b|oG oF e DaE...

blog start track: zhang shan wei - 失心瘋



comic strip by my fave cat...

actually there r times where pple xpect us 2 do certain things which they tink's 'of coz u ve 2 do it since u r meant 2 do it' juz lk jon 1s garfield 2 pick up e ball (he does tis 2 odie) howeva in garfield's mind its 'y shld i do tis? since when i did sumthin 2 u tt u 1 me 2 do tis?' get e idea? not everythin's telekinetic tt u dun sae i dun sae its all in e windows of e soul, e eyes... sumthings nid 2 b said... tink abt it... let me noe wat u tink =)

n ya i tink i sort of 'en-angered' giraffe 2dae but im frank n i juz hit pple @ e dead spot sumtimes... aniwae tis's wat i c frm e perspective of an outsider... 當局者迷旁觀者清... wateva he's tinkin now... i noe it wont ve ani effect on him 4 sure... juz me actin smart n bein a blabber... wateva... not mani pple c my view... im quite alternative... mayb i dun blieve in luv tts y im nv in 1...

luv not oni brings u happiness =) it can oso bring u sadness =( n anguish =\

blog end track: tanya - true luv

cYc|eToN...

blog start track: 50c - in da club

had a cycle-ton 2 dae... cycled frm thing's place 2 novi's 2 get e bike w thing... her tyres were v flat den cycled 2 bendemeer 2 pump air... reached there @ ard 1230 tink shldnt b in time 2 go ubi so might as well go 2 kk's place ask her help me bk =) so cycled 2 her place... had lunch... den e 3 of us cycled 2 thing's sip office sumwhere @ henderson rd... geylang east 2 rangoon rd 2 newton 2 orchard 2 paterson rd 2 bukit merah 2 tiong bahru 2 henderson rd... wao lao damn long especially e hi slopes (damn high... but downslope was damn fun =)) back was henderson rd 2 tiong bahru 2 delta rd 2 orchard rd 2 seligie 2 bencoolen... tis time e sky seem dark w nimbus clouds so we tot it was goin 2 rain... w nowhere 2 go we came 2 my place... nua awhile den thing went 2 celebrate anne's b-dae... kk n i ordered pizza hut's twin meal n e hot devil drumlets... e indian operator made a mistake in e order so e bill was 2x e original >< e delivery guy was omost 1/2 dead when he reached here... aniwae we ate e food leavin e pepsi bhind... watched '??¥@¥?' den we rode 2 lavendar mrt nearer 4 her... tts e end...

i tink they nearly died coz i chiong as i lked haha~ but i oso died 'scalin' e hi slopes... >< thing said we cycled 50 km (sure anot?!) wateva haha~ zzz...

its a butt achin dae... a~ woo~

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w@+ ! d!d 2d@e...

blog start track: mauro picotto - komodo

hmm wat i did 2dae... did quite a few things 4 e 1st time 2dae...

woke @ 10 checked email, edited report 4 ahmeng 2 check. finalized everythin den printed out... msged ?jason?goh? sum crap n surprisinly he replied... stil dunno who e hell's he... >< met kk @ funan (supposinly) den she told me 2 go 2 penisula shoppin centre 2 c jerseys w her... had lunch @ sushi don... i tink its not ani beta den sakae sushi or fiesta... quite a lack of variety... no seasoned octopus n tuna mayo... >< not v interestin... den we went 2 tp 2 hand in e sip reports... @ least i can dun care abt tt til e result's out next mth... =) took 197 frm bedok 2 waste time... reached bugis n played merry-go-round w e nomadic san... after tt was dinner @ marina bay w kk, her mum n frenz... after tt we went 2 5-10 2 meet san n celia... i tink san was abit 'hi' by e time we reached... n prob she drank more bottles den us (barcadi breezer @ 5 4 4) so we sang some songs... n 4 once i didnt burst out in2 laughter (which i norm do) whilst singin '李香蘭' haha oso sang '海闊天空'... we left @ abt 0108 n i reached hm @ abt 0115 haha so fast =) up 2 now after 2 im stil awake... norm after drinkin i dun ve e tendency 2 zzz although i'll b abit of a daze after gulpin down my drinks...

my 1st timers
1. hack a live crab (mayb 1/2 dead)
2. catch a live prawn (although it chose 2 drown itself in a pool of gross crab innerals...)
3. drank 3 bottles... (dun drink < 2 norm)
4. drank green tea! (since it bcame popular didnt touch it @ all)
5. kept as a hostage coz not enuff $ ><
6. ate steamboat/bbq @ marina bay (didnt eat e 2 other times i was there)
7. played '5-10' haha

tink tts all hehe seems lk common stuff but e fact's i nv do b4 so quite an 'achievement' haha... time 2 zzz... wed's e last dae of 'holidae' after tt's back e 'battlefield'...

