wAtA wEEk...

blog start track: hins cheung - my way

tis wk seems 2 b slightly beta, beginnin 2 get back 2 sch mood... juz 4 more mths n i'll b outta tp 4 gd... ganbatte... ve 2 go back 2 sch later 2 make e serial netwk cables den go hm zzz... @ nite ve dinner n lynn's chalet... dun realli 1 2 go but san n alice r goin so ve 2 go... so sian... sian... cny comin but no mood @ all so sian sian sian...

bought a wewa 128mb usb+mp3 player @ 136.5, not bad lar, not as bad as sum sae, juz tt e radio's realli cheap stuff... built-in'll b 200 so x... 4get it... o ya got e xbox games liao, but short of proj gotham racin 2 n magatama, n sonic heroes cant b played... =( 1 thing i muz sae tt e graphics r real gd although e games r alittle more x den ps2's (10 ea). tis mth realli 大吐血 liao... cant get e $ bad frm jm, shit shldnt ve lent now im in real shit... damn... got a giraffe 4 giraffe n his 1st words were 'wat e fish'... damn him... how can lk tis... tt giraffe's real kawaii mah... baka =(

tired... shack... slack... lag... rot... zzz...

blog end track: 西街少年ost- 西街的哀愁

卓卓's sAddest DaEs... =(

blog start track: 武媚娘 - 一顆心還愛你

291203

i tink 2dae ve 2 b 卓卓's worst dae... e woman he luved most, anita mui 阿梅 passed away tis am @ 0250 in hk... as i read thru e news, reports were tt 卓卓 was in beijing @ e time 2140 n there werent ani flights 2 hk @ tt time hence he didnt go over... he wasnt feelin ani beta but e worst coz he cldnt fly over 2 hk 2 c her 4 e last time...tink if he went n saw her e last time, he'll prob collapse emotNally n mentally... coz she's his most bluved woman... e last time he saw her was @ her concert in nov... in e end 阿梅~ was gone n there starts his misery...

301203~060104

after 阿梅 passed away there were mani reports regardin her heritance, funeral preparatNs, her mum, her manager, her frenz n everythin... e worst were accusatNs of 卓卓 bein 薄情寡義, hartless since he 'went mizzin' after tt... all over e net, hk, cn, tw, sg everyware... my god... n of coz us, his fans 'retaliated' n he appeared online @ 1 of e sites w e msg: 11日和12日下午我會在香港和阿梅見面. 祝大家安好. 卓

070104~110104

after tt were spectulatNs abt if it was really him n if he wld really appear... finally he appeared 2dae @ last in hk... he went 2 e wake in a black suit n sunglasses... he looked 2 solemn but i tink his hart's stil tearin... reminds me of e sub-theme of 風云 - 一千顆眼淚; i tink he teared more den tt... he oso sent a wreath worded: 此生至愛 一路好走 so sentimental... e funeral'll b later @ 1100... hope e parazzai n her frenz'll let him go after tt... tink he realli nids a long time 2 recover n can get over it...

120104

2dae's 阿梅's funeral n 卓卓 attended it & e crematN ceremony... read tt he emotNally n mentally collapsed after seein her 4 e last time... tis really shows tt he's a true and sentimental guy n hope e parazzai'll let him off after tis... tink his mood's really @ e bottoms now... hope he can recover soon... god bless 卓卓 n 阿梅...

blog end track: 卓卓 - 一千顆眼淚

1st WK of E yr...

blog start track: shin - 大驚小怪

mon~thurs

tis wk's hell i can tell u... i practically 4got everythin after 6 mths @ wk... hai~ pathetic... but finally completed e tor on thurs... hew... as 2 how it's i dunno... wateva... went hm put e things den went 2 marina 2 cut hair... got loria, she's a gd stylist, chio n nice 2 chat although its short... met kk 2 watch ju-on 2: e final... wasnt as scary as tot... sat on e couch, e whole cinema was free 2 6 viewers haha... i got my speaker stands liao haha... went 2 simon's n left @ abt 2... zzz... no nid 2 go sch later so gd... zzz o ya n my livin rm tel line was down...

