd... dunno how 2 reject pple... but wat u xpect me 2 do? turn my back on 'em when they shout sos? sorry cant do tt... else i'll b lk tt mercenary n self centered bitch... who cares no more den herself... every1 nids $ but borrowed or $ not gotten by 1 wont last long... a windfall = alot of $ but oso = h2ofall... sum pple may ve e 'jif' of e shortcut n things move smoothly but when they fall dun tink they can get up... i often tink if im tis, im tt... howeva tt wont come true... so juz ve 2 do it e hard way... my world's actually v ideal n perfect... but its not true... tink im kinda in a depressin valley now... w no way 2 head but down til i find my way out... trapped in an awkward postN... c my frenz bcomin chimney n do nothin... but lk wat sum sae, if their parents dun care 2 hoots (mayb they dunno) y shld i... i admit im not a st... but juz 1 2 do sumthing 4 'em... wateva... im juz e type of 'dun bug me but when i 1 2 c u, u appear' type of person... wateva... kinda sian... not tt im makin things diff 4 pple but havin a job's beta den none... mayb tis oso wont last... although ah meng's bz tis daes 2 b bothered w me... i tink they were tinkin of eatin out but w me alone they decide 2 eat in... not tt im outta ideas but whereva i 1 2 go others may not 1... wateva... im not gonna stay lk tis... let me tink... wishful tinkin haha... lala

blog end track: mvp ost - gamble rumble

b@cK 2 wK...

blog start track: n sync - tearin up my hart



i used 2 tink im sum1 but in front of ahmeng im no1... juz sum1 he's tired 2 snearin @... suddenly im so small mayb im created juz 2 + in2 e world pop since mani disappear everydae... everydae's a dae 2 get o... no1 gets younger... =) is a dae... =( is oso a dae... =/ is oso a dae so wat'll u choose?

back 2 wk after e 悠長假期... suddenly bcame so lazy... (how can?!) 2dae ah meng asked me if i ve an idea of wat im doin n if i noe wats e link bet. e doc i done... i juz stared blankly in e air... n he got e ans... tink im in 4 another break soon... hai~ suddenly lost all e ideas... dunno y... wateva... juz take a step as it goes... ??? saes: relax cheer up e sky wont fail on u... did a ftt trial juz now got 33/50 did e btt oso e same... wat e hell... wateva i stil ve 6 daes 2 do it over n over again... cant fail tis time... 3x n tts it... =) zzz... else tmr'll go there blur again... w my mind empty w ideas but full of zzz... lala...

blog end track: jacky - 我真的受傷了

20031110

悠長假期...

blog start track: dj bobo - chihuahua

last hrs of my 悠長假期...

wed

referral integrity constraint: previous^2 blog - y M ! sTiL| nO+ fReE...

thurs

referral integrity constraint: previous blog - w@t @ d@e...

fri

went out in e late pm... had a haircut @ e cuttin edge @ ms by a chio (i tink so) stylist, loria... not bad... bought a hang10 black polo (ages since i last bought clothes) dinner @ breeks, nv bein there 4 ages (again) had quite abit, nearly stuffed myself in2 a stuffed turkey... 1 of e guys looks quite yandao (i tink among all *drool*) n he did e pancakes w ice-cream... rotted awhile 4 an 'ideal' place 2 go so we went 2 cafe epicure... found a kitten along e way... so kawaii =P n of coz 'terrorized' it lala... tink they wanted 2 go 5/10 but no 1 came up 2 us so we went 2 ce... had their 'signature' milkshake blended w my fave banana... wasnt done w del monte n was quite sweet so kinda sick of it after awhile... aniwae finished it... tink kk's smokin more... but wateva i tink chances r she'll ko (choy!) earlier den me but im not ani beta coz 2nd hand's 2x e shit so mayb i'll ko earlier... >< wateva... played o-maid den 偵子的媽媽以聖旨召我回家 so ve 2 go hm... zzz...

sat

went out in e evenin 2 meet kk n her parents, can sae im a tailgater but bo liao mah... had dinner @ a tw beef restaurant named 來來 not bad, lk e fried n steamed octopus n tau kua... e rm's a b/a i tink... e fd was not bad... =) *slurp* went walkin w 'em... 'molested' e 'signature' bad cat @ e bus stop... back 2 hm...