blog end track: lee hom - wat was i tinkin

pErSonA|!+y tEsT... r U !n 4 s!nG|eHoOd?

blog start track: avril lavigne - sk8er boi

Qn: as u ve gd performance, ur company ve decided 2 grant u a wk's leave, wat do u plan 2 do?

a) stay hm n spend time w ur family

b) rest 4 1 dae den go back 2 wk

c) ask frenz out n play til u drop

d) go 4 a holidae

diagnosis
a) pple lk u, family-luvin and sequential are endangered. in e eyes. in e eyes of ur suitors, u r their ideal partners. when tt happens, b prepared 2 enjoy life w ur other 1/2!

b) as u do things in sequentially, as long as sum1 treats u beta u'll c him as ur benefactor, n willingly do anithin 4 tt person. ur kind of self-sacrifical mindset results in u tinkin tt 'as long sum1 woos me, he'll marry me or b my stead'...

c) ur e type of self-indulgin partier who tinks marriage or attachment's stil early. as u r used 2 e carefreeness and freedom, if sum1 tries 2 control ur life, chances r: u'll die of suffocatN

d) u ve a tini-twini bit of materialism. not oni r u proud or rather tink highly of urself, ani suitors not up 2 ur standard tries 2 woo u, u'll classify him as 'an ugly toad lustin after a swan's flesh'. although upholdin 1's standard isnt anithin bad, but if 4 u 2 get married/attached's highly impossible! congrats, u r the ultimate single!

blog end track: mvp ost - break go

!rC g@y |oSeR...

blog start track: zhang zhi cheng - 凌晨3點鍾

haha its so funny a 24male (listen clearly: its a male/guy) frm irc wanted 2 sian me... haha... he asked 4 hp no, pic, ht/wt blah^3 typical irc qns... i told him im not pretty but ugly... i oso said 'if u come irc jio charbo den im not e 1' haha abnormal coz i ve id crisis; dunno lk guys or gals... he said he's same... semi gay... btw he's 169/58 skinny i tink... wateva... here's e conversatN:


[20:52] LedZep: your ht/wt?
[20:52] Tn3mGaRf: 1.5/50
[20:52] LedZep: izzt fat?
[20:53] LedZep: abit hor..
[20:53] Tn3mGaRf: shld b
[20:54] LedZep: u hav bf?
[20:54] Tn3mGaRf: no
[20:54] LedZep: u wan mE?
[20:55] Tn3mGaRf: huh
[20:55] LedZep: can i hav your hp no..
[20:55] LedZep: i sian u..
[20:56] Tn3mGaRf: haha
[20:56] LedZep: dont laugh
[20:56] LedZep: gif mi
[20:56] Tn3mGaRf: hahahahahahahahahaha
[20:57] Tn3mGaRf: i can tell u im abnormal
[20:57] LedZep: mai suat
[20:57] LedZep: oic..y u say tht?
[20:57] Tn3mGaRf: coz i dun even noe i lk guys or gals anot
[20:57] Tn3mGaRf: haha
[20:57] Tn3mGaRf: i gif u... 99999999
[20:57] LedZep: haha?!
[20:58] LedZep: y are u lesby har?
[20:58] Tn3mGaRf: i told u dunno liao
[20:58] LedZep: u look tomboy?
[20:58] LedZep: do u look like those lesby guy 1?
[20:58] Tn3mGaRf: ya
[20:59] LedZep: then u muz be
[20:59] Tn3mGaRf: ya lor
[21:00] Tn3mGaRf: n it seems tt u look down on my kind
[21:00] LedZep: i abit gay also
[21:00] LedZep: no lar got meh
[21:00] Tn3mGaRf: haha
[21:00] Tn3mGaRf: haha
[21:01] Tn3mGaRf: wats ur ht/wt
[21:01] LedZep: 169
[21:01] LedZep: 58
[21:01] Tn3mGaRf: u ve pic
[21:02] LedZep: onli for exchange
[21:02] Tn3mGaRf: dun ve leh
[21:03] Tn3mGaR: wao lao i really dun ve mah
[21:03] LedZep: dun hav dun hav lor..
[21:03] LedZep: i neber force u mah
[21:04] Tn3mGaRf: i tink ve u wait ar
[21:05] Tn3mGaRf: u send me den i send u
[21:05] Tn3mGaRf: else 4get it
[21:05] LedZep: no u send mi
[21:05] Tn3mGaRf: wao lao wait i send liao u nv send
[21:05] LedZep: same goes here
[21:05] Tn3mGaRf: k lor
[21:05] LedZep: u think i yesterdae born hor
[21:06] LedZep: u send mi lar ..i will send u
[21:06] Tn3mGaRf: send
[21:06] Tn3mGaRf: now u send
[21:06] LedZep: got virus anot ..dn send me virus hor
[21:06] Tn3mGaRf: wao lao
[21:07] LedZep: u the blue strip 1?
[21:07] Tn3mGaRf: huh
[21:08] Tn3mGaRf: wateva
[21:08] LedZep: wat watever
[21:08] LedZep: u think i dont know huh
[21:08] Tn3mGaRf: wat
[21:08] LedZep: end mi a fake pic
[21:08] LedZep: tht person is not u!!
[21:08] Tn3mGaRf: wat send u fake 1
[21:08] Tn3mGaRf: wat tt person isnt me
[21:08] Tn3mGaRf: c liao den sae no
[21:09] LedZep: juz know u say dun hav
[21:09] LedZep: y suddenly now hav
[21:09] LedZep: hhhhehe[21:09] u anihow take 1 pic send mi rite?
[21:09] Tn3mGaRf: wao i asked fren send mah
[21:09] Tn3mGaRf: fine lor loser
[21:10] Tn3mGaRf: i asked fren send me e pic den i send 2 u mah
[21:10] LedZep: i dun belive
[21:10] Tn3mGaRf: den nvm lor
[21:11] Tn3mGaRf: sum1 c liao dun blieve den use as xcuse not 2 send win liao loser~
[21:12] Tn3mGaRf: loser~


