20031023

|@s+ d@e @ s!p... >< T_T

blog start track: panda - mr moon

2dae's e last of sip... supposinly a =) dae... but in reality it's not... >< finally completed e process flowcharts of all e procedures but guess wat ?! ahmeng qned y there werent ani reports or doctors... haha... n y they were all spilt in2 groupins not similar 2 e 1 done tt time... well i tink he 4got tt he wanted it 2 b tis way... >< aniwae its armageddon although much as i wanted 2 tok back but sumhow 2 him it wasnt convincin mayb im careless 2 leave out or positN sumthings wrongly but im sure i did wateva i cld so i cant b bothered 2 tok back...

aniwae im goin 2 watch 'e park' w kk+ivy+seth n... lynn o my god... y her out of so mani pple... hai~ she... o my god... suddenly i dun 1 2 c her or all along i dun 1 2 c her... aniwae if i fail tis time no wae im goin 2 wait 4 her... sux... e worst thing's they arent even sure tt wat time they wld b watchin it... i dun mind it late... juz 1 2 push myself in2 a pool of alcohol n drunk myself... havent drink 4 quite sumtime liao... juz 1 2 shout or drown myself @ e pool...

actually if i can go ktv 2nite or which ktv ve tis songs, i'll go there no matter how x it's... jay's 對不起 n 懦夫 linkin park's pts of auth n in e end... really lk these coz seem 2 fit me well... >< or cycle e whole of ecp til my legs nua (11km k, v long nv cycle so much liao) or run myself mad...

>< T_T ;p (",) :) :( :D = tnemgarf... = fragment = sadako = e banished...

i lk e way i do things... so personalized... mayb if pandora didnt open e box of feelings or a&e werent banished frm eden mayb tis world wld b a beta place... no >< or -ve feelings but :D and +ve feelings... actually if a person puts alot of ... in wateva's typed it means tt e person's inconfident n unsure of e things typed coz there's no sense of security... security... e feel of blongin? luved? confidence? wateva but i noe i dun them... wonder wat i 1 2 do now... ideal: get in2 a chalet w e sea 2 sun/moon tan n not c ani1... hibernatN... or isolatN... 4got frm where i read tt taureans r e type of pple who dun open out their harts but'll oni do so w e person they trust however when there's mistrust or disappointment or juz anithin bad they'll juz close up n not open again... sounds lk hermit... mayb tis sign shld b a tortosie, hermit crab, snail or ani species tt hide wheneva there's problem... did a personality test abt wat'll u do on an off dae... i chose zzz (tts me :D) n it reflected tt im a hermit: wheneva there's a problem i'll hide frm it after e problem cant b solved... n tt type of 天塌下來當被蓋... haha actually im typin all tis juz 2 drag time... waitin 2 go c 'e park' n as usual nothin taunts me... juz 'argh'... hai~

more 2nite else sayonara...

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