20041231
20041230
damn anti music piracy
muay thai lvl 2 #10
2dae trainin was w cheryl, amanda n another guy so its 2 on 2 w more padwk on top of e usual... dunno y 2dae seemed v tirin -_-" all punches n kicks lk not much power sian~ had 2 spars w cheryl, 1 w amanda n 0 w joe -_-" n tt guy... aniwae tis's e last lesson 4 tis set [not e lvl; stil got 10 more] so next yr'll b another set [w e same pple thou]
joe asked me if i wanted 2 do admin rep wk over there n i realli 1 2 do it ^_^ can c em train n oso train hehe~ e environment seems relaxin n e hrs r flexible ^_^ hope i'll get it ^_^
end track: nelly liu - 后補戀人
20041227
suntan
went suntannin @ sentosa w thing, xl n seth since sch didnt start tis wk... brite n sunni dae thou n we stopped @ palawan beach w e floatin slide... there were mani animals there irritatin... we went on2 e slide, h20 dunkin, ball chasin haha~ den we left @ 1500+ den ate @ market den back 2 my place playin 'fatal frame 2' w me screamin lk crazy... argh!!!~~~
end track: shin - 帶刺的蝴蝶
20041226
merry xmas
xmas lunch
awaken @ 12+ n went 2 taos 2 eat w 偵子媽媽... xmas of coz special; especialli xpensive lor -_-" but of coz e food's nice n so were e pple; geogory, gabriel n chelsea
e long awaited x700!!! finalli in my hands wahaha!!!
after tt went 2 ps 2 mit e seller of e x700... had it in my hands frm den after 6+ mths... alittle big but stil its e smallest, litest n 1st clamshell symbian ^_^ e cam's real gd even under dim lightin n of coz w e fotolite it makes pics beta ^_^ juz tt cldnt find e 256mb mini-sd...
hapi b-dae seth!!!
dinner @ martins w xl n its real full... burp!!!~~~ den down 2 babylon 2 celebrate seths b-dae w free flow peanuts throwin haha~ den hm... tts how i spent xmas tis yr...
xmas presents incomin:
horned bear tshirt n 4 studs @ xl
op black flip flops @ seth
$$$ @ 偵子媽媽
waist pouch @ thing
x700 @ me
xmas presents outgoin:
16mm plug @ xl
classic pooh @ lynn
tshirt @ seth
micki mug @ thing
tshirt + xmas taos lunch @ 偵子媽媽
x700 @ me
end track: maydae - 時光幾
20041225
merry xmas eve
xmas countdown @ troppo w xl den seth came w 3 of her frenz lastly lynn n jasz ^_^ ordered 2 buckets of 5 hoegarden pints n i had 2 but im stil goin down...
when there was stil peace, shir 'slapped' me when i dozed off, followed by balloons burstin @ chelsea n shir but i gave em e last balloon k; juz tt tt charbor scared herself while burstin it @ me haha~ btw, heads cant burst balloons unless they r h20 ballons ^_^
den we had supper @ kopitiam n back hm w me wantin 2 puke coz im too full... n abit blur...
merry xmas
end track: sun yan zi - sumtimes luv juz aint enuf
20041224
20041223
muay thai lvl 2 #9
2dae's trainin was abit shaky coz puked 2x [over-ate 4 lunch] but cheryl n binhan [if im not wrong; heard he went 2 tw n juz came back] were ard so not tt tirin... e usual stuff juz tt joe told me 2 use grabbin if e dist's too short but i dunno coz he didnt teach -_-" but guess im xhausted so cheryl's attacks were countered in a mess but didnt spar w joe or binhan [coz he saw me lk goin 2 ko ani moment liao] n left w e 1810 bus which i shldnt ve coz hm had visitors -_-" shld ve stayed @ bxg 2 nua or train awhile more...
end track: nelly - dilemma
20041221
xam results... finally...
finally got my set of complete grades [n hope they r true] @
sad [231] @ hd [murdoch site]
mitp [327] @ hd [ait side]
mmdb [334] @ d [ait side; guess tis's so coz of e assignments]
stil seekin e truth y e other 2 r not seen over @ e murdoch site...
end track: andy hui - 氣球
1st hand AUTHENTIC ghost story
mum stayed @ mount e 4 a surgical procedure n on e 3rd nite there where she slpt alone [e prev 2 nites was w a malay who left her lites on] w all e lites out [no nurses went in2 e rm after it]... after 0300, a boy of white clothes n face appeared outta noware n looked @ her @ e end of her bed... mum says he mayb lookin 4 his mum so she told him '你去找你的媽咪, 走' v calmly [steady n v pro; said by xl] den went back 2 zzz...
frm wat i noe after yrs of 'ghost readin', either 1) its a lost soul tt dunno its dead, 2) it died @ childbirth or durin observatN @ tt time, 3) a young patient n ve been there since den... [but grew up] but can say tt hes a gd ghost coz it didnt put on ani 'face' or do ani dangerous stuff... lk wat e chinese say: 人不犯鬼, 鬼不犯人... hope he'll b able 2 move on n not b stranded there...
dated @ 161204 between 0300~0400
locatN @ mount e
encounter-ee @ 偵子媽媽
wat'll u do if u were e 1 who encountered it? ideas welcomed @ yojyoj instant msger ^u^
end track: kenny g - alone
20041219
20041216
muay thai lvl 2 #8
reached early as usual n did practisin b4 trainin started; tink my kickin's improvin coz joe was sayin tt my kicks r higher n faster w e momentum gettin beta w e kick combos ^_^ aaron [e kid frm e prev trainin] n cheryl came n trainin bgan... had more kick combos n there was e 'grabbin knee' [grab hold of e opponent n knee inwards] n push kick counter by sweepin off n kick back [abit blur abt e hand 2 use thou] ^_^ was hit 2x by aaron [he was quite scared by tt] n surprisinly i wasnt too xhausted after e trainin n finished off e conditNin [mayb 100+'s beta 4 replenishin body fluid den h20 tt bloats] amazinly there were no BIG patches of bruise on my legs [coz after every trainin there's bound 2 b massive patches on both legs] ^_^ after tt trained awhile more while waitin 4 e 'once-in-an-hr' FREE shuttle bus [free wat, cant complain hehe~ beta den walkin 2 amber 2 pay n squeeze ^_^] n chatted w brenda [v long since i last saw her] b4 leavin... shall cont 2 wk hard [althou dunno y 2dae seems not v xhaustin haha~ or's an norm zzz-style increases energy lvl?]
end track: sash - ganbareh
20041215
redish brown hair
had my 1st hair dye 2dae... shared it w kk; chose gatsby gold ash n tt real stinks *_# did e norm paintin [didnt finish e mix], left it 4 abt 20 mins b4 washin off n vola!~ we turned redish brown w me more 2 e color since im 'smooth n fine' n shes 'thick n coarse' [as stated on e box] w e color uneven [coz we didnt spread it evenly; im more colored on e rite] -_-" howeva accordin 2 e box we were supposed 2 turn in2 brown shades -_-" aniwae its over n done w... mayb tis'll b my 1st n last @tempt... sigh~
end track: nelly furtado - try
movie marathon
did nothin much 2dae so watched 3 of e dvds i gotten frm jb...
