20040830

did u @ hoobastank [spiderman 2 ost]

Did you say everything you could?
Do the things that you thought you would?
Did it ever occur to you that this could be your final day?


Did you go where you wanted to go?
Learn about what you wanted to know?
Did you ever really give something back instead of always taking it?

Did you find what you're looking for?
Did you get your foot in the door?
Can you look at yourself and feel proud of all the things you've done?

Did you inspire the ones that you knew?
Make a difference to those who knew you?
Did you finally figure out what it is that makes us who we are today?

Don't waste another day
You know I know where you get one
Don't waste another day
To do anything you haven't done

(Did you?)
Did you always give it your best?
(Did you?)
Is there anything you regret?
(Did you?)
If you could have another shot at it all would you do it just the same?

(Did you?)
Was it all you thought it could be?
(Did you?)
Are you the person you thought you would be?
(Did you?)
Or did it feel like you were spinning your wheels instead of moving forward every day?

20040829

basketball again...

start track: e rasmus - in e shadows

did sum shootin after a v long time w thing @ e court downstairs... real long since i last touched e ball... shootin's ok but mayb not layups... lost touch of it; rusty liao... den we went 2 novena n ate ljs... real fillin n sinful... T_T den she went 2 orchard n me hm 2 nua... borin sundae...

end track: e rasmus - in e shadows

happenin sat ^_^

start track: enrique - escape

im finally bladin...
went 2 mit norman [giraffe's fren] @ bedok, rainin when we wanted 2 blade @ e rink so went 2 e hdb void deck 2 learn... got myself standin on w 8 wheels den stridin ard w his support, after tt i was movin smoothly n steadily by myself... haha finally i can move w e wheels beneath juz tt im not speedin yet, well i can cruise, stride, stop @ v-positN juz tt i cant get up, so if i were 2 fall, beta look out 4 trees 2 cling on2 wahaha ^_^

after tt went hm 2 put down e blades den down 2 san's office...

v kawaii kitten
san msged tt they found a 1 mth old cream kitten w brown tail @ e office so i went down 2 c ^_^ really v cute... juz tt its always zzz... managed 2 find siaping after bein ticked off by e current subscriber of her x-#... damn... she moved 2 punggol 17th ave, a v ulu pt of punggol... got tt free coz san's colleague drove us there [he was goin 2 sengkang] ^_^ now e kitten's in gd hands n hope it'll b adopted soon ^_^ its been awhile since i sent cats 2 siaping...

after punggol we went 2 eat @ geylang lorong 35 n i went 2 circuit 4 e tie da...

少林武術跌打
its @ 1 of e hdb blocks @ circuit rd, e physician was an ojisan, so e usual thing, massage on both feet den wrapped e rite after applyin medicatN coz more serious, he said i 'pulled' e muscle n wld take 7 wks 2 heal completely, but i got no time leh... aniwae juz take care of it lor... since there's no way i can rest coz ve 2 walk 2 sch mah... -_-"

took e bus 2 bugis den hm, nowhere 2 go liao... w pple sayin they r broke... ate instant porridge n dozed off while watchin a cyber korean movie 'natural city' on c62... did sum conditNin after i woke up, now watchin olympics woman's volleyball gold medal match: china vs russia, both r = in score...

end track: groove coverage - e end

20040826

muay thai lvl2 #1

start track: 南拳媽媽 - 白色裂痕

joined e student class 4 fightin fit, e class has 2 gals in sec sch but they r beta den me n they r smaller in size... so lighter... so inferior... muz get lighter...

coz structure:
skipping, warm up, shadow, bag, ring sparrin, strength trainin, cool down

coz of my stil injured leg, so didnt do ani left kicks or blocks... learnt e push kick 4 both front n back legs

front push kick:
hop 1 step fwd den push out e leg n pull back after tt

back push kick:
juz lk e kicks juz tt e front leg dun ve 2 pivot but e hip ve 2 twist 2 bring e back leg fwd 2 push n pull back after tt

knee push kick:
juz lk e front n back push kicks, juz tt e feet's horizontal when kickin

after tt was in e ring sparrin... finally im in e ring... however e ring's not solid stable as on e ground but it facilities in e bounce so e legs ve 2 b stable else ani moves'll throw u outta place... sparrin's xhaustin... coz of e intensity... i tink abt 4 mins @_* den strength trainin n cool down...

spent time readin a muaythai bk joe lent me & watched a muaythai match vcd 4 awhile w him...

3 mins in e ring, 3 mths/yrs on e ground... 台上3分鐘, 台下3年功

end track: jay - 將軍

20040825

muay thai #12

start track: 5566 - ez come ez go

2dae's e last lesson of e basic coz liao... went early w my stil injured feet tt cant pivot 4 left kicks T_T self trained on n off coz quite painful den joe came liao... heard frm him tt he fractured e same area as me but he stil kicks well so i tot tt mine's quite a small case... den trained w him... v xhastin coz his punches n kicks were fast n im not quick enuff 2 block em stil got hit a few times... tink got 2 train up e reflexes n eyes 2 c wats comin 4 me else cfm cant survive lvl2 - fightin fit... well chris came n its his final too n mayb he's not continuin coz he seems 2 b flyin away... i tink there's oni 3 continuin... T_T coz leg injured tt everythin seemed so 有心而腿無力 T_T but e trainin w joe realli corrects alot of postures problem... but its hard 2 rmb all so everythin boils down 2 practisin n trainin... 2 lvl up, everythin oso ve 2 lvl, stamina, reflexes so e impt thing's 2 downsize... coz bulk makes everythin slow...

end track: ricky martin - jaleo

20040823

avp vs te2

went 2 watch 2 movies n got a garfield movie tissue can as pt of e popcorn combo ^_^ n saw a gigantic garfield balloon [didnt look really lk him] but ve a feeling tt more wld choose 2 watch anacondas... juz lk how garfield got kicked by shrek2 in us... T_T

alien vs predator

movie's abt a grp of xpenditure goin 2 e icy corner of e globe in search of an ancient undergrd pyramid n in e coz of it, awakens a bunch of bloodthirsty multiplyin aliens locked in it 4 1 century... e aliens's masters, predator returns n kills both e aliens n humans... leavin 1 predator & 1 human 2 fight against e alien warlord... n e human/predator duo wins n e alien's frozen in ice again... human regarded as a warrior hence e predator didnt enslave earth again...

e movie actually has intense actN n e structure of e pyramid's actually quite detailed... mayb e egyptian pyramids r built by e predators haha~ but its oso quite funni coz e predators can understand modern day english~ -_-"

http://www.avp-movie.com


twins effect 2

te2's juz e sequel2 e name but not e movie... plot's abt an evil queen turned e country in2 amazon where men r enslaved n's out 2 look 4 e lost heir of e prev kingdom n e legendary sword... in e coz of it, e heir/charcoal head [jaychee chan aka jackie chan's son] falls in luv w e enforcer of e kingdom/lan ling [gillian] n his fren/blockhead in luv w a male slave trader/13 [charlene] n e 'dejavu' is e sword can oni b held by charcoal head [sounds lk arthur huh?] n there's a fight scene between e prev kingdom en-stoned general [jackie chan] & crouchin tiger hidden dragon [donnie yen]... n of coz e evil queen's killed n e country's restored back 2 norm...

alot of cg [computer graphics] & special effects r used... but e fight scene's oso v gd, intense n smooth... n e movie's v funny coz twins were under a spell ctrlled by an owl so blockhead went 2 bald e owl n indirectly slammed e gals wahaha~

http://twinseffect2.emp-hk.com

im down...

im down liao... my feet r injured... cant bend well enuff 2 skip or pivot 4 kicks... so demoralized... went 2 e chinese physician @ rochor centre... e physician was quite gd... did e rubs hard n strong... but of coz i tink physically im problematic liao... overweight, coldness, overexertN blah~ but luckily i missed yesterday's trainin coz go liao oso wasted coz cant kick... in e end wld get more injured... tink if it doesnt get beta by wed am, den mayb 4go it n go on sat or sun... quite disappointin coz last lesson liao... n i was lk so enthusiatic abt continuin... but im down now... so sad... T_T but a short break's beta den long term damage... -_-" juz comfortin words not 2 make me feel so gulity... but stil goin 2 do weight trainin on e arms n abs in preparatN...

currently in sch 4 chim n borin lec tt i dun really understand... borin...

20040822

mizzed...

blog start track: andy hui - 氣球

missed e last muay thai trainin tis pm coz e dumb hp alarm didnt ring so i woke up @ 1515 -_-" in e end went 2 san's place 2 borrow e blades frm her... ate w her den went 2 her place... played e guitar, weights n blades n borrowed e blades n bag frm her... shall try out b4 sat else fall flat @ east coast v paiseh~

blog end track: jacky - let me go

20040821

new weights...

blog start track: jay - 藉口

went 2 mit san after wk den walked 2 ms, ate @ hans den bought e 14kg weights @ liang seng @ 63 & a pair of ankle [not v heavy thou] den took e cab hm... e cab driver didnt 1 2 drive us in coz he was goin 2 amk but my route 'forced' him 2 drive in hehe~ den nua while i burnt e cds after tt we took e bus 2 bugis den she went hm liao...

blog end track: jay - 藉口

5/10

blog start track: 50c - in da club

went 2 mit san n cavin @ sunshine plaza den went 2 5/10 n drank w em... been v long since i last drank so drank abit mayb 2-3 mugs... waited 4 kk & seth but they came up den u-turned coz they tot it was 'weird' well its late liao 10+ of coz e place'll b packed... sum1 opens e dr those inside look out's oso norm... dunno wats so weird... after tt went down 2 tok den go hm liao... didnt train 4 a few days liao... beta get back 2 it else slack n back 2 sq 1 again...

blog end track: 50c - in da club

20040820

entertainin thurs...

blog start track: urc2003 - stellar cloud

went 2 e spa tis am n did e infra machine n lynn asked me 2 do e pressor, seemed there's a confusN there n sum1 tried 2 intro 2 me 2 sum food ctrl pills so when i went hm, tio gan liao lor... borin...

went 2 mit giraffe after tt @ city hall, den walked 2 liang seng, didnt find anithin entertainin there, den moved over 2 suntec n ate sakae, ate my fill ^_^ went 2 buy ankle guard, lp, e futuro was alittle too tight 4 me T_T went 2 arcade den he went 4 aikido... bye giraffe c u mayb 2 wks time...

he helped me ask his fren, norman 2 teach me bladin [@ last i'll learn how 2 blade liao], so prob'll start next sat

went 2 5/10 w e vcd i got 4 san n met cavin there... toked abt muaythai n trainin n san said tt she'll train w me mayb 2-3x per wk... so im goin 2 get a pair of thai pads + increasable wts 2 train... mayb sat if she's free... in tis way, it'll benefit us... coz she can get sum basic moves n i ve sum1 2 train n motivate me... ganbareh~

blog end track: steve scott - reachin

20040818

muay thai #11

blog end track: kw's sound cafeteria - everybody

reached @ 1700 n started 2 train... skipped, shadow, padwk... w my injured rite leg so not everythin's smooth -_-" joe rmbed tt i wanted 2 borrow e vcds frm him hehe ^_^ n while i was kickin e bag, he came over n corrected my kick; seems ive been kickin incorrectly 4 a v long time T_T [no wonder my legs r injured]

e correct way 2 kick: lift up e kickin leg 2 as high as possible, den turn/pivot e supportin leg outwards [as u wld swing a baseball bat], against e bag with e kickin leg's side hand swang out [4 e momenterm], den pull e leg back after e kick 2 e guard stance

seems tt due 2 prolong incorrect kickin, my rite feet's swollen, so not enuff strength 2 support 4 e left kick, which results in it bein quite bad... aniwae trainin started @ 1900 w oni 5 pax... e norm stuff as usual, juz tt we had revisions n more on e knee, which i had alittle difficulty doin it coz of my build T_T no bag punchin but padded sparrin, as it 5 pax, i paired up e joe. e spar was head block+punch catch & punch catch+straight/x-block; so its arm & leg block combos... i muz admit tt im not fast enuff 2 raise my hands up 2 block his punches so even if i can block it, e impact wld stil 'bounce' e gloves on2 me, so i stil get hit... @_* den trainin ended after e strength trainin n cool down... sun's e last lesson of e baxic coz liao... shld b goin 2 break 4 1wk 4 my legs 2 rest b4 goin 4 fightin-fit ^_^

blog end track: snuff music - rite thing

smallest class ever

havin ict231 ~ sys analysis & design tut n e class's real small ~ oni 6? dun ask y... mayb coz others took it? or not ready 4 it? e prev lec was a jovial flippino guy quite yandao but suhendry's not bad, althou he's an indonesian but english's an internatNal lang isnt it? well ait mayb his 1st sch so tts y... hope 2 enjoy it more thou its my worse traits... 2 analyze b4 doin stuffs...