aniwae after tt he was soundless n tts it... lala... haha 1st time got pple sian me haha... so 'honored' haha... ** asked me 2 make him 'gian' thing said im a meanie wateva but its so damn funni haha... if he younger mayb can consider haha... joke of e nite...

blog end track: chad kroeger - hero

e p@rK... hK 1s+ 3d mOv!e...

blog start track: fish - 為我好

went 2 watch 'e park' aka '咒樂園'... frm e trailers n makin, i tot it wld b a fantastic horror movie n e ghostly effects shld b quite gd since it's produced by andrew lau (he's quite famous 4 special effects movies lk 風云 中華英雄) i tot e effects wld b alittle beta den e 2 movies but it was worse... >< e plot = ju-on + fatal frame + fd2... e effects = 3d cartoon not a big diff... juz tt e screams were quite appropriate... but alittle exaggeratN... pt of e movie was censored due 2 mayb e 'gore' or wateva they tot it was... since its translated hence e tensN isnt tt strong... tot it wld b not bad but sigh~ e makin described it as quite terrifyin... but when i saw it i was quite mono... no xpressN mayb i xpected alittle too much after watchin e trailer... if it wasnt censored mayb it wld b beta... in hk its rated IIb... mayb they shld rate it nc16 in sg den they can do w/o e censor... i tink e site's beta den e movie... o my god...

e park:
horror: not even 1/2 of ju-on
gore: not even 1/4 of fd2 (final destinatN 2)
wat 2 c: e yandaos n chiobus.... haha...
official movie site: http://www.baseprod.cc/thepark/big5/index.html

blog end track: evanscence - bring me 2 life

|@s+ d@e @ s!p... >< T_T

blog start track: panda - mr moon

2dae's e last of sip... supposinly a =) dae... but in reality it's not... >< finally completed e process flowcharts of all e procedures but guess wat ?! ahmeng qned y there werent ani reports or doctors... haha... n y they were all spilt in2 groupins not similar 2 e 1 done tt time... well i tink he 4got tt he wanted it 2 b tis way... >< aniwae its armageddon although much as i wanted 2 tok back but sumhow 2 him it wasnt convincin mayb im careless 2 leave out or positN sumthings wrongly but im sure i did wateva i cld so i cant b bothered 2 tok back...

aniwae im goin 2 watch 'e park' w kk+ivy+seth n... lynn o my god... y her out of so mani pple... hai~ she... o my god... suddenly i dun 1 2 c her or all along i dun 1 2 c her... aniwae if i fail tis time no wae im goin 2 wait 4 her... sux... e worst thing's they arent even sure tt wat time they wld b watchin it... i dun mind it late... juz 1 2 push myself in2 a pool of alcohol n drunk myself... havent drink 4 quite sumtime liao... juz 1 2 shout or drown myself @ e pool...

actually if i can go ktv 2nite or which ktv ve tis songs, i'll go there no matter how x it's... jay's 對不起 n 懦夫 linkin park's pts of auth n in e end... really lk these coz seem 2 fit me well... >< or cycle e whole of ecp til my legs nua (11km k, v long nv cycle so much liao) or run myself mad...