fri = kingKONG's b-DAE

hapi b-dae kingkong!~ actually wanted 2 sing ktv but didnt so nua @ hm til evenin den went 2 simon's... waited quite awhile 4 em 2 come, so had dinner 1st... seth n ivy got a skateboard 4 kk but i didnt... haha dunno wat 2 get... den we mashed e cake on her face n all of us stunk lk puke after e fresh cream soured... brought e cake 2 her colleagues... went hm @ ard 0100... n bought e stands hm, left em @ simon's haha... zzz...

sat

waited 4 e contractor 2 come 2 service e line... so nua e dae @ hm... junming called 2 ask me 2 lend him100 coz he knocked in2 sum1's car n said he wld return me in e nite... not tt i dun 1 2 lend him but he's been delayin n im practically eatin shit n grass... if he can return me in e nite den might as well ask e driver 2 go collect w him beta... n i dun blieve tt companies dun pay pt their pay after 10 daes n he's been there 4 quite sum time... shit... if he return i may consider lendin but no way now... really made a wrong decisN 2 lend him 4 his bike... fuck it... it seems im bad but they all sae im already @ my best liao... 2 help him so mani x... saw 2 阿梅's movies: rouge n executNer, she's really gd... sucha pity...

sun

supposingly 2 go joggin @ ecp w kk but it was rainin in e am n thru-out e dae so 4get it... met @ bugis n had roast pig rice... wao so nice... went 2 look 4 vcds... westside story vcds @ 1 4 1 so cheap... aniwae got e ju-on 1 vcd 2 kip... went 2 sls 2 buy xbox le mod. it was cheaper den aniwhere i found @ 410... went ard lookin 4 chiong games but got 0... kk got qute a few... hai~ tink ve 2 wait... went hm 4 dinner... n watched e charity show... tink it's beta den mediacorp's tt use prizes 2 'attract' doners... shit... saw 卓卓 on e news, captured shots from tw tv on 阿梅's memorial... so sad... zzz...

blog end track: yanzi - 遇見

hE||s!nG & n!tEmArE b4 xMaS...

blog start track: leehom - 你和我

yeah! finally bought e 2 animes i wanted: hellsing & nitemare b4 xmas... both r so nice 2 watch... so cool, magical n perfect... wao...

went 2 mit kk @ bugis den back hm 2 look 4 chords den 2 her hm... seth asked us 2 help her get her comics n bring 2 ivy's place... 2 big boxes i tink mayb 10-20 sets of 100+ bks i tink... went 2 newton circus 4 supper... had sambal stingray & kangkong & crabs... so full haha~ zzz

blog end track: gasp - heaven's a place on earth

nEw YeAr CoWdUnG

blog start track: leehom - ya b-dae

last dae @ mc... goin 2 miz e place tt ive been @ 4 1/2 yr... went hm n changed 2 CE... had an ice mocha & seafd marinara spicy real spicy wah~ had snow fight... san, cavin & coa came later...n of coz spray @ em lar... haha... i didnt ve a drink but bought e remainin chivas up 2 5/10 4 san 2 drink... played big 2 garden too... haha... snow fight... happi new yr...

blog end track: daniel - 般若波羅蜜

in e NAME of GOD IMPURE SOULS of e LIVIN DEAD shall b BANISHED in2 ETERNAL DAMNATn AMEN

	you are Alucard... man, wolf, bat, mist-- Alucard is one versatile dude. he has a myriad of shiny guns, and he wears his sunglasses at night. he is hellsing's secret weapon; he enjoys exterminating pathetic vampire wannabes.
Which Hellsing Character Are You?

hE||s!nG yEaH~

You're Alucard, the vaguely evil star of Hellsing that is both revered and feared. Always ready to laugh at the weaknessess of others, you can be downright cruel. Lurking underneath all that bitterness, however, is a strong sense of justice and concern for those you care about.