20040816

borin... all e guys go ns liao...

blog start track: ocean - 孤單北半球

2dae's tp it grad i went 2 c e guys not 2 take e dip... so sad omost of em goin 4 ns tis... n wont c em 4 mayb 3 wks/3 mths/2.5 yrs... sian... jc & tst came 4 e grad, both in camp liao so both crew cut & tanned, cool sia~ saw jc's mrs chow, really got e sacian sey hehe n quite chio ^_^ den went back 4 lec... after tt met em @ suntec's sky garden 2 take pics ^_^ so fast every1 go ns liao... msn n irc'll b v quiet... T_T

blog end track: shin - 沒有你的夜

20040815

muay thai #10

blog start track: gasp - heaven's a place on earth

went early n saw joe havin personal trainin w a gal, she's gd w her kicks ^_^ den self-trained [skippin, warm-up, shadow, padwk] den trainin started... 2dae's technique's back elbow [2 b used after e front elbow missed] n handheld padwk & i was paired w juliet all e way til trainin ended... so fast n next wed's e last lesson [but its e 2nd last 4 me coz missed1] n im not really in2 shape so goin 2 self train more @ hm [1 hr conditNin + 1 hr shadow] else lvl2'll kill me b4 i turn in2 a killin machine myself -_-"

watched 'beautiful boxer', e moves were fantastic, wonder'll i learn ani? but those r kinda deadly n cmf inflict injuries 2 e whackee...

blog end track: f.i.r - 你的微笑

20040812

20040811

muay thai #9

blog start track: jay - 7里香

national day eve's trainin was cancelled so 2day's #8... reached there @ 5 but saw e 'closed' sign so tot no 1 was in n roamed ard 4 abt 1 hr den pushed e door... it seemed lisa 4got 2 turn e 'closed' 2 'open'... -_-" aniwae changed den self-trained w skippin, shadow, padwk n my kickin seemed 2 ve b 'restored' mayb coz of e rest ^_^ well trainin was as usual n e techniques of e train was e vertical elbow & punch catchin... after tt was sparrin which's 2 jab catches + 1 kick block... den cooled down...

toked 2 nic abt muaythai n stuff n lisa while waitin... saw joe & wa spar... real fast n forceful man... wonder if i can b like em @ lvl4, e full-contact sparrin... n joe's an endurance-man; heard frm lisa tt he can run all e way 2 bedok jetty n return 2 skip 4 1 hr [he omost nv stops whilst skippin... pacin w him's v beneficial hehe...] n trains hard, no wonder he has 8 packs... *drool* ^_^ wanted 2 borrow e muaythai vcds & cd but apparently he 4got n i was too paiseh 2 get frm him so get it on sun...

joe's my idol & im goin 2 train hard 2 b lk him; e STEEL man 2 kick bags n legs w/o flinchin w an ultra gd fig ^_^

blog end track: snap - ive got e power

1st dae of sch @ ait...

blog start track: kenny g - asian dreams

1st lec [mmdb aka multimedia db] started @ 0900 til 1200... 3 hrs lec @ 1 go... killer rite? well mmdb ve lecs, tuts, assignment, exams [as usual]... e assignment's 2 design a mmdb w images, audio & video files n i ve preliminary decided 2 do muay thai... goin back 2 bxg 2 dig 4 info...

4 hrs of nuain time... went 2 sls 2 get a mouse den 2 san's office 2 lunch... cammed this fat ginger cat tt looked lk garfield... hehe ^_^

back 2 ait 4 sad [aka systems analysis & design] but its really quite SAD coz analysis seemed 2 b my worst trait... n it is... oni 'touched' it in yr1 iiso... so its goin 2 b quite a challenge... as usual 2 assignments [analysis & design], participatN mks n of coz, e EXAM...

o man its juz day 1 n im feelin so shacked... gotta buck up... i came 2 get HDs [higher distinctN] or @ least Cs [credit] so no Ps or Ss [no supps...] so im goin 2 buy e txtbks [they r gonna help else i'll b in HELL] o ya 2 of e 'supposed' lecs r leavin/transferin so 2 newbies, wonder how it'll b w em... tink im e oni native in my classes... borin... but well e gd thing's no INTERFERENCES coz NO grp assignments... hew~ o ya n my 7 yo printer seemed 2 ve died on me, yet again... o man... 1 2 scrimp n save oso cannot... y muz make me spend $...

blog end track: kenny g - silhouette

20040810

i hate formattin...

blog start track: e usual suspects - shared luvers

4matted e pc 4 sch... n of coz things cropped up as per norm... e nav outgoin mail scan kips popin up when there's no mail bein SENT... so ve 2 re-4mat [w/o backin up okasan's emails... damn...]
after re-4mattin, e mouse got problem... e mouse was wkin fine b4 e windows updates were installed [didnt install mouse driver] den after e major reboot it juz died... changed batt oso not use... installed driver oso no use... unplug & reboot den plug oso no use... cry 4 sos oso no use so goin 2 buy new mouse... so suay...

blog end track: e usual suspects - shared luvers

20040804

muay thai #8

blog start track: limp bizkit - faith

2dae was on x-block & elbowin... e moves seem simple but e crux's how 2 exe em forcefully, accurate n professionally... lk i noe how 2 kick but how 2 kick correctly n accurately's e main thing... guess ve 2 prac more on em liao... e coz's endin soon so beta buck up so tt things wont b so bad @ lvl 2...

sch startin on tues...wonder how it wld b...

blog end track: limp bizkit - faith

20040802

fallen *

blog start track: mono - life in mono

tis pm thing told me tt mr quah had passed away... it was kinda shockin coz earlier news were tt he had recovered n was well 3 wks ago til his body rejected e treatment n he was gone in e am...

tinkin back 2 e yrs when i was in sch trainin under him... true tt there were times we really dislked him 2 e core but there were oso times where we luffed it all... takin e last look it was lk he aged alot... but he sure led a colorful life in teachin, trainin n sports...

many teachers & students were there too many were cryin... we stayed 4 e prayer & left after tt...

may he rest in peace but he shall not b forgotten... amen

blog end track: mono - life in mono

20040801

muay thai #7

blog start track: 5566 - 我難過

as usual i went earlier & trained... tink im havin phobia on kickin... ever since i got bruised @ e left shin i dun dare 2 kick hard w it fearin tt i'll make it worse... but every muaythai fighter ve gone thru tis phase... i call it e hardenin phase where e legs get used 2 e kickin n slammin of punch bags 2 it... goin 2 overcome it... had sum kick-pad w x-blocks & continuous kickin which i didnt do well too coz not balanced so was 'jumpin' instead of pivotin e leg back after e kick, stable den raise n kick again... sigh~ tink i'll ve alot more conditNin 2 do b4 i lvl up...

blog end track: shin - 千年之戀

20040728

muay thai #6

blog start track: simple plan - perfect

rushed 2 dohby ghaut n e bus 2 amber den ran thru e underpass [coz an obasan seemed quite 'terrified' of me as thou im a snatcher -_-"] changed n did e warm ups... 2day was combo of punch+kick & block+kick w more n more bag punchin... after tt was padwk w joe [my instructor]... realized after e lessons tt my rite kick seems not bad but e left ve a 'major' problem: e lift 2 kick isnt v high = cant kick high enuff... goin 2 wk on it... after trainin did sum shadow @ e gym... e amusin thing was tt joe tot i was 14-15 when i told him i was 20 wahaha~ so 'flattered' ^_^ goin 2 proceed 2 fightin-fee --> fighter --> advanced so shld b able 2 complete everythin by yr end provided trainin's 2x/wk ^_^

where im trainin @: http://www.bxgfitness.com

lisa [nic's wife aka yoga instructor] recommended authentic original plain green tea 4 metabolism rate increase & oil cleansin 2 aid me in e trainin n weight losin... so been drink tt 4 2 days... reali quite gd juz tt it makes u hungry so ve 2 tink of healthy snacks instead of junk food... quite sinful if u lose 1kg but gorge urself w 1 pkt of chips tt'll prob + 1.5kg back... no meanin rite?

b it weight losin, trainin 2 b proficient in skills, job promo or anithin u do; it'll progress little by little but u muz oso ve e willpower, heart & correct mindset... nv 好高騖遠... small gains or rather e 'gd stuff' pple tell u may as well b an oasis... its all in e mind n oni u can ctrl it coz its solely urs

blog end track: oasis - little by little

20040725

muay thai #5

blog start track: dj blood rush - ravin til sunrise

mizzed wed's trainin so went earlier n self-trained 4 abt 45mins... saw a new class of wkin adults quite blur wahaha [i was e same den]... did shadow boxin n bag punchin & kickin... well wed was on guard so nothin real missed... did kick sparrin w shin guards n i was w joe, e instructor; his kick's real smooth n hope i'll b kickin lk him soon ^_^

blog end track: dj blood rush - rush

20040721

wisdom tooth day #2

blog start track: kylie - in ur eyes 

ok im now hm nuain... dunno y pple say can lose wt when prob u can eat anithin xcept 2 move ard coz movement pumps blood... o ya n im mizzin trainin 2nite... borin... nothin 2 do... sian...
 
blog end track: yan zi - 了解

20040720

wisdom tooth sux...

o man i had 3 of e 5 of em extracted in 17 mins shld i call it a record? aniwae it hurts lk hell now... bleedin... sorin... achin... swellin lk a pig head... watelse cld happen? o ya missin 4 days of wk... e painkiller's supposed 2 ko me but seems its not wkin coz e wound's stil painful now... o man... shit... nv extract em unless they harm u even thou u ve e $ 2 throw... btw if u ve, pls donate em 2 e 'int'l JOY foundation' ur generousity's greatly appreciated thx

20040717

muay thai #4

blog start track: jay - 他的睫毛

2dae was mainly on combos, shadow& padwk... e usual but more intensity & endurance... moves r gettin beta w each lessons, so r e strength trainin... hope 2 get in shape asap so tt lvl2'll b managable ^_^

blog end track: jay - 他的睫毛

20040714

muay thai #3

blog start track: evanscence - bring me 2 life

2day's abt punches & kicks combo n well i did 1 'real gd' 1... 2 punch+rite kick = imbalance = sendin myself flyin n crashin 2 e flr... ouch~ e flr was alittle slippery n sum1 was in e same state as me earlier so its nothin 2 b paiseh abt ^_^ ve 2 get used 2 bangin here n there, against e bags, flr n pple coz its gonna get tougher future... goin 2 brush up on all e basic so can progress, includin e strength trainin: skippin, crunches, pushups mine kinda sux @_*

rainin heavily after trainin so hit e gym n did sum wkout...