>< T_T ;p (",) :) :( :D = tnemgarf... = fragment = sadako = e banished...

i lk e way i do things... so personalized... mayb if pandora didnt open e box of feelings or a&e werent banished frm eden mayb tis world wld b a beta place... no >< or -ve feelings but :D and +ve feelings... actually if a person puts alot of ... in wateva's typed it means tt e person's inconfident n unsure of e things typed coz there's no sense of security... security... e feel of blongin? luved? confidence? wateva but i noe i dun them... wonder wat i 1 2 do now... ideal: get in2 a chalet w e sea 2 sun/moon tan n not c ani1... hibernatN... or isolatN... 4got frm where i read tt taureans r e type of pple who dun open out their harts but'll oni do so w e person they trust however when there's mistrust or disappointment or juz anithin bad they'll juz close up n not open again... sounds lk hermit... mayb tis sign shld b a tortosie, hermit crab, snail or ani species tt hide wheneva there's problem... did a personality test abt wat'll u do on an off dae... i chose zzz (tts me :D) n it reflected tt im a hermit: wheneva there's a problem i'll hide frm it after e problem cant b solved... n tt type of 天塌下來當被蓋... haha actually im typin all tis juz 2 drag time... waitin 2 go c 'e park' n as usual nothin taunts me... juz 'argh'... hai~

more 2nite else sayonara...

blog end track: leehom - intro

3rd last s!p dae... >< T_T =) & h@ppenIng$ 4 e past wk...

blog start track: van - 忘了愛

3rd last s!p d@e
finally im @ e 3rd last dae of sip liao... end of it = no elog... hai~ e past 4 mths were 'hell', ve 2 wake up early everydae... miz e daes where i can nua in bed n rot... n get fat lk garfield... haha but i muz sae i learnt quite abit frm jingling n ahmeng n e rest... i started w testin juz enter n verfiy output = input kinda bored zzz... den started 2 'copy' diagrams quite fast tts wats ahmeng 'lks' abt me... so i joined his tec team w jc... tts where hell surfaced 4 him n me... T_T watever he asked 2 do it wld b completed whether fast or slow but when it comes 2 faq.. tada! oops...

ahmeng: do u noe wat u r doin? ><
watashi: eh... erm... its...xxxxxxxxxx... T_T
ahmeng: u dun even noe wat u r tokin abt ><
watashi: >< T_T

typical scene @ wk... hai~ actually its not tt i dun wat im doin but whenever he asks i dunno how 2 ans or rather his way of askin's too chim 4 me (?!) but there were oso times i managed 2 ans or complete it til e 'std' tt i got e 'highest honor': 2 thumbs frm him >< those were so 'sacred' n @ e tip of e iceberg... i tink both him n i drive each other nuts haha aniwae thanx ahmeng =) oso 2 e rest lk kk, jingling, s7even, ah fok, alex, auntie, laifuen, poorna, chansa, carol n boss =)
gee come 2 tink of it... tis's 1st time tt in 4 mths i got thrashed so mani times... n i didnt act up lk i did in e past @ cafe... coz tis's sip? or i deserved it? wateva lala~

yesterdae n 2dae
mon am was typhoon nite w wind spds @ 70+km/hr... no wonder mani trees fell or struck by 雷公 dunno wat happened 2 e cats roamin outside... but definitely e 4大天王 here r fine since they cld stil chase n bark @ pple >< saw thrash's asphaltwardrobe site... tink its quite gd beta den wat i might create lala~

2dae i found my dear ah nua... nua, as usual, @ sls fdcourt steps... tink its 1) lazy 2) slpy 3) hungry 4) sick coz of mon's storm it didnt pay much @tentN 2 me... juz 'swingin' its tail 2 get rid of me as usual... but its so kawaii although its an o' cat... been w me since 00... or earlier... 3 yrs + liao... T_T wonder how o' is it... whiskers so long... stil my fave ~meow~

|as+ wK's h@pPeN!nGs...
mmmhhh... wat i did last wk? kk n i went 2 'visit' jen on sun much as we told there wld b no/minimal naggings... it stil surfaced more den wat we tot it wld b... hai~ juz e same o' stuff lk 'wat u plan 2 do in future?' blah^3... we were there after shiftin my new microwave frm take (so far?!) o my god its so damn heavy... lunch was @ taka breeks e f&c was nice coupled w c&c milkshake, courteously of kk =) got e bal of e 6510 stuff frm sam's gf, so chio! @ least i tot she was =)

wed was ladies nite @ kbox n we, seth+ivy+kk+me, sang frm 1900-0100 i tink... had their 'hk style spag' juz noodles + oil sux~ had a tiger free, courteous of kk coz she won it n a tiger toy 4 me lala~ it toks k, 'its tiger time!' haha... e rest of e wkdaes were mono... moo~... rotted @ hm on sat... zzz...

erm tis's quite a long n massive steam out time 2 zzz wonderin wats in 4 tmr... zzz...

blog end track: shin - 馬車夫之戀

(edited) classic tw lame IQ qn...

kenny g - paradise

qn1: how do u put a giraffe in2 e fridge?