note tt when watchin horror flicks, its 'courtesy' 2 'jump' @ least 1x [else its prob a suxy failure]
cats n dogs online
typical movie abt cats fightin w dogs 2 bcum man's best fren... e movie kinda put more focus on dogs w em as e heroes n cats as e baddies [since e ancient egypt] -_-" sux man... dogs arent tt kawaii k >_< CATS r more KAWAII!!! beta den those big sized dogs tt crash everythin n anithin in their way
ratin: 3/5
ab-normal beauty online
hk horror flick abt a gal tt gets obsessed w pics of DEATH n goes ard snappin em n ends up gettin hunted by a 'fellow obsesser' -_-" e gals [2R frm sg] r quite chio haha~ there isnt much suspense in it but e pics n paintins are quite nice hehe~
ratin: 3/5
1 missed call online
jap horror movie abt pple gettin forewarned death msgs on their hp called by their own # n their last words... e last 2 die had a guy tried 2 prevent herself frm bein killed by searchin thru e clues n e gal survives but's 'possessed' by e ghost itself... a mixture of ju-on n dark h20 w alittle more thrill... rotten corpse killin e livin n e livin huggin n cryin w it [???!!!]... human possessed by vengeful ghost... e most gruesome death was e 3rd victim whose arm was twisted round her head n broke it off w e body stumblin b4 dyin... eww~ ghost killer was a 10 yo who found e victims thru her mum's hp n leaves her fav candy in their mouths after killin [amazin?] even hps snapped in2 2 n thrown in2 e fish tank can b 'restored' n lines cancelled can ring again -_-" tts e thing abt cdma: everytime u change hp, u change # [not v prac in sg where pple change hp frequently] tink nothin abt missed calls? mayb u shld tink abt em... muahaha~
ratin: 4/5
end track: maroon 5 - she'll b luved
20041213
saiyuki reload #7
sanzo n co found a kitten n e trio decided 2 kip it althou sanzo sneezes madly when he sees it -_-" e 3 guys fuss over e kitten callin it 阿玉 [goku], 拾拾 [hakkai], 巴提[gojyo]. it lks sanzo most coz it ran over 2 his rm 3x in e nite n sanzo's left 2 look after it when they r out ^_^ its a heroine k coz it saved sanzo when he was @tacked by demons n its SANZO RAGE @_* coz sanzo tot it wld die bcoz of him n he's guilty abt it coz he didnt lk it [althou he carried it when it jumped up 2 him when e boilin milk omost splashed on it]^_^ e kitten was 'fixed' @ e vet n its owner came lookin 4 it n it left w her [its called 美美] T_T tink in e end sanzo reali lked e kitten n overcame his 'cat-phobia' coz he apparently stopped sneezin ^_^ saiyuki reload #7 screen caps online ^u^
mitin up
went 2 mit jess n 38 w thing n kk @ coffee club opp hereens n 38's on braces haha now u noe how diff's it w em -_-" toked abt alot of things lk e stuffs i said in e past eg: '幹嗎' + attitude face 2 whack n '你是個壞孩子' when 38 bgan puffin back den... n y im stil single coz i dunno how 2 pamper or say nice stuff [寵&哄; 2 jess tis seems e basics -_-"] 2 gals but if tt person reali lks u den these r kinda redundent rite? call me practical but its e 1 of e characteristic of a taurus~ moo moo~ [mayb im juz tt straight fwd n insensitive or blur tt i dunno certain things] but hey single's gd k... cant tink of more cons den pros; freedom, space, endless time n savins haha~ haha its was so funny n we were e loudest table there n was shoulder-slapped by jess lk e past haha -_-" cc ve a muddy mud pie [if tts e name] tt didnt look @ all muddy: 1st layer of coffee ice cream, 2nd layer of choco ice cream, last layer of choco cookie in a pool of choco sauce n powder not bad but auntie amy @ cartel's e most chocolatey 2 date ^_^ after tt walked 2 dhoby ghaut n back hm ^_^
end track: nelly - 肺腑之言
肺腑箴言 @ nelly 劉仲儀
偶爾兩三個人聚會 大都是別人講 而自己只聽
有的人抱怨錯過了年齡 生活一點都不公平
想改變想重新 又害怕失去了穩定
而我只能笑著 點點頭來回應
然後互相舉杯敬酒 講太多大道理 也沒有人聽
一個人抱怨自己的命運 得到的最多是同情
拱手交出的人 苦又何必記恨 遺憾終生落得羨慕別人
所有機會不是坐著等 要靠自己爭
不論你曾經是什麼出身 只要努力就會有得分 一個一個的人
不要坐著等 小小的一步 可能會改變一生
不要等 厭倦平庸的時候 再回頭找青春
(不要問 奇蹟何時會發生 一切皆有可能)
那麼美的風景 卻有人看不清
還要感嘆人生苦短 若能捫心自問 總會有原因
從臉上看得出真實年齡 年輕也並不能說明
眼角沒有皺紋 是沒經歷的人 心態成熟城府一定很深
為什麼有的人明白 為什麼有的人卻自怨自哀 始終也想不開
20041212
20041211
evanescence - mizzin
Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
And barely conscious, you'll say to no one
Isn't something missing
You won't cry for my absence, I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant
Am I so insignificant
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me
Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me
And if I bleed
I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there
Isn't something missing
Isn't something
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me
20041210
hapi b-dae taufik
taufik's 'i dream' s #9 on e power98 charts n e record entry debut highest in e history of power98!!! 2dae's his b-dae too!!! hapi b-dae!!!
red hot radio power 98 online
end track: power 98 top 30 + taufik live - i dream
20041209
20041206
20041204
20041202
e 4400
e new serial on axn after kingdom hospoital, its abt 4400 persons returnin w a light comet after mizzin 4 abt 60 yrs 4 sum of em... it means blendin in2 modern society w supernatural powers... a real gd sci-fi serial ^_^ ratin: 8/10 e 4400 online
end track: jewel - intutitN
muay thai lvl 2 #7
reached early n there were 2 newbies; amanda n cheryl werent ard so its sort of lk personal trainin ^_^ all e while their families were ard; kinda weird tt there was a crowd -_-" did alot of bagwk n padwk w joe... guess i nid 2 improve on e form of my kicks n blocks stil sux @ tis stage -_-" after they left, sparred w joe n he said there were improvements but stil more's 2 b done 2 block n counter back [e spd between e combo moves n e reactN time <eye moves coordinatN n synchronizatN>
after trainin went 2 mit kk, lynn n jasz @ bugis 4 dinner n there was a traffic jam n im stuck in e cab 4 e no rain-rain-downpour period... suxo n e cab was jerkin omost puked T_T dinner was e mt faber nasi lemak n its real fillin~
stil on e prowl 4 my chupa chups choco-vanilla~ WRU sweetie?!~
end track: david tao - blue moon + sumware over e rainbow
20041201
taufik won!
e sg idol final showdown n taufik WON!!! sly was gd but guess he lost on 'its my life' [no power totalli lk a 80 yo bon jovi -_-"] n 'i dream' [taufik sounds alot beta]; mayb jay's '安靜' sort of 'saved' him n prob open e chinese market 4 him... aniwae he was in e DANGER ZONE all tis while but he 'survived' coz of e votes lk e 'spectacular 8' where popularity wins over talent n olinda's booted... e rest of e 9 idols appeared n there mani songs ^_^ maia's real cool w e tattoos~ juz a qn y she was booted coz even ken doesnt tink so~ unless its e VOTES again
sg idol has got 2 b HOTTEST event of e yr coz even my mum [who doesnt glue 2 e tv] watches it!!! ?_? but tis's e 1st time i actualli watched sg idol frm bginin til end wahaha~ its been e wo~ha of e citi 4 6 mths n im watchin it 4 e 1st n last time speakin of bein suaku @_* all abt sg idol online
end track: kenny g - miracles
20041130
20041129
welcome 2 my life @ simple plan
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
20041127
garfield vs ice age
slacked @ hm as usual borin so watched e 2 movies thing got 4 me:
garfield movie @ online
oni garfield was animated so real furry n fluffy so cute ^_^ e storyline was quite norm: garfield's king in e area; gettin in2 trouble n when jon brings odie back n wins e talented prize 4 bein e dancin dog. garfield gets jealous n locks him out [he was locked out 1st 4 tearin e hse down] n odie runs away n gets 'adopted' by downcast host -_-" so garfield goes all out 2 save him in e city; gettin locked by e animal ctrl, bangin ard, chased by rats etc... in e end he gets odie back n jon has his gal... e movie was nice but in e cinemas it wld b a waste of $; no wonder no 1 wanted 2 watch it sigh~
ratin: 3/5
ice age @ onlinequite an old animatN but its real funny w e camero scrat [he's not e main juz an xtra but he's my fave!] story: its nearin ice age n all animals r migratin 2 e south xcept manfred e mannmoth w sid e sloth n diego e sabertooth tiger whose task's 2 bring a bb [found by manfred] back 2 b eaten by his boss as revenge 2 e humans... so they embark on e journey 2 send bb hm~ e plot's quite simple but e happenings on e way were e comical elements:
1. dodo birds; noe y they r extinct? coz they lost their last female in e fight 4 h20melons n e whole army prac die after they failed 2 get e melons... n they actually noe tae kwon doo~
2. mega rollercoaster ride in a cave where every1 was tryin 2 get their balance
3. scrat's survival of e ice age til 20k yrs lata where he got a coconut after his acorn was washed away @ e beach
dvd xtras:
1. scrat's mizzin adventure; he had a big collectN of acorns tt wld prob last him lifetimes n in an attempt 2 squeeze juz 1; e whole collectN gave away n fell frm e sky landin on e ice n splittin e whole area in2 e 5 continents n 7 oceans~ guess he muz b tt idiot who made transportatN so troublesome now~
2. multilingual ice age; it sounds different in cantonese but its a gd tool 2 help me improve ^_^
ratin: 4/5
end track: fantasy proj - crazi bb
1 of my fave candies ^_^ heard frm sum1 tt pple who lks lollipops r kidz @ heart ^_^ chupa chups online
20041125
muay thai lvl 2 #6
rained e whole dae so went 4 trainin in e rain... late n mized e skippin, there was a newbie; malay guy n he's in baxic... e usual routine: shadow, bagwk, padwk, sparin... 'sparred' w e newbie, trainin on my blocks n him on his punchin... den sparred w cheryl n amanda but not w joe else i tink i'll ko -_-" e process of re-buildin my stamina 2 kip up w e trainin... all gone since e long break... conditNin shld b consistent althou not lk trainin til i ko but consistency @ least maintains if not improve...