warnin: if u dun ve cash, dun get a tibs cab coz they oni take cash n no cards T_T

blog end track: nic tse - 不愛跳舞

20040711

muay thai #2

blog start track: nic tse - 不愛跳舞

2dae's all abt kickin... main focus was on e middle kick but i tend 2 go either too high or too low... e pivotin wasnt tt gd too so goin 2 prac more on it ^_^

had a hair cut @ ms... its lk a maze w all e reno goin on... had tony romas w kk & seth
real fillin well its $112 but we had e i-chqs so tt solved e problem ^_^

blog end track: nic tse - 不愛跳舞

20040707

muay thai #1

blog start track: akira - piece of heaven

ok im finally in2 muaythai... its fun n here's how trainin goes:

warm up
2 mins of skippin [increasin w e lesson; & i blew my toe skin @ e beginnin T_T]
stretches

trainin
techniques gainin w guidance [1st lesson: l&r guardin stances, jabs & crosses]
bag punchin

kool down
push ups & sit ups [increasin]
stretches

n tts how a trainin routine goes im there 2x wkly n goin 2 do my own conditNin in order 2 kip n advance w e trainin ^_^ kinda sloug now n I HATE IT!~ k... so dun say im fat blah^3 im wkin on it k~ juz give me time @_* n there's not bashin n thrashin xcept w e coaches & bags k e ring's my ideal n tts when i get 2 e next stage I'LL B UP THERE 1 DAY!~

blog end track: e usual suspects - china gal

20040705

watzup these days???

blog start track: akira - piece of heaven

abt wk
its past 3 wks since i started wk... was @ e edgerton rack doin localized installatN den transfered 2 celsius rack doin installatN [yet again] & ui testin... job nature's e same juz tt e hw's diff... as compared 2 mc where i had diff things 2 do: testin, doc, researchin; juz tt tis's kinda mono & bearin w sum earaches...

abt sch
sent in enrolment 4 murdoch/ait waitin 4 e reply tis wk... if they dun 1 me, i'll prob stay @ wk til e enrolment starts 4 e other schs...

abt muaythai
trainin starts on wed, hopin 2 train up... been nua since i left sac abt 3.5 yrs back...

blog end track: oasis - little by little

20040624

e 2 teachers...

blog start track: nic tse - 只有為你再活一天

another wk has passed @ test n im stil zzz in e office as usual... cant stay awake so sian... n yeow's quite a problem... he's actually tokin 2 himself whilst doin e tests as if sum1's replyin him... o my god... =_=

well im juz back frm mache... ate there w sw + tty + xx didnt eat much coz not tt hungry but toked alot... abt sch abt wats goin on abt homo abt wk abt wateva we came up w... took e train back no cabs ard den i got off @ farrar park n she continued e way up hm... geez dunno y i 'lked' her in e past really dunno mayb it was e feel @ tt time... well its diminished now...

changed e studs 2 2 spikes [they r soft not hard] n my suntattoos r faded after tt day @ east coast... o man wata waste but it oso means i wasnt tt tan although i was burnt... sigh~

blog end track: nic tse - 因為愛所以愛

20040620

happy tree frenz + wwe...

music: wkrz internet bc

sat

ok im prob either too stressed out or too bo liao tt i went 2 get a 2nd ear hole done @ ps 77th st juz above e xistin 1; noein tt zzmm'll b screamin @ me once she c it... sigh~ mayb im alittle nutty... tot of e rite but dun 1 2 bear w e possible tt i ve 2 slp on my back or front whole nite coz not able 2 turn sideways... tink im startin 2 get abit sm [self-maniac]... but stil i 'howled' lk a wolf when she punched it... new & fresh ear holes r DEFINITELY more PAINFUL den re-punched ear holes... verified by me... a~woo~

well went 2 make e ic n i look lk i juz got bashed in e foto [color ver] early in e am when sum r stil zz; includin me if possible. den met kk 4 breakfast den rotted til 1+ n 3+ til seth n san came... dunno y ended up @ 5-10 @ nite oni knew i was zzz there... no mood 2 drink...

had supper @ den hm... zzz


sun

went 2 east coast n tried skatin n we had happy tree frenz + wwe when kk wanted 2 hold me n dunno y she grabbed my head n i lost my balance n fell backwards n she came crashin down on me [kinda lk those scenes where 1 opponent wld down e other by e neck n crash him]... wanted 2 get up den she crashed on me so might as well lie flat ko... kk vs sadako: sadako ko... released her 3 oversized terrapins in2 e pond den cycled 2 siglap where i gotta wrong dir frm giraffe but managed 2 get there w bb's dir heng tt his office used 2 b @ katong ^_^ den back 2 kk's hm n nua there n im finally back hm now w a spinnin head... dunno if'll burn tmr lk v-dae when i got in2 burns...

kk'll b join us @ test juz a matter of where she'll b posted 2...

20040617

tioman shots

pics frm my tioman holidae dated 020504~040504 r posted here:

tioman humans & animals

tioman skies & seas

take a look when u guys r free ^_^

veron... yet again...

blog start track: jay - 忍者

gettin used 2 ghostin n rebootin often nowadays...

met veron [san got her out] but it seemed 2 ve a drastic effect on e 4 of us... her looks r nice but her makeup's thick so kinda artifical... hehe voice too... sigh~ but she seems 2 click w san... didnt tok much 2 her dunno y mayb turned off liao haha but she seems lk e kind wantin 2 b pampered so... dunno lar... heck... went kbox not really in e mood 2 sing dunno y too nvm... zzz...

blog end track: eason - 兄妹

20040615

new job... sum hopes...

blog start track: andy - 當我遇上你

started wk 2dae @ t-est doin unit testin on printers driver installatN on a range of lang os... used norton ghost, so ghostin omost every few mins... but e environment's not bad quite free 2 slack & nua... e pay's gd as well hehe [tts e main purpose mah] tink shld b able 2 survive there 4 quite sumtime... e jobs gd but e time sux... 0830 @ e office wakin @ 0715 n prob rush thru... zzz... well $ dun drop frm e sky, u ve 2 earn ur own kip k... another thing's there's no music, no naps, no snacks, no msn, no icq, no ie nothin xcept printers, ghost, pc, mse, kb, monitor, test cases n more rebootin... but @ least got seth 2 tok 2, bird n ? tmr [if same loc] & hp ^_^

cardholder mizzin 4 1 wk... stil ve ard 1 wk b4 i ve 2 go n make my ic @ $100 n waitin time of 1 mth... sian...

ait stil hasnt reply me abt e appeal, sian... wonder if they ve 4gotten... im sincere in studyin k... dun 1 2 do testin 4 e rest of my life so gimme me a chance k? loh~ben~ni, wata hell did u do 2 my transcripts?~ T_T

blog end track: safri duo - played alive

20040614

yeah got job liao ^_^

blog start track: she - super*

yeah i got a job liao... after 1.5 mths of nuain, slackin, lamin... i got a temp job as hp printer tester... pay isnt tt fantastic but e 1.5x ot & 2x sun/ph r enuff 2 @tract me liao hehe... hope 2 get e max outta it so can finance pt of e notebk ^_^ @ least life wont seem so meaninless, so slack, so lame... whole dae eat, nua, zzz; e cycle's ongoin nv non-breakable...

blog end track: she - super*

20040612

borin...

life's sucha bore when u ve nothin 2 do... at hm n outside... at hm n outside... but sum1 offered me 20/dae 2 trap me @ hm mayb durin tis period of time i can come up w sumthin 4 e flashes ^_^ cardholder stil missin dunno where's it... dunno if it'll eva return 2 my side... if it doesnt i'll ve 2 re-make alot of things... borin chore... i return pple's stuff 2 em when i find it but no 1 does e same 4 me... T_T

20040610

top 10 reasons y pple smoke

01. go chiong zo bo
02. wk time pple go 4 long breaks whilst u r in there bz wkin
03. stress
04. zzz tendency whilst wkin
05. my frenz smoke
06. its not an addictN as long as u dun puff all day long
07. i puff coz pple offer me
08. im hooked
09. i die if i dun ve it
10. life's a bore w/o it
note: tis's not ranked accordin 2 ani criterias k so if ani1 feels lk whackin me too bad & mayb abit bo liao since tis aint ani offical statistics

conclusN: pple smoke 4 mani diff reasons both logical & illogical: rational & irrational they noe they r burnin $ n life away but they stil do it v funni rite? haha mayb tis's wat they call life =_=

20040608

gone wallet...

o man i lost my wallet... cancelled e debit card... no cash... juz cards... n e most impt e ic... o man sian... damn...

20040607

bo liao doin...

blog start track: eason - 十面埋伏

been job huntin tis 1.5 mths... it, office, f&b, retail but all seemed quite hopeless... now re-tinkin abt goin ait 4 e murdoch it bach... resolutN: not 2 get donkeys animore coz its priced @ 8k/yr... real x lor... but since sum1 1 2 'invest' in me den go lor... aniwae my it dip's a goner w 12 donkeys... so might as well lvl up 4 a beta cert w beta grades ^_^ was @ cartel siglap on thurs 4 interview n there was tis chio server, kevlyn tt bounced out n asked me wat cake i wanted... haha we call her e pop-up gal ^_^ as 4 veron, lets juz 4get abt her... sian liao... tink she doesnt 1 2 contact since i 'dug up her past'...

bein in2 flash these daes... hopin 2 come up w sumthin so can get sum freelance projs if possible... ideals, innovations, creativity... sumthin outta space...

hm @mosphere quite heated since ive been out late these nites... y stay hm n suffocate? sum1 says 'juz tell me u'll b out late so i dun ve 2 worry' but when i say im out late she'll say 'always out late' or 'whose b-dae's it again' damn...

perhaps im juz too stuffed up tt i nid 2 do sumthin 2 let it go so i went 2 re-pierce my earhole @ e same spot tt got in2 shit tt time... doesnt seemed tt painful tis time round but e stud's smaller [w 'jewel'] so abit gu-niang... but wateva...

so sian... later goin back 2 tp 2 get e syllabus n get info abt murdoch n sg open uni... hope can mit mandy...

blog end track: cake - i'll survive

20040606



garFIELD s|o|d

20040603

wat ive been up 2

blog start track: david - dear god

abt e freelancer...
ok every1 ve a job pt or ft they ve a job... but y not me? im @ least a Donkey... been on e net lookin 4 jobs, flipin papers sendin resumes everywhere but no reply... nothin nothin nothin... shall b more eager... more optimistic... more despo... more +ve... more... -_-" i nid $ 2 pay bills n etc... nid wk 2 kip me occupied b4 i bcum... wat they say 'ivy 2nd' tt sux k...

abt dela e fat ass bitch
y i call her a fat ass bitch... she's no dino but can occupy 2 stools n im sandwiched bet her n e table so's it my fault? no rite? her singin aint ani beta den me n lks 2 'mock sing' til its audible... watelse? she's a rude [no manners 2 ask 4 things] n selfish wantin san 2 tok 2 b w her n 'calls pple @ her beck n call' wtf... but 1 thing in common: i do no click w all 3 of san's gf i repeat: i do no click w all 3 of san's gf if u ask me 2 get her 2 ktv or dine w us, i say: she'll noe wats hell wats fucked up wats all e bad things abt us... damn damn damn... she's no posh she's a posh act tt cant pull it off... not classy nothin... figure: long legs + short body + big head + thick makeup + big mouth tts her...

blog end track: simple plan - perfect

20040601

sianerism...