qn2: how do u put a elephant in2 e fridge?

qn3: e king of e jungle, e lion's holdin a conference. which animal isnt present?

qn4: u 1 2 cross a river but there's no bridge & many crocodiles swimmin. how'll u go over?

these arent actually 'IQ' qns but juz mind teasers 2 relax ur mind...
4 those who e crackin ur brains lk nutcrackers, 4get it... tis r juz simple stuff tt dun nid much, or rather logical tinkin... its intutive... e ans's wat u tink... so simple...
there r mani things tt we tink it's complicated but in fact its simple... juz tt bcoz we tink too much in2 it so we dun 'c' it...
保持自然就... sonomanma... =)

blog end track: atb - dun stop

wat m i...

blog start track: jay - 懦夫

theme of e dae: wat m i?!

ez qn + diff ans... if im a tinker r a bot... i dunno... mayb im a 'tinker' @ some stuff (not 'serious' stuff prob) bot... mayb more of it... dun ask me wat m i... nv tot of tt... ask me wat i lk 2 do... lk 2 tink wat... if i tink in-depth, tink wide, tink smart... mayb these r things tt cant b answered w tests or qns... ve 2 tink... but dunno how 2 tink... tis ve nothin 2 do w zodiac n horoscope... if u guys tink im a rat n taurus so i shld b lk tis, come on fuck it... u r u not e signs... n dun shout lk a nutcase askin 'y m i lk tt', 'y r there pple who scale high w/o much effort n im climbin n fallin all e time'... these r lame qns coz u dun tink but wait 4 pple 2 deliver e ans via fedex... fedex oso charge k... frankly speakin, i dun 1 2 b lk obasan... juz wk 4 x yrs n got on2 a 'supervisor' based on xperience + ties... wats e pt? when u leave comfort hm n go out u get smacked all e way down flat n nv come up juz lie there dead... n live ur life lk tt... ve 2 learn 2 tink lk san... tt snake-head... she's deep im sure... m i juz goin 2 b a) a person who take input n juz gen output? or b) get input n gen multiple output w sense... even cow oso ve cow sense lar... wat e hell happened 2 me? surely i ve sense mah else how 2 pass 'o's... kao... there's something missin/wrong but i dunno wat... mayb can ask san...

back 2 e theme... how m i goin 2 ans him... wat i lk 2 do... actually i dunno... tts e truth n i noe e ans on his face: >< how 2 solve e prob? his face: >< his qns r brain-crackers... actually not really but 2 tink of an ans... its not tt ez too... cant sae i lk 2 lame rite... den? his qns abstract or precise i cant get an ans @ all... dun tell im dumber since i started drinkin bb milk? o my god... but it wks... im taller now... haha 1.52 haha cant b wat... den wats e ans... gd qn bad ans... so long n im stil @ it...

i tink im gd @ doin things tt do n handup but dun ask... mayb complex things ve 2 simplified, juz lk maths... but i can guess his next qn: 'wat's complex n wat 'simplify' means 2 u' den i'll b stuck again... lala... so e crucial qns here r: a) wat i 1 2 do? b) wat i noe/dunno c) how 2 solve... juz lk wat/y/how... u noe e '4 wives + 1 hubby'? i noe tis's kinda crappy but really if i dun let it out, i'll suffocate... in fact i m durin his 'interrogatN' hai~ so now wat? how? o my god... *faint* stil stuck... cant b stuck all e time rite? if i fix e simplest 'tangles' surely can fix tis too... can fix comp frm dummy... surely can solve mah... hai~ stuck...

after a dae im stil not done... stil havent tot of an ans...wat r e problems how 2 solve... really dunno... zzz 1 2 zzz i noe tt when i ask a qn chances r i'll get another qn n most prob i wont b able 2 ans it... so how? ask intelligent qns n @ e same time ve 2 tink of ans 2 'tackle' e possible 're-qns'... quite tirin... plannin... dun really lk 2 do it coz chances , 4 me it wont wk so wats e pt? might as well jump in2 it... n if i meet ani problems, mayb i wont click help, if can solve myself y not? usin ?L??????·N y seek help n admit 'defeat'? no pt wat... oso dunno if tis's e ans but tis's wat i tink... tis blog's gettin too long beta end it else it'll turn in2 an infinite blog...

blog end track: leehom - 流淚掌心

$@y0n@r@ 7250...

blog start track: zhang jing xuan - 斷點

sold e 7250 last nite @ 380 (loss 160) beta then in future 1 2 sell cant sell @ tt price haha~ supposed 2 meet buyer @ 8 @ bugis then he said b4 930... >< so went 2 e arcade w junming (sellin e 256 ram) then tot meet him @ dhoby ghaut easier; 4 me 2 go hm haha so met there @ 930... he gave me cash then e deal's closed...

tink abt 5 emailed me 4 e hp but i dun tink can sell @ tt price so tt price's ok... aimin x70 if e cam resolutN's beta n 4got wat was tt liao... juz now on way 2 wk, saw my fren, a rat, dead @ e bottom of e slope >< lets ve a moment of silence 4 it thanx T_T nothin 2 write liao...

