20031007

wat m i...

blog start track: jay - 懦夫

theme of e dae: wat m i?!

ez qn + diff ans... if im a tinker r a bot... i dunno... mayb im a 'tinker' @ some stuff (not 'serious' stuff prob) bot... mayb more of it... dun ask me wat m i... nv tot of tt... ask me wat i lk 2 do... lk 2 tink wat... if i tink in-depth, tink wide, tink smart... mayb these r things tt cant b answered w tests or qns... ve 2 tink... but dunno how 2 tink... tis ve nothin 2 do w zodiac n horoscope... if u guys tink im a rat n taurus so i shld b lk tis, come on fuck it... u r u not e signs... n dun shout lk a nutcase askin 'y m i lk tt', 'y r there pple who scale high w/o much effort n im climbin n fallin all e time'... these r lame qns coz u dun tink but wait 4 pple 2 deliver e ans via fedex... fedex oso charge k... frankly speakin, i dun 1 2 b lk obasan... juz wk 4 x yrs n got on2 a 'supervisor' based on xperience + ties... wats e pt? when u leave comfort hm n go out u get smacked all e way down flat n nv come up juz lie there dead... n live ur life lk tt... ve 2 learn 2 tink lk san... tt snake-head... she's deep im sure... m i juz goin 2 b a) a person who take input n juz gen output? or b) get input n gen multiple output w sense... even cow oso ve cow sense lar... wat e hell happened 2 me? surely i ve sense mah else how 2 pass 'o's... kao... there's something missin/wrong but i dunno wat... mayb can ask san...

back 2 e theme... how m i goin 2 ans him... wat i lk 2 do... actually i dunno... tts e truth n i noe e ans on his face: >< how 2 solve e prob? his face: >< his qns r brain-crackers... actually not really but 2 tink of an ans... its not tt ez too... cant sae i lk 2 lame rite... den? his qns abstract or precise i cant get an ans @ all... dun tell im dumber since i started drinkin bb milk? o my god... but it wks... im taller now... haha 1.52 haha cant b wat... den wats e ans... gd qn bad ans... so long n im stil @ it...

i tink im gd @ doin things tt do n handup but dun ask... mayb complex things ve 2 simplified, juz lk maths... but i can guess his next qn: 'wat's complex n wat 'simplify' means 2 u' den i'll b stuck again... lala... so e crucial qns here r: a) wat i 1 2 do? b) wat i noe/dunno c) how 2 solve... juz lk wat/y/how... u noe e '4 wives + 1 hubby'? i noe tis's kinda crappy but really if i dun let it out, i'll suffocate... in fact i m durin his 'interrogatN' hai~ so now wat? how? o my god... *faint* stil stuck... cant b stuck all e time rite? if i fix e simplest 'tangles' surely can fix tis too... can fix comp frm dummy... surely can solve mah... hai~ stuck...

after a dae im stil not done... stil havent tot of an ans...wat r e problems how 2 solve... really dunno... zzz 1 2 zzz i noe tt when i ask a qn chances r i'll get another qn n most prob i wont b able 2 ans it... so how? ask intelligent qns n @ e same time ve 2 tink of ans 2 'tackle' e possible 're-qns'... quite tirin... plannin... dun really lk 2 do it coz chances , 4 me it wont wk so wats e pt? might as well jump in2 it... n if i meet ani problems, mayb i wont click help, if can solve myself y not? usin ?L??????·N y seek help n admit 'defeat'? no pt wat... oso dunno if tis's e ans but tis's wat i tink... tis blog's gettin too long beta end it else it'll turn in2 an infinite blog...

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