blog start track: shin - 想你的夜

dun ask me y its so quiet here i oso 1 2 noe y... im stil v nua v slack v lag v shit... every1 got a job xcept me... wanted 2 try cartel 4 e asst supervisor but didnt do so coz dun 1 zzmm 2 kpkb now i lost e chance n waitin 4 another... sent out 2 resumes last nite n hopin 4 replies... funds runnin low HELP!!! can sum1 pls write me a valid UNFILLED cheque? thx ar... dealt a few hps lately [i aint any agent; juz 2nd hand dealer] models: zircon z3, samsung s200 & e700a, nokia 8310 & 3660, panasonic x70, se t630... tts how life's... nite life's costly shall cut down on it...

as 2 her, i tink lets 4get it... nv planned 2 do anithin juz tt THEY, ya THEY asked me 2 advance n so after e THING happened they asked me 2 4get it [well nothin actually happened, juz a couple of calls] y do pple lk askin me 2 do things i dun lk...

my life = go out tio gan, stay hm tio gan, go online spend time lookin 4 job tio gan, dun look 4 job tio gan, 1 2 wk tio gan, 1 2 study tio gan, everythin tio gan... life sux everythin sux...

pple say 'try lar dun try u dunno' but if u can anticipate e outcome n its BAD y try? 2 give urself tt tiny hope? tt'll disintegrate in2 greater despair? sian... nua... slack... lag...

blog end track: simple plan - dun wanna tink abt u

20040522

puss in boots ~meow~

blog start track: jewel - intutition

went 2 watch shrek2 2dae... puss in boots's so kawaii w e 'hamtaro' eyes ^_^ he can b a cat-keteer or a typical hsehold cat tt yearns 4 ur hug haha~ he can say 'i'll handle it' n act cute in front of enemies den spring an attack on em after they 'fall in luv' w him... -_-" sly rite but he's stil so cute... in his tiny boots which not many cats can wear so kawaii ^_^ e plot's lk aniother fairy tale juz tt there's a gingerbread giant, an evil fairy godmother, a ts ugly stepsister n a ogre couple ^_^





blog end track: boa - jewel song

20040515

|!fe of a permanent slacker

blog start track: jay - 3年2班

ive been cyclin here there everywhere these nites... xplorin sg when e buses r gone n traffic's cooled... eatin supper... reachin hm @ 0500 n zzz til 1700... n these goes on n on... sent out 4 apps but none came back... not even tt of an admin asst... study? get a D-egree? waste e $? n time strugglin? wk? qualified? dun mind wkin low but can sum1 @ least give me a chance? a hope? wk @ a cafe n e 1 @ hm'll say 'u r a diploman wkin in a cafe?' c? i 1 2 wk but she juz sux... den wat u 1 me 2 do? wk in a hospital lis? maintainin e hospital's it infrastructure? juz 1 2 rest relax n tink things thru... dun 1 2 do there coz its strings pullin... n i dun 1 em 2 say anithin bad abt her... i didnt look 4 job? as if its so damn fuckin ez 2 get 1? w my kind of D-iploma how 2 get? damn y no 1 understands... e main things in it lk programmin, web, asp, security, sys admin, db, netwkin im a D-onkey k... who wld 1 a person lk tis? damn fuck shit crap lies... not serious in wk... interruptin others... weak... blur... slow... thrash... as if i 1? damn...

blog end track: savage garden - animal song

20040512

hapi b-dae 2 me

blog start track: future trance united - face 2 face

110504
went 2 e spa n tried e gel wrap compressN n sauna alittle was lost, well slimmin takes time n w a balanced diet so cuttin down on fried stuff n if carbo input high den do more 2 output it ^_^ sent 4 apps out hopin 4 e replies...

120504
hapi b-dae 2 me!~ its me again n im 2x10 = 20 but stil i look lk 15 wahaha aniwae went 2 find kk n cycled 2 ms den 2 kopitiam w lynn n i got my 1st cake: tiramisu cheesecake [not v tasty] aniwae thx guys ^_^ den lata's dinner w okasan n dunno wats after tt aniwae its time 2 zzz... -_-

blog end track: she - 冰箱

20040511

veron...

blog start track: jay - 上海1943

sum1 who found me on fridae... sum1 i chatted on msn n fridae... sum1 ive oni seen on pics... sum1 whos voice i oni heard recently... sum1 whos voice's hi-pitched n 'sweet'... sum1 whose face doesnt match tt of e pic of her profile but e 1 posted @ e gfs... sum1 who looks kawaii n sweet... sum1 who luvs e fun n party... sum1 who 1s 2 break off w a dominatin ctrller... sum1 who called me 4 sos... sum1 whos a black horse lk me... sum1 whos ideal partner ht's > 1.6... sum1 whom i mayb tinkin... sshh... ^_^

blog end track: 阿杜 - rite here waitin

blogger revamped

blog start track: grasshoppers - 失樂園

blogger revamped w alot of new features includin an in-hse comment sys ^_^ my bike's oso revamped... - e thick stands but cruisin juz as gd as b4 ^_^ so r my teeth after e tormentin scalin T_T [abit sm] w 1) gum disease 2) retainers rebuild 3) wisdom tooth xtractN [didnt noe i had 1 so im 'wise' after all haha~] diagnosed n its goin 2 b rounds of torture in future -_-"

blog end track: 5566 - 冷風過境

20040509

god damn fuck it E WORLD'S UNFAIR

blog start track: shin - 好樣的

god damn fuck it e world's so damn unfair!!! kyu did nothin^n n yet he got a C 4 mp n i got a damn D!!! y!!! he did nothin... no codin no doc no report no presentatN oni noe how 2 leech n tok shit durin evaluatN n presentatN i did things reported wat ive done n y i got a D??? y??? tis world's so damn unfair... T_T" even e tag board's down... fuck...

blog end track: shin - 好樣的

20040507

失業皇帝公告天下: 放榜了

blog start track: david - blue moon + sumware over e rainbow

yeah e results r out n of coz i passed all... 1 bear 2 cats 1 donkey [mp] among those i asked i seemed 2 b e worst... -_-" aniwae its over 4 me n its time 2 get a job; not tinkin of goin pte-u since i'll prob nid 2 spend ard 2 yrs there based on my donkey-grades... been goin out these daes since im back ^_^ goin 2 counter temptatN n get on w my dietin ^_^

blog end track: 阿桑 - 葉子

20040505

back frm tioman

blog start track: kenny g - everlastin

epilogue
ok im back frm tioman ^_^ e scenery's real gd mayb secondary 2 redang isle... program of e daes:

dae 1
had a long journey frm sg 2 tg gemok bumpy ride n i was usual zzz... den a swayin ride frm tg gemok 2 tioman... total time = 9+ hrs... n i reached there @ ard 1500-1600... >_< den checked in n zzz til dinner... e food n drinks there r real cheap... bottle of vodka @ rm33 [sgd16.5] den zzz... there were 2 bunch of guai lans there too... damn... 'my holidae is ruined by e fucked up of guai lans'... but there were oso mani cats there ~meow~ ^_^

dae 2
missed breakfast all ko... went snorkelin 2 e corals n e marine park... saw all e corals n fishes... den lunch + rumi burgers... fed e fishes @ e jetty n they sure eat alot... den nua til dinner had drinks @ e lounge... 2 shots/cup @ rm6 [sgd3] can u blieve? crab @ rm21 [sgd10.5]... zzz...

dae 3
had breakfast quite sumptous... den nua n checked out... ferry back 2 tg gemok, sat @ e deck n got burnt *ouch* den bus 2 jb... hell ride bumpy n swayin... e omnibus was goin @ 150kpm... *faint*... went 2 holiday plaza n got sum stuff [魔蒂, xbox games n grelims dvd]... den a cab back 2 sg... e 霸王車's damn x lor sgd35 n tibs was sgd28 back hm... den nua... met san 2 pass her e dvd den back hm... awakened by a tortosie...

prologue
tioman's real relaxin... e sun... sea... clouds... skies... h2o... view... suites... food... drinks... pple... cats... fishes... they eat anithin n everythin abt it... they eat twisties, crabs, frankies, bread... n they fight too... most of e time was spent zzz... e sofa bed was v gd 2 nua haha... cammed alot of pics... n jb kfc 2 piece meal's oso real cheap sgd4 [2 piece, reg pepsi, coleslaw, whipped potato] ^_^

blog end track: mayday - 恆星的恆心

20040426

im an angel + a halo on my head

blog start track: sammi - 808

met kk @ ms 2 watch 'dawn of e dead' its reali lk 'hse of e dead' w pple shootin e undead corpses in e head... alot of blood n gore though... tink e endin's every1 dies n e globe's infested w these shit... saw e trailer of 'van helsing' n 'shrek 2' cfm goin 2 watch coz helsing's so cool w my fav western theme of dracula, werewolves n goths... n shrek 2 coz of puss in boots... he's so kawaii ^_^

im an angel
picked up a sim card at ard hello shop @ citylink n tested it out: its stil connected 2 e netwk... so we tried 2 find e owner n it was a she but she was watchin a movie @ tt time so had dinner w kk's mum @ bugis n waited 4 her... her bf came 2 get e card [quite yandao] so xcepted e she shld look quite sweet/cute since her voice sounds so too ^_^ but nv saw her coz she moved off in a cab... got a strawberry cake, heart shaped summore hahaha branded k... breadtalk...

den hm 2 nua... til e next time i go out...

blog end track: eason - 十面埋伏

20040422

MOTD of e dae...

blog start track: shin - 不認輸

NOTICE
im currently declared jobless since e moment i stepped out of e exam rm on 200404 1530
but i do ve an occupation: 失業皇帝 hahaha
if ani1 ve a job 4 me, pls ctrl+v e url here so i can apply 4 it... thx pple ^_^

200404
e adnk paper was kinda breeze n i realli mean it k... omost everythin frm e lec & tut appeared n stared @ me... n of coz im grinnin 2 myself since its a cfm pass w min a CAT k... hope it's beta...

went 2 citi hall 2 mit kk, seth n ivy... went 2 cuttin edge 4 e haircut n its real short i say but im used 2 it juz tt they tot it was too short... -_-" n loria's not cuttin there ani more... T_T" e chioest hairstylist there's gone...

walked ard n 1ed 2 eat ljs but there was a h20 supply cut off so we went 2 suntec... over @ e fdcourt we saw on e news tt pt of e nicoll hiway collapsed n there was an xplosN... howeva e press releases of lta n scdf were quite contradictin...
lta: e loud sound heard was due 2 e wall collapsed n there wasnt ani xplosN
scdf: e loud sound was coz by an xplosN of e gas pipe
fact: there's a fire n it shld ve been cozed by e xplosN else can sum1 xplain y there's a fire... kns... cock... crap... lies... coverage... shit... damn... fuck...

den i msged 無賴男 2 c where he was n of coz he's fine else he wldnt b msgin me whilst drivin... n of coz e usual crap n stuff... kns...

w nothin 2 do we decided 2 go hm... ms, citi hall n suntec were real quiet... so were 2 st after nicoll hiway... suddenly it seems tt sg can b real quiet... ssshhh... since pples' faces were black... >_<

210404
zzz til 1530... regainin my status as a ft zzz slacker... n saw william hung on e worst ver of AI where they had those bhb suxers... dled 2 albums:

william hung - inspiratN
tis guy i tell u his singin real damn sux... o my god n he can cut an album damn... i can even sing beta den him... but y dun i ve 1? wats e world comin 2??? tink ricky martin n enrique iglesias'll b hoppin mad now since he degraded their songs... n his voice's real o my god... 耳朵受罪... 造孽... n yet i dled e album >_<
ratin: 4/10 entertainment: 9/10 (i luffed my head off when i heard it @ towers)

shin - 海闊天空
e album's so nice, so rock, so power... xcept tt e #1 top track 海闊天空 sux... y ve 2 do translatN singin??? but they oso ve a duet w 戴愛玲, her voice's real high... n e song had abit of their signature chinese theme ^_^ but overall e album's real gd...
ratin: 9/10

blog end track: shin [阿信]+戴愛玲 - 千年之戀

20040418

end of torment daes

blog start track: twins~charlene - 下一站天后

ok i noe its ages since i last blogged k so im doin so now...

