sigh... sian... fuck... shit... wa lao eh... damn...

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HELP!!! SOS!!! 救命!!!

strugglin w documentatNs tt i dun 1 2 coz its outta my league... if im e 1 doin i'll noe wat i 1 but im not so im neither here nor there... juz doin sum stuff pple dunno how 2 do... not even tinkin abt e credits... juz hope 2 complete tis successfully n not b lk wat happened in tp...

'new' technologies r used... sum r optimistic abt it coz ve 'ready-mades', sum r rejectin it coz of e word 'dunno', sum juz 1 e ez way out by writin... me? im optimistic abt it if its frm 'scratch' which im sure can complete in 14 wks... plan: html & db concurrent & php @ e back... is it so diff 4 pple 2 learn new stuff rather den juz mod frm others?

e mentality of pple's juz 2 get thru w a 'p' they r satisfied & 2 get tt piece of paper irregardless of e grade or whether it looks nice 2 their future bosses... past mentality of mine back in tp tt got me in2 shit... tts y im crammin here now 2 make up 4 it... howeva i tink w my kinda attitude [bein autistic & anti_social] doesnt reali 'allow' me 2 do grp wk [else i fuck up e whole thing or i fuck up myself or i pray tt 'caretakers'll pull me [a leech] thru]

final proj... 1 of e most impt unit yet its so fuck... but thx god its oni 1 sem unlk monash's 2 sem else i can kill myself liao...

y r pple scared of changes? if every1's 2 stay stagnant & juz mod frm others, wat creativity & innovatN wld there b? life wld b so predictable & borin...

ITS SO FUCKIN SIAN/BORIN/IRRITATIN
CAN SUM1 PULL ME OUTTA TIS SHITHOLE???!!!
IM TOO DEMORALIZED!!!