sun

rottin dae @ hm... zzz... watched 臥虎藏龍 i tink its a philosophical movie... actNs were 'floaty' n endin was quite lame... hai~ wonder how it got so mani awards... zzz...

back 2 wk tmr...

blog end track: lee hom - im luvin it

20031107

w@t @ d@e...

blog start track: 西街少年 ost - 生命中的遺憾



wat a dae... so xiong on e st... woke up @ 8 2 meet ** @ 9... juz on e way 2 lavender, buang w a merz drove by a foreign indian... >< actually i was partially @ fault coz i was against e traffice n tot i cld siam it who noes buang in e end... i 'performed' my 1st 'stunt' - superman n lay flat on e ground... cldnt ve ani strength 2 get up, howeva e driver n company got off e car n helped me... i was quite shaken... had grazes on 1eft elbow, hand n knee, ankle abit swollen... after restin i rode off 2 meet **... shld ve taken down his car plate 2 buy 4d... damn... there was a stingin sensatN so i got tissue n h20 2 cleanse e wound @ a shell kiosk near **'s place... met him n went 2 meet his fren... intended 4 breakfast @ katong but w nowhere 2 park decided on e mac near e stadium... went 2 his place 2 get e coupons n saw his cats... so kawaii =) freedom yearnin cats... ~meow~ after breakfast i rode hm... quite xhausted... bath n change, didnt intend 2 go out... den okasan came back... watched tv til dinner. porridge cum rice + peanuts + meat balls + nuggets... not bad rite... went 2 meet kk, kk's okasan, seth n ivy... destinatN was 5-10 but went 2 e cafe next dr: cafe Epicture... had 2 mugs n some finger fds, not bad... e owner (i tink) was quite enthusiatic n e service's definitely beta den 5-10... e ambience was quite cosy n comfortable (@ least u dun ve pple askin u 2 order or treat u lk transparent)... tok quite abit... n i tink kk's e most 'fortunate' since she n her okasan can tok lk frenz n quite open... beta den mine haha... nite ended @ ard 0000 den its hm sweet hm... zzz...

blog end track: kim bum soo - once upon a dae

20031106

y M ! sTiL| nO+ fReE...

blog start track: 98 degress - gif me juz 1 nite



tis's e qn im norm asked @ hm...sux... ><

am

when kk asked if i wanted 2 go jb w her, her okasan n seth i was jumpin up n down so i went 2 ask my okasan w e reply 'i go w u?'... den i was 1/2 sian liao... coz she'll sae 'dun buy, sg oso ve' or 'u 1 2 get caught?' all those 'discouragin words... o my god... ><

pm

went 2 sch 4 e sip debrief + mp brief... tink it was kinda waste of time... 2hrs... w lby sat next 2 me... >< jason got a se t610 n tyt, a ss v200... both my ideal hp til i got my n7250... wateva... tyt's v200 ve quite abit of 'static screen' n e color wasnt union; diff shades, dunno y... wateva... took a cab 2 ubi 2 find kk (she went 2 help me bk my ftt n was caught in e rain) went 3 a nearby bike shop 2 fix a stand ($15?!) had lunch... went back 2 her place... played ninja assault n winnin 11 - 6... kena thrashed as usual... >< had fish n chips 4 dinner...

nite

initially tot of goin 2 kbox since oni 2 of us... san didnt 1 2 go 5-10... but in e end went 2 5-10 w seth, ivy n ash. drank quite alot 2dae... 1.5 mug of tigger, 1 e33 strong (8.4%) n tequila nic(k)... went 4 2 games of pool downstairs... had a game w an ojisan, tink he let me win on purpose =) n a game w ash... lala... san, cavin n celia came later in e nite... (liar~) actually i was waitin fwd 2 e 'trip' 2 jb (nv bein on 1 w/o my okasan) who noes when i called her, she took me she took off... >< after tt i was totally sian liao... so i sang '李香蘭' so sad rite? lala... i even wanted a puff haha but cannot leh... i tink if san noe i surely get whacked til v jialat 1 haha... since i cant go jb, i asked ** out 2 cycle... so e route'll b ecp 2 tp... lala... den mayb can go n c his cats ~meow~ =) tis nite really quite 'sei' liao... headache... zzz...

blog end track: beyond - 海闊天空 (concert)