mp
ok mp's finally over... had 2 presentations n stuff n sucha k... cant worry abt e grades but i tink they understand abt our limitatNs... kyu as usual's a bum... formal = short sleeve + pants + leather shoes... *faint* cant b bothered...

mbdp
tis's oso done... juz tt its uncompleted in e end... ** gave kyu 8/40 rating... n me bein a big blurry, gave him 24/40... *sianz*

170404
met kk & seth early n we went suntec... den i rushed back 2 sch 2 submit e cmsk (last assignment yeah~) den back 2 city hall... n was tinkin of where 2 go... den mr 無賴男 called me n asked 2 go bukit merah 4 lan... wao lao eh v far leh... den after 'heated' negotatN n directN misses, we went 2 signature (e pub tt lynn wks @ n e beer's so gaseous = soda+tiger) there kk dared me 2 sing machi didi's 電動王 n i sang but she broke her side of e dare... *loser* den we went 2 newton 4 supper... n tt guy i tell u ordered: 耗煎, hokkien noodles, chix wings n of coz crabbie haha... den we went hm...

i tink my drink lvl's down... after multiple test, e result was 2 mugs's enuff 2 ko me... aniwae my daes in tp r numbered... in 3 daes when i step out of e adnk exam rm, i'll b confered as 失業皇帝 sigh~

blog end track: eason - k歌之王 (canto)

20040405

quote...

blog start track: savage garden - santa monica


darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that.
hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that.
hate multiplies hate, violence multiplies violence, and toughness multiplies toughness in a descending spiral of destruction...
the chain reaction of evil - hate begetting hate, wars producing more wars - must be broken, or we shall be plunged into the dark abyss of annihilation.


- dr martin luther king jr -

blog end track: oasis - little by little

20040402

another dae...

blog start track: nic tse - 至少還有你

final countdown 2 end of mp... @ sat am...
woke @ 1400 yesterdae n mized all e lecs (familiar rite?) went 2 sch @ 3 n did e testin n report...

cmsk
cmsk @ 4 w thk sittin next 2 me... tt damn hypocrite... did our separate stuff didnt even 1 2 tok 2 him... disgusted... e whole class didnt do e user manual draft xcept e pet... n of coz all of us r pests...

mbdp
kh was damn mad tt he went 2 lkh n told him tt thk did nothin @ all... wao hero... asked him 2 do e server side by tmr n he rejected it omost instantly... so he gets nothin...

mp
asked cty up 4 e demo n had a discussN n he asked abt thk n we juz brushed him off... seein him havin oni 3 tasks, they gave him 2 more n i got 2 write 4 tt sucker tt prob stil stayed @ stage 230304... goin 2 write crap 4 him since his journals were crap... i cant even tink of mine... didnt zzz...

okasan
she woke up @ 0530 n opened my door n kpkb, say i dun zzz dun bathe 1 2 get sick blah^3 but e worst was tt she said i stayed out til midnite... hellp~ i didnt.... i was in sch all along til 2100 doin projects n gettin hm wld b ard 45 mins n i ve 2 eat k... damn it... not as though i was out galivantin... or wateva fuck... so juz fuck off... damn... cant b bothered w her...

more abt e 阿扁 n 連戰 of c32d lata...

blog end track: shin - 離歌

20040331

muTATed ZOMbie...

blog start track: nic tse - 因為愛所以愛

mood of e crimson skies
pitch black... wahaha its oni 0618... although e sun's up but its stil not shinin on my area... coz im @ e south east of sg... prob pple @ punggol or pasir ris area wld get it 1st...

zombie hunter ~ temenza
in case u r wonderin y m i so 'energtic' y not sae 'did u zzz?' e ans's 'ya frm 0100-0300'... if i were 2 zzz now, it wld b 'i spent e last dae of march in bed... drownin in my own drool n snorin lk a pig...' y did i not zzz... did e integrated report n realized tt e individual task desc wasnt complete... shld chase pple 4 it, includin myself since mine wasnt done...

mbdp... snail pace 4 me
** showed me e latest ver of e mpk n it was sure impressive although abit stone n slow but it was alot beta... n im stil stuck @ e separate codin phase of e rs... tink im kinda slow @ programin n i admit it... c how humble m i ^_^ goin 2 spd up n get things up n runnin... stil ve e report... btw e tuts r finally over... no more 8am classes yeah~

mp... countdown 2 sat am
mp endin soon w e codes 2 b burnt on fri n e report in on sat... after tt its juz mbdp n adnk... these few daes real bz w e gui n integratN... n blah^3... tryin 2 get things up, runnin n wkin... oni a few more daes... preserve n it'll b over...

sick pple...
kyu's down w his comp supposinly as he said so... who cares... aniwae when he returns, he'll prob sing 'its a whole new world' coz w/in daes e projs ve moved a giant's pace 2 another phase... omost endin n even if his's comp's fixed he doesnt ask 4 anithin xcept 'wat do i ve 2 write 4 e report?' provided he noes wat he done n how 2 xplain it... im oso swimmin in e ripple 2 find my share of e ocean... in fact every1's coz once integrated its kinda hard 2 define who did wat...

adnk...
wonder how i did 4 e case study... did i pass? e prac assignment had some problems i tink... but its due tmr... o my god... how? eh how i oso dunno... juz take things as it's n c wat can b done 2 salvage e situation...

juz 1.5 hrs more n i can go 2 sch... n mayb zzz in e lt while listenin 2 mandy... o ya passed kk my 8855 2 fix e batt cover n she told me she snapped e rite ledge tt was problematic... though its a perfect fit now i stil feel insecured tt e cover might juz drop soundless n i'll juz move on w/o noticin it... T_T"

=_=" <-- look these daes... if i get 2 zzz it'll b 12 < hrs... definite ko liao...
(o_o) <-- look of e dae... stoned, tryin 2 pry eyes open n'll travel 2 slumberland if left motionless 4 5 > mins...

blog end track: nic tse - 不愛跳舞

20040328

nEw StuFF on e BLOG...

blog start track: beyond - 情人

stuFF #1: 6-in-1 digicam

tis digicam's foc, compliments frm snbb... collected tis @ challenger funan tis pm...
functions: digicam, vdocam, webcam, mp3 player, sound recorder, usb mass storage
statistics: 4 megapixels, 4x digital zoom, flash, lightin modes, internal 16mb mem
xtra stuff: foc 32mb mmc supportable: 8, 16, 32, 64, 128, 256 sd/mmc
flops: heavy coz of 4 aa batts; consume energy, batt n $ -_-"
test results:
pics: gd quality pics even in nite (of coz w flash lar ^_^; finally able 2 cam e bv signature black cat liao haha)
vdo: avi format; but's of reasonable quality
webcam: smooth graphics when in medium resolution
sound: wav format; but stil clear w/o static
rating: 9/10

stuFF # 2: 2nd hand 8855

bought a 2nd hand 8855 coz sellin off e motorola v3688.. its considered as a classic slide-factor nokia hp pity tt e casin isnt all tt perfect n e ir port 'cover' was gone... aniwae i tink its quite ok @ 160 w juz e hp, batt n charger... e guy who sold it's lk e typical next door cute guy :-)~ haha im droolin wahaha ^_^

blog end track: leehom - 你合我

20040326

hOOked on j2se...

import tnemgarf.cjb.net.*;

public class mp extends c32d
{
String kyu = "ft slacker";
String leonard = "threader";
String rizal = "juz lk me: slacker";
String cty = "heapin supervisor";
String ctm = "? evaluator";
String me = "documentator";
String kyuslack = "y kyu so slack?";
String allslack = "we all slack";
String supervisor = cty;
String evaluator = ctm;
String all = ""+kyu+leonard+rizal+me+"";
boolean mp, y3s2;

public mp(String kyu, String leonard, String rizal, String cty, String ctm, String me)
{
this.kyu = kyu;
this.leonard = leonard;
this.rizal = rizal;
this.cty = cty;
this.ctm = ctm;
this.me = me;
}

public String getgrp(String kyu, String leonard, String rizal, String cty, String ctm, String me)
{
if(supervisor.!equals(cty))
{
System.out.println("mayb we wont get heaps of chim-a-logic stuff every mon");
}
else if(evaluator.!equals(ctm))
{
System.out.println("mayb we wont feel so stressed");
}
else if(kyu.!equals(kyuslack))
{
System.out.println("mayb wk may not seem tt bottomless");
}
else if(all.!equals(allslack))
{
System.out.println("mayb life wont seem tt hectic now");
}
else if(all.equals(allslack))
{
System.out.println("we all slack @ e same time");
}
else if(kyu.equals(kyuslack))
{
System.out.println("he's not e present kyu");
}
else if(supervisor.equals(cty))
{
System.out.println("we wont b able 2 get in depth stuff n yet stil bluff our way thru every mon coz he's a big blurry");
}
else if(evaluator.equals(ctm))
{
System.out.println("we wont b able 2 bluff our way thru even though we r always stressed by her");
}
else if(mp == false)
{
System.out.println("we wont b jugglin 4 projs @ 1 time");
}
else if(mp == true)
{
System.out.println("can we ve a ezier proj or rather can we ve more time?");
}
else if(me.!equals(group))
{
System.out.println("which grp wld i b in? wld i ve a beta or worse off life? wld i ve b able 2 do anithin or juz stare blankly?");
}
else if(y3s2 == true)
{
System.out.println("can we dun ve mp? or rather can we b lk ifc? wk thru e holidays w 5+- mths 2 complete it?");
}
else if(y3s2 == false)
{
System.out.println("i'll b slackin, nuain, laggin, lamin all dae long or mayb gettin thrashed by ah meng everydae");
}
}

public String getkyu()
{
return kyu;
}

public String getleonard()
{
return leonard;
}

public String getrizal()
{
return rizal;
}

public String getcty()
{
return cty;
}

public String getctm()
{
return ctm;
}

public String getme()
{
return me;
}

public static void main(String[] args)
{
mp mp = new mp("kyu", "leonard", "rizal", "cty", "ctm", "me");
String kyu = mp.getkyu();
String leonard = mp.getleonard();
String rizal = mp.getrizal();
String cty = mp.getcty();
String ctm = mp.getctm();
String me = mp.getme();
mp.getgrp(kyu, leonard, rizal, cty, ctm, me);
mp.printeverythin(mp.grp()+"\n"+"everything in if... else if...");
}
}

20040319

god damn fuck it

blog start track: coldplace - in my place proj overtaken

if u r tinkin y im so blasted now let me tell u... ive juz been tramped on by a damn fucker...
mp's almost endin now... n e damn thing's leonard changed n ate up my module n it's his his his!!! after me doin it 2x n gettin preempted... fuck... now he stands in glory in e name of integration trampin on others... n im e god condamn free loadin leech tt did 2 mini parts... damn wat e hell's tis? no eyes? admit it im not tt gd but @ least i do wat im supposed 2 do n not eat pple up n solutin e remains... n not feel anithin abt it... life in tp sux w pple lk tt... nv seems gd @ ani pt of time... damn...

blog end track: sugaray - its so ez 2 tramp on others

20040314

if ( (cMSk interVIEW ASSesMENt) && (NAPfa) ) == true...