1st oct... 25 daes 2 end of sip...

blog end track: sun yan zi - 天黑黑

w0r$+ $!p d@e...

blog start track: jacky - 你最珍貴

2dae seems 2 b 1 of e bad daes since sip started... re-done e ppt; it was a 將就點 ver, ah meng wasnt quite pleased w it... @ e beginnin of e ppt i knew tt it was a flop aniwae things continued... in e end it flopped as xpected so ve 2 re-do coz actual ppt's later @ 1400...

we started 2 re-do... frm wat he told me i looked thru e previous ppts 2 c wat cld b 're-used' n copied over n asked him if it was ok... howeva his facial xpressN told me tt he was pissed off by it liao (mayb tts his limit liao) so i did nothin 4 abt 1 hr; juz 'snakin' ard...

ah meng got info, templates frm kk, boss and began doin it himself (mostly he said he cld do it beta n faster juz tt he's bz tts y i did it... i knew all along tt wateva i tot was 'sufficient' wont b 'in-depth 4 him. howeva i tried 2 do e 'deepest' but it wld stil b a flop... >_<" not tt i 'look down on myself...) in e end i 'edited' some diagrams n ended e dae w it... in e lift, toked back 2 jc over wat 2 wear 4 e ppt... well i oni ve 2 pair of jeans n of coz not bothered 2 find ani 4mal wear... wats e pt? 4 a dae of 10-15 mins ppt? kao... tink if they c how i norm dress, they'll noe y 4mal wear seems impossible 4 me... n y i look so 'rugged' (lk e flr rugs haha) bo chap abt so mani things... my life = nua n slack til i find somethin meaninful...

after he bo chap me or wateva, cldnt b bothered then... i lunged on my headfones blasted e music n submerged in my 'abyss'... mayb i dun tink so far or in-depth as some, hence i got mostly 'donkey's 4 my subjs... wateva... but @ least i try rather than give up... mayb wat i nid's a clearer pic, can do w/o e 'crystal clear instructNs' as long as i get e 'crystal clear' pic... well if i dun understand, prob 100x of xplanatN = moo^2 = 0 in2 my mind...

went 2 kk's place w e bike... i stil prefer e stunt bike as compared 2 e dual susp (although its my dream) but too bad its stil abit high... i can swerve ani way w e stunt... went 2 suntec pizza hut 4 dinner... had e spag meal... damn full especially e tortilla or rather e shell bowl... had too much hence e stomachache... (nv b greedy haha)

well if ah meng c tis, he'll prob sae 'tis has no storyline, no linkage' but who cares? its all abt me... c or leave it... howeva i welcome comments abt anithin (xcept e 'std eng' stuff) if writin a blog ve 2 adhere 2 e 'rules' then wats p&p? dun realli 1 2 go tmr... 1 2 get sick then ko @ hm howeva tis'll not cum true i noe 4 sure... haha... gd nite mon 2909 n gd am 3009... last dae of sept... zzz

blog end track: atb - 9pm (til i cum)

$h!++y w3d + w3+ +hUr$...

blog start track: noemi - when angels kiss

wed: tis am our area stinked... it smelt lk shit n of coz we tot there wasnt ani... but when e smell bcame stronger, we looked ard n checked our shoes... in e end, e person who brought it in was... ah meng... la la... haha... then he went 2 remove e shit haha...

thurs: 2dae's a wet^3 dae... it was rainin when i zzz, drizzlin when i stepped out, rained as i walked, downpoured as i reach... kns, wat e hell?! in e end i was a 落燙鼠... sux all wet tot cld b sick 2dae in e end i wasnt... o my god... sian tis wkend kk wkin so no 1 2 go out... wkend = zzz dae...

blog end track: enigma - once in a lifetime

|!f3 $uX wK $uX 3v3vY+h!nG $uX...