after trainin spent 1/2 hr on e bags 2 buck up... while waitin 4 e bus n chatted w joe, toked abt local muaythai schs, muaythai in sea games 05, gamin n other stuff; quite sum time since we last chatted n i got a free coke lite hehe~ thx ^_^ saved e cab $ [cabbed down] n reached troppo @ ard 2045... 1 pool, no drinks n left @ ard 10+ quite amazed @ myself; had oni 1 cup of milk+3 crackers n lasted til now... thou roarin but not e appetite 2 eat...
chatin w beverley now... haha~ tink its ages since we lasted chatted ^_^
end track: ryan cabrera - on e way down
20041122
231 exam + shutter
zzz @ 6 wanted 2 wake up early 2 read thru e notes so got lynn, thing n king 2 call me... thing managed 2 get me up @ 1215 n i saw 13 mizzed calls wahaha~ 1st time i saw so mani mizzed calls but i dozed off after tt til king called @ 1315 -_-" thx pple ^_^ reached sch xactly @ 1400 n every1 was in... w me chargin in; seems im e '1' who brought a pencil?
327 xam
althou did 3 past yrs + 200 mcqs, had e tips but stil had problem copin w e it... did e paper iteratively... most of e mcqs were familiar w a few ufos but cldnt rmb e ans so had 2 crack brain... pt of e 75 mks short qns was familiar frm e past yr n e others i vaguely rmbed e ans; juz a problem of writin it out... prob e problems were e diagrams: pert chart, decisN table n phy dfd; tried e best not 2 die there n of coz e npv which my ans was -ve [shld b corr else i go bang head] aniwae finished e paper on e . n munchin on ultra stone-hard mentos [dunno y but tis oni happens on strong mint; does mint makes stone hard dragees?] sendin noises thruout e rm... -_-" tink its an interestin exam xperience here where lecturers'll look down @ ur papers n mayb 'ans' e qns written on em or comm unlk tp where e invigilators r obasans & ojisans...
after e paper bked tixs 4 'shutter' @ ms [kk, seth, lynn, jasz, me]. had a chat w suhendry abt e exams n aftermath coz 'literally' bianged him while tokin 2 kk abt e bkin -_-" seems he lks lollipops lk me ^_^ [havent managed 2 find sum1 who lks lollipops ^_^] prob wont c him til i return 2 sch 4 e summer unit... but reali ve 2 thx him 4 checkin e past yrs else i'll prob reali sux big time ^_^
shutter @ online
watched @ ms @ 1930... had prata @ suntec congress; e curry sux... -_-" well e movie started 20 mins late @ 1950 but stil it has its scary, kayako n comical elements:
scary elements
1. kayako lookalike: narte e female ghost lead
2. appearance of shadows in fotos [film based analog cams]
3. popup scenes
4. weighin scale of 120 kg tun [w narte sitin on him]
5. capture of self foto on polaroid cam w narte on him
6. blackout @ studio
7. ghost animatN w foto flipin [jane's discovery of negatives of narte's rape taken by tun]
comical elements
1. closeup hsefly on glass of h20
2. appearance of a ts in e toilet whose hand was tot 2 b of narte's when tun was askin 4 toilet paper n e ts said 'can u let me poo 1st' when tun kicked down e door 2 'confront'
3. pple screamin outta noware
4. car can actuali emergency brake in secs @ e spd of 120 kph???!!!
5. makin of 'scary' ghost fotos: drag & drop e 'ghost' near 2 e livin
6. narte's mum mucus 'wiped' w e fotos
kayako improvisNs
1. walk upside down
2. phy contact
3. climb down e vertical stairs
4. cling on2 a 120 kph spdin car
5. morph 2 another live person physicali [clinic nurse n jane]
but sumhow e 'bcomin of ghost' seemed 2 b similar 2 'sisters': bcame vengful ghost coz of after rape self despondent... but worse's e mum actualli preserved e body til its reduced 2 bones... pro man~
well my 34 daes holidae bgins frm now... borin... guess i'll spend it slackin, xboxin, trainin, savin $ since i wont b wkin
end track: cecilia - 情人不會忘記
20041118
muay thai lvl 2 #5 + 327 exam
finally went back 2 trainin after a whoopin 6 wks sigh~ was late but didnt miss much; started w shadow, bagwk, padwk n i reali ve 2 admit tt im back 2 SQ 1 4 x times again [didnt train durin e 6 wks] n after 1 hr n sum h20... my stomach began 2 feel lk e gastic juices were blendin n i wanted 2 puke... n i reali did n ko after tt... well i didnt eat anithin @ all coz writin notes n waited 4 e cab 2 get there... no energy, no food 4 e juice 2 dissolve... sigh~ wasted... but 2dae learnt e uppercut, low kick & punch n a few combos...
e 327 exam... tt paper sux... shld ve not ctrl-x frm e bk but e lec notes sigh~ spent time crackin my brain n ferociously writin n liquid paperin away >_< SUX... i noe its an 'app paper' on how u apply wat u noe but its way outta league... well im e 1st 1 out n crushed e paper b4 leavin [mayb shockin 2 em not bcoz im 1st but tt my crushin was quite LOUD] quite pissed off abt myself... last words: e paper's not gd >_*
but 2dae tis's e 1st time i saw pple tokin on e hp in e exam rm durin an exam not chattin thou but its funny... n 4 e 1st time, my lecturer corrected my content haha but i reali overlooked it... too much content 2 concentrate on e english... 2 down 1 2 go hope my efforts wont b wasted...
end track: she - 大女人主義
20041117
334 exam...
break
in a relatNship there'll alwaz b ups n downs... in e bad situations [aka quarrels] 1 or both'll blow n e word 'break' is 'blurted' out; sum cases its realized; in others it mayb in e fit of anger... n e 'apologetic' party'll try n coax e angry party 2 salvage e relatNship [if frenz r ard, its beta coz they can help]... e thing's y do pple lk 2 put e word 'break' @ e edge of their mouths n it bcomes e word 2 come out in a quarrel?
it takes fate 2 mit n noe each other n alot more 2 b 2gether... y dun pple treasure it? juz use 'break' in anger n mayb regret, finally lose it due 2 'face' matters, lazy/cant b bothered 2 salvage or juz 4get it?
e word 'break' is hurtin n if used often but not realized, e 'user' will prob tink 'i lose 'face' when i say but not do it' n'll prob 'realize' it coz of 'face'... if both parties r aggressive n unwilling 2 salvage/re-chance e relatNship den 'break' will b realized... e thing's: will they reali b happy after it? n not suffer e aftermath: heartache? but of coz when u ve a quarrel, all e bad things surface n u 4et all e gd times [but tts true isnt it] howeva when u sit down n tink w a cool mind u may prob ve another perspective of e situatN...
everythin boils down 2 communications... how an output frm 1 party's interpreted n accepted by e receivin party as a postive/neutral input rather den a negative 1...
it takes fate [of mayb mani yrs or lifetimes] 2 mit, noe n b 2gether... [even those who brush against u on e streets n especially so 4 those livin or w u] dun give up tt person ezily coz he/she mayb e 'best match' u may find...
end track: ocean - 孤單北半球
20041114
im a werewolf
You're a werewolf. Werewolves where mutated people who would transform into wolf-like beings and would lose control of themselves. Often times when a little child would go out into fields in Europe, they would encounter a werewolf and be eaten. They had charatceristics of their human selves but where usually hairy with canine like teeth and strangely shaped heads when they transformed. They often had bad tempers and would lose control of their actions very easily. They were excelent hunters though.