blog start track: coldplay - in my place

thurs

had cmsk interview in e pm... supposingly 2 go 2 sch early 2 do e adnk prac but i overslpt as usual so rushed there... went 4 lecs n dozed off as usual again... wore an over sized navy blue shirt n an oversized pants (mayb i shld swap e both in sizes...) aniwae i tink e module went on quite smoothly but as 2 how i fare its up 2 e testers...

fri

had napfa @ ard 4... did 45 sit ups + 5 arm hangs + 156cm standin broad jump + 30cm sit n reach + 11.8s shuttle run + 19.55min 2.4 = i failed coz i failed 2.4 o my god... went 2 e it w kk after tt n up 2 lvls 2 e food fair n we ate our way thru wahaha walked down 2 bugis n went 2 frog prince 4 3 hrs til 0230... i tell u tt's a black shop... charges r exhobitin... 1 glass of coke = $10... wonder which planet it was manufactured @... fruits @ 5, tibits @ 3, towels @ 2... totals up 2 70... o my god... bought my gensomaden saiyuki anime vcds @ 85 pricey but i tink its quite worthy...

sat

ached e whole dae... o my god n it stormed... nua lag slack e whole dae...

sun

went 2 united sq 2 photocopy e portfolio stuff n back hm 2 nua lag slack again... not entirely in e mood 2 do anithin... touch ani stuff related 2 tp... its juz so nua... but stil sum1 ve 2 do it irregardless of anithin...

blog end track: 4 clubbers - children

20040312

2dAe...

blog start track: e callin - whereva u'll go

zzz @ 0500... woke @ 0900 2 go 2 sch m realized tt my mpk codes cldnt wk... n e weirdest thing's tt they did @ hm... ??? aniwae re done e codin n stil doin so now... met lkh 4 evaluatN n i tink he meant sumthin between his words... abt e grp... n as usual kyu's mia... prob smackin shuttlecocks again... damn... neglected projs coz of shuttlecocks?

left sch @ ard 2000 n went 2 kk's place 4 dinner had 1/2 chix tink it's beta den ce coz it was steamin hot all e way... den we tokked as usual ni drank e mudshake @ her place... not bad e taste of choco milk + vodka... e taste of vodka gets stronger as u drink on... n watched her hyperactive terboroski spdin on e wheel... hm @ 2330... projs again... o my god...

dunno y i seem 2 ve e feel tt even if e projs can b completed in time, they'll prob b rated donkey.... nvm abt tt juz do wat time ve left 4 us...

blog end track: staind - little by little

20040310

jaSON mrAZ ~ reMEdy (! woNT woRRy)


Well I saw fireworks from the freeway
And behind closed eyes I cannot make 'em go away
'Cause you were born on the 4th of July, freedom ring.
Well somethin' on the surface, it stings.
I said somethin' on the surface, well it kinda makes me nervous.
To say that you deserve this and
What kind of God would serve this
We will cure this dirty ol' disease
Well, if you gots the poison, I gots the remedy.

The Remedy is the experience
This is a dangerous liason.
I says the comedy is that it's serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words.
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends.
When it all amounts to nothin' in the end.

I - I won't worry my life away (hey, oh-oh)
I - I won't worry my life away (hey, oh-oh)

Well I heard two men talkin' on the radio,
In a cross-fire kind of new reality show.
Uncovering the ways to plan the next a-big attack
Well they were countin' down the ways to stab the brother in the...
Be right back after this: The unavoidable kiss
With a minty-fresh death breath is sure to outlast this catastrophe
Dance with me
'Cause if you gots the poison, I gots the remedy.

The Remedy is the experience
This is a dangerous liason.
I says the comedy is that it's serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words.
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends.
When it all amounts to nothin' in the end.

I - I won't worry my life away (hey, oh-oh)
(I won't, I won't, I won't)
I - I won't worry my life away (hey, oh-oh)

When I fall in love (I fall in love).
I take my time.
There's no need to hurry when I'm makin' up my mind
You can turn of the sun (turn of the sun).
But I'm still gonna shi-ine.
And I'll tell you why-yy.

'Cause the Remedy is the experience
This is a dangerous liason.
I says the comedy is that its serious.
This is a strange enough new play on words.
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend
The rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends.
When it all amounts to nothin' in the end.

I (I won't) - I won't worry my life away (hey, oh-oh)
(I won't, I won't, I won't)
I - I won't worry my life away (I won't worry my life)

I (I won't) - I won't worry my life away (no)
('Cause I won't, and I won't, and I-I won't)
I - I won't worry my life away (hey, oh-oh)

I - I won't worry my life away
(I won't, I won't, I won't)

[fade out]

he||s!ng theME ~ |0g0s n@k! w0r|d


Tell me the cool vibration
living your fantasy
tell me who tell me surely and the name
I'll be stunned I'll be waiting...ghost's horror show
In a darken
Just say you love oooooo
Down down , wish its just a revelation
Take me there, take me into a reveloution
Down down ,listen to the vibration
Take me home and I'll look into return
shubedobedo shubedobedo

g00d char|0++e ~ g&b


Educated with money
He?s well dressed not funny
And not to say in most conversations
But he?ll foot the bill in all situations
?cause he pays for everything

Girls don?t like boys, girls like cars and money
Boys will laugh at girls when they?re not funny

Paper or plastic,
Don?t matter she?ll have it
Vacations and shopping sprees these are a few of her favorite things
She?ll get what she wants if she?s willing to please
His type of girl always comes with a fee
Hey now there?s nothing for free

Girls don?t like boys, girls like cars and money
Boys will laugh at girls when they?re not funny
And these girls like these boys, like these boys like these girls
The girls with the bodies like boys with ferraris
Girls don?t like boys, girls like cars and money

Let?s go!

All of these boys, and get all of these girls
Are losing their souls in a material world
All of these boys, and get all of these girls
Are losing their souls in a material world
All of these boys, and get all of these girls
Are losing their souls in a material world
All of these boys, and get all of these girls
Are losing their souls in a material world

20040309

sUgArAy ~ !ts S0 eZ


it's so easy
its so right (mr bartneder, its so easy)
its so easy
to rock it all night (mr bartender)

mr bartender, mr dj
make me feel good, i got fired today
dont wanna be at home alone tonight
ladys take your hair down
put your drinks on the ground
just get on the floor and lose your mind (mind...mind)

if you came to break us down
you're headed for the door (bartender)
dont try to act like you're too good for the floor (bartender)

mr bartneder
ive had a bad day
give me a shot i got fired today
i just wanna burn the night away

gonna stay till a quater to 4
cause i dont have to be a work no more
i just wanna turn the night today

one for the money
one two for the shoe
please back and lean back
watch them eat the *****

(its so easy)

five o'clock the boss cut me loose
im up in the club with jen and the juice
got my drinks and fine, one chick behind
spilled all my liquor
we gone out of mine
almost out of time
get down bump and grind
dj stop rewind
let me pour you some wine
so you can break it on down
eh eh eh eh ehn
let do it like this till the next time

we're gonna do it like this (do it like that)
do it like this
now we aint gonna do it like that
do it like that
everybody jam from across the land

we're gonna do it like this (do it like that)
do it like this
now we aint gonna do it like that
do it like that
we can do it like this from the front to the back

now if you came to break us down
you're headed for the door (mr bartender)
dont try to act like you're too good for the floor

like i said before, everyone throw your hands from side to side like this
no no, you're not doing it right over here look look

20040308

|!fe sUx... bUt REALITY seems 2 b more CRUEL...

blog start track: hins cheung - my way

daes n nites of codin returns nothin... nothin @ all... juz a couple of classes tt im quite impressed w myself... but they'll nv get e chance 2 b displayed @ anitime... they'll juz b kept away in my comp... waitin 4 a chance... helpless rite? im so too... ur creator... y ve i done so much... refered so much... get help frm everywhere even frm a fren who's sick 2 help me thru e nite... oni 2 b pulled down w a sentence 'ive tried arraylist cant wk so i did it w ms access n sql tt was my concept in e beginnin but was thrashed down coz they wanted 2 minimize codin n now its used when i did wat they wanted back den... im damn tired fucked up n pissed off i dun even 1 2 do anithin, c anithin, hear anithin, sae anithin... i juz 1 2 get out off tis hell... hm sux w pple @ hm... everythin sux...

blog end track: 5566 - hasayaki

20040306

!+ d!sAs+eR...

o my god... u noe wat happened? i reinstalled windows n ended up w another user a/c n 5 viruses... backup everythin 4 nothin... installed it on e 12gb again w 5 viruses n lost some stuff... partitioned e 40 gb n had 5 viruses... had 2 get jumpers n had problem reconnectin everythin back... shit... wat e hell... oso dunno where those viruses came frm... blaster... welchia... everythin... damn...

20040301

after E break EFFECTS...

blog start track: zhang shao han - 寓言

0400: zzz
0800: mornin call
0830: bus 2 sch
0900: adnk term test results @ 26/50
1000: lab doin mp journal; supposinly due @ 0800
1100: lab doin mpdp... slack @ e pc... lag tp netwk... nua on irc...
1200: submissN @ cty... pao w chix flu... leave 4 ftt...
1300: 3rd hr of nua...
1400: 4th hr of slack...
1500: 5th hr of lag...
1600: time 2 c cp...

blog end track: josh groban - u raise me up

11 daes break... time flies so fast leavin u in a mirage unaware of wats goin on

blog start track: eason - k 歌之王

d01 ~ thurs

after e tests, nua @ hm 4 a deep slumber in e bottomless ocean... w e guys @ sentosa bein bbq... haha o ya jj came my place 2 get stuff 4 his zircon... tink e hpda isnt really too bad... but wateva... played nfs tryin 2 clear e ko @ undergrd... sos!~ he played hse of e dead 3 n nfs n dl 89 pics 2 his hpda... kao... all e way frm 1830-2030...

d02 ~ fri

got a am msg frm rb... tink its ages since we last msged... abt 1 yr since i last saw her... left my hp on n cldnt zzz after e 'alarm' so woke @ 7+ kao damn early 4 a holidae... chatted w loon since he was awake since e nite b4... kk came 2 my place 2 dl stuff 4 her hp den we went 2 ms 2 cut hair... as usual i chose loria n tis time she cut it real short =) arigato... got my 至尊紅顏 vcds went 2 suntec 2 ve a late dinner @ crystal jade... abit pricey but e servin was quite big... bloated... went 2 bugis n got an adidas deoderant spray den went 2 ce left @ ard 8+ 4 hm zzz... while @ suntec wanted 2 draw $ but alas i oni ve 7 left =( so asked jm 2 return...

d03 ~ sat

spent e dae watchin 至尊紅顏... where's my 羨哥...

d04 ~ sun

spent e nite watchin 至尊紅顏... where's my 羨哥... hp bill @ 109... beta cut down on crapi calls n msgs... no gd no gd =(

d05 ~ mon

spent e dae watchin 至尊紅顏 den started on wk... had a msg marathon w qink... n she bcame my mei... n im her little kor... woo... jc called me, asked if i wanted 2 go back 2 mc 4 e holidays n asked if i lent jm $... tink he noes alittle... mayb jm asked him... n mayb he's e ocbc tt jm mentioned tt time... o ya there's a new email virus distributin ard e globe n i got 10+ of those... damn...

