fuckin hell

helpin u; makin myself poor/broke/miserable =

when im empty i get dumped
nv bothers 2 call/reply; r u tt fuckin bz?

fuckin ass

every1's broke xcept me ya rite
u r broke ya rite
u r broke coz u brought it upon urself; squanderin watever u ve
spendin on things 2 'boost' ur ego & lendin urself in debts
ve u ever tot 4 me when u squandered ur own $? NO
i duno where e hell ur $ went w/o 2 wks u r fuckin amazin & borrowed immediately after tt
ve u ever tot 4 me when u squandered e $ borrowed? NO
u said u r broke but all tt uve done tells me otherwise; how e fuck do u xpect me 2 blieve u r broke & lend/not chase u?
i cant get past myself 2 cont gettin exploited by u coz u noe i cant bear 2 reject u
ive said it many times: if u dun ve $ i wont chase but when i noe uve & u juz fuckin dun wana return me i'll hound u down
u dun give a fuckin damn abt me so y shld i?

when i nided help wtf were u?
zzz like a pig or havin fun & callin me early in e am juz say 'can u lend me $50' or 'can u help me return blah $50' & 'i'll return u asap'
enuf of those bullshit crap

u ignore me when i said i'll stop lendin u coz ive had enuf of it
u ignore me when i ask if uve $ 2 return when i noe u ve but u chose not 2 but do sumthinelse w it
pushin it away w 'when i sell my stuff i'll return u' which nv ever comes true
u alwaz push me rite 2 e bottom, not carin a damn, xpectin me 2 accomodate u w my $ alot lesser than wat u ve
alwaz puttin others [ppl & things] above me wat m i???
ur walkin atm? ur walkin $ mine? ur walkin $ printer?
dun xpect me 2 borrow frm others juz 2 pull myself thru; im not u w ur thick pig skin cloudin ur useless brain

so wat if u r good @ gamin? u dun fuckin earn a livin
tell me u earn little? well coz u fuckin dun 1 2 look @ e higher paid jobs i sent 2 u
is it my fault? NO its ur own fuckin fault

i wonder how e hell cld ive stuck w u 4 8 yrs;
mayb its time 2 end since no 1 ever lasted thru it
bein fuckin taken 4 granted
i feel fuckin used, fuckin ignored, fuckin dead 2 u

im sick & tired;
i rather not ve u
return wat u owe & fuck outta my life