What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures)
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20041113
troppo down
since my pukin 3 wks back im back @ troppo again... 2nite was quiet; e servers werent ard... e usual stuff n of coz e pukin aftermath where e drinkin cap goes down 2 -ve again... oni abt 2 slow glasses of stella n im abit down thou i noe wat im doin... not in a shit of mess... [tts true k since im bloggin @ hm]
supposed 2 b coopin @ hm muggin 4 e exams virtually w my dear cousin @ e murdoch campus; but guess i nid alittle timeout... not much progress coz e contents r quite taxin... sigh~ will i make it in time? can i get my 2d n 1 hd + e 1k?
end track: power98 - ? [female r&b]
20041112
fly @ hilary duff
Feel the wind on your shoulders
For a minute, all the world can wait
Let go of your yesterday
Can you hear it calling
Can you feel it in your soul
Can you trust this longing
And take control
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
Cause it's your time
Time to fly
All your worries, leave them somewhere else
Find a dream you can follow
Reach for something when there's nothing left
And the world's feeling hollow
And when you're down and feel alone
Just wanna run away
Trust yourself and don't give up
You know you're better than anyone else
In a moment, everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulders
For a minute, all the world can wait
Let go of yesterdays
In a moment, everything can change
20041110
20041109
scrat
You are Scrat, some kind of rat looking mammal. All
you care about is hiding your precious,
precious nut. Take that however you want.
Which Ice Age character are you?
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20041107
20041106
saturdae
on a brite n sunny sat, im stuck @ hm w e sun rays blockin blinds down, strugglin w e final assignment w no promisin progress, hidden in my rm coz e outside's occupied by a stalker... borin irritatin sian AH~ althou im not tinkin of goin out but a usual sat's 2 slack, nua, lame, lax n not wkin... howeva tis's wat im doin now... wanna go jb next wkend but doubt so coz e stalker's trappin me 2 study althou i dun ve much time but starin @ em wont do me ani gd... can sum1 juz let me out?!~ i juz wanna go out, get comics, games n dvds oni 4 a few hrs... damn it give me my life!~
end track: akira - piece of heaven
new sex orientation
You're Asexual!You're not into the whole "sex with other
people" scene. Some might call you a
prude. (PRUDE!!) You just don't have a strong
attraction to either sex really... ... that...
or you just can't get none. :P
What is my sexual orientation?
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334 mmdb sux
after 3 daes of doin im stil not 1/2way thru... lotsa things r not up... debuggin's xhaustin time, patience n effort... y do i sux @ db? theory im fine but technically im down; m i a suxer @ technical stuff? sigh~ juz e vdo editin has xhausted hrs, debuggin idc/htx took up a few more n tts oni e gear sectN not all... sigh~ feel lk givin up but its alotsa mks 2 give up... die^2 oso ve 2 complete it minimally... sigh~ kinda wasted... wish suhendry's near coz he can 'help' debug e relations haha~
juz did up a simple index.htm 4 e geocities site juz bo liao... nid 2 take off frm e assignment... @ geocities
y pple who dunno anithin 1 2 step in b annoyin n those tt can help r mia... sian...
HELP!!!~~~ I NID A DB SPECIALIST
HELP!!~~ I NID SUM1 2 LEAN ON
HELP!~ I NID A 'LAUNCHIN SOON' X700
end track: savage garden - i 1 u
20041102
movies
missed alot of movies since sch started coz of no time, no $, no company or wateva reasons...
yet-2-b-lost movies
ab normal beauty [hk bloody & gory horror]
forgotten
hse of e dead
princess diaries 2
saw
shutter
losin movies
ladder 49
white chicks
doll master
resident evil 2
cellular
lost movies
e face
e phone
garfield [regret]
troy
cinderella story
1 missed call [scarier den e eye]
will sum1 catch a movie w me pls...
oso im goin 2 get sum budget xbox games hopefully they wont b faulty... abit sian of those i ve coz i cant pass em... irritatin... -_-" ok i noe im lousy n impatient but games r 4 relaxatN not 2 + on 2 stress k can play den play cannot play den skip... endless time 2 play no rush...
end track: 6pence none e richer - kiss me
20041101
silver hawk vs city of sars
飛鷹 ~ silver hawk
juz watched it on c62.. michelle yeoh & richie ren... she's so skilled, sexy, cool n chio dun look her age n of coz w e 'clowny sidekick' richie ren w his 'crack crack skil [嘎嘎功]l' tt seemed 2 b useful @ e end where he 'shattered' e glass wall w it [dunno true anot or it shattered due 2 him crashin against it] it has actN n e funny elements 1 of e beta off hk movies tis yr... n of coz e futuristic mobile tech tt appeared in it... bluetooth hp of e size of a present dae bluetooth earpiece w AI [artificial intelligence] makin it look lk 3g w decisN analysis... wonder when'll tis appear in future haha~ @ least e real-time mobile's comin true w 3g tis yr...
非典人生 ~ city of sars
after tt was a hk sars movie on c56 its abt e sars scene in hk last yr but its summarized since there were tv serials on it... but stil it reflects e realistic n practical sides of human nature... w e human touch
both movies r of diff genre so cant b directly compared but it goes 2 show tt hk movies stil ve their substance even thou sum dun make it outta hk ^_^
end track: she - 10面埋伏
20041031
hapi halloween
planned 2 go troppo 2 celebrate halloween n its openin but due 2 seatin n timin problems it was called off... aniwae e ambience's spoilt w e overpacked crowd n im alittle sick of there; same songs, same pple, same drinks... borin...
stayed hm e whole dae... slackin n not doin my wk juz watched 我老婆唔夠枰 [charlene choi & ekin cheng] on c62 its a luv comedy between a h&w couple of 30 vs 18 haha~ funny... dun tink it was in e cinemas... T_T sad tt hk movies dun make it outta there tis yrs... 我老婆唔夠枰 site
completed sad assignment 2 late by 2 daes... abit guilty now coz he was 'xpectin' mine in on fri but well didnt make it [since im 1/2way thru] n it pulled back e plan 4 mmdb assignment 3 [now tts e ultimate killer -_-"]
end track: safri duo - played alive
20041030
work quality vs qty/time/cost/effort
y pple lk 2 tok abt quality? do they noe wat's it? sum pple measure quality as wk done, effort put in, time spent, $ spent but did u ever tink of it as all these may not ensure a gd quality result? u can spend alot of time, effort n $ in e process of doin it, resultin in many end products but's it quality definitely gd? i doubt so, so dun measure quality against these... i tink if u ve in mind wat u 1 n w plannin u can get ur end product w e desired quality w e lowest time, $ n effort put in... ez 2 say juz concentrate n it'll b done... i admit tt i dun ve gd concentratN so my mind wonders n dreams ard but when i set my mind on doin it, it'll b done asap... i slack n zzz alot but isnt it beta 2 clear/relax e mind den u can concentrate fully on wat u 1 2 do after tt? intense bangin on it doesnt mean u'll get it; if u r tired no amt of bangin'll get u aniware... juz rest awhile n continue after it...