d06 ~ tues

woke @ 9 2 go 2 sch 4 adnk n nua-ed 2 hrs there tinkin abt e stuff... dun even noe wat m i doin... had lunch @ biz den e bus ride hm... nua again... bangin on mbdp now... e class diagrams n e classes emselves... comin soon... okasan transferred $ 2 me heng else bill due den ko liao... jm stil havent return... sigh~

d07 ~ wed

went out @ 1450, met kk @ bugis den went 2 taos' 2 eat... its a tw restaurant n e 6 coz lunch was @ 18++ w 1) bacon gratin+bread 2) ham+potato salad 3) mushrm soup 4) sambal stingray/seafd platter (lobster,squid,oyster) 5)creme blulee/green t ice-cream 6) orange juice/apple rose t... e service crew were pleasant n e ambience wasnt too bad juz tt e cd kept repeatin -_-" after tt we went 2 kster n saw e pkage tt wasnt too appealin den e manager came out n asked how long we wanted 2 sing n gave us a 5 hrs pkage @ 38... @ ard 2200, he came in n offered us 4 hrs ext @ e price of 2 drinks + 1 snacks... so we had a ktv marathon of 9 hrs frm 1730-0230... o my god... after singin we went over 2 ce 4 awhile den back hm...

d08 ~ thurs

i came back oni 2 find my frendster a/c hacked w e hacker changin my profile contents 2 xxx contents... damn it... so i changed my a/c settings n reported 2 e host... damn... woke up @ ard 1430 had lunch den went out 2 collect e quad cam (free gift courtesy of max boutiq n dbs debit =) den 2 bencoolen 2 change my s-watch batt den met san 4 dinner... too full 2 eat; had a sprite i n t i... went 2 cafe 4 drinks n got 2 xpresso 4 kk den back hm... completed my lunch... too bloated 2 zzz... shall do sum conditNin in preparatN 4 npfa...

d09 ~ fri

rotted e dae @ hm... no in e mood 2 do anithin related 2 sch... dun even noe where 2 get materials 4 e portfolio n my leave 2 take e ftt... sian... zzz...

d10 ~ sat

awaken by kk @ ard 8... she 4gotten 2 get her keys so went 2 'save' her n went 2 bugis 2 get e keys den 2 suntec... had a break @ delifrance den proper lunch @ crystal jade quite full... den went 2 carre4 2 get sum stuff... got a white polo... went back 2 her place @ ard 2+ den played sonic n nfs... had dinner w her parents @ ard 8+ den moved on e ce... packed coz there was a match between man u n cheslea? met san n company @ 5/10... saw her dela... muz sae she really puts on heavy makeup... went 2 kster 4 3 hrs ktv n juz came back... tio ticked off by my mum as usual... abt e crap tt im old enuff... i doubt it so its classified as crap... =(

d11 ~ sun

last dae of my break... woke up @ 1430 den had dinner n cont gettin nagged... -_-" supposingly 2 get ms w kk n her parents but it rained n w e discussN was told not 2 go... cont on nfs n e projs... proj freak out... restarted undergrd... did a couple of classes n had a mbdp on irc... stuck^3... oso dunno y... mayb its coz my understandin of e projs arent tt clear... wateva... had a nap so not zzz now... shall cont til im zzz... kk asked me if i 1 2 go 2 5566's concert on 1704; not realli 1 2 go n oso cant go since i ve xams e wk after...

blog end track: david - melody

20040218

term tests... outbreak...

blog start track: westside story ost - 風云再起

mon

went 2 sch early 2 hand in e report... chiong over e wkend n all those shit... met mandy @ 9 2 凌時抱佛腳 n i tink she 1s 2 kick me down frm e 7th flr... aniwae e test's @ 1430 so had rest of e time 2 cram everythin in2 my brain... its show time n i noe how 2 do i reali noe but how did i fare? catch e finale @ 0103... o ya e invigilator was mario lky my yr 1 cp... ages since i was saw him... hehe

wed

2dae's mbdp @ 1530... tidied e notes b4 den n packed up 2 e field... flippin sounds, liquid paper shaking, pens scribblin... sounds of e lt... aniwae completed it as 2 how i did? heaven or hell gates open @ 0203... inviligator was lbt... oso another of my lecturers tt i lked... life in tp seems beta w lecturers i fancy since we ve more 2 tok abt =)

blog end track: linkin park - in e end

20040217

sOs!!! IM IN e MID of a SEX CRISIS...

I'm confuzed...?!!
You're confuzed!
You poor poor confused little thing... Someone buy you a map... cuz you're lost... It's not even safe to say you like people of your own species... (you freak.)
Look deep within yourself and here the little voice inside of you...
what does it say? Str8? Bi? Necrophiliacal? Post-Modern-Industrialistic-Pedastrial?!

What is my sexual orientation?
brought to you by Quizilla

20040216

Gensomaden Saiyuki 最游記...

blog start track: evanscence - my immortal

Gensomaden Saiyuki 最游記 is e latest anime im in2 now... how i noe it? 1 fine dae i was watchin axn n i saw tis anime n it was sumhow lk 西游記 so i watched on... n its realli lk tt juz tt its modernized w mani more stuff +++ tink its a not bad anime... comics r x so rather get vcd or dvd... dunno if can find anot... so'll embark on e search while their go on...

blog end track: evanscence - my immortal

mY dEsTiNeD gEaR





Which Saiyuki weapon would you fight with??

im 8戒 of gensomaden saiyuki...




Which traveller are you??

im finalli down... steamin... 小籠包...

blog start track: david- 愛恨簡單

how i spent my vdae... whole dae in bed steamin hot... y? coz i went 4 a tan frm am til pm abt 7 hrs... not burnt but steamed... juz feel hot in n out... but not able 2 dispel e heat so e body temp kips risin frm 36... 38.13... 38.39... even after pills, ice freeze... even slpt topless juz 2 dispel 2 heat... n finally cooled down tis am @ 36.88... wats next? shat everythin i ate n drank... o my god... wats in comes out next... omost immediate... wasted a dae now bangin on adnk n e idiotic interim report tt wasnt mentioned it was individual so ve 2 do e whole thing again... waste of time... aniwae everythin's done now... b in sch @ 8 2 dunk in e report den seek sos @ 9 den its me again... til war @ 1230... zzz... so xhausted...

blog end track: kenny g- miracles

20040210

drivin lessons 1: rmb ur life savin seat belts...

blog start track: jay - 晴天

noe y e sg gov insist on seatbelts? coz rd accidents can either kill or save w juz w tt... went 2 sentosa w em in e pm after sch n lynn+gina+her sis were damn late 4get abt em...

den rushed hm 2 put e stuff down den back 2 sch... we were on e rite lane ard e paya lebar xit n there was tis red car infront n e lane bgan 2 jam, supposinly not 2.... n since tt car stopped we stopped too n a white sbxxxxxx honda civic banged frm bhind n a few vehicles lk a chain collisN... so e driver got off n e usual stuff lk notin blah^3 n e meter was stil jumpin... e collisN was tt w/o e belt i'll prob crash on2 e front seat, if im @ e front den mayb bang on e windscreen... u noe tt type of impact... aniwae i reached @ ard 1610... tt honda was a new driver tt got his licence recently n he was too close tt he didnt c wat was infront n of coz short dist'll buang coz of e reactN+brakin dist diff although he tried... suay... n tt kns kk asked me if im dead damn...

den went back 2 parklane 2 play pool den ce @ 1830 after 1.5 hrs they r stil not ard n rotted til ard 8 den they reached coz gina's a egocentric bitch who tinks tt she can rule over everythin... makeup... slap her til she ve natural blusher... damn... tis type of person piss me off... confidence+++ = overconfidence >< confidence--- = major inferior complexity -_-" e case tt's practically incurable... o my god... it really takes all kinds of pple 2 make e world move... juz 1 down wont make e globe stop movin... even if there's none...

blog end track: daniel - 吻下去愛上你

fucked up pple sux

blog start track: - 以父之名

i can tell u im damn pissed off since tis yr bgan... w damn pple ard... selfish, egoistic, bloody fuckers, lamers, smart alecs, hypocritics wateva shit... e world's nv real... when they r w u they r lk tis, bhind its lk tt... front fren back stabbers... damn... sick of everythin.. time seems nv enuff... more zzz less time 4 wk... rushin 4 dunno who's sake... opposers... dark pple... blurry, machines... damn... dunno wat m i on earth 4... pple 1 2 get hitched, get ditched, get jobs, get jobless everythin... all comr frm 1 place... selfishness... they oni tink abt emself n oni emself... if sum1 can tell me tt he aint selfish den i tink mayb he's god or sum1 tt act lk him 2 get pple 2 luv him... n tts selfishness... e bottomline, humans r things tt leech on others 2 survive... wat if adam n eve didnt eat e apple tt time... wonder where'll all of us b... wat we'll b doin now... who'll we ve met... wat wld ve happened... wld we even b created... lk i sae... RelationshipsR4PpleWhoCantStandLoneliness ThrashShldNotBCreatedNShldBDestroyedIfCreated... damn...

blog end track: evanscence - my immortal

20040202

t630... n more...

blog start track: future breeze - ocean of eternity

fri

no sch 2dae as usual; went w kk 2 e hp shop 2 trade her 7250 4 a ngage, den went 2 sls 2 get e mem card... sold my lg g7100 @ 430; e cam's reali gd as compared 2 leadin hps now juz tt e hp os isnt stable hai~ wasted... got my t630 after sellin off e lg... e hp looks cool; white n silver... n of coz higher degree of customizatN, got more java games, midi, themes n of coz bluetooth n ir makes it so convenient... no nid sw 2 transfer files; juz via e w-link interface n its done... these r e pros n e con's tt e cam isnt as sharp as lg... 9.5/10 ratin -0.5 = cam not sharp enuff n oni 2mb mem =)

sat

o yeah went 2 jj's place 2dae... but b4 tis we went back 2 e hp shop 2 fix e ngage n had roast pig rice... den mrt all e way... my god i can tell u; i 1 2 puke =( aniwae reached @ 3 n he's not hm... wat e hell... we knocked e dr n an ufo opened dr n we got biang so we were tinkin if we got e place wrong... on e 2nd attempt we made it in k... n an item caught my eye: a pkt of marlboro lite... so we settled down n they were back; seems they arent stayin there n e place was 'lent' 2 a fren who owned tt pkt... so played blackjack n daidee... n his cute sonni; lucas was walkin ard, kickin n stampin on e card x times... pw n ivy paired up n they quitted 1/2way; 見好就收 kk oso quitted coz she lost all haha~ so its juz him, lynn, seth n me... tink its v funni, wheneva i cut e cards, he wins; wheneva lynn cuts, i win haha~ got 2x lynn n i got banlak n he paid $x haha~ tink he lost ard $20 w abt 1/2 w me since it got 14-16 in e end (cap @ 4) lol~ den played daidee n he was on a winnin streak man kao~ his son, lucas's real cute... we asked him 2 take out blue things frm his wallet n he fished out a $50 note lol so cute... n alot others... den we were cammin here n there w hps n pdas; zircon, zire, 6220 n t630 n there were quite a few shots... left @ ard 17+ den all e way back 2 city hall den ms fdcourt 4 dinner n river hongbao den ce w matches on... lynn left @ ard 23+ den us @ 0030

b4 leavin his place, out of curiousity i asked him if he was wkin @ swensens n he sae ya, @ e office & warehse sectN @ bukit batok; n if e pkt was his, he said no, which im sure isnt his since he doesnt lk pple 2 smoke...

blog end track: sammi - 默契

20040127

e DARK side OF me...

you are darkolivegreen
#556B2F

Your dominant hues are green and yellow. There's no doubt about the fact that you think with your head, but you don't want to be seen as boring and want people to know about your adventurous streak now and again.

Your saturation level is medium - You're not the most decisive go-getter, but you can get a job done when it's required of you. You probably don't think the world can change for you and don't want to spend too much effort trying to force it.