blog start track: david - 流沙

y so sian... msg pple no reply 1... dun tell me kk's attached?! aniwae she everythin oso dun tell me 1 so i noe a shit abt her... everythin in e world sux... pple tend 2 bo chap me more than i bo chap them... sian... aniwae 2 make my world more colorful? pple can stay out late, can chiong, can ton @ chalets; me? go hm lor n b my 'cinderella' sux... y pple ca do tis can do tt i cannot?! y? some1 tell me y... she always sae i ve alot of freedom; i ve meh? mayb as compared 2 her frenz's kids i m lar but compared 2 my frenz im 'cinderella' lor... sux... everythin sux... juz 1 2 nua n rot... oso dunno wat 2 do daily... juz livin frm dae 2 dae... rottin frm dae 2 dae... y i no tis no tt... do things tis cant tt cant... y? is tis e so-call freedom? sian... wish im w dad... mayb worst off but more freedom... can dye, can b ah beng mayb not tt fat due e 'malnutritN'??? hai~ well tts how life's... juz ve 2 take it although i dun blieve in 宿命 but i dun care much more... 1 2 do things 4 pple but even b4 sayin it already 'no no' liao... wat e hell's tis? backup? i aint nobodi's backup im e mainframe... sounds lk 'e matrix' haha... im e 1... la la now oso dunno do wat... later ftt hope can pass else ve 2 re-bk n re-study... oso dunno if'll get car in future since some1 opposes 2 it @ hm... juz get e damn licence 1st car can wait... tink site can wait long^2 liao oso dunno wat 2 do... tink blog's beta since i juz nid a stream 2 flush out all e steam b4 i bcome 'pao'... write off liao; cont w e doc...

blog end track: david - 黑色柳丁

tis wk @ wk

blog start track: andy+kelly - 我不夠愛你

tis wk quite bad @ wk... did e wl03 db tis wk... did it but a shit out of it... sux... dunno y my db's so bad... those 2daes ah meng wasnt here he asked me 2 do a db (which he said i cldnt come up w it) so i did it... in e end when he came back e result was: thrashed til i can go n bang against e wall liao... >< 2dae he asked me 2 do a ppt 4 tec n i placed e pic til it covered 7/8 of e slide haha... he nearly wanted 2 eat me liao haha... hai~ dunno y... kk asked us if we 1 2 cont durin e holidaes but when i tink of ah meng hai~ scared 1 dae he'll really bcome ah meng...

did my 1st flash 'comin soon' 4 thrash's site i tot it was rather gd (followed instructNs frm kirupa's tut =P) in e end... 踢到鐵板 n u all noe liao: got biang... sian... mayb wat i tink's oni 'customized' 4 me tts y oni i 'appreciate' it... oso she asked me if 1 2 a cat adoptN site 4 e catteries. asked ** but after discussin n tinkin abt it, tink'll push it off til its mentNed again... hai~

suddenly tink tt wats my functN on earth? 紅花配錄葉? wat m i? e main or minor? @ b main in my life or minor in others? i dunno all i noe"s how not @ b a 'han zi' (potato?) now n wait 2 b thrashed... sian... y lk im so 'bo chap'? ah meng's 'fortune tellin' quite true; if i dun ve e initative then im bo chap... quite true haha... even my site i oso bo chap all i 1 2 do's 2 lame, rot, lie in bed n bo chap haha... hope e ppt dun get thrashed again...

blog end track: jeff - 信仰

samsung a800

blog start track: a-teens - 1/2way round e world

got e ss a800 frm c~k @ 200, quite abit of scratches n left soft key not tt ez 2 press but overall its ok so not bad considered worthy of tt price. actually i kinda lk tt hp (duh?! else i wont buy it rite?!) e tones r gd since they r 16 chord. it ve wap so not tt bad stil can dl stuff... n use ideas. i really lk e hp, small, lite (e litest among all my hps n e smallest too) juz hope tt samsung ve new upgrades 4 chinese coz its not tt adaptable w/o it... but so far so gd... tink my 7250'll b kept away 4 awhile... mayb'll sell it if really no $... ><

back 2 sip... 2dae went 2 do elog n realized i mizzed 1 wk... o my god... how? die liao... aniwae lo n kk dun check so nvm lar =P lala... ard 6 wks then sip over liao... by tis mth'll complete e wl03 stuff then next mth dunno do wat liao... 2dae kk dressed combed his hair til he looks lk a sec sch sensei... haha... sian...

tis mth really spent alot of $... 130 on ram + 200 on 3d blaster 4 gc + 200 on a800 = 530... 100+ more than my pay... >< mon blues... now listenin 2 無名 frm #spinz @ #tones4u... tokin abt '$ matters' backgrd music's kenny g's music (i luv kenny, long lastin) end blog liao dunno wat 2 blog too...

blog end track: 范韋琪 - 可不可以不勇敢

wh0|3 d@e oU+

blog start track: jay - 同一種調調

went out @ 1+ 2dae... bus 851 damn squeezy... went 2 meet kk @ citi hall, sat @ upper stairs then wanted 2 go down where a guy blked e way... leavin a 'tiny' space... >< lunch @ ljs... w e 3x combo... calamari not as gd as fish & co. not 2 mentN marce... went 2 look 4 vcd n e adidas fair @ suntec, didnt find e fair aniwae... went 2 towers n bought a cd: dance statN (kip e freq clear) coz e design looks nice n e tracks arent tt bad... next went 2 bj, wanted 2 eat swensens earthquake but in e end went 2 terra 4 drinks... their choco milkshake taste lk choco milk w/o e taste of ice-cream... sad 2 sae it's bad...