so pple, if u tink im slackin, well its true but alittle slack goes a mile, so cut me sum slack k? ^_^
end track: maroon 5 - harder 2 breathe
breakaway @ kelly clarkson
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreamin' of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray
Trying hard to reach out
But, when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray
I could break away
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But, I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jetplane, far away
And break away
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me
But, gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, break away
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye, gotta
Take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But, I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
20041024
happy birthday alice!~
juz back frm alice's @ sengkang... e place's real nice n spacious ve a chalet feelin hehe~ so relaxin there... aniwae we ate alot real pro... menu: cold dish [chix, century egg, jap fish cake], mix veg, curry chix, bee hoon real fillin... thx alice~ den there were drink but im barred coz of wat happened last nite... nvm i shall stay w my healthy h2o ^_^ jeffery's fam came but they left soon after e cake which im totally turned off coz its DURIAN [bought by my lao 8 as usual] followin photos n watched 龍在邊緣 n its back 2 hm...
end track: hacken - 月半小夜曲
20041023
troppo puke
pukin update!!! @ 1650
guess i did it again... puked after wakin up @ e same spot where thing puked @ [wahaha!] n stobbered down n puked downstairs, in e cab, @ hm... woke up @ 10+ w bad hangover w a bonus: 偵子媽媽's naggin... -_-" puked my guts out includin e juice i drank... guess e oni thing tt wasnt out was e h2o i drank... dun tink can take anithin acidic or oily 2dae else i'll b merlion-in again... -_-" feelin beta after zzz 4 another 4+ hrs; totalin 12+ hrs...
sorry guys screwed up again... paiseh ar~ guess simon wld b tinkin 'y joy puke @ every place i own?'
20041020
its up 2 me
juz finished 2 assignments tis wk leavin 2 more 2 go; e most taxin of all... after which 1 wk break + exams den im free til 2712 e summer unit bgins... joe's back 4 reservice so no trainin 4 4 wks... howeva durin tis 4 wks im not goin 2 slack thou i'll b quite bz... goin 2 self train [skippin, pumpin, crunchin, shadowin, rabbit hopin] thou its goin 2 b tirin n achin but ive set my mind on it so no regrets; phy tiredness's diff frm mental tiredness... goin 2 get in shape physically 4 joe's trainin n 4 myself... its healther 2 b fit n look good ^_^
end track: black eyed pea - lets get it started
20041019
damn
20041018
back 2 kbox
finally im back 2 kbox after 3.5 mths since i started muay thai... met lynn, seth n xl @ bugis 4 dinner den down 2 suntec... sang frm 7-11 n i sang alot since they were tokin haha sang omost all e fir songs on e list haha~ back hm 2 rush e mmdb 2 coz e others were so fantastic -_-"
end track: joe secada - juz another dae
20041017
herstory's lame
herstory's juz so lame @ their advertisin gimmick 4 e herstory idol e-flyer... it reads 'will be held at a bigger venue' aka ANT Colony (MOX, 2nd level) isnt it e same place as mox; tt squeezy tini tweeni place? but its oso true tt it held @ e 'ant colony' since every1 r lk ants grouped in colonies... mayb its alittle 'bigger' place... lame gimmick...
herstory = lousy site w lousy pple holdin lousy events @ lousy places
http://www.herstory.ws/events/ant/29102004.htm
sumthin happened 2 my msn 2nite... 22/55 of my contacts juz vanished but there was a backup over @ hotmail so managed 2 retrieve em back... tink im e oni 1 whose contacts mia... was i hacked or virused? sian... ve 2 do checks again... suay's my name...
end track: maroon 5 - woman
20041014
slack life meaninless
im not doin all my critical wk!~ juz wastin time in front of e pc doin senseless stuff... m i gettin e 'pc slaxKING syndrome' or e 'internet addiction'? cant b bothered abt anithin; juz 1 2 nua daes meaninlessly ive got no life... oni heaps of wk 2 do... endless papers 2 go thru... no breaks... tink i reali nid tt else im goin nuts... no movies... no games... juz sch, assignments, zzz n it goes on n on... meaninlessly thou e end product's wat im doin all tis 4... y does e process 4 a successful product so taxin, tirin, meaninless? juz 1 2 drink, eat, zzz my daes away... pple? god oni created adam, eve was 2 b w him... if he didnt create eve there may not b so mani problems now... or mayb its him who directed e entire show... guess god has nothin much 2 do...
end track: maroon 5 - harder 2 breathe
20041010
hoegarden
played pool @ snokerium @ paradiz b1; quite a gd place juz tt its alittle cold w sum 'oldies' -_-"
had my 1st hoegarden @ troppo w thing, xl n seth... belgium beer w a hint of bitterness... sumwat diff frm stella artois [oso frm belgium] well both r diff ^_^ e band n server werent in 2dae so its juz concerts n we played cards n drank... stayed abt 2 hrs n its back 2 hm
end track: black box recorder - these r e things
troppo live update
now at simon's new live band pub, troppo w thing, seth, kk, lynn n carrot ^_^ nice ambience, spacious seatin, pool, powerful rapport singer n players, nice sound sys, gd instruments [african drum, acoustic guitar], chio servers, stella artois n so much more ^_^ guess tis's a gd place 2 chill out once in awhile wonder if e guys'll lk here [c32d, benni, alf (but mayb he wont lk it since he doesnt drink or enjoy smokey env)
they were tryin 2 set me up w tis chio server in blue [aka blue gal], quite chio i muz say ^_^
went 2 yingwah's place 4 her b-dae n e 4sum were there kinda enjoyed it ^_^
met benni @ mos while mitin xl, thing n seth there; 1st time i saw him since he's back frm saigon [oni saw e banner he bought back -_-"]
end track: troppo - luv me
20041009
mood swing
m i so unbearable when im in a foul mood? when pple dun get enuf zzz, stressed up @ sch or wk, havin a long dae their mood's oso foul rite? when u r in a foul or tired mood, it norm tt u'll bo hiu bo liao things but when pple start e 'irritatN' either u dun care a damn abt it or juz flare up else prob ans qns in a sarcastic way... [or so i tink @ least 4 me it is] but its oso true tt when u r in a foul mood, ur face'll b as black as a charred wok... unless u r gd @ puttin on a masqurade den its another thing... i 4 1 dun practize tt coz tt's prob 1 of e ways of an untrue faker...
so pple if u c my face black, chances r my mood's prob black w a stormy cloud above my head...
unless u 1 2 bear e storm dun:
1~ play [provoke?] or irritate [dun take me as a punchin bag coz im NOT 1]
2~ say im dao or act cool [althou tis's e norm me; tis's not dao, its juz e anti-social side of me; hidin in my tortosie shell]
3~ ask bo liao qns [when i say 'i dunno' it means I REALI NOE NUTS ABT IT, dun assume i noe e whole universe abt pcs, e net n it stuff thou im in tis line]
4~ bombard me w qns abt happenins tt dun seem 2 b relevant 2 u
5~ qn y i ve certain things [ve usb drive doesnt mean i dun ve 2 print notes/tut 4 sch; sumtimes ancient ways r beta den technological advances]
6~ bombard or play w me [im a walkin time bomb, unless u 1 2 b blown in2 a bloody mess]
7~ comment on my unfateful happenin [eg: pple learn mt, u oso learn but y u get injured so ezily (4 ur info: i ve sm aka Self-abuse Mentality on myself n lk 2 get whacked by joe durin trainin)
of coz if u 1 2 c e sun shine do:
1~ let me b quiet
2~ leave me alone
3~ let me do things my way
end track: fir - 光芒
20041007
muay thai lvl 2 #4
trainin 2day was juz lk e other days; juz it bag n padwk was alternated between cheryl n me, amanda didnt come mayb coz of exams. quite xhaustin since its juz e 2 of us n we had contact sparrin, more intense but im not fast enuff 2 exe my moves especially e kicks coz she backed off by e time e kick reached her -_-" tink got 2 brush up on e leg conditNin 2 b able 2 exe it faster n stronger; kick, block, push, knee... oso ve 2 improve stamina... had a spar w joe n his rainin punches drove e hell outta me; xhaustin... -_-" more conditNin 2 do... once slack n its gone -_-" mayb shldnt break in between days, inconsistency n laziness'll eat in...
end track: fish - 接受
20041006
20041004
bz lost...