Your outlook on life is slightly darker than most people's. You try to see things for what they are and face situations honestly. You'd rather get to the point than look for what's good.
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20040123

?V?N????!~ how IT goes AS they SAY...

blog start track: evanscence - brin me 2 life

eve

hapi dae mummy got her a card n $57, dunno wat 2 buy liao~ its e eve liao... not xtremely hapi i can sae -_-' quite tired coz of sch wat e hell~ sch ended @ 12 den stayed back 2 discuss e mp n of coz sum1 was stonin e proj w all e shit n crap wateva i dun care liao... its hell... went hm, nua, bath my fan den dinner @ martin's w steamboat... left @ ard 840 2 mit kk n ivy @ ms 2 go river angpao. walked ard, played ard n i realli 1 2 puke *ko :<* joined by seth's frenz n watched e firewks, not v entertainin but juz cammed it aniwae n a guy w v200 didnt managed 2 cam it wahaha~ called ?堠??j while waitin n tink he got 2 hps n 2 lines wao so rich huh~ hps shld b sl55 n e700a ;D~ chanced upon san, cavin n coa, e place's not tt small 2 mit pple lor haha so 'fated' haha~ went 2 e police statN @ my place 2 report seth's lost wallet. zzz @ 0300...

dae 1

yeah its dae 1 liao haha... slpt til 10+ den went 2 chiobu's hse 2 visit den came back n @ 1500 every1 came n blah^3 as usual, tink it ended @ mayb sae 5+... tis yr earnin's not v gd, up 2 now not even hit 300 -_-' wateva... stuck w my projs n stuff damn e mood... ko...

dae 2

o great guess wat? my comp spoilt... o my god... y y y so damn suai... -_-' so cant do ani shit or fuck... juz waitin 4 time 2 fix it... either bring 2 **'s or andy's liao... hai~ $ fly away liao... >_< n its rainin meow n woof =)

dae 3

2dae's my visitin dae... but damn ve lessons in e am... skipped e lec n went 4 e tut so sian 2 wake up early. did e mpdp proj n e game of e yr ve 2 b our daidee yeah~ reached hm @ 1530 n thing was e 1st wao~ den kk, seth n ivy came n all my mum's frenz came so its e obasan's world in e livin rm... n my world in my rm den we left 4 kk's place... ps2+steamboat+tv+daidee... in a miste of meows n woofs... left @ 0200...

dae 4

hm again since its stil rainin meow n woof n e twins came so went 2 'fix' their tv remote w melt batts... played ff n got slained in e end... haha ko @ 0200... its sch again...

blog end track: kenny g - malibu dreamz

20040120

how ! spent MY daes... =) -_-" >_< =D

blog start track: hins cheung - my way

160104

got sum xbox games online... omost all r my faves =) got nfs: undergrd, fifa football 04, dynasty warriors, mk deadly alliance, crash bandicoot: wrath of cortex, kung fu chaos, tao feng, fatal frame n otogi yeah~ hope 2 get more games as they r released... tink beta 2 buy frm tis guy... approachable n hm delivery @ 8 ea... @ shop's 16 ea... slaughter of e rat... ps2 @ 8 4 him n 12 outside wao kao~

170104

had reunN dinner @ a fdcourt @ henderson, fd wasnt too bad... after tt went 2 lynn's chalet n smeared cake over her face wahaha... saw her fren gina, quite chio n looked abit lk 無賴男's wifey haha~ juz kiddin... =) went hm on san's bike, can tell u its real fast @ 100 n my legs were tremblin... o my god...

190104

hapi b-dae lynn~ met kk 2 get her guitar after class den met em @ somerset... went back 2 sch 4 apel... e whole dae was rainin 'meow' n 'woof'... all soaked... managed 2 cam a cat @ bedok meow~ went 2 CE 2 mit em after apel n gettin e adaptor... dine there den walked in e rain 2 orchard n stayed in e 'fridge' 4 6 hrs w 1 hr of pool in between... real loser... got 'slained' lk nothin... den left @ 0300... wanted 2 join em 4 drinks... but too stiff n tired liao, so got a cab hm... ko... zzz... @ 0400...

200104

ohayo @ 0700... got a cab n e driver was realli lk crazy taxi man... on main rd @ 100 den @ hiway @ 120... real heong... =) now @ sch tryin out e rs232-rj45 adaptors... guess wat, costronic, reputable shop @ sls sellin inferior stuff... adaptor short of wires n got stuck after insertin... all gone after i tried 2 get em out... my god... $18 gone... o my god... m i so damn suay?!~ -_-" goin 2 mit kk @ bugis lata, tink she's goin 2 get fdstuff 4 cny n im goin 2 get 'redish' clothes (on e nag of my okasan -_-") n her b-dae present... real vomit $... n jm stil havent return $ >_<" i cant help but feel tt tis time i really shldnt ve helped... hai~

blog end track: kenny g - goin hm

20040117

wAtA wEEk...

blog start track: hins cheung - my way

tis wk seems 2 b slightly beta, beginnin 2 get back 2 sch mood... juz 4 more mths n i'll b outta tp 4 gd... ganbatte... ve 2 go back 2 sch later 2 make e serial netwk cables den go hm zzz... @ nite ve dinner n lynn's chalet... dun realli 1 2 go but san n alice r goin so ve 2 go... so sian... sian... cny comin but no mood @ all so sian sian sian...

bought a wewa 128mb usb+mp3 player @ 136.5, not bad lar, not as bad as sum sae, juz tt e radio's realli cheap stuff... built-in'll b 200 so x... 4get it... o ya got e xbox games liao, but short of proj gotham racin 2 n magatama, n sonic heroes cant b played... =( 1 thing i muz sae tt e graphics r real gd although e games r alittle more x den ps2's (10 ea). tis mth realli 大吐血 liao... cant get e $ bad frm jm, shit shldnt ve lent now im in real shit... damn... got a giraffe 4 giraffe n his 1st words were 'wat e fish'... damn him... how can lk tis... tt giraffe's real kawaii mah... baka =(

tired... shack... slack... lag... rot... zzz...

blog end track: 西街少年ost- 西街的哀愁

20040113

卓卓's sAddest DaEs... =(

blog start track: 武媚娘 - 一顆心還愛你

291203

i tink 2dae ve 2 b 卓卓's worst dae... e woman he luved most, anita mui 阿梅 passed away tis am @ 0250 in hk... as i read thru e news, reports were tt 卓卓 was in beijing @ e time 2140 n there werent ani flights 2 hk @ tt time hence he didnt go over... he wasnt feelin ani beta but e worst coz he cldnt fly over 2 hk 2 c her 4 e last time...tink if he went n saw her e last time, he'll prob collapse emotNally n mentally... coz she's his most bluved woman... e last time he saw her was @ her concert in nov... in e end 阿梅~ was gone n there starts his misery...

301203~060104

after 阿梅 passed away there were mani reports regardin her heritance, funeral preparatNs, her mum, her manager, her frenz n everythin... e worst were accusatNs of 卓卓 bein 薄情寡義, hartless since he 'went mizzin' after tt... all over e net, hk, cn, tw, sg everyware... my god... n of coz us, his fans 'retaliated' n he appeared online @ 1 of e sites w e msg: 11日和12日下午我會在香港和阿梅見面. 祝大家安好. 卓

070104~110104

after tt were spectulatNs abt if it was really him n if he wld really appear... finally he appeared 2dae @ last in hk... he went 2 e wake in a black suit n sunglasses... he looked 2 solemn but i tink his hart's stil tearin... reminds me of e sub-theme of 風云 - 一千顆眼淚; i tink he teared more den tt... he oso sent a wreath worded: 此生至愛 一路好走 so sentimental... e funeral'll b later @ 1100... hope e parazzai n her frenz'll let him go after tt... tink he realli nids a long time 2 recover n can get over it...

120104

2dae's 阿梅's funeral n 卓卓 attended it & e crematN ceremony... read tt he emotNally n mentally collapsed after seein her 4 e last time... tis really shows tt he's a true and sentimental guy n hope e parazzai'll let him off after tis... tink his mood's really @ e bottoms now... hope he can recover soon... god bless 卓卓 n 阿梅...

blog end track: 卓卓 - 一千顆眼淚

20040112

1st WK of E yr...

blog start track: shin - 大驚小怪

mon~thurs

tis wk's hell i can tell u... i practically 4got everythin after 6 mths @ wk... hai~ pathetic... but finally completed e tor on thurs... hew... as 2 how it's i dunno... wateva... went hm put e things den went 2 marina 2 cut hair... got loria, she's a gd stylist, chio n nice 2 chat although its short... met kk 2 watch ju-on 2: e final... wasnt as scary as tot... sat on e couch, e whole cinema was free 2 6 viewers haha... i got my speaker stands liao haha... went 2 simon's n left @ abt 2... zzz... no nid 2 go sch later so gd... zzz o ya n my livin rm tel line was down...

fri = kingKONG's b-DAE

hapi b-dae kingkong!~ actually wanted 2 sing ktv but didnt so nua @ hm til evenin den went 2 simon's... waited quite awhile 4 em 2 come, so had dinner 1st... seth n ivy got a skateboard 4 kk but i didnt... haha dunno wat 2 get... den we mashed e cake on her face n all of us stunk lk puke after e fresh cream soured... brought e cake 2 her colleagues... went hm @ ard 0100... n bought e stands hm, left em @ simon's haha... zzz...

sat

waited 4 e contractor 2 come 2 service e line... so nua e dae @ hm... junming called 2 ask me 2 lend him100 coz he knocked in2 sum1's car n said he wld return me in e nite... not tt i dun 1 2 lend him but he's been delayin n im practically eatin shit n grass... if he can return me in e nite den might as well ask e driver 2 go collect w him beta... n i dun blieve tt companies dun pay pt their pay after 10 daes n he's been there 4 quite sum time... shit... if he return i may consider lendin but no way now... really made a wrong decisN 2 lend him 4 his bike... fuck it... it seems im bad but they all sae im already @ my best liao... 2 help him so mani x... saw 2 阿梅's movies: rouge n executNer, she's really gd... sucha pity...

sun

supposingly 2 go joggin @ ecp w kk but it was rainin in e am n thru-out e dae so 4get it... met @ bugis n had roast pig rice... wao so nice... went 2 look 4 vcds... westside story vcds @ 1 4 1 so cheap... aniwae got e ju-on 1 vcd 2 kip... went 2 sls 2 buy xbox le mod. it was cheaper den aniwhere i found @ 410... went ard lookin 4 chiong games but got 0... kk got qute a few... hai~ tink ve 2 wait... went hm 4 dinner... n watched e charity show... tink it's beta den mediacorp's tt use prizes 2 'attract' doners... shit... saw 卓卓 on e news, captured shots from tw tv on 阿梅's memorial... so sad... zzz...

blog end track: yanzi - 遇見

20040104

hE||s!nG & n!tEmArE b4 xMaS...

blog start track: leehom - 你和我

yeah! finally bought e 2 animes i wanted: hellsing & nitemare b4 xmas... both r so nice 2 watch... so cool, magical n perfect... wao...

went 2 mit kk @ bugis den back hm 2 look 4 chords den 2 her hm... seth asked us 2 help her get her comics n bring 2 ivy's place... 2 big boxes i tink mayb 10-20 sets of 100+ bks i tink... went 2 newton circus 4 supper... had sambal stingray & kangkong & crabs... so full haha~ zzz

blog end track: gasp - heaven's a place on earth

20040101

nEw YeAr CoWdUnG

blog start track: leehom - ya b-dae

last dae @ mc... goin 2 miz e place tt ive been @ 4 1/2 yr... went hm n changed 2 CE... had an ice mocha & seafd marinara spicy real spicy wah~ had snow fight... san, cavin & coa came later...n of coz spray @ em lar... haha... i didnt ve a drink but bought e remainin chivas up 2 5/10 4 san 2 drink... played big 2 garden too... haha... snow fight... happi new yr...

blog end track: daniel - 般若波羅蜜