after tt, were tinkin of ktv but since its sat, so x all over e place >< went 2 kbox (although its $26 on sat nite fever), when we reached, e person gave us a slot of 2 hrs @ $26 (on wkdaes was 5 hrs @ 26... $ eaters rite?!) hence we left. tot of k-sters, again tot it was a pkg of 5 hrs @ 42 but, after callin, it was hr based @ $14... sux... in end we bked 4 hrs startin @ 2030. w ard 1 hr 2 rot we went 2 thrash's place, v near 2 kbox where were discussed abt foc n ad free webhosts n kk was watchin her 薔薇之戀. o ya oso bought a david tao's mp3 w his 1st album n latest compilatN =)

sang @ k-sters as planned... ordered an ice milo (shld b < 1/2 of kk's grn t jar, next time order ice lemon t jar since its e same price...) sang mani songs although some were 1/2... as usual we ended w nothin 2 sing n juz jabbed ani songs in... e rm we got was almost e same as kbox... mayb e diff between e 2's tt k-sters ve 'themed' rms... oso kbox ve a k1 rm (pool+bar+disco+lcd proj screen+xtreme space @ min 35 pax or $1.5k... wao so x ><) sang til 0030 then went hm...

goin 2 practise songs not sang 'well' 2nite... lk jacky's cheung's '李香蘭', jay's new songs blah^3... stil tinkin whether 2 'join' charbor @ e tones4u 'net-cast' provided i can find e mic... although i dun sound gd when singin but hostin can try although im scattered-brain n not v observant... zzz liao sneezin... ah choo...

blog end track: jay - 東風破

end of wl2003 srs

blog start track: roxette - vulnerable

finally done w ah meng's wl2003 srs... after 1 wk+ (ard 2 i tink) its finally done after 2 rejected printouts... oso 2dae lo came n toked abt e 'future' actually i was tinkin mayb do freelance since im already fixin a site 4 thrash then mayb some wk @ mc if possible... if her shop opens, i'll b e 1st 2 bk a slot there liao... dun really lk 朝9晚5 sit in office... mayb freelance'll suit me... oso most uni ve tis damn criteria: a-maths c6 <; sux... i cant even make it 4 tp's c-maths wat abt a-maths, 4get it lar... there r so mani pple w/o degree n stil survivin so wats e big deal abt it... so as long as i can generate 'acceptable' ideas w my '無限創意' i'll b able 2 survive 1... zzz liao fri then wkend liao...

blog end track: joey yung - 漂白的心

tones4u broadcast

listenin 2 #tones4u internet broadcast on winamp...

start of blog track : c21 - u r e 1

its interestin 2 noe tt we can b djs over e net... *1 2 try leh* aniwae finally done w e basics of e blog... actually tis can b my main pg liao haha *kinda lazy* thrash 1s me 2 do up her site, but somehow im not v confident abt it. i hope 2 do flash 4 her n mayb create some fab pics 4 her... actually im tinkin of askin her 2 draw up her concept then i try and do e layout n stuff... as 4 e flash, i dun quite ve e confidence abt it (nv did it b4) juz hope i wont make a shit out of it juz lk my site... hai~ tink lk wat ah meng said 'my type of design, oni i can understand it' oso tis wk seems 2 b e worst... got 'slammed' lk siao everydae... T_T" now's wed liao... comin 2 end of wk... sat goin 2 creative warehse sale w **, oso dunno if i'll buy e cardcam or gc anot... seems 2 委屈 him since his's 128 n mine' 32... met 2 new frenz @ #tones4u: cHaRbOr n XiAoAnGeL... time 2 zzz...

end of blog track :Daniel Bedingfield - nv gonna leave ur side

dreambk archive 26

was readin leo's blog last nite... quite mushy (no wonder 2dae so cold coz last nite i wrapped myself lk a sausage in my shts) readin e pt abt his 'her' tot tt 5 daes although short's better than nothin coz @ least they were 2gether (better than me, c e person x daes can do anithin xcept tell him(her?) how i feel... pathetic -_-" haiz~ ) aniwae he's not lk me mah, short, fat, temperamental (nid 2 take temp everydae w tp digi thermometer haha) hai~ but actually its quite true frm e psychological tests: im e type of person who'll lk some1 but wont bear e tot of tt person lkin me... pathetic hor? i tink so 2... aniwae, i c them in :-) n :-( so troublesome, i might as well dun ve... btw i gave a gal(?!) a flower! u noe who? kad e 38 haha but its icq flower ar haha... lame... tis few daes weather so bad, wonder how's my 'dear' ah nua... if ve time go n c it