tink ive been too bz, stressed or distracted lately tt i lost track of e assignments specs n due dates... risky... ve 2 plan 4 risk, time n hr [human resource] management else wont survive tis hectic mth... taxin n stressin... but 船到橋頭自然直 ^_^ will manage it sumhow... @ most dun zzz oso'll complete all of hi quality ^_^
assignment n due dates:
334/mmdb assignment 2 @ 151004
327/mitp assignment 2 @ 211004
231/sad assignment 2 @ 291004
334/mmdb assignment 3 @ 051104
end track: ashlee simpson - pieces of me
20041003
communicatNs...
since e bginin of time, man ve known how 2 communicate [simplified as comm]... w echos, stringed cups, telephone, hp, email, im [icq, msn, aol, yahoo], communities [frenster, fridae, multiply], forums, internet, blah^3... e list goes on n on...
while pple seemed 2 ve more ways 2 comm, they seem 2 lose e basic way of comm, p2p [aka tokin, which's y we ve a mouth n ability 2 tok ^_^; gift frm e creator]. face 2 face tokin's e most direct n prob truest way of comm; high possibility of e person hidin frm u, as they say 'e eye's e window of e soul = 眼睛是心靈之窗' but if tt person's hidin frm u intentionally there's prob no way of xposin him... howeva, e more u hide, prob e faker u bcome, which'll hide n lose e real u, quite sad k coz in time 2 come, u wont noe which's real u n mayb turn in2 a multi-personality person; 見人說人話,見鬼說鬼話... howeva, sumthings if u hide, it may turn out beta 4 both sides... dun take reasons xcuses, dun tink too shallow or deep; its taxin on e mind n'll prob result in massive white hair multiplicatN or hair loss...
communications depends on situations n pple; 天時地理人和
therefore pple dun hide but face it mayb u wont tink tt ur life's tt miserable... there's no rite or wrong in feelins, there's oni communications; say or not 2 say... sumthings after u say, it mayb beta... 4 those 2 accept it, dun take it too hard, if its negative, ponder on it n mayb u'll find sumthin gd outta it ^_^
end track: jay - 藉口
20040930
im disfigured
got face inflammatN due 2 unknown bug bites toxin allergy... 1/2 face + left lower arm n leg w red itchy patches n spots -_-" now i look lk 鍾無艷; everythin on e left side... e doc doesnt noe wats wrong n gave me lotsa med n cream... hope it recover soon else i'll realli b e 'hellious lookin 偵子' T_T
end track: hacken - 紅日
20040929
luv^3
seems tt no matter who im w, m or f, it'll ve 2 get past those ard me... whether they accept or wateva, it'll ve 2 em... mayb tts y im nv in 1... coz of e pressure n tax in sum sense mayb frenz juz seem 2 matter more 2 me den luv... i dun live 4 em but cant lose em... not worth losin frenz 4 luv... mayb they ve 'defined' e type 4 me... i dunno, prob wont tink of it @ least til tis sem...
quite unbelievable rite? sum1 who ve nv been in a relatNship @ all... whereas others may b in x relatNships liao... haha~ aint a despo 4 luv but luv's pt n parcel of life...
if u r ve nv been in luv, u ve not lived fully 4 u ve not xperienced e happiness n sadness of it
2 say, accept, b 2gether, accomodate nids e courage of 2, tts y luv's between u & i
- sum1 -
end track: jacky - let me go
20040927
yr end hp galore
motorola mpx220 - 260k tft, win2k3 os, bluetooth, 1.3 mp cam, mini-sd clamshell
motorola v3 - 65k tft, slim sleek, bluetooth, 4x zoom vga cam clamshell
panasonic x700 - 65k tft, symbian 7.0, bluetooth, 4x zoom vga cam, mini-sd clamshell
lg t5100 - 260k tft, 1.3 mp cam clamshell
siemens sl65 - 65k tft, 5x zoom vga cam slide factor
nokia 6260 - 65k tft,bluetooth, 4x zoom vga cam, mmc clamshell
reviews @
http://www.mobileburn.com
http://www.eprice.com.tw
http://asia.cnet.com/reviews/handphones
20040926
偵子媽媽's back
after 8 days in tasmania, 偵子媽媽's back finally... end of havoc days [didnt reali havoc juz messed up e place tts e max] well she came back w lotsa chocolates, mashmallows, tuna, liquor hehe... waited 4 abt 1 hr @ e airport den took a maxi cab [1st timer ^_^ foc sumore] w martin, lily n tis fat gal... seemed 偵子媽媽 ko-ed on e plane [mayb coz high air pressure = lack of oxygen + stuffy n noisy environment] n she sat @ e biz class 4 abt 1/2 of e flight~ lucky man... 1/2 price air tix + 1/2 flight biz class so gd... had porridge... tink ginger's reali quite cheap... there was stixs of em in it... n we had 2 big bowls of leftovers... can slowly eat liao...
tasmania pics comin soon ~ check out @ 'let me die'
end track: yan zi - 不是真的愛我
20040925
herstory idol
went 2 mox w kk n seth after sch... it was herstory idol semi 2nite...
had dinner @ bugis den walked e way up there... not reali tt near yet not tt far... contradictin...
reached there @ 9+ n waited til 11+ den e event started...
thing, lorraine+alac, anne+ejun, xintian, alvin, ash n mani others were there n e whole place's packed... indoors n open air either squeeze thru or juz stay stil -_-"
aniwae seth got in so off she goes 2 e end ^_^
end track: sash - adelante
20040924
anata wakata?
did u get wat i mean n yet remain hopeful...
or u got it but stil self-deceivin...
either way i hope 2 ve more time...
2 noe each other... b4 we tink further...
im unprepared 4 a jump-in w/o plannin...
not tt im avoidin or turnin off...
end track: avril - happy endin
20040923
muay thai lvl 2 #3
went 2 e spa @ 12 2 do e treatments, tink my endurance went down liao... e intensity wasnt v high yet i cant take it... -_-" supposed 2 b lynn but in e end turned 2 e 'witch' omg~ aniwae its over n done w liao...
went 2 get my gear den go trainin... took time 2 wrap my hands n did sum skipin & bagwk... 2dae's shadown was on e ring [quite weird therefore amanda, cheryl n me were lookin @ each other~] after tt we moved 2 e bags n did bagwk... alternatin 2 do padwk w joe [punchin n kickin], after tt was sparin... 2x w joe; dunno if its he reduced e intensity on me or i can cope beta w his moves liao but tis wk not whacked as badly as last wk ^_^ but stil shack~ tink ve 2 + e intensity of conditNin liao else realliy'll ko 1 dae...
but stil got injured... tink pulled a muscle when getin on2 e ring... now cant walk properly liao... tmr ve 2 go c 鐵打... $ fly away~ T_T
pple tinkin who kaveh's, he's 1 of e ethnic fusN composer i found @ http://music.download.com
ethnic fusN = culture music [can b considered as new age]
end track: kaveh - last hope
20040922
can we start as 普通朋友?
等待 我隨時隨地在等待 做你感情上的依賴
我沒有任何的疑問 這是愛
我猜 你早就想要說明白 我覺得自己好失敗
從天堂掉落到深淵 多無奈
我願意改變 (what can I do?)