Which Hellsing character are you?

t!s xMaS sUx...

blog start track: snap - ive got e power



xmas's supposed 2 b a happy season but sumhow tis time round it suxs... y?

eve

i had too much 2 drink: 1 chivas + 3 vodka nic shots + ice... after tt i was swingin ard, after 'snowfight' everythin 'erupted' n i puked lk shit @ simon's place... n everywhere... tis i noe... i admit im not a gd drinker but i dun xpect myself 2 puke e guts out of me... as if i 1 2 shame myself in e public n coz inconvenience 2 others? who e hell wld 1 tt? but @ least i stil noe sumthings well enuff... well san was not ani beta den me... im physically down n she's emotNally down... as 2 how i created e mess let me tink... eh i began pukin outside den moved 2 toilet in which i wanted 2 wash myself after pukin w e toilet bowl h2o n juz wanted 2 lie there... den moved 2 out n puked everywhere n rubbin my face w it... seems gross but when u r down tts it... in fact i cld hear em but juz too strengthless 2 react 2 anithin... they sent me hm n i rmbed changin my clothes but who noes e next dae, i was topless n a cushN cover as on e flr which i dun rmb gettin 1... or wateva... well a drunkard nv noes wat he's doin... im gonna kip alcohol out 4 @ least a mth...

xmas dae

woke @ 730 den hell bgan... head n stomachache was so unbearable tt i went 2 puke wateva tt was left... felt beta n slpt awhile more... tt went on 4 3 hrs... lunched w e oso hung birdie... it was bad coz both of us cldnt eat... went 2 orchard met novi den walked ard... went hm in e evenin in e rain... so sian... ate cornflakes n nuts 4 dinner since anithin tasty's stil tasteless 2 me...

boxin dae

we were tokin abt how i shamed myself on eve... but im pretty sure i didnt sae anithin much... since i stil noe wat im doin... wateva... brought 100 out but seem 2 b left w 20 in e nite... oso dunno y... watched scary movie 3 n anna in kungfu land... quite funni but dun seem 2 b able 2 luff real happily dunno y... went 2 simon's w compensatN gifts... played cards, dai di... realli dun realli noe how 2 play... lose oso no choice 1 mah... hai~ wateva... well called san 2 tok...

actually all along i noe tt she n i r e same kind of person juz tt she's an xtremist n im e dun care sort... both of us r aloners... alwaes hangin out w e same grp of pple else we r isolated... if we dun look pple up, no 1'll look us up... tts y we r ?D???@??... supposinly 2 msg her sumthin but sent it wrongly 2 kk so wateva it's i dunno... juz feel so shack n tired when u c ur frenz ard u doin things tt u hope they wont do but cant do a thing 2 prevent it... wateva... if i ve god's power lk bruce almighty, i tink i'll do tis: rewind everythin 2 e start where god bgan 2 create e universe n adam n eve were livin happily n peaceful in e garden of eden. if things cant go tt far den prob i'll start frm e time where cigarettes or those smoky stuff werent created n'll nv b created... not 2 say im noble... but really... sum pple dunno tt they r actually fortunate 2 ve both parents n able 2 do things they lk... they'll nv noe e world of those who dun ve it... they'll nv noe... its not tragic... its tt they live in a world of resentment n grudge, well its an age 2 rebel... but 4 me its diff... real diff... actually if not 4 those 'materialistic' stuff tt were my target, i dunno wat shit i'll b... if not 4 e ctrl tt held me back, mayb i'll b roamin e streets or doin some low pay jobs... i tink i'll realli bcome a bum... i dun reali 1 2 change 4 e impossible but juz sumthin diff... wateva... mayb if i cld, i'll fly 2 a island w juz wat i tink i nid 2 survive simple n stay there 4 gd... away frm e mess, smoke n shit in e world... mayb all along we r livin in e matrix... haha~

blog end track: madison ave - who e hell r u

xMaS...

blog start track: groove coverage - e end



its really a tired yr tis time round... so tired... n sick... dunno which xmas spent wkin... i tink 2nd... now passin e flu bug everywhere i go... wanted 2 do sum last min hoppin ard... but i dun tink so now... goin 2 cowdung 2nite... dun feel lk goin suddenly so sian... juz 1 2 wallow in bed n zzz thru xmas... nothin realli matters or hapi 2 b abt tis season when u r down n sick... ahchoo~ wkin in e cold office now... juz hope 2 go hm n zzz... dun 1 2 c ani1... especially... hai~ tis xmas's oso e worst... no $ shldnt ve lent... well debtors 1 2 push off n creditors 1 2 rush it back hai~ especially true in an ah beng case... shit~ damn~

blog end track: jay - 雙節棍

n!+eMaRe b4 xMaS... wAhAhA...

