hmm...

start track: 南拳媽媽 - 原來

got a msg frm ah beng last nite; v long since he last msged me n v v long since i last saw him after he went ns, mayb 2-3 yrs liao... reali tt long...

juz now was @ mac w kk den we were tokin:

me: v long i nv go ktv, v long i nv chiong, v long i nv play pool n v long i nv play mahjong liao...
kk: all of us play mahjong til sian liao den u say u 1 2 play...
me: all along i 1 2 play but u all dun let me play...
kk: coz u dun dare 2 bet/gamble...
me: coz im NOT WKIN mah but den reali v long nv ktv/chiong/play pool liao...
kk: coz all ur time's sch, wk, muaythai, drive mah...

den i was tinkin its kinda true since e start of tis yr... e pple ive been mitin n seein seems 2 b e same grp of pple; those @ e gym, those @ sch, those @ hm, 張果老, kk, thing n e occasional pple tt pop up...

suddenly alot of pple r missed out... most of e guys r @ ns so no nid 2 say liao... but there r oso others who r outta tt category but there havent been much contact [call/msg/mit/msn]... suddenly my 'social' circle ve shrinked... in e past theres stil msnin but now it seems tt e internet isnt utilized fully 2 enhance p2p comm... lucky theres friendster 2 'noe' their recents [if they update or r on it -_-;;;]

tink e past me had a more colorful life; mitin diff pple @ diff times, havin diff topics frm diff pple w diff lifestyles, perspectives n age grps... now all seems 2 ve vanished...

mayb its bein broke tts makin me not venture out coz now $ seems so impt yet im alwaz short of it... but e change of lifestyle ve oso mellowed me down frm bein e speaker-mouthed n whackin person 2 a 'tamed' person tt tinks of nothin xcept ZZZ all dae n nite long [is tt so???] takin things as they come n dwells in last min wk aggressN... tink ive morphed in2 a hibernator tts gd; @ least bein hm bound saves $ n builds a healthier lifestyle; bein myself, b direct n not 2 face pple i dread 2... maskin's tirin n unhealthy 2 p2p comm...

suddenly i 1 2 mass msg pple n remind e world tt...

JOY'S STIL ALIVE N KICKIN!!!
ASK ME OUTTA SUMTIMES!!!
else msg/call/msn oso can haha...

is it me isolatin frm e world, kickin out pple???...
or e world ve abandoned or given up on me???...

end track: eason chan - 新美人注義