重新再來一遍 (just give me chance)
我無法只是普通朋友 感情已那麼深 叫我怎麼能收手
但你說 I only want to be your friend 做個朋友
我猜妳心中只是 just a friend 不是情人
我感激妳對我這樣的坦白 但我給你的愛暫時收不回來
So I 我不能只是 be your friend
I just can't be your friend no,no,no,
我不能只是做你的朋友 不能只是做普通朋友
end track: david - 普通朋友
20040920
p2p
inter-personal relationships can b v interestin... @ 1 pt of time 2 persons can hang out day in day out however mayb e intensity wears out juz as fast; when e negative stuff starts 2 surface, e chemistry decomposes n evaporates... by e time e drift starts 2 appear, its game over time...
den u lose e 'initiative' 2 tok n keep.in.touch n when u c tt person u rather act 'tao' or avoid... 4 beta cases, mayb u mit on e streets n stil stop n chat awhile...
norm e negative stuff's @titude; sum'll say 'in e past u can bear w it, y's it now u cannot?' howeva bearin requires a great amt of patience n i admit i dun ve tt much... rather den be bad 2 urself [leadin a 'double' life]; y not juz give up e whole damn thing... mayb its beta 4 all... quite sad but it'll wk out well after time...
end track: groove coverage - she
20040919
online
wheneva im online, whether in e dae or nite, i noe im nv alone... there r millions of other pple online thou i dunno em... there's oso net radio 2 entertain me... irc, msn, icq w chatters 2 tok 2... communities lk tones4u, keep.in.touch, frenster, fridae, multiply 2 roam abt... n of coz blogs 2 read abt others survivin on e same planet~ ^_^
sg clubin music
sg power music
no 1 can build anithin however tt build can nv b completed w tt sum1 who started it
end track: jay sean - eyes on u
20040917
home alone~
偵子媽媽's on holidae @ tasmania... flew @ 1709:2008 2nite n will b back @ 2509:2230 so i ve xactly 8 days of e hse 2 me ^_^ but of coz apart of invitin mess, i'll prob b spendin time wkin out 2 recover e lost phy strength -_-" [got thrashed yesterdae by joe T_T] n bangin on assignments... ve 2 recover lost intellectual property else i'll suffer durin e xams revisN...
borin life thou i ve e freedom...
少了天時地理人和,甚麼都不爽...
end track: f.i.r - lydia
20040916
muay thai lvl 2 #2
finally back 2 trainin after 2 wks of rest...
self trained [skippin, punchin, kickin, shadow]
den trainin started... all was quite smooth; juz tt my legs seemed 2 b weak tt i cant push kick hard... den up 2 e ring where i die there... -_-" tink my stamina's really down [2 wks rest - 6 wks baxic = -20 power] tink i got 2 do alot of conditNin else i'll realli pi there... got whacked n kicked by joe [2nd earhole bleed & e 1st earhole stud knocked off]; not fast enuff 2 dodge, block n of coz no counter... even e sisters can kill me... o man... gotta train ultra hard 2 make up 4 e 2 wks...
so mani things 2 do yet so little time...
1. 231 assignment 1 @ 2209
2. 334 assignment 2 @ 0810
3. 327 assignment 2 @ 0610
4. spd blade train legs
5. muay thai techniques recap n enhancement
6. strength trainin
7. skippin train stamina
8. pumpin n crunchin
got 2 do time n cost management on myself else cfm cant survive T_T everythin on earth nids $$$... y no freebies... ('?') higher livin std = increase livin costs?
end track: jet - hold on
20040910
finally back 2 trainin
yeah finally after 2 wks + of restin n healin i can pivot my feets, meanin i can go back n train liao ^_^ really missed trainin... gettin boxed by joe hehe... bz these few wks w lotsa assignments n reports pilin up -_-" howeva things r goin quite smooth hopefully tis sem can get real gd grades [hd/d]
end track: gunther & e sunshine gals - ding dong song
20040902
im always lost...
You have a Lost Soul. No one is really sure what
that can always mean, because it can be defined
in many ways. As Legend goes, lost souls were
the spirits of passed away people who are
neither in heaven nor hell. They walk the
earth, brooding mysteriously, always appearing
when you expect it least. So hence, if you have
a Lost Soul, then you are probably very
insecure and shy. Stuck in your own little box,
you watch the world fly by as a loner. You dont
know your place. You seemingly dont have a
place in society or an interest. You are a very
capricious person, and are confused and
frustrated about where you belong. You crave
for the sense and feeling of home-but have not
obtained it yet.
What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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20040831
imbetaoffdead... T_T
sys analysis & design
ve assignement 1 & revisN exs 4 8/9 chps
it proj man
wkly reports & assignement 1
multimedia db
all tuts 2 submit @ end of sem & assignement 1 [thesaurus]
all @ ard mid-sept... n its sept liao... goin 2 ve a bz wk 2 read n understand wata hell's goin on... i dun 1 2 get Ps or Cs i 1 Ds & HDs...
20040830
did u @ hoobastank [spiderman 2 ost]
Do the things that you thought you would?
Did it ever occur to you that this could be your final day?
Did you go where you wanted to go?
Learn about what you wanted to know?
Did you ever really give something back instead of always taking it?
Did you find what you're looking for?
Did you get your foot in the door?
Can you look at yourself and feel proud of all the things you've done?
Did you inspire the ones that you knew?
Make a difference to those who knew you?
Did you finally figure out what it is that makes us who we are today?
Don't waste another day
You know I know where you get one
Don't waste another day
To do anything you haven't done
(Did you?)
Did you always give it your best?
(Did you?)
Is there anything you regret?
(Did you?)
If you could have another shot at it all would you do it just the same?
(Did you?)
Was it all you thought it could be?
(Did you?)
Are you the person you thought you would be?
(Did you?)
Or did it feel like you were spinning your wheels instead of moving forward every day?
20040829
basketball again...
did sum shootin after a v long time w thing @ e court downstairs... real long since i last touched e ball... shootin's ok but mayb not layups... lost touch of it; rusty liao... den we went 2 novena n ate ljs... real fillin n sinful... T_T den she went 2 orchard n me hm 2 nua... borin sundae...
end track: e rasmus - in e shadows
happenin sat ^_^
im finally bladin...
went 2 mit norman [giraffe's fren] @ bedok, rainin when we wanted 2 blade @ e rink so went 2 e hdb void deck 2 learn... got myself standin on w 8 wheels den stridin ard w his support, after tt i was movin smoothly n steadily by myself... haha finally i can move w e wheels beneath juz tt im not speedin yet, well i can cruise, stride, stop @ v-positN juz tt i cant get up, so if i were 2 fall, beta look out 4 trees 2 cling on2 wahaha ^_^
after tt went hm 2 put down e blades den down 2 san's office...
v kawaii kitten
san msged tt they found a 1 mth old cream kitten w brown tail @ e office so i went down 2 c ^_^ really v cute... juz tt its always zzz... managed 2 find siaping after bein ticked off by e current subscriber of her x-#... damn... she moved 2 punggol 17th ave, a v ulu pt of punggol... got tt free coz san's colleague drove us there [he was goin 2 sengkang] ^_^ now e kitten's in gd hands n hope it'll b adopted soon ^_^ its been awhile since i sent cats 2 siaping...
after punggol we went 2 eat @ geylang lorong 35 n i went 2 circuit 4 e tie da...
少林武術跌打
its @ 1 of e hdb blocks @ circuit rd, e physician was an ojisan, so e usual thing, massage on both feet den wrapped e rite after applyin medicatN coz more serious, he said i 'pulled' e muscle n wld take 7 wks 2 heal completely, but i got no time leh... aniwae juz take care of it lor... since there's no way i can rest coz ve 2 walk 2 sch mah... -_-"
took e bus 2 bugis den hm, nowhere 2 go liao... w pple sayin they r broke... ate instant porridge n dozed off while watchin a cyber korean movie 'natural city' on c62... did sum conditNin after i woke up, now watchin olympics woman's volleyball gold medal match: china vs russia, both r = in score...
end track: groove coverage - e end
20040826
muay thai lvl2 #1
joined e student class 4 fightin fit, e class has 2 gals in sec sch but they r beta den me n they r smaller in size... so lighter... so inferior... muz get lighter...
coz structure:
skipping, warm up, shadow, bag, ring sparrin, strength trainin, cool down
coz of my stil injured leg, so didnt do ani left kicks or blocks... learnt e push kick 4 both front n back legs
front push kick:
hop 1 step fwd den push out e leg n pull back after tt
back push kick:
juz lk e kicks juz tt e front leg dun ve 2 pivot but e hip ve 2 twist 2 bring e back leg fwd 2 push n pull back after tt
knee push kick:
juz lk e front n back push kicks, juz tt e feet's horizontal when kickin
after tt was in e ring sparrin... finally im in e ring... however e ring's not solid stable as on e ground but it facilities in e bounce so e legs ve 2 b stable else ani moves'll throw u outta place... sparrin's xhaustin... coz of e intensity... i tink abt 4 mins @_* den strength trainin n cool down...
spent time readin a muaythai bk joe lent me & watched a muaythai match vcd 4 awhile w him...