You're Jack! "I am the Pumpkin King!" and yes you are.
Although you have the fame and fortune, you are not happy.
You go and try to find yourself but in cost of Christmas.
In the end everything is peachy keen and we still love you.

Which Nightmare Before Christmas Character are you?
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h2o dUnK...

blog start track: david - 討厭紅樓夢



pple sae h20's gd but too much's hell... went 2 kbox last nite... when bk, its 0000, reached 2230 chased out @ 2145... shit... went 2 ce... seth wasnt happy got e tot abt bein cheated so they left early... stayed w kk... played cards den simon came n we had a guessin game: each ve a card on e forehead, either biggest/smallest drinks wateva amt of h20 in e glasses... i had mani... suai... drank lk siao... e last game was e worst... remains of e jug = 4 glasses... n guess who got it? simon wahaha... yeah... 陷害成功 yeag~ i tink we drank 3-4 jugs liao... in e end all of us were bloated n e h20 output was as clear as e input haha... went 2 toilet a few times in e nite... so funny...

blog end track: anson - 和尚

fReNsTeR...

blog start track: daniel - perfect luv



in frenster 1 can find frens, foes n those tt u ignore simply bcoz of sumthings n hope tt person wont appear jn ur life again... n sad 2 say tt 2 me they r e kind of use n dump kinda pple... so far there r 2 tt i hope i wont c 'em but among 'em there's 1 im stil concerned abt... n quite hestiated 2 + em...

e former was in e same class as me 4 10 yrs (xtreme long) but her personality n character sux 2 e core... wat a letdown... an egocentric person... i tot after tt time it might get beta but well once e link's broken, even if its fixed back it stil wont b as strong as b4... might as well let it break again n leave it as it is... leave it in e past...

e latter was a person i met in my search 4 comics... real warm person who yearns 4 e 10/10 in wateva she does... tink i saw e abyss state of her life n her journey 2 stand again... actually she ve frenz ard her who were there when she nided 'em... saw her side of inferiority (certain aspects) n confidence... saw her enterprisin n commercialized sides... tink if not 4 wat happened mayb things wont end up lk tis... dunno if i'll c her again... whether i'll tok 2 her or even b lk b4... juz hope she wont fall again... her last fall took her a long time 2 get up n move on...

juz hope tt tis xmas'll mark e end of all e unhappiness ard n e period b4 e next'll b a joyous n peaceful time 4 all...

blog end track: aura - destinatN skyline

a WoR|d oF cOlOrS...

Green You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature. Find out your color at Quiz Me!

rEvAmP...

blog start track: dido - thx u

did sumthin 2 my rm last nite... sold e 'useless' ps1 + all my games @ 52... so little... but it 'aids' in my pathetic state now... moved e bkshelf over 2 e sacred rm n e moomoo hide + bean bag r in mine now... alittle korner 2 get cosy n of coz nua liao... haha... gettin sneezy tis daes... rainin every nite... wonder hows ah nua... tink they went 2 kbox yesterdae 4 ktv lunch n 2dae 2 jb... so gd i oso 1... aniwae wk's beta more $... juz hope my debtor clear their asap den i ve $ liao... xbox wait 4 me... =) ah choo...

blog end track: jacky cheung - let me go

zZz cArE bEaRs... kAwAii...

	Bedtime Bear You are usually asleep on the job but that's okay because your job is to make sure everyone gets enough sleep! You're shy and sweet...when you are actually awake! Getting sleepy already?
Take the Which Care Bear Are You? Quiz!

w@t E hEL| oF a MuM...