3 mins in e ring, 3 mths/yrs on e ground... 台上3分鐘, 台下3年功
end track: jay - 將軍
20040825
muay thai #12
2dae's e last lesson of e basic coz liao... went early w my stil injured feet tt cant pivot 4 left kicks T_T self trained on n off coz quite painful den joe came liao... heard frm him tt he fractured e same area as me but he stil kicks well so i tot tt mine's quite a small case... den trained w him... v xhastin coz his punches n kicks were fast n im not quick enuff 2 block em stil got hit a few times... tink got 2 train up e reflexes n eyes 2 c wats comin 4 me else cfm cant survive lvl2 - fightin fit... well chris came n its his final too n mayb he's not continuin coz he seems 2 b flyin away... i tink there's oni 3 continuin... T_T coz leg injured tt everythin seemed so 有心而腿無力 T_T but e trainin w joe realli corrects alot of postures problem... but its hard 2 rmb all so everythin boils down 2 practisin n trainin... 2 lvl up, everythin oso ve 2 lvl, stamina, reflexes so e impt thing's 2 downsize... coz bulk makes everythin slow...
end track: ricky martin - jaleo
20040823
avp vs te2
alien vs predator
movie's abt a grp of xpenditure goin 2 e icy corner of e globe in search of an ancient undergrd pyramid n in e coz of it, awakens a bunch of bloodthirsty multiplyin aliens locked in it 4 1 century... e aliens's masters, predator returns n kills both e aliens n humans... leavin 1 predator & 1 human 2 fight against e alien warlord... n e human/predator duo wins n e alien's frozen in ice again... human regarded as a warrior hence e predator didnt enslave earth again...
e movie actually has intense actN n e structure of e pyramid's actually quite detailed... mayb e egyptian pyramids r built by e predators haha~ but its oso quite funni coz e predators can understand modern day english~ -_-"
http://www.avp-movie.com
twins effect 2
te2's juz e sequel2 e name but not e movie... plot's abt an evil queen turned e country in2 amazon where men r enslaved n's out 2 look 4 e lost heir of e prev kingdom n e legendary sword... in e coz of it, e heir/charcoal head [jaychee chan aka jackie chan's son] falls in luv w e enforcer of e kingdom/lan ling [gillian] n his fren/blockhead in luv w a male slave trader/13 [charlene] n e 'dejavu' is e sword can oni b held by charcoal head [sounds lk arthur huh?] n there's a fight scene between e prev kingdom en-stoned general [jackie chan] & crouchin tiger hidden dragon [donnie yen]... n of coz e evil queen's killed n e country's restored back 2 norm...
alot of cg [computer graphics] & special effects r used... but e fight scene's oso v gd, intense n smooth... n e movie's v funny coz twins were under a spell ctrlled by an owl so blockhead went 2 bald e owl n indirectly slammed e gals wahaha~
http://twinseffect2.emp-hk.com
im down...
currently in sch 4 chim n borin lec tt i dun really understand... borin...
20040822
mizzed...
missed e last muay thai trainin tis pm coz e dumb hp alarm didnt ring so i woke up @ 1515 -_-" in e end went 2 san's place 2 borrow e blades frm her... ate w her den went 2 her place... played e guitar, weights n blades n borrowed e blades n bag frm her... shall try out b4 sat else fall flat @ east coast v paiseh~
blog end track: jacky - let me go
20040821
new weights...
went 2 mit san after wk den walked 2 ms, ate @ hans den bought e 14kg weights @ liang seng @ 63 & a pair of ankle [not v heavy thou] den took e cab hm... e cab driver didnt 1 2 drive us in coz he was goin 2 amk but my route 'forced' him 2 drive in hehe~ den nua while i burnt e cds after tt we took e bus 2 bugis den she went hm liao...
blog end track: jay - 藉口
5/10
went 2 mit san n cavin @ sunshine plaza den went 2 5/10 n drank w em... been v long since i last drank so drank abit mayb 2-3 mugs... waited 4 kk & seth but they came up den u-turned coz they tot it was 'weird' well its late liao 10+ of coz e place'll b packed... sum1 opens e dr those inside look out's oso norm... dunno wats so weird... after tt went down 2 tok den go hm liao... didnt train 4 a few days liao... beta get back 2 it else slack n back 2 sq 1 again...
blog end track: 50c - in da club
20040820
entertainin thurs...
went 2 e spa tis am n did e infra machine n lynn asked me 2 do e pressor, seemed there's a confusN there n sum1 tried 2 intro 2 me 2 sum food ctrl pills so when i went hm, tio gan liao lor... borin...
went 2 mit giraffe after tt @ city hall, den walked 2 liang seng, didnt find anithin entertainin there, den moved over 2 suntec n ate sakae, ate my fill ^_^ went 2 buy ankle guard, lp, e futuro was alittle too tight 4 me T_T went 2 arcade den he went 4 aikido... bye giraffe c u mayb 2 wks time...
he helped me ask his fren, norman 2 teach me bladin [@ last i'll learn how 2 blade liao], so prob'll start next sat
went 2 5/10 w e vcd i got 4 san n met cavin there... toked abt muaythai n trainin n san said tt she'll train w me mayb 2-3x per wk... so im goin 2 get a pair of thai pads + increasable wts 2 train... mayb sat if she's free... in tis way, it'll benefit us... coz she can get sum basic moves n i ve sum1 2 train n motivate me... ganbareh~
blog end track: steve scott - reachin
20040818
muay thai #11
reached @ 1700 n started 2 train... skipped, shadow, padwk... w my injured rite leg so not everythin's smooth -_-" joe rmbed tt i wanted 2 borrow e vcds frm him hehe ^_^ n while i was kickin e bag, he came over n corrected my kick; seems ive been kickin incorrectly 4 a v long time T_T [no wonder my legs r injured]
e correct way 2 kick: lift up e kickin leg 2 as high as possible, den turn/pivot e supportin leg outwards [as u wld swing a baseball bat], against e bag with e kickin leg's side hand swang out [4 e momenterm], den pull e leg back after e kick 2 e guard stance
seems tt due 2 prolong incorrect kickin, my rite feet's swollen, so not enuff strength 2 support 4 e left kick, which results in it bein quite bad... aniwae trainin started @ 1900 w oni 5 pax... e norm stuff as usual, juz tt we had revisions n more on e knee, which i had alittle difficulty doin it coz of my build T_T no bag punchin but padded sparrin, as it 5 pax, i paired up e joe. e spar was head block+punch catch & punch catch+straight/x-block; so its arm & leg block combos... i muz admit tt im not fast enuff 2 raise my hands up 2 block his punches so even if i can block it, e impact wld stil 'bounce' e gloves on2 me, so i stil get hit... @_* den trainin ended after e strength trainin n cool down... sun's e last lesson of e baxic coz liao... shld b goin 2 break 4 1wk 4 my legs 2 rest b4 goin 4 fightin-fit ^_^
blog end track: snuff music - rite thing
smallest class ever
20040816
borin... all e guys go ns liao...
2dae's tp it grad i went 2 c e guys not 2 take e dip... so sad omost of em goin 4 ns tis... n wont c em 4 mayb 3 wks/3 mths/2.5 yrs... sian... jc & tst came 4 e grad, both in camp liao so both crew cut & tanned, cool sia~ saw jc's mrs chow, really got e sacian sey hehe n quite chio ^_^ den went back 4 lec... after tt met em @ suntec's sky garden 2 take pics ^_^ so fast every1 go ns liao... msn n irc'll b v quiet... T_T
blog end track: shin - 沒有你的夜
20040815
muay thai #10
went early n saw joe havin personal trainin w a gal, she's gd w her kicks ^_^ den self-trained [skippin, warm-up, shadow, padwk] den trainin started... 2dae's technique's back elbow [2 b used after e front elbow missed] n handheld padwk & i was paired w juliet all e way til trainin ended... so fast n next wed's e last lesson [but its e 2nd last 4 me coz missed1] n im not really in2 shape so goin 2 self train more @ hm [1 hr conditNin + 1 hr shadow] else lvl2'll kill me b4 i turn in2 a killin machine myself -_-"
watched 'beautiful boxer', e moves were fantastic, wonder'll i learn ani? but those r kinda deadly n cmf inflict injuries 2 e whackee...
blog end track: f.i.r - 你的微笑