blog start track: kenny g - esther

wat e hell 2 ve sucha smart aleck mum who tinks she noes everythin n anithin... hm hifi was spoilt so told her either i get a dvd player or get a new set... saw a quite gd 1 w 5.1 speakers... its lg n costs 470 so decided 2 get deliverin tis wkend. den went 2 look ard 4 ps2 abt 480 (console+2 ctrller+1 mem card) or mayb get xbox le (console+dvd kit+3 games @ 388) wateva it is... has dinner w kk n her parents... went hm.... den hell bgan... told her i got a new hifi who noes she started kp liao... sae she told me dun 1 too mani electic app @ hm n tt i shld ve gotten a dvd player den i told her if e other pts start spoilin den get replacement's shit n i 1 e old speakers as my com speakers den there she goes again my rm ve bad fs sae e mess, e bkshelf n e electric apps ve 2 shift out when e hse's already full of her stuff n looks lk a store keep liao... wateva e shit... n even got a crystal ball tt if it drops frm e ceilin sum1 surely ve 2 go hosp liao... pls... if hmmade fs reali so ez 2 change anithin or everythin tt she tinks she noes a whole lot of shit den e pros out there ve 2 eat grass liao... damn... shit... fuck... mayb she shld move 2 e moutains in china or kampongs in those out of e world places den she can live in peace w her fs liao...

blog end track: jay - 你聽得到

w!sH |!s+ #1 tRuE...

blog start track: snap - ive got e power!

wishlist #1 lg hp 'came true' @ 580... yeah~ e cam's reali gd interestin 2 use haha... den got new hifi 4 hm... although sum1 dun understand e rationale bhind it... i juz 1 2 get wateva i 1 when i get afford it n not when i cant n juz compromise 4 sumthin else... mayb'll get xbox juz e console since i dun reali lk e games tts bundled w e xmas pkage... wateva... they ve sum games tt i lk... geez... @ most consider it as: hifi - hm xmas present, hp: my xmas present n xbox - next yr b-dae present... done =)

blog end track: jay - 龍拳

xMaS w!sH |!s+...

blog start track: shino - 心動



omost time 4 xmas liao... countin down... 22 daes... so near... time 2 earn more $ den retire 4 4 mths... hmm... wats my wish list tis time round... hehe ("<)

w!sH l!sT

1. get new hp lala~ xpected rite? ideals: lg g7100 (so cyber!), nokia 6220 (coz it ve vdo cam), se z600 (clam mah), nokia 6600 (highly recommended)...

2. bcome 美少年 (get t&t (tinner&taller))

3. pass ftt (4x liao leh) n get licence = dream car = toyota rav4 3dr

4. get beta grades (dun 1 donkeys liao... e-yo~)

5. kick e asses of those i dun lk (haha~)

6. new hifi 4 hm ($ fly away ('><'))

7. get ps2/x or xbox

8. get lcd monitor n 4/5.1 speakers n blast everything off

9. get smarter... dun 1 2 b 'han zi' liao...

10. perfect in guitarin

10 wishes on e list... mayb abit too much but wishes = motivatN... no harm mah hehe~

blog end track: evanscence - everybodi's fool

v!v!d n!+eM@rE... oR r@+hEr d@eM@rE...

blog start track: kevin kern - thru e arbor

had a nite/dae-mare tis am... e sun was omost up when i woke up... none of my dreams ever seemed tis real...

i was drivin a citroen berlingo n e passengers were kk n chiobu... dunno if there was ani1 else on board... drivin drivin den suddenly a vehicle came 2wds me so i steered my wheel left den another came so i steered rite... all e while left n rite n changin gears... who noes things got worse den kk told me: its manual... den i was lk wat e hello manual? i oni noe how 2 drive auto... den i was stampin frantically... den they were lk whackin me saein e gear, e clutch... wonder how u passed ur ftt... didnt c a big truck come along den buang... n ends e mare... wonder if tis denotes e fate tt i'll nv pass my ftt... >< wateva... nothin gd comes out of vivid nite/dae mares...

blog end track: kevin kern - sundial dreams

W@t @ wKeNd...

blog start track: 5566 - 傳說



rotten @ hm on sat definitely not in e best of mood since i failed ftt 4 e 3rd time... juz theory took me 6< mths liao... sux... wat m i doin... shit... sun wasnt ani beta... made my 1st banana juice n it's damn horrific... o my god... dinner @ ms 阿一飽魚 2 celebrate ah mah's b-dae... 1st time there was a cake... n of coz got ji xiao once we reached shit... 2dae rotted e dae away again... dunno whether 2 learn vb.net anot... wateva... dun 1 2 tink abt it now... true escapist... haha... dunno when goin 2 touch my guitar again... watchin 西街少年...

blog end track: exile - 4 ur eye oni